Heart Broken Secret Love

Su Mu has known for a long time that there is a group of "left behind children" who sometimes pay attention to when they watch the news. However, she has never been in contact with them, so she can't really feel what kind of environment these children live in. But now she is in it, in addition to heartache, there is only endless emotion left.

This is a society where the gap between the rich and the poor is increasingly obvious. They live in the city. Even though they know that some people's life is not satisfactory, they can at least live a decent life. However, when Sumu came to the mountain area, they found that even the basic water and electricity could not be guaranteed. They had to walk several kilometers of mountain road in the last school. The children were afraid to see them as an alien Close.

It was the beginning of August, which was the hottest time of the year. However, Su Mu saw that some children were still wearing cotton shoes and cotton trousers. He could not help but ask why he didn't change into a thinner one. The little boy's whole face was black, but his teeth were white when he laughed. He said something about his hometown, but he couldn't understand, "He said that the shoes before were too small to fit in. Only this pair of shoes could be worn, so could the clothes."

Su Mu was silent for a long time because of this answer.

Su Mu and Ji qingluan's team lived in the mountain village. In the afternoon, they distributed some materials they brought along to each family, and let every child put on new clothes. Su Mu was always responsible for taking photos. Although the sun was very big and the temperature was very high, she felt that she had never had such a high enthusiasm for work.

Maybe it's the mother's reason. Now she can't see any children suffering. She hopes that through her own strength, she can make more people pay attention to this group, so that they can have a happy and carefree childhood like children in the city.

One afternoon's getting along with them made the children less wary of their group of outsiders. During dinner, some children even came to eat with them. Sumu understood some local words, but it was very limited. But looking at the children's smiling faces, they were happy.

In the mountain area, every family is far away. Su mu, worried that it would be unsafe for the children to go back too late, asked them to leave first. When he watched them leave the farmyard that they had temporarily used, Su Mu stood at the door for a long time without moving. In fact, he could not see the children's figure, but he could still hear their laughter.

It was at this time that Ji qingluan walked behind Su Mu and looked in her direction. She only saw the afterglow of the setting sun and smiled:

"the first time I came here, I wanted to give them all the best I had."

Su Mu looked back at Ji qingluan:

"you are really great."

"I just did what I could to do." Ji qingluan then squatted down and sat on the high threshold of the door: "my life is not only charity, there are a lot of things I need to deal with in the company, all for these children, I also occasionally come here, it is inevitable or not to take good care of, can only say is to try my best."

Su mu, learning from Ji qingluan's appearance, sits beside her:

"you are already very good. Unlike me, I have never thought about such things. I have always thought about my own things. Now, looking back, it is really a small pattern."

"You can't say that. Your life was not so good before. I was not the same. I was very busy. I liked to walk around. I knew by chance that there could be such a group that we couldn't imagine in the world where we live." Ji qingluan looked at Su Mu: "now you know that, I believe you will continue to pay attention to it. Besides, the purpose of letting you come here is to let more people know through your lens."

"I will fulfill the task you gave me and live up to your expectations."

Ji qingluan smiles and doesn't speak for a long time. They sit quietly until the afterglow of the sunset disappears completely. Instead, there is endless darkness. Fortunately, there is a light in the yard, which is not too frightening.

"How are you and Wen Han

Ji qingluan's sudden inquiry didn't surprise Su mu. After all, it was a question she had expected for a long time. She smiled:

"it's still the same, there's no progress, but it doesn't seem to retreat either."

"You two are really..." Ji qingluan couldn't help laughing out: "it's really slow to make people angry, where there is a point in falling in love."

Su Mu smiles and doesn't deny Ji qingluan's statement. After all, even she feels that she and Wen Han treat each other as guests. She can't even ask her doubts in front of Wen Han. For example, he knows about Fu Shinian's injury.

Although Su Mu understood that even if he knew it at that time, it would not necessarily be different now.

"I heard that Fu Shinian wanted to recover you recently. How many times have you met?"

Su Mu smell speech some doubt looking at Ji qingluan: "how do you know?"

"You don't have to be so nervous. It's not Wen Han who told me. I won't tell Wen Han. It's just a chance to know." Ji qingluan looked at Su mu with a smile: "did Fu Shinian tell you why he left you and hurt you at the beginning?"Su Mu nodded:

"yes."

"Good reason?"

Su Mu chuckled and did not answer.

"I think so. People like Fu Shinian will not push you away in that way if they can't solve things. What about you now? Knowing that his injuries are all for a reason, have you ever thought of forgiving him? In other words, the hatred for him is not as strong as before? "

Su Mu looks at Ji qingluan:

"do you want me to forgive?"

Ji qingluan chuckled on hearing the speech:

"it seems that it has nothing to do with me that you didn't forgive me. You have forgiven Fu Shinian and Wen Han for breaking up, and he won't be with me. If you don't forgive me, I won't be jealous if I continue to be with Wen Han. I've learned one thing from Wen Han thoroughly over the years."

"What?"

"Numbness." Ji qingluan looked at the distance, and his voice was very light: "you can watch him with other women, you can watch him get married and have children, you can watch him break his love in the name of a child, or you can watch him break his promise and move his heart to you. I accepted all this calmly, numb even without any feeling. I can even smile and say congratulations to him and wish him luck Good luck. "

Su Mu doesn't understand this kind of mood very much. She hasn't experienced it, but even though she has, she can't be as stubborn as Ji qingluan.