I Am In Love with Myself

In the twilight, the lights were on, and the window was getting darker and darker, but this didn't affect An Mu's sight of Jian Yixi's red clouds soaring.

Jian Yixi bent over and picked up the bath towel almost in the next second, and instinctively put it on her body.

"I...I just want to cover my legs, who knows how to pull it off, I didn't mean it! It really wasn't!"

The bath towel picked up in a panic couldn’t tell where it was. If she wanted to wrap her around again, she had to shake the bath towel to find two corners. Jian Yixi didn’t dare to shake it, so she could only put it on her chest so roughly, covering the front. Regardless of the back, although there is no mirror behind him, the side wardrobe is black mirrored, and the white flowers are reflected on it. It is a little difficult to ignore it.

"I didn't say you did it on purpose. You don't need to be so nervous."

An Mu glanced at the closet. It was only a subconscious move, but it caused Jian Yixi to look back. He immediately slammed his entire back against the cabinet, so embarrassed that he couldn't lift his head. The hand covering the bath towel was faintly shaking.

"I...I...I really didn't...I didn't mean it."

Seeing Jian Yixi's nervous and shameful look, An Mu suddenly had the illusion that he was the fifth diamond king and Jian Yixi was a pure white rabbit.

The little white rabbit unintentionally pulled off the bath towel, fearing that the diamond king would misunderstand him to seduce him, and quickly explained it, but it turned out to be counterproductive.

That's right, the darker and darker she traces, Jian Yixi really looks like she is seduce now, her long eyelashes are drooping, her cheeks are shy, her black hair is scattered on her shoulders, and water droplets drip down the tips of her hair from time to time. The strips can only block the narrow landscape in the middle, with the condensed snow and snowy skin at a glance, the bright colors leaking from the side, and the beauty is too beautiful.

An Mu sighed slightly. Fortunately, she was a woman, otherwise...this is indeed dangerous.

No, it's not right. A woman may not be safe. It should be said. Fortunately, this is herself, otherwise it's not easy to say.

An Mu accidentally watched it for a long time, and Jian Yixi raised her eyes to meet the gaze she was looking at. Her face that had already burst red instantly turned red, and her head was buried lower.

"You...inside..."

Jian Yixi hesitated probably because she wanted her to go out first. An Mu frowned and looked at the window. Although she was quite far away from the building, no one could guarantee that no one would peep. It was okay to wear a bath towel before, but this is really unsafe. .

She wanted to bypass Jian Yixi to close the window, but the position of Jian Yixi station was really not so good, she was blocking the narrow crossing at the end of the bed.

An Mu hurriedly closed the window, pressed her shoulder with her hand, and squeezed sideways.

"I close the window."

I'm talking about it, but his shoulders were still as stiff as stone carvings, and the legs that he accidentally rubbed against also tightened the texture.

——Although this situation is quite shameful, but they are so familiar, as for the reaction so intense?

An Mu is really a little bit confused. After all, she helped Maomao get off and soaked in the bathtub at Chen Han's house before. Although Maomao was a little embarrassed, it was only small. After all, they are all of the same **** and are so close. Generally not so. nervous.

She also helped Jian Yixi in the hospital before. She has experienced all the shame, but now what is this?

Could it be... Jian Yixi was very concerned about that night?

Since talking in the hospital that night, An Mu has never discussed the issue with Jian Yixi again. One felt it was unnecessary and the other didn't have a chance. After all, Maomao changed the ward and the three were together every day.

It’s been ten days, An Mu had forgotten this very early. It can be said that there is no psychological burden at all, but this is just her. The eighteen-year-old herself was the time when she was most concerned about this kind of thing. It's entirely reasonable to feel troubled in my heart.

Thinking about it this way, Jian Yixi seems to have an answer to the withdrawal of the case. She should have withdrawn with her because of guilt.

An Mu sighed slightly, but he was careless, forgetting that eighteen years old is a sensitive and high-incidence period, and ignoring Jian Yixi's feelings.

In order to prevent Jian Yixi from becoming more nervous, An Mu just didn't notice her stiffness. After rubbing her, she went to the window and pulled down the window twice.

Turning back again, Jian Yixi was still standing where she was, with her back leaning on the cold cabinet and her bath towel. It was good from the front, but from the side, it was really... The room is dim and it is difficult to see. If the light is turned on...

Of course the light would not turn on, and An Mu didn't rub it out again, and sat on the side of the bed with her back facing her.

"You change your clothes first, and I'll blow your hair when you're done. Don't worry, I won't peek."

In order to give her peace of mind, An Mu said the last sentence more, but unexpectedly, this sentence seemed to have a counterproductive effect. The creaking of the cabinet door just opened stopped, and the cabinet door that had just opened closed again.

Jian Yixi is very close to her, and at a distance of a few feet away, I don't know if it is an illusion or something, I always feel that Jian Yixi's voice is a little strange.

The sound of footsteps sounded, and the distance that was already very close was closer, An Mu almost felt the breath behind her, she hesitated, and turned her head back.

"Why don't you change your clothes?"

Jian Yixi stood behind her with a bath towel. She couldn't see her expression clearly in the dimness. He could only see the white flowers, as if looking at the snow on a snowy night. It fully showed that the light was not dark enough, it was so dark to a certain extent, what I can't see it anymore.

Jian Yixi suddenly let go of her hand, and her bath towel tumbled to the ground.

"Do you feel sick?"

Jian Yixi's voice was calm as if she was asking what to eat tonight.

Although it was his body, although it was dim, although...An Mu was still taken aback by this suddenness.

This is different from accidentally pulling off the bath towel before. It was an accident, but it was intentional.

"What disgusting? What are you talking about?"

"I said, do you feel sick when you see me like this?"

"Of course not, what are you thinking about again?"

"Don't you think women's bodies are disgusting?"

"do not think so."

"Really don't think?"

In the dimness, Jian Yixi seemed to hang his head, and then raised it again a few seconds later. Suddenly, she grabbed her hand with a probing hand. He didn't give An Mu a chance to react, and she covered her chest directly.

An Mu suddenly pulled her hand back out of instinct, and she stood up, her nails seemed to have caught Jian Yixi, but Jian Yixi didn't hum, and she couldn't tell whether she was scratched or not.

Jian Yixi gave a deep smile, somewhat desolate.

"Not disgusting but I don't like it either?"

No matter how you look at it, I care about that night.

An Mu bent down and picked up the pale bath towel, shaking it away, and wrapping it around Jian Yixi's body, gently tucking the corners of the towel.

——When she has the courage to tear off the bath towel by herself, don't tremble if she has the ability.

"What happened that night was just an accident. If you really want to talk about it, I still owe you a favor. After all, we don't want that kind of thing to happen. Although you can choose to send me to the hospital, it can be my condition at the time, even if I am sent to the hospital. The doctor couldn't solve the medicine for a while, and he needed laboratory tests and researched how to solve it. After this procedure, it took at least a few hours. When that happens, I will feel uncomfortable, and the ugliness will be seen."

Jane Yixi lowered her head in silence.

An Mu said again: "I know you care about this at your age, but that layer of film is really not important. It is like accidentally torn during exercise. There is nothing at all. If my lover cares about this in the future, he can only It shows that our three views are not in harmony. Even if we did not separate because of this incident, we will be separated sooner or later because of other things. It is better to separate as soon as possible. I believe I will always meet lovers who fit the three views. You don't have to be pressured."

"Always meet?"

"Do you still use Yu?"

An Mu laughed: "The lovers will not fall from the sky. Where can they be if they don't meet?"

"Chen Han... isn't it?"

"Is that why you withdrew the case?"

An Mu reluctantly leaned back and leaned against the window sill behind her. The curtains were tightened by her, and a gap was stretched between the curtains. The lights in the distance blurred her outline through the curtains and fell on Jane. In the figure of Xi Xianna.

Jian Yixi hung her head, her eyelashes were covered with light, and the light flashed every time she said a word.

"An Mu, I just want you to be honest, do you like Chen Han?"

"dislike."

"Then why did you help her get rid of crime?"

"It's hard to say clearly. In short, it's just to draw a stop to the past."

"That means... Have you liked her before?"

"you can say so."

Jian Yixi raised her head slightly, her dark eyes shining with lights, revealing indescribable complexity.

"You committed suicide for her, why would you say that you don't love you or you don't love?"

"Many reasons, temporarily unclear."

"That means... you really don't love her anymore, even if you have recovered your memory now?"

After asking this question, Jian Yixi suddenly seemed to have lost all strength, and the whole person softened. An Mu subconsciously helped her, but still failed to prevent her from softening to the end. He knelt directly on the ground, and the whole person followed. Sit down softly.

"You don't like Chen Han... that's great..."

"What's so good about this? Get up quickly, it's cold on the ground."

Jian Yixi shook his head and said, "No, I won't get up. It's good if the ground is cold, so I can wake up a little bit."

After all, it was summer, no matter how cold it was, An Mu didn't force it any more, and leaned back by the window again.

"What else do you need to be sober?"

"Our business."

"What's the matter with us?"

"I... what I said that day was true."

The light passing through the curtain slits slid narrowly, falling on Jian Yixi’s shoulders, white shoulders, slightly sunken collarbone, and black hair drooping. The kneeling posture was inherently weak, and then she leaned on her desire. The soft and waxy voice of weeping, as if anyone could push her down and make it casually.

It's no wonder An Mu thinks this way, she has a strong sense of vision.

"You get up first before talking."

"I'm not afraid of cold."

"It's not that it's cold or not, but..."

"But what?"

"I can't tell you, it's just a bit weird."

"Where is it?"

Jian Yixi lifted her face, her tender white face was reflected by the slender light marks, as if she was holding the pipa half-hidden, her black pupils became brighter, and she couldn't understand the emotions under her eyes.

An Mu didn’t know how to answer, and she couldn’t say that she couldn’t be used to being like this. It was either annoying or unaccustomed. If she insisted on explaining, it would be like seeing her grown-up baby girl suddenly wearing a miniskirt. Also put on heavy makeup and the feeling of going out with people.

An Mu turned away unnaturally, "You get up first."

Jian Yixi tilted her head to look at her, then looked down at herself, and didn't know what to think. Not only did she not get up, but she rubbed against the floor and hugged her leg carefully.

"I'm like this... do you think it's weird too?"

The arms that hugged her legs trembled faintly, not as calm as her voice at all. An Mu was really angry and funny. She wanted to push her away but was afraid she would think too much.

"Do you blame it yourself?"

Jian Yixi hangs her head, cheeks against her lap, and her hot body temperature is clearly identifiable through her thin home clothes. If it hadn’t been for her blushing face before, An Mu almost thought she had a fever. It's too hot.

"No blame."

——Isn't it blamed what is blame?

"What the **** is wrong with you, Jian Yixi?"

"I... said that I liked you that day, it was not a joke."

——Not a joke?

An Mu faintly smelled something different, and she was a little unsure of it.

"Don't think about it, it's really nothing that night."

"Even if nothing happened that night, I like you."

Jian Yixi seemed to have plucked up great courage, slowly raised her head, looking at her from the bottom up, the curtains leaking long and narrow light traces swaying on her shoulders, suddenly darkening her dark eyes. .

"I originally thought you liked Maomao, but it didn't turn out to be. I thought you liked Chen Han, but it didn't turn out to be. You have liked Chen Han before, which shows that you are crooked. If you don't find me disgusting, it means you don't hate me. Can I think that I still have a chance?"