I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

The girl tilted her head back, her fair and delicate facial features dangling in the sunlight, leaving no trace of cover.

She stared at Sun Lu so straight, frankly and neatly, but she couldn't taste a trace of joy.

Sun Lu stared at her quietly, and then gave a soft "um".

Zhao Yinqing smiled, her smile was very weak, without a trace of emotion, happy, unhappy, nothing, just a very light arc.

She said: "It's not like chasing girls. If you really like it, you shouldn't say it like that."

She tilted her head, approached Sun Lu slightly, and said, "If you like someone, you should follow in the other person's footsteps, instead of asking her to follow you. Why? Huh?"

Sun Lu didn't say a word, Zhao Yinqing stood up straight, and said nothing.

I didn't feel in the mood to stroll again, and called a parking lot on the side of the road, and went straight back home.

This afternoon conversation, like a plume of smoke, was lightly scattered in the air, at least for Zhao Yinqing.

After school started, it was a day-to-day life. Zhao Yinqing sank into the sea of ​​questions every day, and had no spare time to think about other things.

She saw Fu Ze again on Friday evening.

It was already late spring and early summer. Zhao Yinqing was afraid of heat. She had already put on short sleeves and was covered with a school uniform. As soon as she walked out of school with Dou Na carrying her schoolbag, she heard someone calling her.

She looked up and saw the big boy on the other side of the road, standing on the curb, with a spread canopy above her head, wearing an orange sweater and light blue jeans, and canvas shoes on her feet. She smiled and waved to Zhao Yin and beckoned.

"Who is that person?" Dou Na asked her.

"Friend, I'm leaving now!" Zhao Yinqing finished hurriedly, and hurried to the opposite side.

Full of joy burst out of her chest, and she couldn't stop her, she realized that she actually wanted to Fu Ze.

I stood in front of him, but didn't know what to say for a while, just grinned there.

Fu Ze stroked her head and said with a smile: "Long time no see, kid."

Zhao Yinqing touched his head embarrassedly, and said, "It's been a long time since I saw you, why are you here?"

"I haven't been home for so long. Take the time to come over this week. Where are you going back?"

Not far away, Tang Anfu was looking here, and Zhao Yinqing said, "Wait for me."

She turned and ran to the car to give orders, and then came back quickly. She said, "I'll go with you."

"I'm not afraid I will sell you, such a fresh and tender little girl, but very popular."

Zhao Yinqing blurted out, "Are you buying?"

Fu Ze was taken aback, and then he caught the obvious tension in Zhao Yinqing's eyes. He smiled and said, "Buy it, wait until I make enough money."

The surrounding students were still coming out one after another, Zhao Yinqing felt something beforehand, turned his head and looked back, and happened to collide with Sun Lu's gaze.

He was pushing his bicycle, wearing a white T-shirt, and his red and white school uniform hung on the front of the car. Qin Yu put his shoulders on his shoulders and looked over here.

"Who is that man? Do you know?" Qin Yu asked in Sun Lu's ear.

Sun Lu started by saying, "Let's go."

Zhao Yinqing and the others did not go to Yan Qiaochun, but went straight to the city center and had a hot pot together.

Fu Ze talked about interesting things in the school, and Zhao Yinqing was bored in talking about the questions, and they talked about their own things, and they could even talk together.

"I wanted to send you a postcard at the New Year's Day, but I didn't know the address but I had to give it up." Zhao Yinqing clamped the chopsticks and put it in his mouth.

Fu Ze said, "Did you bring it now?"

"Take it, do you want?"

Fu Ze nodded with a smile.

Zhao Yinqing had been stuck in the textbook all the time with the postcard printed with the lanterns of thousands of Miao villages. She turned it out from her schoolbag and handed it out.

Fu Ze said, "What did you plan to write?"

"New Year's greetings or something."

Fu Ze lifted his chin: "Now write a few more and treat it as if it were sent to me."

"Will you write after facing each other? A wasted one."

"It will be worth collecting only if you write it, otherwise it will be of any use." Fu Zeping looked at her expectantly and said, "Write it quickly."

The soup base in the hot pot is still boiling, and the heat is constantly rising.

Zhao Yinqing took out a pen, thought for a while, and wrote: I am in Miao Village, very beautiful, and I am looking forward to seeing Jinding the day after tomorrow.

Fu Ze took a look, and then asked, "Is Jinding good-looking?"

Zhao Yinqing nodded.

Fu Ze smiled and took her pen to write in the back.

Zhao Yinqing leaned over to see, what he wrote was: Next time together.

"I want to see what you said. The photos you took last time are really beautiful. Next time you go, you will be the tour guide?" He said, carefully putting away the postcard.

Zhao Yinqing said: "Okay, find time to go during the winter and summer vacations."

After dinner, they wandered in the pedestrian street for a while, then took a taxi back.

Tomorrow is Saturday, and Fu Ze will be back the day after tomorrow.

Zhao Yinqing asked him what to do tomorrow.

Fu Ze said, "I haven't thought about it yet."

They were sitting in the car, and the lights outside the car's window were flickering and dimming.

Fu Ze turned to look at her and said, "What are you going to do tomorrow?"

"With a lot of homework, I originally planned to stay at home for a day."

Fu Ze gave an "um" and said, "What about now?"

What now?

Now she wants to be with him a little bit, she can do everything, but she can't say it, it's too shame to say it.

Fu Ze said: "It's going to be the third year of high school, and learning is really important."

Zhao Yinqing reluctantly let out an "um", and it seems that there will be no show tomorrow.

Fu Ze said again: "Want to go to the library? I'll look at the question for you."

Zhao Yinqing immediately raised his head and looked at him in surprise.

In the darkness, Fu Ze stared at her deeply, smiled softly, and whispered: "How about? No?"

Zhao Yinqing shook his head quickly, then nodded after thinking about it.

The car stopped at the gate of the community.

Fu Ze patted her head and said, "Go down, I will pick you up tomorrow."

Zhao Yinqing got out of the car happily and walked to the bridge. He turned his head and glanced in the middle. Fu Ze got out of the car and was standing there looking towards this side.

Seeing her turning around, he waved at her.

At that moment, not knowing where the courage came from, Zhao Yinqing suddenly ran back like a chicken blood, and in Fu Ze's surprised gaze, he rushed fiercely on him.

"You..." Fu Ze stepped back when she was hit, and his hand held her waist subconsciously.

Zhao Yinqing said anxiously, "See you tomorrow."

Let go of him again, and ran away like crazy.

Fu Ze stood still and couldn't laugh or cry, and returned to the car when he could no longer see the figure.

The lights were on in the villa, and the door was air-conditioned.

Zhao Zhengyang and Liu Siqi are sitting in the living room watching TV. Since Liu Siqi fell ill, he has never had the night shift. Zhao Zhengyang also comes back almost every night, and it looks like a home here.

Zhao Yinqing greeted the two of them and prepared to go upstairs.

Zhao Zhengyang stopped her and asked her to bring the fruit plate to Sun Lu on the way.

A combination of oranges, grapes and blueberries was placed in two small portions.

Liu Siqi said: "Let it go, I'll take it up for him later, drink it up and take a bath first."

"It's okay, I'll take it."

Now there is harmony in the family. After the horrible things are missing, Zhao Yinqing quite cherishes his current state, and doesn't mind getting along with them in peace.

She took the fruit plate and went upstairs, went back to her room first, and then went up to the third floor.

The door to Sun Lu's room was not closed, so she knocked, walked in, and put the fruit next to him.

"Here."

Sun Lu looked up at her, and said coldly, "Have you come back from the date?"

Zhao Yinqing let out an "um".

Sun Lu felt suffocated in his chest. He was simply asking for sin. He didn't understand Fu Ze, so he didn't know where he had lost. His remaining dignity didn't allow him to ask questions.

That afternoon, Zhao Yinqing said a few words after he knew his intentions, which was a direct expression of rejection.

The first time he confessed, he was unfavorable, and all his courage was exhausted.

Sun Lu would think about it, forget it, so be it.

But when he saw that boy today, Zhao Yinqing flew over with joy like a butterfly, he found that he was still unwilling in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.

At 8 o'clock in the morning the next day, Fu Ze arrived at the gate of the community and sent news to Zhao Yinqing.

Zhao Yinqing quickly ran out, feeling a little embarrassed to think of yesterday's last impulse, but Fu Ze's smile was as usual, without making her feel any embarrassment, and gradually relaxed.

When the person arrived, he took out a can of Wangzi from his pocket and handed it to her.

Zhao Yinqing said, "I haven't had milk in a long time."

Fu Ze said: "Children, you should drink milk."

When he arrived at the library, Zhao Yinqing took a bunch of test papers. When he was working on the questions, he encountered something that would not be possible. Fu Ze gave her calculations on the draft paper. He was very patient, his tone of voice was calm, and he was not impatient.

If Zhao Yinqing's acceptance is not high, she will switch to another way of thinking and continue talking until she fully understands it.

Zhao Yinqing never knew that doing questions can be a kind of enjoyment.

Lunch will be settled in the nearby cafeteria, and then go to the library after the meal. Fu Ze does not recommend prolonged study, and proper relaxation is also necessary.

He took Zhao Yinqing's draft, drew a square on it, and said, "Walk with chess."

Zhao Yinqing said: "Gobang? What do you say about winning or losing?"

Fu Ze smiled: "You said."

"Flick the forehead."

"Ok."

Playing backgammon with the top student of A, Zhao Yinqing also had a brain hole, and lost all three games in a row.

Fu Zedan's forehead was very gentle, even with a light touch, Zhao Yinqing felt boring, so he had to be more serious when playing.

After losing another round, Fu Ze said, "I have a lot of power and I played it seriously. I guess you have to cry."

Zhao Yinqing said: "It doesn't matter, you come."

She generously handed out the whole face and let him toss at will.

Fu Ze looked at the delicate and cute face like a ceramic doll in front of him, smiled, and said, "Then I can really play."

"Play it."

Fu Ze gestured and counted down in a low voice.

Zhao Yinqing swallowed, and couldn't help closing his eyes.

When Fu Ze came down, he still slammed his fingertips. Zhao Yinqing opened his eyes quickly, and said disappointedly: "Ah, why are you..."

Fu Ze smiled and said, "What should I do? I can't bear it, I really can't do it."

Zhao Yinqing's complaint was taken away in an instant, and he swallowed it roundly. The roots of his ears were a little hot, and he didn't dare to look at Fu Ze's eyes.

Fu Ze pointed his finger on the desktop and said, "Are you still playing?"

Zhao Yinqing mumbled: "I always lose."

He didn't win once, and Fu Ze didn't punish him seriously.

Fu Ze said, "I'll put some water for you."

"Give me a son?"

"Yes you can!"

Zhao Yinqing accepted it shamelessly, and then she won the first game.

Fu Ze pretended to be punished with a sigh, and said, "You have to be more merciful, I'm afraid of pain."

"Okay!"

Fu Ze leaned over with a smile, lifted his chin slightly, and stared at her with curving eyes.

In fact, he is quite white, and his chin is close to a faint cyan, but it is difficult to imagine the appearance of this man with a beard, and he always feels that something like a beard does not match his gentle temperament.

"Do it," Fu Ze said.

Zhao Yinqing raised her hand to his eyes. She said, "Don't you close your eyes?"

"Ah, do I need to close my eyes? Wouldn't it be invisible?"

That’s right.

Zhao Yinqing raised his hand for a long time, but it fell.

Fu Ze waited for a while, raised his eyebrows lightly, and looked at her questioningly.

Zhao Yinqing put down her hands dejectedly. She said: "I found that I can't do it either."

With a red fingerprint on such a white face, it seemed impossible to think about it.

Fu Ze laughed lowly.

This day passed faster than ever before. When the museum closed, the two people came out, and there was a gentle afterglow outside.

Fu Ze will leave early tomorrow morning.

Before leaving, Zhao Yinqing was already missing it.

She said: "When will you come back next time?"

"Summer vacation!"

"Will it be the same as last time and won't be back again?"

Fu Ze thought for a while, nodded, and said, "It's also possible."

Zhao Yinqing smiled reluctantly, without speaking.

Fu Ze looked at her for a while, and said, "You can come to City B to play with me!"

Zhao Yinqing said, "Will that bother you."

"No, I won't be busy every day."

Zhao Yinqing shook his head: "This summer vacation will be very busy, so it will be the third year of high school soon."

Maybe there will be no summer vacation, even if there is, it will take a few days to rest, and will be submerged by the thick sea of ​​questions, and there will be no chance of breathing at all.

Fu Ze said, "That's right, have you decided where to take the test?"

Zhao Yinqing was at a loss and shook his head.

Fu Ze said: "Come to City B, I'll be waiting for you in City B."

Even if it's not A big, there are other good colleges in city B. As long as Zhao Yinqing's exam is not too bad, there will always be one that can enter.

At that time, they can live together in the same city, even if they can't be together all the time, but as long as they think of each other, it is a taxi ride.

This kind of picture is just thinking about it, and I feel very emotional, right?

Zhao Yinqing found that Fu Ze's proposal was pretty good.

She has another expectation for City B, but...

What is the relationship between them now?

Fu Ze didn't say clearly, and Zhao Yinqing didn't dare to ask.

She thought for a while and said, "Do you really want me to go to City B?"

Fu Ze said: "What's so good about this? City B doesn't talk about anything else. You can have more choices after graduation in the future. It is always a big city, which leaves you with more opportunities."

It seems so, except for things like love, career is also a choice.

Zhao Yinqing found that she had different expectations for City B, whether it was because of Fu Ze or something else, it was worth thinking about it carefully.

This summer, as Zhao Yinqing expected, there was no time to breathe. The so-called summer vacation was the same as nothing. All the students in the third year of high school were all beaten up, and they were all in a mess.

Sometimes she will be at a loss for a moment in the middle of the night when she is doing the questions, and she will not understand why she is so tired.

But in the next second, this kind of doubt will be thrown away again. The college entrance examination is the first hurdle in everyone's life, and desperate efforts can't be taken for granted.

There is still not much communication with Sun Lu, and occasionally a few small chats that will be insignificant, can be regarded as a spice in the busy.

Sun Lu asked her again about choosing a school, but Zhao Yinqing didn't say his plan.

Time passed. Zhao Yinqing worked hard alone, occasionally sending messages to Fu Ze to chat for a while, meeting on holidays, and hurriedly ran through three seasons, and the college entrance examination finally came.

Zhao Yinqing got up early on the day of the college entrance examination, checked things, and went downstairs to have breakfast.

Sun Lu was already up, sitting on the table while eating fried eggs, while looking at his mobile phone.

Zhao Yinqing said: "So early?"

"can not fall asleep."

"Are you nervous too?"

Sun Lu gave a "um" and said, "It's kind of."

He looked up at Zhao Yinqing and said, "Behave well today."

"Just play it normally."

Tang Anfu sent them to the examination room, betting for half an hour in the middle, but fortunately they left the door early.

On this day in his last life, Sun Lu had a car accident. At that time, Zhao Yinqing couldn’t find anyone at the test center, and his anxiety soared. He went to look for him once along the way, but lost the admission ticket and missed that year’s certificate. College entrance examination.

She turned to look at the cold boy beside her, nothing happened this time.

Sun Lu noticed, turned his head and said, "What's the matter?"

"Nothing, good luck."

Sun Lu said, "That's something practical."

Zhao Yinqing looked at him questioningly.

Sun Lu took out a safety talisman from his pocket, a small triangle, and handed it to Zhao Yinqing: "I'll get it for you."

Zhao Yinqing took it and said in surprise, "Do you still believe this?"

"occasionally."

He hoped that Zhao Yinqing's score would not be too far from his own. He hoped that in her city, he would have a choice of her own.