Heart Broken Secret Love

Su Mu had no voice for a long time. Fu Shinian slowly turned to look at her from the window and looked at her shocked and unbelievable expression. Fu Shinian didn't smile. He just stepped forward and squatted down in front of her, staring at her, so that she could see his eyes and expression. Then he repeated the words just now:

"if I can do these things Do you still insist on divorce? "

When Su Mu's hand was covered by him, she subconsciously wanted to retract like being burned, but Fu Shinian held it vigorously:

"answer me."

Like every time before, he used to confine himself in his small world, waiting for an answer, but Sumu wanted to escape more than any time, but the result was the same as any time, she could not escape.

"Let me go first."

Fu Shi young smile at her: "can't escape?"

Su Mu was seen through by him, a little angry, but still nodded to promise: "I will not escape."

Fu Shinian smiles and lets go of her. Looking at Su mu, he almost immediately gets up from the cane chair and quickly walks to the position in front of the French window. He can't help laughing:

"are you so afraid of me?"

"It's not fear." Su Mu said this sentence or not dare to see him: "I just can't believe it."

"Can't believe I'm going to say that?"

Su Mu seemed to summon up great courage and turned to meet Fu Shinian's eyes:

"yes, I don't believe that you are not such a person."

"What kind of person am I in your eyes? If you are wrong, you will not know whether you are right or wrong He took a step closer to her: "Sumu, if you think so, you can only say that you don't know me. You have lived with me for two years, but you don't even know what kind of person I am. Can you say that there is no regret for this marriage?"

Su Mu shakes his head and can't say a word in his mind. Fu Shinian's subversive words have disrupted all her rhythms. The feeling is like that she couldn't name a person who she thought was very familiar and understood standing in front of her.

Fu Shinian doesn't want to get divorced. Su mu can understand that, after all, because of his grandmother, but even so, he doesn't need to say such words to himself.

Su Mu looked at Fu Shinian:

"why? Why did you say those words and why did you change them? Why not divorce? I understand that you are willing to continue this marriage for the sake of grandma's mood and mood, but don't you feel aggrieved if you compromise to this point? "

"Compromise?" Fu Shinian looked at Su Mu and said, "do you think what I just said is for grandma? If you don't get divorced, you're just afraid that grandma will worry about it? "

"Otherwise? Is there any other reason? Because of compromise, it is inevitable that there will be grievances. Because there are grievances, no matter how many compromises are made, we will still have to make do with and endure, and we will not be able to maintain the situation we think forever. " Su Mu was a little flustered: "Fu Shinian, I know that grandma is very important to you, but you are also important to grandma. As long as you talk to her about divorce, she will understand."

Even if Fu Shinian could endure, Su Mu felt that he could not continue to be aggrieved.

Fu Shinian didn't speak for a few seconds. When Su Mu raised his eyes and looked at him, he slowly opened his mouth:

"have you ever thought of any other possibility except for the reason of grandma?"

"Others?" Su Mu laughs: "can't be like me, so don't want to divorce?"

"Why not?"

Su Mu was completely stunned.

If Fu Shinian's words just made Su Mu feel strange, at this moment, the floating words are just like a deep-water bomb in Su Mu's heart. She even forgot to dodge, so she looked at Fu Shinian with instinct until he approached, until he raised his hand to caress his face, until Su Mu realized something, but he was quick at it On the French window.

He looked at her with burning eyes:

"how confident are you of yourself? Two years later, I still don't think I can like you? "

Su Mu wants to push him away, but his strength is so strong, just like a wall of iron. She raises her eyes and stares at him angrily, but he hooks his lips and smiles, and leans down to kiss her in the next second.

At that moment, it seemed that the whole world was quiet, and the frequency of the twinkle of the stars above the head was like the heartbeat of Sappan at the moment.

Obviously, two people have done something more intimate than kissing. Obviously, this is just a kiss that skims the water, and does not contain any sexual desire. However, Su Mu's heart beat like thunder even more than any other time, even stiff and unconscious.

When Fu Shinian left her lips, Su Mu regained consciousness and lowered his head slowly. Fu Shinian smiles and gently embraces her into his arms. Listening to his heartbeat, Su Mu is slightly balanced. After all, it is not his own that accelerates his heartbeat.

"Sappan." He whispered to her, "I think I like you."

Because she likes it, she can't accept that there is another person in her heart. Because she likes it, she wants a child belonging to two people. Because she likes it, she is angry and angry. Because she likes it, she doesn't divorce.Su Mu was held by Fu Shinian rigidly. She felt that she was walking in the boundless desert. Her physical strength and willpower reached a kind of limit. Then she looked at the sun hanging in the sky, which seemed to laugh at her. She announced her abandonment. Then the next second, you saw the oasis.

Fu Shinian's words are undoubtedly oasis. Su Mu should feel happy, but she can't ignore that he gave the whole desert.

She regained her senses, calmed her mood, and left Fu Shinian's arms. She looked at him for a few seconds. Then she staggered her eyes and turned to look at the dark night outside. She folded her hands and held herself tightly.

Fu Shinian thought she was cold and wanted to let her go back to her room, but suddenly she said:

"how do you think I should respond to your liking? Do you accept it? Have you not thought about the possibility other than acceptance? "

Fu Shinian frowned slightly.

Su Mu didn't look back at him, but his figure and all his expressions were clearly reflected on the glass window. Su Mu was smiling. Yes, Fu Shinian's status was liked by him, which should be something many people could not get? He made a confession, and who could refuse it?

This sound of love, Su Mu looked forward to many years, from the moment she fell in love with him, she was thinking, will one day, the people I like, also like themselves.

After seven years, the person she liked finally fell in love with herself, and she waited until this day.

But she was already exhausted.