I Am In Love with Myself

An Mu frowned and looked at Jian Yixi, the faint alarm bell in his heart ringing more and more.

——No, this is impossible. The eighteen-year-old himself is obviously straight and not bend. It is absolutely impossible to bend casually and bend himself.

"I do not quite understand you."

"I like you, I want to be with you, do you understand that?"

If it weren't for Jian Yixi's voice to tremble a little, An Mu would almost think that Jian Yixi was also pierced by a human soul.

An Mu looked down at Jian Yixi, and then immediately turned away from him.

Jian Yixi hugged her leg tightly. She didn't think that at this moment, being stared at by Jian Yixi's increasingly fierce gaze, the softness on her leg was a bit unignorable.

"Don't be kidding."

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious, I really like you, I just didn't dare to say it before."

"How old are you? Can't distinguish between friendship and love, you..."

"Who said I can't tell?"

Jian Yixi suddenly took her hand and pressed it to her chest. An Mu was startled, and she subconsciously wanted to pull her hand again. With the experience of pulling her hand last time, Jian Yixi pressed it very tightly this time. I didn't even get it out after a few times.

——I feel it, my hands are piping hot as if they have a high fever.

"I do not know what you're talking about?"

Jian Yixi pressed down again.

"Do you feel it now?"

An Mu blinked unnaturally. He had never encountered such a situation before, and didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

This can't be beaten and scolded, what should I do?

——I feel it, my hands are soft like cotton candy, no, no, like cotton candy mixed with QQ candy.

"What do you feel? Don't make trouble."

Jian Yixi bit her lip and suddenly pulled away the bath towel that An Mugang had wrapped up for her, and directly pressed that hand to her heart.

"Do you feel it now?"

An Mu opened her eyes slightly, and it was obvious that the person in front of her was herself, but she didn't dare to look at it. She subconsciously jerked her hands and kept pumping, but she was crushed by Jian Yixi.

"The heart beats fast, okay? Let go!"

She just made a prevarication casually, but didn't want Jian Yixi to actually let go of her hand.

"Yes, because I like you, my heart beats fast, now you believe it?"

After tossing for a long time, the bath towels were torn off just to make her feel the heartbeat?

An Mu was speechless.

"The heartbeat is just because of nervousness, not necessarily like it, you just think that you owe me that night, that's why you want to have an illusion, just calm down for a few days."

"No, I can tell!"

"You have never been in love, how do you know your judgment is right?"

An Mu regretted it after she finished speaking. She should wait for her to put on the clothes before discussing with her. Now it is impossible to talk normally like this.

An Mu bypassed her and wanted to go out: "You put on your clothes first, I'll wait for you next door."

Without waiting for An Mu to go around, Jian Yixi smashed into a jar, suddenly rubbed her and stood up, pushing her against the window sill.

An Mu was pressed by her and had to lean back, her waist pressed against the window sill, and the back of her head was resting on the window glass. This uncomfortable posture made her subconsciously raise her hand and hold it by the window sill, raising her hand too fast, her arm The elbow hit the window glass behind him, making a horrible bang.

Jian Yixi was surprised, and quickly reached out to help her rub it, but she avoided it.

"What are you doing? Get up!"

"Not getting up."

"What if you are seen by the opponent like this?"

——Why do you pull off a good bath towel? It's not that you can't feel your heartbeat through the bath towels!

An Mu turned back hard to look at the opposite building not far away, really worried that Jian Yixi would be seen by someone like this, and even took a photo.

Jian Yixi didn't care: "I can't see it."

Although the curtain was squeezed open, An Mu was blocking it, and it was indeed not easy to be seen.

An Mu also noticed, and then let go of her heart.

I usually don't feel anything when I look at it. At this moment, in such a weird state, An Mu suddenly didn't know where to put it.

—— Obviously I am 18 years old. I don’t know how many times I have watched it in my previous life. Is there anything I dare not watch?

But she just didn't dare.

Having lived for two lifetimes, she didn't expect that she would still dare not.

An Mu was upset, and Tanshou wanted to push Jian Yixi away, but Jian Yixi took advantage of it. He put his hands under her armpits and hugged her tightly.

"I can tell."

The topic that had just been circumvented was once again circumvented by Jian Yixi.

The curtains were squeezed open, and half of Jian Yixi's body was exposed to the moonlight. Her black hair was scattered with damp, her hair was dyed with ink, her skin was like fat, a few strands of wet hair stuck to her long neck, and her delicate collarbone was covered with moon cream. The light at the place was misty like a sky lantern, extinguishing Jian Yixi's scorching eyes.

Jian Yixi looked up at her like a very stubborn child, firmly believed that she was right, and could not listen to anyone's opinions.

An Mu just wants her to get up quickly now.

"Well, you can tell, you get up first."

"You don't believe it at all."

"I didn't believe it."

"Do you think I can't see that you are playing me?"

An Mu was helpless, tilting her head desperately not to look at her, the thin cotton t was almost non-existent, the hot body temperature was clearly transmitted to the skin, not only could not ignore the softness, but the key was pressed in the wrong position. Her chest was a little painful under pressure.

"You get up."

"No, I have to prove it."

An Mu endured the pain and tried to shrink her chest, but she shrank an inch and Jian Yixi stuck an inch. The closer she pressed, the more painful she pressed. Jian Yixi clasped her arms tightly and couldn't push away.

An Mu said helplessly: "How do you want to prove it?"

Jian Yixi bit her lip, half of her face closed in the shadows, leaving her eyes alone to reflect Yuehui, and he whispered before saying, "What is the biggest difference between friendship and love?"

"you ask me?"

——I just want you to get up quickly now.

"Yes, I can prove it after you say it."

The biggest difference between friendship and love is probably...whether there is that kind of desire.

How to prove desire? Give it a hug, or...

Either way is not acceptable to An Mu.

An Mu struggled to hold on to the window sill, obviously not wanting to look, but the light from the corner of his eyes still clearly swept in front of Jian Yixi's transformed body.

An Mu closed her eyes, and for the first time so clearly realized that her previous life has become a thing of the past. She is no longer Jian Yixi. The Jian Yixi in front of her is completely different from her, and her personality is different from that of her previous life. At least In the last life, she would never be able to get naked and press on someone else and ask so many questions.

"Say, what's the difference?"

Jian Yixi obviously didn't intend to end the topic easily.

"The difference is that friendship is long-lasting, while love is relatively short-lived."

This answer obviously does not satisfy Jian Yixi.

"Who said that love must be short? There are many long-term love."

"I am speaking relative."

"Even so, this is not the most fundamental difference between love and friendship."

I tried to get around the topic, but I was still getting around.

"You put on your clothes before talking."

The faint voice was diffused in the silent room, only the clock clicked, and breaths of different lengths were left.

Jian Yixi suddenly raised her hand and held her face, forcing her to turn her head and look at herself.

"Why don't you dare to look at me? I didn't see you when I wiped my body before in the hospital. I'm sorry. You just wrapped a bath towel for me and you didn't hide your sight. Why did you hide now?"

Yeah, why? An Mu also wanted to know.

Jian Yixi's eyes were black and shiny, and even though she was holding her hand shaking slightly, she was firm and strong, and she didn't ask any questions, so she never let go of her posture.

An Mu narrowed her beautiful eyes and forced her upset heart to calm down. Now that the alarm bell has sounded, she has to face it and avoiding it will not solve any problems.

"Isn't the biggest difference between love and friendship lie in the original impulse? You say you like me, what do you think when you see me?"

"meeting."

"How do you know you will?"

"That night is the best proof. If I change to someone else, such as Maomao, I won't lose control of myself."

——Speak as you speak, don't shake your voice.

Jian Yixi’s faintly trembling voice made An Mu more irritable. Although she has no emotional experience, she still has basic psychological common sense. Jian Yixi’s blushing heartbeat and trembling performance is fully in line with the characteristics of facing the person she likes. .

Jian Yixi...Do you really like yourself?

Although there were already alarm bells, it took An Mu a full minute to barely digest the shock when he was actually facing it.

For the first time, she finally stood by the 18-year-old Jane thinking about their relationship from the perspective of Xi.

If it was her in her previous life, when she was the most desperate, she appeared to help her unconditionally and treat her well, what would she do?

Gratitude and tears are inevitable. If this person grows well, and there is a cp madman who is flirting with Mao Mao, it will be sooner or later to open the door to the new world.

Once the concept of homosexuality is accepted, there will be a conflict, and it is not difficult to change from straight to curved.

Jian Yixi fits this psychological process completely.

Her unconditional help to Jian Yixi made her the most trusted person in Jian Yixi.

Jian Yixi learned about lesbians because of Maomao two years ago, and once misunderstood that she liked her.

Afterwards, because of the impact of the transfer, Jian Yixi even took the initiative to show that she was willing to bend for her. If she was only slightly bent at the time, then the impact of the Chen Han incident should have intensified this trend.

The real opportunity for Jane Yixi to muster the courage to confess should be that the skin of the two of them pushed the curve to the top that night.

Of course, the above is only speculation, and there may be some inaccuracy, but it is roughly the same.

An Mu sighed slightly, her face still in Jian Yixi's hands. She didn't know how much impact her exhaled red lips gave Jian Yixi. What she cared about most at the moment was Jian Yixi's mood. Not to mention that she is straight, even if she is bent, she cannot bend to herself, it is impossible for her to like Jian Yixi.

"I believe you like me, you get up first."

Jian Yixi bit her lip, "No."

"I already said I believe it, what do you want?"

"You are perfunctory me."

"I didn't perfuse."

"But I haven't proved it yet, how can you believe it?"

An Mu said helplessly: "Didn't you say that that night was the best proof?"

"But I also said it before, you said that I was crazy."

"That's because I didn't think about it. Now I believe you are not thinking about it. Okay, you get up first."

An Mu's three words "Get up" forced Jian Yixi's eyes to flush, and she choked up and said, "Okay, even if you believe it."

——Not even, I really believe it.

"Since you believe it, what's the answer? Do you like me?"

Of course, this kind of thing cannot be perfunctory, it must be serious and serious.

An Mu said, "I've said it many times before. I said I don't like anyone. Whether it's you, Maomao or Chen Han, Chen Han is in a special situation. You and Maomao will be my lifelong friends."

"only friends?"

Jian Yixi's expression was very calm, except for the red eyes, nothing was wrong at all.

An Mu's jaw head: "It's not just, but it's. You are my best friends. No one can surpass you in this life."

Jane Yixi lowered her eyes, put the hand holding her face down, and pulled away the body that was pressing her chest pain. She stood naked in front of her, the curtains flickered, the moonlight was like water, and the originally beautiful curve became more and more hazy. Psychedelic, very different from what she had seen in the mirror in the previous life, she was as beautiful as sigh.

nice……

An Mu was a little surprised that he actually used this word.

In the last life, people often mistakenly confessed to her and Jian Yihu. As a result, she didn't really like her appearance and never thought she was beautiful.

Now she feels that Jian Yixi is beautiful, could it be because...she realized that she and Jian Yixi were two separate people?

Jane Yixi lowered her eyes, as if she had completely forgotten that she didn't wear anything, she didn't cover her, her voice was as plain as water.

"You really don't think of me at all?"

"Even if..." Jian Yixi's voice suddenly trembled, "Even if I stand in front of you like this, don't you have any ideas?"

An Mu sighed slightly, stretched out his hand to pull the blanket at the end of the bed and draped her shoulders.

"You are beautiful and your body is very good. Of course I don't feel it, but my feeling is not that kind of feeling, but appreciation, mutual appreciation between friends."

"So no matter what I do, it's absolutely impossible for us, right?"

"Jane Yixi..."

An Mu was in a conspiracy and trickery, but she was really inexperienced in rejecting other people's confession.

"Then we will solve the matter at once, and I will not owe you in the future, nor will you owe me. We are still friends."

"How to deal with it?"

"I ruined your first time, I will pay you my..."