Heart Broken Secret Love

Jiangbei sent a New Year message to Sumu an hour ago, with six short words: Susu, happy new year.

Su Mu just looked, the heart became a piece of soft, she also short reply: happy new year, Xiaobei.

When she put down her mobile phone, she accidentally collided with Fu Shinian's eyes. She rarely missed her. Fu looked at her and then took out a red envelope from his pocket and handed it to her:

"happy new year."

Su Mu looked at the red envelope in his hand, which was thin and almost weightless, and laughed slightly:

"what is this?"

"The lucky money I promised you."

Sumu didn't want to answer: "I don't need it."

"It's already wrapped. It's lucky."

Su Mu took over: "why didn't you give it to me just now?"

Fu Shinian said with a smile: "if you send a few red envelopes like this, the Fu family will go bankrupt."

Su Mu originally wanted to put the red envelope down because of Fu Shinian's words. She could feel a card in the red envelope, but she didn't expect it would be so valuable.

"I can't take it."

Su Mu handed back the red envelope. Fu Shinian looked at it, but he didn't take it back. His eyes fell on Su Mu's face and said:

"Sumu, let's talk about it."

This is an unavoidable negotiation. It will not be today or tomorrow. At the beginning of the new year, Sumu has no aversion to this conversation. Maybe she is too lonely at night and wants to talk to someone.

"Good." She light: "but you have to take back the red envelope first."

"There's no reason to take back the gifts. If you insist on not receiving them, I'll have to trouble to call your card. You can't stop me, can you?"

Su Mu didn't insist. She didn't spend the money.

As if to see Su Mu's idea, Fu Shinian gave a faint smile and didn't say anything. Seeing Su Mu looking out of the window, he also followed him. In fact, there was no special scene, but the pair of lanterns at the door swayed in the dark.

In such a quiet atmosphere, Fu Shinian spoke softly:

"do you insist on divorce?"

After a few seconds of silence, Suki responded, "yes."

"After today, you'll find the right opportunity to tell the old lady, won't you?"

"Yes."

"Moving out, too?"

Su Mu nodded:

"since I decided to divorce, there was no reason to live here all the time. I found a studio and I would sublet it to me after the new year. The place is very big. I am going to separate a room to make a bedroom. If there is no accident, I will live there."

It's a sad topic, but Fu Shinian is calm. Su Mu is surprised. I don't know whether the night is too deep to dilute his anger, or whether today's special day can't make people angry.

"What would we have been like if we hadn't had something like you and Wenhan before?"

Fu Shinian leaned back in his chair, completely comfortable, and asked such a hypothetical question. He turned his head slightly and looked at Su mu with a smile on his face: "guess."

Before Su Mu and Wen Han happened, her relationship with Fu Shinian had just entered an ordinary husband and wife stage. He would call back every day and learn to tell his own itinerary. He would also see the small changes in her body, and even could not wait to ask the doctor. He would also call back to care about himself when he was away on business.

Undeniably, it was the happiest period of life for Sumu after marriage, but it lasted for less than a week, which made people think it was a dream.

Now Fu Shinian mentioned it, she can't help but start to think, thinking that they may continue to maintain that happiness, perhaps the feelings will continue to heat up in this stable life, getting better and better, and even he will try to like himself, so as to normalize the marriage which has been distorted at the beginning.

These images are completely possible, because it is possible, so Su Mu smiles.

"May be happy?"

Fu Shinian nodded: "do you really think so?"

Sappan was silent for a few seconds:

"but there was no if."

What happened is what happened, and what changed has changed after all. None of them has the ability to rewrite history, so it can only be assumed that they have to look forward after all.

"Don't you think there's no such thing at all? Let's try it again and see if it's any different from what we imagined? "

"Try again?"

"Yes, skip that unhappy past." He turned his head slightly and looked at Su Mu: "we start afresh. If we can live happily as we imagine, then divorce is not an inevitable choice for us. If we still have the same ending as now, it seems that it will not be worse, right?"

This proposal sounds reasonable and reasonable. No matter what the result is, it will not be worse than now. However, after a moment of silence, Su Mu slightly shakes her head and refuses. She smiles faintly"No more."

"Why?"

"In fact, we have some happy moments in our two years' life, but those so-called good things can't resist the erosion of misunderstanding and discontent next time. I don't want to embrace hope and wait anxiously for the next disappointment."

Fu Shinian looked at Su Mu:

"do you think you will be disappointed?"

Su Mu smiles:

"no one can guarantee that the ending will be perfect. Fu Shinian, let's let it go. I tried hard and tried this marriage. Even if the ending ended like this, I have nothing to regret. You also let yourself go. After all, I was not selected by you from the beginning. After all, you can find someone you like when you separate Happy. "

Fu Shinian didn't speak for a long time. He got up from his seat and walked to the French window to stand. There were fireworks blooming in the night sky from time to time in the distant place. He watched for a few seconds, and even his voice faded down:

"if If I promise you that in the future, I believe in you, understand you, care about you, love you, respect you, listen to your thoughts at the first time when things happen, no longer interpret your psychology with self righteousness, and never hurt you as usual, do you still choose to give up? "

Su Mu looked at Fu Shinian in shock, but what he left Su Mu was just a thin figure, which made Su Mu doubt that what he had just heard was really from Fu Shinian's mouth.

After all, in Su Mu's impression of Fu Shinian, he would not say such words.

This is not him. Su Mu doesn't believe that this kind of prayer will be told to himself by Fu Shinian one day.