Heart Broken Secret Love

In the funeral parlor, Jiangbei met Su Mu at the first sight, and was worried. She held her hand tightly to make su Mu feel pain:

"how are you?"

Su Mu nods and smiles with farfetched smile:

"OK."

Fu Shinian came up and stood beside them. His eyes moved down slightly. He saw Jiangbei holding Su Mu's hand. Then he frowned slightly and said, "doctor Jiang likes to exert himself when he cares about a person?"

Jiangbei hears speech and looks at himself, holding Su Mu's hand. Subconsciously, he releases and kneads Su mu. But the more he thinks about it, the more he feels that something is wrong. When Fu Shinian cares about Su Mu so much, he raises his eyes and wants to say something to him. When Fu Shinian doesn't know when to leave, he is talking to Qiao Yu.

The layout of the funeral hall is much better than Su Mu imagined, and everything is very considerate. Su Mu looks at her mother who sleeps quietly in the sea of flowers, and her eyes turn red. However, she can't help but let herself accept this road. Jiangbei has been with her all the time, but even if the relationship between them is good, at this moment, the words of comfort are not sure how to say.

After all, this is the most painful "death parting" in the world, not "separation".

"Thank you, Xiaobei."

Jiangbei knew what she was saying and shook her head slightly:

"it wasn't me. Song Yi had already come here when I came to the funeral home. Fu Shinian ordered me to prepare everything. I didn't help anything. I heard Song Yi call the cemetery just now, and he prepared everything for you."

Su Mu was stunned for a few seconds and then looked at Fu Shinian, who was still talking to Song Yi.

"Although you had a hard time before, Fu Shinian didn't let me down this time..."

"Little north." Su Mu interrupted Jiangbei to say: "I and his things, wait for some time to talk about it."

Jiangbei does know that it is not appropriate to say that these children have a long love relationship at this time point, and nods:

"OK."

In the evening, Jiangbei insisted on staying with Sumu. Su Mu's refusal did not produce any effect. However, to Su Mu's surprise, Fu Shinian also chose to stay at night.

After all, when his mother was alive, they had never seen each other and said a word. In addition to those things about himself and Wen Han before, he really didn't need to stay.

At night, after Qiao met them all and left, Fu Shinian stood outside the hall for a long time. Su Mu saw him smoking through the glass window on the door. He seemed to feel his own sight and suddenly turned back. The two people's eyes met for a short time. After a few seconds, Su Mu slightly staggered.

Jiangbei knows that Su Mu is not willing to say too much about her feelings, but she will face it one day. She looks away from Fu Shinian, and Jiangbei says softly:

"you say you are ready for divorce, but I don't have such a plan when I look at Fu Shinian. Otherwise, I won't stay here until now."

Su Mu looked down at his hand, there was no sound.

"Maybe he wants to open up, understand, know that there is nothing between you and Wen Han, still want to have a good time with you?" Jiangbei looks at Su Mu: "do you want to give up too?"

"Xiaobei, no one knows more than you what kind of feelings I have for Fu Shinian. If I can, I don't want to end it. But this time is not only about the photos of Wen Han and me, but also the misunderstanding and entanglement between him and me in the past two years. Who can guarantee that there will be no misunderstanding between us after this time? I have no confidence. So many times, whenever I feel that our relationship has eased, the reality of the next second will always bring me back to my original shape. I dare not look forward to it any more

Su Mu chuckled sadly:

"I'm tired."

Jiangbei did not fall in love, but secretly fell in love with a senior brother of the same department when she was in college. She knew what it was like to be disappointed after expectation. She only tried for half a year to let herself end the ordeal, but Sumu has maintained for more than two years.

Now want to let go of their own, it seems that there is no mistake.

When the door of the hall was opened, Fu Shinian came in. Jiangbei watched him step forward and stood up:

"I'll go and make a phone call."

Su Mu also saw Fu Shinian and nodded to Jiangbei: "good."

Fu Shinian took his seat in the original position of Jiangbei:

"I have entrusted someone to look at the date. There is no special suitable day before the new year, but the day after tomorrow is still good. What do you think

Su Mu nodded:

"I don't have a problem, everything is fine."

"Well, there's one more thing I'd like to refer to."

Su Mu looked at him: "what's the matter?"

"Considering the feelings between your parents, I want them to be buried together, but the location of the cemetery between your father is not very good. Today, I have asked Song Yi to find a new cemetery, which is an excellent location both in the environment and Fengshui. I want to know what you think."

So far, Sumu's head has not calmed down. There are a lot of things she hasn't had time to think about, such as the date of burial, such as the matter of parents' joint burial. However, during this period of confusion, the man in front of her has done everything for herself.From the layout of the funeral hall to the location of the cemetery, he thought about it.

Su Mu couldn't help looking at him, and his eyes were full of doubts. Fu Shinian also looked at her. He didn't wait for her answer for a long time and said:

"don't you agree?"

Su Mu shook his head: "I just didn't think so much, thank you."

"That's what I should do."

His burning sight made Su Mu a little uncomfortable and slightly staggered:

"there's nothing wrong with you tonight. You'd better go back to accompany grandma."

"I've called, and grandma asked me to stay."

Su Mu originally thought that Fu Shinian's stay was only one night, but he did not leave for three days in a row. Song Yi took all the clothes he changed and changed them directly in the rest room.

Su Mu didn't ask the reason and didn't want to think about it.

On the day of her mother's burial, the sky seemed to feel Su Mu's mood, which was gloomy and frightening. Sumu had no friends, but many people came that day.

Jiangbei, Qiaoyu, Ji Nanfeng, Wen Han, Wen Shaoyuan, Wen Songyan, Zhou Yaxian, Wei Shaoqin, and grandma At 8 a.m., the weather was gloomy as if it were 5 or 6 a.m., and everyone was dressed in solemn black.

Fu Shinian stood beside Su Mu and said:

"at this time, you don't need to be here."

Seeing his closest relatives burned to ashes, Fu Shinian knew how painful it was. He had suffered twice, and Sumu was the second.

Su Mu shook his head:

"when my father left, I just looked at it like this. There was no reason not to look at my mother."

"Your mother in heaven would never want you to see such a cruel picture."

Su Mu didn't speak any more and looked at him in silence. Fu Shinian understood that it was useless to say anything else. Just a second before the flame in the crematorium erupted, Fu Shinian stepped in front of Su mu. At the moment when she did not understand and looked up at him, he stretched out his hands and pressed her tightly into his arms.

Said that does not fall tears, but because of this simple embrace, inexplicably stained Fu Shinian's chest.