Heart Broken Secret Love

"Fu Shinian." Su Mu gently called him: "I used my whole youth to like you, because you smile and smile, because you are sad and sad, once I did not ask you to like me, even do not need you to know me, but later I had the opportunity to stand by your side, I began to greedy, I hope you can see me, like me, fall in love with me."

"I seem to have done only one thing in seven years, and I don't think it will change."

When Fu Shinian heard the speech, his heart was inexplicably tight. He looked at her back:

"now, you don't like me?"

Su Mu shook his head and honestly replied:

"yes, I like you for so long. Even if you want to give up, you can't be cut off like a switch. But I don't want to like you any more. It's a very tired thing to like you. I don't want to continue. Just like I said, I want to let go of myself."

After a long silence, Su Mu heard a voice: "good."

He agreed, but she didn't feel relaxed. She felt that she should say something, but before she opened her mouth, Fu Shinian's voice rang again. He said:

"you can no longer like me, you can do whatever you want. I am no longer your fetter. I also hope you can let go of yourself and live more relaxed, so..."

"The next time, I'll like you."

Sappan blinked and did not move.

"Maybe only by standing where you have stood, can I really understand the road you have walked through and the wind and rain you have experienced. Maybe only when I fall in love with you who won't like me, can I really understand your pain and suffering in the past two years, but..." He said cautiously: "can you not divorce for the time being, give me a probation period."

Fu Shinian tonight really subverts Su Mu's impression of him. It turns out that he can be very soft, can also be very nervous, and can also say those humble words he once said.

Maybe it's really until this moment that Su Mu and Fu Shinian are really together.

Back in the room, Su Mu turns on the computer and uploads all the photos taken by the camera to the network disk. However, during the screening process, he sees the reason why Fu Shinian is lost in the camera. There is a warm and cold photo inside, with the background outside the glass house.

After thinking about it for a while, she finally deleted the photo, which had nothing to do with anyone, but felt that it was not suitable.

she continued to screen. Seeing the photo taken today, she was attracted by a photo, which was the first one taken by Fu Shiyue. She resisted and was somewhat embarrassed, but Fu Shinian held her shoulder tightly.

Originally thought it was just a simple group photo, but now Su Mu found that in several group photos, his eyes had never seen a single lens, and they were all staying on his body with a smile all the time, like looking at someone who could make him feel happy.

That's why Su Mu likes photography. If it wasn't for today's photos, she might never have known Fu Shinian had seen her with such hot eyes.

Calm for a long time, slightly raised a little waves, she suddenly recalled her own words before the room, she told Fu Shinian:

"let me think about it."

She made a big decision to divorce, and now she needs time to think it over.

This evening, Sumu did not continue to lose sleep. She was lying in bed at 2 o'clock in the morning. In less than five minutes, she had gone to sleep, and then she had a dream.

In her dream, she went back to the Spring Festival when she was 18 years old. Her parents were busy preparing new year's Eve dinner in the kitchen. She contracted all the work of decorating the room by herself. From time to time, her parents told her to be careful in the kitchen. She was very patient and would say "yes" every time.

When hanging the colored lantern, she suddenly stepped on the air, lost her balance and fell into a warm embrace when she fell down. She looked back and saw Fu Shinian's face.

In his dream, he was also a green and astringent man who had just graduated from University, but he was no worse in training than he is now. He pulled Su Mu to the window like a primary school student and told her how dangerous she was. Then when she asked qu'baba to look at him, he suddenly lost his voice, only a sigh, and then took over the lantern she had not hung.

It was not until her parents said they were ready to have dinner that she realized how untimely Fu Shinian was in her home. When she urged her to leave, he looked at herself like a mentally retarded person:

"we are all married. Where do you want me to go?"

"Marriage?" She looked back at her parents, but she found that when grandma was also there, the three were laughing and chatting. She noticed the sight of Su mu, and Qiqi waved to let them pass.

Su Mu vaguely went to the restaurant and sat down. Fu Shinian also sat down beside him. He raised his glass and politely called out: "grandma, parents, happy new year."

Su Mu's parents looked at each other with a smile and drank all the wine in the cup:

"happy new year."

When she woke up, there were tears in the corner of her eyes. She lifted her hand and gently wiped it away. Looking at the empty room, she felt lost for a moment. It seemed that there was no way to distinguish the reality from the dream.She spent a long time to let herself accept that "dream is a dream". Then she got up, but before she put on her slippers, the door of the room was pushed open. With very careful force, Su Mu looked back and saw Fu Shinian's slightly surprised expression:

"awake?"

During this period of time, her sleep always seems to last until noon, even in the afternoon, rarely see her awake appearance at this time point.

Su Mu gently responded, but Fu Shinian was obviously aware that something was wrong. He stepped over and stood in front of Su mu. Because she lowered her head and could not see her expression clearly, Fu Shinian squatted down again and frowned:

"how did you cry?"

Her eyes were red, and there were obvious signs of crying.

Su Mu shook his head, got up, went to the window and opened the curtain. When the cold light in the winter came in, she said:

"had a dream."

"Nightmare?" Fu Shinian got up and looked at her back.

"No Su Mu shallow smile: "a very beautiful dream."

So beautiful that she hardly wants to wake up.

Fu Shinian did not ask, but he probably guessed that he gave Su Mu a few seconds' precipitation, and then he said:

"Qiao Yu and Ji Nanfeng came to pay New Year's greetings to the old lady, and they arrived immediately. Since they were awake, they would go with me?"

We can see that Su Mu is not interested in it. Fu Shinian doesn't force her to have a good rest. When she asks her to have a good rest, Su Mu nodded: "good."

On the first day of the new year's day, she should go down early to celebrate the new year for the old lady.

Fu Shinian looked at her for a few seconds and laughed faintly.