Having Reincarnated a Million Times I Won’t Let My Guard Down Even in a Peaceful World

78: Inescapable

“Imagine this. The word ‘teacher’… it’s erotic, right?”

“Even though you might not realize it, there are couplings all around us. Look, outside the window. The little bird perched on the tree branch. At that moment, it’s already like ‘the tree branches being dominated by the little bird, unable to even touch it, just watching the leaves’.”

“I’m more into digital, but I think doing analog occasionally is good too. You know, when you can draw a good picture with analog… the digital folks get jealous.”

Karina-sensei left after giving various kind words to the middle school students.

And she also exposed my hobby of “directing BL doujinshi.”

Wait. It’s not a hobby.

Even in a wide world, I wonder if I’m the only teacher who has been told by middle school girls, “Teacher, please also direct our BL doujinshi production.”

No way.

Well, maybe it was good to be able to casually come out as a BL doujinshi artist in that relationship.

I aim to be a “teacher with no intimidation, close to the students”… Karina’s visit seemed useful in that regard. Although it feels like she sacrificed various other things for it…

I might have casually had some club members recruited into a doujin circle, so Karina might have taken away a lot.

Thus, the literary club in the first semester received an evaluation that said, “**They have shown enthusiastic actions, and a great desire to be active**.”

Since there aren’t any competitions, there’s no way for the literary club to become prestigious (if they were doing serious literary work, there might have been a path to prestige, but serious literary work is the role of the first literary club), and there’s no way to show results, so it will probably continue in this small, quiet way.

As it’s a club activity with hardly any injuries, it’s easy as the person in charge, but since Karina’s visit, I’ve been constantly tormented by the regret, “**Have I pushed the children playing in the shallow end of the swamp, and thrown them into the stinking swamp?**”

Why do I end up carrying so much stress because of Karina…?

I feel like I’m thinking about Karina all the time, even when I’m asleep…

Even though the summer festival is approaching, I’m sure she’s just mindlessly playing social games—

She’s avoiding contact because she feels guilty about slacking off and doesn’t want me to scold her—

She’ll probably contact me at the last minute and say, “I want you to schedule a production schedule that can still be done now. And also cooking and cleaning”—

It may have been a mistake to maintain Karina’s position as a secretary.

So, as a result, there’s no one who wants to do club activities in the summer (except for those who want to participate in Karina’s circle on their own. I emphasized that it’s absolutely impossible to force them, as it seems like I’m the go-between), and although there are regular duties during the summer vacation, there’s also a fair amount of free time.

So, with that in mind, at a somewhat awkward timing, I’m going to move.

I’m going to rent a slightly larger house not far from where I currently live.

Finally, I’m going to start living with Milim.