I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

After the college entrance examination is over, the entire tense and dull sprint phase is completely over.

Looking for time to have a meal, some emotional classmates on the table cried. This is a highlight of their student life, and they may not have this kind of hard work and mood for many years to come.

Zhao Yinqing could understand, but he didn't have the urge to cry.

She was a little melancholy, but also a little empty, not very down-to-earth.

Of course, if you think about it in a different way, you still have some expectations and freshness.

Everything that happened now hadn't happened in her previous life. She had completely deviated from the track of her previous life and moved towards a real new life.

Qin Yu also came to join in the fun this day, not in the same class, but his active temperament made him feel good all along. He was fighting with Dou Na every day, and his classmates were just around the corner.

After Zhao Yinqing realized it, the two of them had already been secretive.

Zhao Yinqing said: "Why do you do so well in secret? I don't know at all."

Dou Na smiled embarrassedly and leaned in and said in a low voice, "Actually, I can't believe it myself. Look at that person and stand with me, right?"

They were sitting and chatting. Qin Yu ran ahead to sing with other boys. He was tall, stubborn, and his appearance was quite picky. Standing next to the short and fat Dou Na would be a kind of obvious contradiction. sense.

There is no shortage of girls around people like Qin Yu.

Zhao Yinqing said: "It's good if you like each other, there are so many ideas."

Dou Na said, "I look too ugly."

"You are cute, not ugly, and your academic performance is good, you are a capable school, not a vase."

Dou Na smiled again, her face unconfident.

Zhao Yinqing took a sip of water and said, "But it's going to be college. Are you going to have a long-distance relationship?"

"I still hope that he can come to me, anyway, try to be together as much as possible," Dou Na said.

At the end of the day, a girl was drunk. This person usually has no sense of presence in the class. She has a well-behaved personality and average academic performance. She is the most invisible type of person.

When she was drunk, she burst into tears. Some people thought that she did not perform well in the college entrance examination. Later, she comforted her. It turned out that she had a crush on Sun Li and thought that she would never meet again in the future. The sadness did not control her.

Someone pushed Sun Lu in front of her, and the girl lay on the table crying hard, and it didn't matter if the male **** came.

Zhao Yinqing didn't know how much her consciousness was sober, whether she was really immersed in grief, or because she didn't dare to look up because of embarrassment.

Sun Lu stood on the side, looked at her for a while, and finally took a towel and put it next to her, turned and walked towards Zhao Yinqing.

Dou Na, who was watching the excitement together, stepped back subconsciously.

Later, he will move to KTV. Sun Lu asked Zhao Yinqing: "Will you go back later?"

"go."

Sun Lu nodded and said nothing.

At the end of this round, it was already two o’clock in the afternoon. One-third of the people turned to KTV and asked for a VIP box. In an uncontrolled space, someone took out a cigarette case and instigated others to try secretly. , Eighteen years old is a hurdle. Some people are on the other end, and some people are on this end. The boundaries of the moment suddenly become blurred.

The room was full of smoke, Zhao Yinqing was bored, got up and walked out.

She grabbed a glass of beer in her hand, mixed with black tea.

In her previous life, because of the frustration of her life, she drank every day for a while, and she had practiced her drinking volume at that time. Sun Lu was particularly uncomfortable, and boredom flashed across her face, so she just couldn't see it.

I haven't drank it much in my life, and when I take a few sips, there is a bit of heat on my face.

In the corridor, the waiter walked back and forth, and the howling of ghosts and wolves in the box was clearly audible.

Zhao Yinqing walked out a bit, there was a rest sofa, she sat there.

Looking at the guests and staff numbly, while drinking slowly, this body has no memory, and it feels a little drunk, which is really strange, obviously not much power.

The glass was finally taken away. Zhao Yinqing raised his head and saw Sun Lu with disapproval. He didn't utter any reproach. He just squatted down in front of her and said softly, "Drinking is uncomfortable."

"It's okay." Zhao Yinqing glanced at the cup, "It's almost finished."

Sun Lu turned the bottomed cup and asked her, "Have you gone back?"

Although there was nothing to do after I went back, it seemed boring to stay here. Zhao Yinqing thought for a while and nodded: "Go back."

"You wait for me here, I'll get things."

Sun Lu returned to the box, set aside the cup, took Zhao Yinqing's backpack, and withdrew amidst the boos of people around him.

When he arrived in the hall, Zhao Yinqing was paralyzed on the sofa, his eyes staring upright and stunned.

"Let's go." Sun Lu said.

Zhao Yinqing slowly got up from the sofa and staggered. Sun Lu caught her elbow in time: "Drunk?"

"No, such a cup is not enough."

Although he was not strong enough to drink, his face was hot, but it was not to the point of getting drunk.

Zhao Yinqing said, "My bag."

"I'll help you carry it, let's go."

The two entered the elevator, and Zhao Yinqing leaned on the elevator lazily.

Sun Lu looked at her in the mirror. The girl had a ball on her head, her neck was white and slender, her cheeks were pink, her big eyes were moist and blurred, the whole portrait was like the first dew in the morning, clean and thorough, and a kind of awakening. Always confused.

Zhao Yinqing moved suddenly and turned his eyes to meet his.

Sun Lu was stunned, but did not turn away.

In the small space, the two of them were in a tug of war, and neither of them retreated first.

"Ding!"

Zhao Yinqing stepped outside and said, "Here."

Sun Lu followed.

When the sun went outside, it was already evening.

"Is it late?" Zhao Yinqing rubbed his arms.

"Fortunately, after five o'clock, do you want to leave after dinner?"

"Stop eating, I haven't digested what I ate at noon." Zhao Yinqing looked at the traffic on the road, "call a car."

Sun Lu gave an "um", and the two of them walked out a bit. There were a lot of cars here, and they quickly called for one to stop.

Sun Lu opened the door, let her go in, and then sat next to her.

There is a clear smell of smoke in the car, which has accumulated over the years, and the radio broadcasts the city's car conditions.

Zhao Yinqing lowered the car window a little bit, then leaned in a daze over there, looking more and more empty, and finally closed slowly.

The car swayed occasionally, and she also swayed.

Sun Lu sat a little over and put his hand on the back of her head. After a while, Zhao Yinqing fell asleep.

Zhao Yinqing was stunned for a long time when filling in the volunteers, but he didn't think about too complicated things. He got stuck in the term B city to make trade-offs, and finally stayed here.

Sun Li came over to look for her specially that night, with obvious pleasure on his face and some unspeakable expectation.

The two stayed in the small garden on the second floor. The wind blew through, which was the most comfortable time of the day.

Zhao Yinqing said directly: "It was not because of you that I chose to stay in City B."

The corners of Sun Lu's relaxed mouth froze, and then he let out a cold "um" and said, "Is that person going to school or work over there?"

"go to school."

"A school with you?"

"No, the same school as you."

Sun Lu turned to look at her, and Zhao Yinqing shrugged at him and said, "Isn't it surprising? But this is the fact. I want to be in the same school with him. The strength is not allowed."

The night was quiet, and the shouts of children faintly heard in the distance.

There is a bright moon in the sky, and few stars can be found.

Sun Lu glanced at her and said, "What do you like him?"

Zhao Yinqing hadn't thought about this problem. She and Fu Ze hadn't experienced anything, and there was no particularly deep memory point.

If you really want to find a reason from it.

Zhao Yinqing said: "Maybe he makes me feel warm."

From the past to the present, Zhao Yinqing has always been an under-appreciated existence. Whether from the perspective of family or social role, she is an insignificant existence, with obvious flaws, and it doesn't matter whether she stays or not.

But the appearance of Fu Ze made her feel that she was not so worthless, and she could still be cherished.

This sense of cherishment makes Zhao Yinqing feel particularly warm.

Her answer was too abstract for Sun Lu to understand.

He said, "Is this what I can't give you?"

"Yeah." Zhao Yin cleaned up and nodded of course, "No one can give it for the time being."

Sun Lu's expression darkened, turning away from the beginning, looking at the night in the distance, there was a kind of inexplicable frustration.

Someone in the class group was organizing graduation trips, and the routes both at home and abroad were being studied. After three days, the minority followed the majority or the domestic trip, which lasted for a week.

Zhao Yinqing did not sign up, but bought a train ticket to City B.

The day before departure, she mentioned to Zhao Zhengyang that she would go to school to step on the spot and see where she would live in the next four years.

The children could understand from the new stage, Zhao Zhengyang disagreed at first, but later agreed without knowing what to do.

At 7:45 in the morning, Zhao Yinqing dragged his suitcase in line to check the tickets.

A person was inserted behind her and poked her shoulder.

She turned her head, stunned.

In the bustling waiting hall, Sun Lu was wearing white T and black trousers, carrying a messenger bag, and a black peaked cap on his head. His lips were red and teeth were white.

"Why are you here?" Zhao Yinqing looked around his eyes, subconsciously looking for someone.

Sun Lu said, "Stop looking, I'm here alone."

Zhao Yinqing stared at him blankly and said, "No, you, why are you..."

"Your dad doesn't worry about you, let me follow." He tilted his head, his mouth twitched, and smiled like a mischievous child, "Walk around city B with you!"

Zhao Yinqing's tongue tipped his posterior molars, and he had a bad urge.

"Hey, go forward, you guys!" someone urged behind him.

Sun Lu held her shoulder and turned: "Let's go."

After checking the ticket, I went to the platform, there was a long section of stairs, and the elevator next to it failed to open.

Sun Lu took the suitcase in her hand and walked forward first.

After walking a certain distance, he turned his head and watched Zhao Yinqing following obediently, and went down the stairs completely relieved.

The two were not in the same carriage. Sun Lu accompanied Zhao Yinqing and waited for the car to arrive before going to his carriage.

Before leaving, he said: "Don't run around after you get to the station."

Zhao Yinqing rolled his eyes.

Sun Lu grabbed her and said seriously: "Don't think about deliberately throwing me off and run away, do you know?"

"naive."

Sun Lu insisted on an answer.

Zhao Yinqing was slightly impatient and said, "I see."

The drive to City B takes more than half an hour. Zhao Yinqing didn't put the suitcase on the shelf, put it directly in front of the seat, and pushed it there with his knees.

There was a middle-aged man sitting next to him. He was supposed to be on a business trip. He turned down a small table and turned on a computer to handle work.

The car started to move forward, shaking slightly.

There are people who meet in a carriage, some have tired faces, some have excited expressions, and others have their faces as serious as the men around them, and calm and numb as themselves.

Woke up early today, Zhao Yinqing would be a little sleepy, her hands around her chest, her eyes closed and rested.

The phone shook, she took it out, and Fu Zefa asked her if she had thought about coming to City B to play this matter.

Zhao Yinqing hadn't told him that he was already on the way to City B. Fortunately, he didn't say it in advance, thinking about surprises him, but he was shocked.

After arriving at the station, follow the crowd to move towards the exit.

Sun Lu dragged two suitcases and asked her, "Have you had breakfast?"

"No."

"Find a place to eat first."

Zhao Yinqing was a little hungry, and they found a noodle restaurant inside the station.

Sun Lu asked her: "Where are you going to go to the first stop? Will you go directly to your school?"

When Zhao Yinqing mentioned this, she felt boring. She chewed on a piece of sirloin and discussed: "Or else, let's go to A University to see friends separately. How about going back together when it's over?"

Sun Lu looked cold and said, "Don't go."

"Don't you want to see her?"

Sun Lu looked up at her and asked, "Why do I want to see her?"

This attitude is much different from Zhao Yinqing's cognition. She carefully recalled that the intersection between Sun Lu and Ren Xue seems to be less in this life, it shouldn't be.

"Aren't you feeling very good with her?"

Sun Lu said: "What is the reason for you to have such an illusion?"

"Last time you were at the gate of the community..."

Zhao Yinqing didn't finish her words, her eyes flickered, but both of them knew which time the "last time" was in her mouth.

Sun Lu briefly recounted the situation at that time and added: "I pushed her at the time, but didn't push her away all of a sudden."

He poked the noodle bowl with his chopsticks, looking very annoyed, and said: "It is because of this that you think I have a lot of relationship with her, and then you reject me?"

Unexpectedly he would get involved in this matter, Zhao Yinqing was funny, and then shook his head: "No, it has nothing to do with anyone, you have never been in the scope of my consideration."

Sun Lu was stunned, then smiled bleakly, and said, "You are just being unfair to me."

Zhao Yinqing did not say a word, bowed his head and ate the noodles.

When passengers came in at the door, they were sitting at the next table for a meal, and strange gazes occasionally swept over them.

Sun Lu didn't move his chopsticks any more, turned his head to look at the bustling hall outside the glass, the large illuminating lights at the top, densely packed like stars.

He has a cold face, and his heart is surging unwilling, but is there any way that others just don't like you, can this kind of thing be forced?

There are so many people in the world, no one can do nothing, he is the same.

The throbbing when I was young is inevitably more memorable, but in the long river of years, this is only a small section, and it is of no importance at all.

He kept comforting himself and tried to deceive himself and others.

Zhao Yinqing raised his eyes from the noodle bowl and took a peek at him. Sun Lu's facial lines were calm, his lips were tight, and there was a touch of grievance in his discomfort.

She thought for a while and said, "Sun Lu, you are good, but we are not suitable, you..."

"I know." He interrupted her coldly, "I have a lot of choices anyway, no one is worse than anyone."

Zhao Yinqing nodded: "That's it."