Heart Broken Secret Love

From cremation to Sumu taking over the ashes, it took only two hours. She held the small urn, and it seemed that she could feel the afterglow after the cremation. She couldn't believe that a person who had been so fresh now turned into this handful of ashes, which she could hold in her hands.

But the pain in her chest told her that it was true.

Even if she wanted it to be a dream.

When we arrived at the cemetery, the sky suddenly drifted with snow. Su Mu looked up at the sky and stepped up the steps.

Fu Shinian's cemetery is a geomantic treasure land that can be seen from the past. His father and mother can be buried here. Su Mu's heart is somewhat comforted. It seems that although they left themselves, they met in another world and continued to live happily.

Although there is no self in that world.

After the ceremony, Su Mu didn't mean to leave. Fu Shi Nian asked them to go first, while he accompanied Su mu. After these days of getting along with him, Jiangbei was relieved to give Su Mu to Fu Shinian to take care of him. He did not say much and left with Qiao.

Fu Shinian has been standing with Su mu for a long time, without a sound of urging, until the snow is slowly small, until the cold wind blows fiercely again, Fu Shinian holds an umbrella and changes a position, so as to cover some wind and snow for Su mu.

His windbreaker was patted on Su Mu's leg because of the cold wind. She was so quiet that she had a little reaction. She looked up at Fu Shinian and said:

"these days, you have worked hard for you. Now that you are buried, she can be buried with my father. There is nothing wrong with her. You don't need to accompany me here. Go back early."

"And you?"

Su Mu looked at the group photo of his parents on the tombstone and raised his mouth slightly:

"I want to stay with them a little longer."

"I'll be with you."

"No

"Jiangbei, they are all gone. If I leave, I'm afraid you will spend the night here tonight." Fu Shinian looked at her: "not afraid?"

"What's so terrible about the dead? Shouldn't the most terrible thing in the world be the living people? "

It's always more creepy than the dead. You can't help thinking, why is a person so bad? But you'll never get an answer.

Su Mu stood in front of the tomb for a long time, but Fu Shinian, who stayed by her side, did not open his mouth to say a word, so quietly accompanied him until Su Mu noticed that his hands with an umbrella were red to purple, and she frowned slightly at him:

"what are you doing?"

Fu Shinian looked at her: "I said, accompany you."

Su Mu's speech was stiff for a few seconds. If she didn't think too much of herself, Fu Shinian wanted to express her concern and affection. However, Su mu, who had experienced too many disappointments, could not believe it easily and did not want to believe it again:

"Fu Shinian, have you forgotten what we said before?"

"No, I remember everything we said."

"You said you didn't want to see me again, remember?" Su Mu looked at him: "if all you've done these days is to deal with grandma, it's all over now. You don't have to be like this."

Fu Shinian didn't speak for a few seconds, so he looked at Su Mu quietly, and finally sighed slightly:

"Su mu, we have lived together for two years. You should understand that if I don't want to do something, no one can force me. If I want to deal with my grandmother, I directly tell her that I have been with you and turn around to do other things, she can't prove it I'll just show up today, won't I? But I didn't do it. "

"If I really want to deal with the old lady as you said, but now that everything is over, why do you think I am standing here with you? Is it the beautiful scenery on this cemetery

Su Mu looks at him. She seems to understand the meaning of his words, but she is not clear:

"I don't quite understand."

"I don't need you to understand. There are some things you will understand later."

Su Mu shook her head slightly, dead and lifeless. She said:

"there is no future."

On hearing this, Fu Shinian suddenly raised his eyes and looked at her like a pool of stagnant water:

"no future? I don't quite understand what you're saying

It can be seen that Su Mu still has a lot to say, and her eyes seem to contain thousands of words, but maybe she is tired, or maybe she thinks that it is not a good time to speak now, so at the end of the day, she didn't open her mouth, just slowly staggered her eyes and said:

"it's OK, let's go back."

Fu Shinian took a deep look at her:

"OK."

On the way back, Song Yi drives. Fu Shinian and Su Mu sit in the back seat. After leaving Xishan, Su Mu realizes that the car is heading for the old house. After thinking about it, she still opens the door:

"just take me to Jiangbei."Song Yi glances at the rearview mirror and finds that Fu Shinian, who has been keeping his eyes closed, slowly opens his eyes. Their eyes meet for a short time. Song Yi knows that he can't listen to his wife's advice and drives his car.

Fu Shinian looked at Su Mu:

"if you think the old house is not quiet, we can go back to the blue water and cloud sky. Even the best friends can't disturb us all the time."

"Xiaobei won't mind."

"I won't mind in front of you, but everyone has his own life. If Jiangbei thinks it doesn't matter if she has more people, why does she have to move out of her home and live alone?"

Fu Shinian said that these Sumu are not without consideration. In addition, Jiangbei will go abroad in two days, and there are many things to be busy with. It seems that it is not good for her to continue to disturb. She is silent for a few seconds:

"then stop at a hotel nearby."

Fu Shinian thought he could resist it, but after su Mu said this, he still frowned and his tone was much worse than before:

"will Fu family eat you? So close to the end of the year, you'd rather stay in a hotel than go back to the Fu family? "

"No, I just don't have the energy to cope with too much."

"There is no one in the old house who needs you to deal with. If such a thing happens, the old lady loves you too much. How can she force you? Now that the matter is over, but you still insist on not going home, what do you want the old lady to think? "

Su Mu chuckled when he heard the speech. Fu Shinian couldn't see through the meaning of her smile:

"what are you laughing at?"

"Is that what you want me to go home for? Worry about grandma's body, worry about her mood, and think that there is something unpleasant between us? " Su Mu looked at Fu Shinian and said, "Fu Shinian, I understand that you are not wrong in doing this, but can you give me a little consideration at this time? Do you think that I am in the mood to cooperate with you in playing the loving husband and wife in front of grandma