In a few words, Jin Meizhi solved the biggest confusion to long Yuqun in two or three, and several meanings were transmitted: first, she was an orphan, she had no one to rely on, she was powerless, and she couldn't do anything if she didn't want to do it; 2、 She's not shameless. She wants to die, but she can't die now. She's looking for her parents who abandoned her. There may be various reasons why she can't be humane. Because she hasn't reached her wish, she has to endure being bullied and survive.

In words and deeds, she is a persecuted girl at the bottom, struggling but desperate. In short, it comes down to a few words - innocent, helpless!

For a moment, long Yuqun didn't know what to say:

In this world, there are many people who can't eat enough, wear warm clothes and live a sad life, so many people really work hard. What's more, what she does is too common in many circles.

Long Yuquan doesn't really know this. Take the simplest example. The Commission of his company's insurance salesman is not counted. The year-end bonus alone is 20% of the excess part of the annual performance. In other words, after deducting the share specified by the company, the annual bonus will be divided into 200000 if the company completes one million more. If it collects tens of millions more, the year-end bonus alone will be divided into 2 million.

One of the most impressive things about him was that one year, a beautiful female student who was less than 25 years old and had just graduated scored more than one million points in business achievement, and created a new miracle that year. I can't say I'll buy a house and a car in a year. At least it's driving Audi and carrying Hermes to work. About the girl, the wind rating is not good. He also heard some rumors that her insurance policies are exchanged from men's bed. On her birthday, even the manager sent her Cartier's earrings to congratulate her. It's not safe since school. All kinds of men collude with each other, and even the university is offered by men!

But as a boss, what are these? As long as you don't break the company's rules and create benefits for him, you are an excellent employee! Even if the three good students who are all excellent and submitted can't get a list for him, why should he come?

He didn't know how the employee was in private or later, but the only impression he still had was that he got along well in the company at that time, and the small and medium-sized days in the same period were definitely the most beautiful and enjoyable!

Is it wrong for her to be so indifferent after all this?

Long Yuqun didn't dare to say, not even sure.

The world is cruel. In fact, many people who can stand up in this bloody world are really thick skinned and have no self-esteem at all.

But just because of this face, long Yuqun's state of mind is like a magic barrier.

So before he found his voice, Jin Meizhi began to continue:

"I was supposed to accompany my friends to participate in the selection of the star making factory. It's funny that I was selected as the training partner. Originally, I didn't want to go in this line, but suddenly such a big pie fell from the sky. I thought... As long as I work hard, I won't have to worry about anything in my future life. One day, I will stand on the stage. Even if it's not red, I won't die of hunger. Even if there is only a little chance, people all over the world can see me. Maybe they will come back to me, It's better than looking for a needle in a haystack all over the world. So, I don't understand anything. I watched others sign a 20-year contract, and I signed it directly! "

It was like falling into memories. Jin Meizhi's face unconsciously showed a look of laughter, pain and self mockery. After a pause, she continued:

"Dreams are always beautiful! But at that time, I was really inexperienced and didn't understand anything. What others arranged for me to do... I tried very hard to do my best, and I was convinced that I would return the hardships I had today thousands of times! Therefore, we are tired and full of pain. Even if we are injured and fractured, we still endure to train. The president said to take us to relax and get to know the big guys in the next circle. We are also very happy that we have been selected and dressed up! But on that night, we were sent to private rooms in different hotels and to different men, more than a dozen men! "

Jin Meizhi closed her eyes, but long Yuqun stared again. She couldn't believe her ears.

The next second is even more shocking:

"In the private room of the hotel, where there is no bed, all of us are actually spared. We have all been drugged. We don't even know who was with us that night? How many are there? Only when we woke up, someone showed us a very sad and dark video puzzle, and left a sentence. Only after tearing off the last barrier can we really let go. Only after baptism can we be reasonable and have no dignity can we have money! "

"There was a loud cry. Some people thought about Shanggao and wanted to die. That person didn't stop us! He said let's go. There is a video in hand. If something happens, it's also our own misconduct, shame and suicide. We will ask for compensation from our relatives according to the contract; Those who are not afraid of being disgraced and disgraced can sue at will... Later, some people made trouble, but they all ended up. At that time, we knew that the people behind them were very powerful. The so-called stars of the future are just for people to make money and play. The so-called shining stars are just cheating themselves and the audience! But in fact, many of them have become second to none big stars. They have gone out of the country and even to the world. They still mix well and have unlimited scenery. No one has gone deep into the past, let alone mentioned it! Under the combination of hard and soft, we almost all compromised. The only thing that can comfort ourselves may be that there are trainees every year. Everyone comes through like this. As long as we survive, we will be liberated! So, it's funny, isn't it? Finally, everyone can even look at it indifferently and even accept it! "

The corners of her lips gently moved again, and Jin Meizhi stroked her arm intentionally or unintentionally. A small move, slowly controlling the dragon, was enough to see clearly:

"Therefore, some people around me are prosperous, some are insane, some have lost their wealth to get out of the body, but now they are poor and need relief. Some people proudly wipe their necks and disappear into the world... And I am probably a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling hot. Maybe I have suffered too much and am more unwilling to give up halfway, When I can't stand it, I burn a few scars on my body, and it won't hurt if it hurts. Whether I leave like this or quit like this, I'm not willing, very unwilling! "

Her teeth made a noise. Jin Meizhi's words were not all lies. Therefore, from her mouth, long Yuqun was really infected and shocked. She didn't speak for a long time.

"What did I do wrong?"

"I don't know..."

"Why?"

"I really don't know, and I really want to know!"

I thought she was talking to herself. Later, long Yuquan found that she was muttering to herself for a long time. It was like Shen Luo on her deathbed. He kept asking himself "why". At the last moment, he actually realized how much Shen Luo cared about her origin. It was not as calm and fearless as she usually seemed, Sometimes it's not that you don't care, but that you are deeply rooted and can't let go.

So up to now, he vaguely remembers the appearance of Shen Luo closing her eyes. Like her now, she is full of unwilling helplessness and despair. I don't know whether orphans have the hope of meeting their biological parents, or are unwilling to meet their fate. In fact, Shen Luo is the same. He always doesn't know. He just thinks she is optimistic and positive. Even if she is ill fated and ill at last, she is positive, but finally he understands that she is the same unwilling, perhaps the same depressed and angry, So her illness became more and more serious, and finally the medicine stone failed.

On his deathbed, she asked him if he cared about her origin. In fact, he didn't really mean it and never wanted to have a future with her. Therefore, even if she summoned up the courage of her life to devote herself, he insisted on the last bottom line and didn't want her?

At that time, he said "no" firmly.

In fact, men are also human. They also have perfect love dreams in their hearts. They hope for the fairy tales of princes and princesses. At first, he didn't want it because of the dream. At last, he couldn't want it because of her body. But if you ask him the same today, I'm afraid he won't be as decisive as he was.

In his private mind, he began to care about a woman's birth. On the one hand, he felt that he had a choice. On the other hand, he suddenly realized the great influence of the original family on a person, such as him, Ye Ling and Murong yunshang. Of course, he just cared. It was not the key factor, The most important thing is to be happy with each other and moral character.

So even if he liked Murong yunshang, he hesitated!

The thoughts in my mind were confused. At this time, the voice with overlapping echoes suddenly sounded in my ears: "you don't even dislike my kidney source because of this?"

'Do you dislike me because of my illness? Cancer is not contagious ~ '

Long Yu was stunned, but Jin Meizhi murmured:

"In fact, when I call you out today, I mainly want to tell you about it. I have a regular physical examination and I have no physical problems. Originally, I knew how many kilograms I had. I didn't intend to have anything with you. It's just that people are like this. If they give some sunshine, they will be bright. There are too many roads at night. Even during the day, I also want to dream. "

His thoughts were pulled back in an instant. Then he remembered something. Long Yuqun couldn't help sighing: "how could it? Where do you want to go? "

Looking at the familiar face in front of her in a trance, long Yuqun only felt that she was a kind and unfortunate hard-working person like the person in those years! Let alone men, when compassion is rampant, it is easy to be confused:

"Do you want to leave this life?"

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