Heart Broken Secret Love

The smell of gunpowder in the back seat is getting more and more serious. Song Yi has an impulse to raise the partition board. However, he is not sure whether his behavior will make fu Shinian more angry, so he can only endure and pray for the storm to pass quickly.

Fu Shinian didn't speak for several seconds. He looked at Su Mu's eyes without flinching, but the mood in his eyes was fading.

He is patient, countless times in the bottom of his heart told himself that this time should not care about Sumu, to stand in her perspective to understand her mood, so that the heart of irritability he suppressed again and again, as far as possible to calm himself.

"Since you don't want to face grandma, we won't go back to the old house, back to the blue water cloud sky."

This is his compromise, but Sumu still frowns:

"I want to be alone."

"Alone?" Fu Shi said with a smile: "this sentence means that the Spring Festival is not going home, is it?"

"I didn't look out of my window."

Two years ago, she had a home with her parents. Later, she left her home, which she had lived for more than 20 years, and moved into her own small home. She knew that it was not warm there, but she was still holding infinite confidence that she could make the home warm with her own ability.

Two years later, her self-confidence has collapsed and all her attempts have failed.

So it's not your home.

"When on earth are you going to make trouble?" Fu Shinian's good temper broke down: "Su mu, I understand your mood, but everything should stop. You say you don't have a home. What's the place you live in these two years? Hotel? Even if there are more problems between us, how can the old lady treat you without me? Or do you have to tell me? In your heart, in fact, you have never regarded the old lady as your family? "

Sumu did not speak or act.

Fu Shinian sneered, and his pent up anger began to boil. Compared with just now, Fu Shinian's anger was even worse than before:

"you are a smart man. You should see what my attitude towards you represents these days. I don't care about those things between you and Wen Han. You should stop when you are good, and don't take such a posture, even between you and him Nothing really happened, but after all, you were naked and slept with other men all night, didn't you? Do you want me to apologize to you and forgive me for what I said to you that day? What did you do? "

Su Mu knows that it is impossible for Song Yi not to know something about her relationship with Wen Han, but it is one thing to know. Fu Shinian mentions it again in front of himself and Song Yi. She feels that all her self-esteem and face are trampled on by him and crushed repeatedly.

"I don't have one." Su Mu looked at him and said with a faint smile: "my fault is my fault. I didn't ask for your apology, nor would I ask for it. But Fu Shinian, what do you think of me? Why do you think that as long as you don't care, don't care, I will go back to your side with peace of mind? I admit it's my fault that what happened between me and Wen Han, but that's not what I think, I'd like to happen

"No one hurts more than me! When you are angry, you say that you don't want to see me again and let me go. When your anger subsides, you say that you don't care and let me go back to my old house and live like before. Do you think I should be grateful for your tolerance and kneel down to thank you for your kindness? "

"But how do I feel? My mood, my pain, my sadness, my depression, my regret, my grievance These shouldn't be there, should they? It's just because something happened to me that I can't control myself, so I don't deserve to have these feelings. Just look at your face, right? "

After wiping away the tears, Su Mu gave a farfetched smile:

"in the face of you, I feel that I am wrong, wrong and ridiculous, because I let your most valued marriage dust, but more often I really don't know what I did wrong, it was designed by others, what's the relationship with me? Is it not my fault? The fault is that you can't protect yourself and you can't get out of it? Maybe it's my fault Maybe from the beginning, it was my fault... "

This is the first time that Su Mu has said so many words in a row. It seems that he is ready to take out all the depressed trays of Tiansuo. Fu Shinian did not interrupt her, but asked her after she finished saying:

"what do you want?"

"I don't want to do anything about it." Su Mu gently shook his head, full of fatigue: "I'm just tired, do not want to consume their strength in such a repeated relationship, I recognize my mistake, you don't have to forgive me."

"You..."

Fu Shinian, who had a premonition of something, wanted to stop her, but was interrupted by her. She looked at his eyes without any emotion. She said, "Fu Shinian, let's divorce."

Su Mu never thought that such a sentence would come out of her mouth. She thought that Fu Shinian would be the first to say it, or would not say it at all. She directly asked the lawyer to send a letter of agreement. She also once felt that when this event happened in front of her own eyes, her heart would be very painful.But when she really said it, she felt relaxed, as if she had laid down a heavy burden, and the road ahead of her eyes began to open up.

She suddenly wanted to say "I'm sorry" to her former self. She was wronged for so long because of her wrong persistence.

Su Mu is the only one who is relaxed in the car. She may have noticed the depressing atmosphere, or she may have noticed that she doesn't want to care any more. So she just looked at Fu Shinian quietly, and the fire under his eyes was so blazing.

Song Yi can't imagine Fu Shinian's reaction in the next moment because of Su Mu's words. However, he can clearly feel that the cold behind him is more severe than the last time Fu saw the photos of Su Mu and Wen Han.

But maybe even his anger has the theory that "things will go back to extremes". When it comes to this kind of time, he can't get angry. He just looks at Su Mu and hears some boring joke:

"divorce? You think I don't take you seriously, but what do you think of me? It was you who were going to get married, but now it's only two years since you started. What am I in your eyes? "

"Sappan." He called her seriously: "why do you think that I was able to agree to your marriage request, and now I will also accept your divorce proposal? Who do you think you are? "

Su Mu looked at Fu Shinian:

"I'm just a woman who thought that with her own efforts, you could fall in love with me. I thought that you didn't want to be married at the beginning of the engagement. Then you should promise to divorce quickly. Do you think that my proposal hurt your man's self-esteem, or Are you in love with me? "