Heart Broken Secret Love

Just as a woman, Su Mu is not willing to see Ji qingluan go on like this:

"have you ever thought about giving up?"

"I thought about it and tried it." Ji qingluan wryly smile: "but it seems that really should that sentence, not to get is the best, I exhausted all the ways, but he is still like the beginning of the general occupy the most important position in my heart, never left, so I also recognized, do a kind of infatuation is not bad, at least in my side has never met such a silly person as me."

Su Mu nodded:

"it's stupid."

"You don't have the right to talk about me." Ji qingluan looked at her: "at the beginning, you didn't pay Fu Shinian better than me, but then you haven't answered my question. Do you want to forgive Fu Shinian?"

Su Mu looked at the distant scenery that had been engulfed by the night, and then he gave a smile:

"in fact, I have never hated him. How can I forgive him?"

As if afraid that Ji qingluan didn't believe him, Su Mu went on:

"when I heard him say that divorce was arranged on me with that kind of innocent accusation, I was very sad, very painful, and even had no dignity. I wanted to prove my innocence everywhere, but when I woke up, I knew that everything was true and I knew him and me The purpose of being together, knowing that he was not the person I thought he was, I was suddenly relieved

"No one can say that I have been very happy in my two years of marriage. No one can say without conscience that Fu Shinian is very good to me in the state of marriage. Even so, I gave all my feelings to him. No one forced me. I wanted to. I knew that he didn't have me in his heart, and he didn't like me, but he still loved me without hesitation Who can I blame? Do you blame Fu Shi Nian? He's right

"I mistook the Savior, and he never admitted it. Later on, I just accepted his distrust and dislike of me before the divorce, and there was nothing difficult to accept. So I can't talk about hate. If I hate myself, I hate myself. If I hate myself, why don't I take him as the Savior and pay my 9-year feelings by mistake."

Ji qingluan listened quietly. After a few seconds, she said slowly:

"you still like him, or you won't attribute all the mistakes to yourself."

"No, I don't like it, because I don't like it. I don't want to have anything else to do with it. To hate someone is to remember him, but I don't want to remember him. I just want to forget him. I don't want to hate him. It's hard to live with myself."

"You see it through."

"I didn't understand before. I was young and immature. After so much experience, if I can't see it clearly, maybe I'll have to consider whether it's my IQ."

Ji qingluan smiles gently. When Su Mu decides to go back to wash and wash and want to call Qiqi, Ji qingluan asks:

"will you marry Wen Han?"

Su Mu's action slowly pauses, then slightly shakes his head: "I don't know, but at least I'm sure I don't plan to get married now."

Ji qingluan nodded:

"it's late, go to have a rest early."

"You too."

Su Mu and Ji qingluan stayed in the mountain area for three days. The original four-day itinerary left early on the third day because of a phone call from Ji qingluan. When Ji qingluan received the call, Su Mu just stood by Ji qingluan's side, so he immediately saw her face change, and the whole person's mood became tense. She only said one sentence:

"I'm going back now."

Ji qingluan hangs up the phone and looks straight at Su mu. Su Mu thought it might be Ji qingluan's private affair and didn't intend to ask about it, but she was not so sure at the moment. He said:

"what happened?"

"You and I will go back first. These things will be handled by the staff." Ji qingluan said, and directly grasped Su Mu's hand and walked toward their residence. Su Mu didn't know why, but she could only keep up with her pace. Just when she wanted to ask again, Ji qingluan opened her mouth. She said:

"Uncle Wen suddenly fainted, and is now in the hospital for rescue."

At that moment, Su Mu didn't believe what he heard:

"Uncle Wen, are you talking about Wen Han's father?"

"Yes."

In Su Mu's memory, Wen Songyan is a man with a strong body. He has been in the army all year round, and the whole person is full of energy. Although he has some age, he can't see from his appearance. Su Mu never thought that he would fall ill one day. But Ji qingluan should not joke with himself about this kind of thing. After his initial astonishment, he quickened his pace and followed Ji qingluan simply packed his bags and went back to the city.

After a busy day in the mountain area, they were all dirty. When they returned to Shencheng, it was nearly 8 o'clock in the evening. Neither of them had time to go home to change their clothes. They went directly to the military region hospital. Wen Songyan was still in the rescue, but he did not come out in the operating room.Wen Han accompanied Zhou Yaxian to sit on the bench in the corridor. Wen Han looked OK, but Zhou Yaxian was obviously tired, and there were still some people standing around. Su Mu had never seen him. When he was hesitating to walk to Wen Han, Ji qingluan said hello to a man in his 30s who looked very serious:

"brother."

Ji Qingshan said softly, "how are you all the way?"

"Not bad."

After saying hello to Ji Qingshan, Ji qingluan remembered Su Mu around her, worried that she was not comfortable with her family alone, so she laughed:

"go and accompany Wen Han. I'll talk to my brother."

Su Mu nodded to Ji Qingshan, then went to Wenhan. Ji Qingshan's eyes fell on Su Mu's body all the time, until she sat down and looked back at Ji qingluan:

"she is Wen Han's present woman?"

"Well."

"You lost to her?"

Ji qingluan smelled the speech and frowned slightly: "elder brother, how can I listen to your words so awkward? What do you mean I lost to her? It's like I've won before. "

When Su Mu sat beside Wen Han, he felt surprised when he looked back at him:

"how did you come?"

"Of course I will come when such a big thing happens, and you should tell me."

Wen Han smiles, but he doesn't know what he can say. Who could have thought that before going out in the morning, his father who said he had a smile would suddenly faint in the afternoon.

Zhou Yaxian's eyes were red, and Su Mu couldn't help but feel heartache. She had known Zhou Yaxian for such a long time. She was always optimistic. This seemed to be the first time that Su Mu saw her like this. She couldn't bear to disturb her. She could only look at Wen Han and said in a soft voice:

"does the doctor say that it's why?"