In Japan, looking at the neatly packed ward and the patient's clothes taken off, which were placed in the middle of the bed, the wind looked around clearly, with a little despair and relief in his eyes, and looked back at Lin Zixiang waiting for him. "Have you really decided?" in fact, what Lin Zixiang has been looking forward to is the arrival of today, but when he saw that Feng ChuChu really chose to leave, he was a little hesitant and frightened. He was afraid that it would come from his dream.

"Do you doubt me? Do you doubt whether my decision has been made through rational thinking? You're afraid that I'm just impulsive and make you happy?" the wind is clear and the words are direct. Lin Zixiang's choked face was a little bad, but he nodded and admitted, "yes, I'm afraid to take you away. You'll regret your decision all the time, and then leave one day. I'd rather never get it than lose it after getting it..."

Loss is the most painful thing in life but must be accepted. For everyone, living will keep losing a lot of things, time, money, beauty, friends and relatives. We never know what earth shaking changes will happen in life in the next second. But he had to work hard to bear these, which made people feel collapsed. Lin Zixiang experienced these when he was very young. At that time, he told himself that he would never experience the pain of tearing his heart and lungs again. It was too painful.

"I didn't promise to be with you... So, you have nothing to gain or lose?" Feng ChuChu went to the hospital bed and gently rubbed the arranged patient clothes with his hands. It was nearly two months with himself. There was her temperature and breath on it, which made people reluctant. But even if you are reluctant to give up, you should leave. It is a constant truth since ancient times that those who know current affairs are heroes. "I just want to escape here. If it's inconvenient for you to accompany me, I can go there by myself..."

Lin Zixiang wanted Zhang to say something, but he was interrupted by the wind.

"Maybe I will have some feelings for you in a long time in the future. But I'm not sure. Don't expect anything. I'm afraid I will disappoint you and destroy the current relationship between us." from the same point of view, Feng ChuChu suddenly understands the original choice and some words of Si Yeqing. In this position, It turned out that he would really do such a heartless thing. She raised her eyes and looked at Lin Zixiang deeply. Through that expression, she seemed to see her original self.

Feng ChuChu's nose was a little sour. He closed his eyes, felt his selfishness and helplessness, and said, "you should think clearly."

"I'm just worried that you'll be unhappy. As for me, you don't have to think about it." Lin Zixiang said, pushing his suitcase to the outside. Seeing Xu Xiuqing waiting in the corridor, he said, "I'll wait for you. You handle the things here and come down again." Feng nodded clearly, took off the ring on his finger and put it on the patient's clothes. The sunshine outside penetrated through the glass window and covered people with a light light, which made the things in front of us unclear and somewhat careless.

Xu Xiuqing looked at the wind coming out. She also immediately came forward, held her hand and said, "girl, do you really want to go?"

"Grandma, didn't we discuss this very clearly?" Feng ChuChu gently smiled, looked at housekeeper Li and said: "Grandma usually has a bad stomach, so she must eat more light things. She should accompany her to go out for a walk in the park every week. I should regularly follow the disease prevention brochures I prepared for grandma. I won't be able to do it with you in the future, housekeeper Li, please..."

Housekeeper Li nodded, and her hair became a little gray in just a few days. It seems that her own affairs have indeed caused great trouble to them.

"Grandma, don't cry. I'll often come back to see you!" Feng ChuChu said, wiping away her tears for Xu Xiuqing. She felt a little uncomfortable. "What about your grandmother? She's in the hospital. Can you rest assured that the nurse will take care of her?" Entanglement is very ugly. Xu Xiuqing also knows it in his heart, but he can't help but put forward the last bit of conditions and bait. But he didn't expect that at the moment when he decided to leave, Feng ChuChu has reserved all his retreat for himself.

She closed her eyes and shook her head gently. When she thought of the familiar city, there were not many impressive places.

The only thing I can remember is the amusement park I went to with Si Yeqing. I'm afraid she will often dream there in the future. But what can she do? After all, it's a dream. Even if she has a big dream, she will wake up and return to reality. "Zixiang has helped me find a hospital. When I go there and settle down, I can go through the transfer procedures. Grandma's recent physical condition is not good after the operation. The doctor said that I can handle the transfer. There is no problem..."

"Do you want to leave?" when Xu Xiuqing heard this, she clenched her windy hand and exerted her strength, which also made her feel some pain.

Feng ChuChu didn't let go, just nodded, smiled and said, "if I continue to stay in the same city, watch their lives every day and listen to the news every day, grandma, I'm afraid I can't stand it!" It was Feng ChuChu's hope to say what she thought so frankly, but she had to pretend. Now, she can finally be herself.

"I will go to a city where no one knows me and live a quiet life I once wanted."

Xu Xiuqing stepped forward anxiously and asked, "girl, where are you going? Tell Grandma, I can go later!" look at you... Before the last two words were said, Feng ChuChu refused. "Grandma, we all know. If I told you where I would go. Wouldn't Si Yeqing know? Even if he didn't know, I would think every day. Did you tell him if he would come to me when he knew, and then fall into aimless expectation? Even if he left, his heart would still be locked. What's the difference?"

"What I want is freedom, a feeling I have never experienced in these years."

Feng ChuChu didn't know what she wanted until the night three days ago, after seeing the photos on the news, she asked herself a few questions deeply. It was like that she finally found herself, the real soul and idea, the real Feng ChuChu.

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