I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior

Although all the compound-eyes have been killed in battle, the busyness on the battlefield has never stopped.

Engineering ships and medical ships shuttled around to clean the battlefield. The work included rescuing the wounded, storing corpses, and repairing equipment.

There are also many professional soldiers cautiously driving fighter planes and small battleships close to the wreckage of the ball ship, using barrage cannons to neutralize and eliminate the physical toxins that continue to waft from the prismatic area.

The scene looks quiet and busy.

The war is finally over. People have lingering joy on their faces most of the time, but every time they find the broken bodies of their comrades in the twisted metal, they can hardly hide their sadness.

A large medical ship is docked next to the command ship. In the Medical Room, Chen Feng and Tang Tianxin lie side by side in two multifunctional treatment cabins.

Chen Feng's skin was cracked, and the blood rushed out to stain the nutrient solution in the treatment cabin into pink.

He didn't finish the treatment just now, and the pressure on the body to manipulate the Star Front Colossus was great, and he rushed to the front of the ball-shaped battleship, completing a series of extremely risky operations.

Only the aftermath of his use of the neutron shield and Battle Armor to withstand the two impacts of the ball-shaped battleship is enough for him to drink a pot.

Behind him, he left his back armor in place, and when he maneuvered the giant star front colossus to escape, the curvature-like membrane structure layer of the colossus' feet and the surface of the ball ship swelled violently, causing the shock to be even more terrifying. , Another person broke up early, so he not only has a high arousal rate, but also has a recovery factor to support it.

The armor of the colossus is not small.

At this time, his Star Colossus and Galaxy Battle Armor are both beside the medical ship, and they are being quickly repaired inside and outside by dozens of large engineering ships.

Chen Feng himself suffered a lot of shock.

Before, he had a sigh of relief in his heart. As long as he was still alive and could move, he didn't bother to care about it.

Now the war has come to an end. As soon as this breath relaxes, he rushes back to receive treatment, with blood all over his body.

Tang Tianxin is not much better than him.

It's just that the injuries of the two are slightly different. Chen Feng's injury is on the body, and Tang Tianxin's injury is in the brain.

In this ultra-large-scale battle that lasted for exactly half an hour, her brain had to maintain extremely high-intensity operation at all times. It had to dominate the overall situation, and in many cases it had to be specific to the region. The battlefield, and even some special warfare individuals.

In order to reduce casualties as much as possible, she has repeatedly used subtle radiation to stimulate the brain to improve her battlefield judgment intuition and the efficiency of brain wave transmission. Up to now, she has accumulated internal injuries, and her face is gray. Dying.

But it was not the physical torture that made her the most painful, but the moment when the war ended, she felt an uncontrollable guilt in her heart.

If you compare her heart to a real heart, the guilt is the black vine planted on it.

As reports of war damages and deaths were delivered to her eyes, black vines quickly took root on her heart, sprouted and grew, and the barbed roots ripped apart the flesh and blood. Go inside.

Every time the roots descend, it will bring a burst of tearing pain after another, so just now when she and Chen Feng said the three words "it's over", the tone will be as different as heaven and earth.

For a moment, she wanted to draw her gun to commit suicide, but she wanted to see Chen Feng again, and she was still thinking about her daughter in her belly, and she barely managed to hold it back.

Now, when Chen Feng also lay down in the treatment cabin next to him, the heart-piercing torture was slightly less insignificant.

At first, Chen Feng did not realize the change in her mentality. After all, in the previous timeline, she might be a little stronger than Chen Feng's own willpower.

Chen Feng first chatted with her casually, and talked about the information he had just discovered in the bedroom array of compound eyes, and then concluded: "Before we knew nothing about compound eyes civilization. Others’ battleships Using the curvature mode to go around a corner in the air can make me feel horrified and nauseous oppression."

"We were played around by "Song of the World" again. The warriors didn’t even get close. I died unclearly due to quantum entanglement killing. At that time, I felt like watching a supernatural horror movie. Especially when the compound-eyes dropped a particle bomb in the air, I couldn’t describe to you how I felt at that time. That scene Both magnificent and terrifying, my hands and feet are numb."

"But now, I want to understand. Human thinking ability is actually very strong, and the human brain has the instinct to fear the unknown. In response, there is actually another psychological change. That is the thirst for knowledge. The essence of fear is not to turn us into scared hamsters, but to ignite our thirst for knowledge."

" Fear, the stronger the curiosity, the more you want to explore the hidden truth behind it, just like the audience of a magician, even if they know that revealing the secret of magic will make the performance uninteresting, they still want to know why."

"After I understand why, whether it is curiosity or fear, I will become dull in the end. I feel that all this is only this. The compound-eyes are like this in my eyes now, and were killed in the catastrophe of extinction in the twenty-sixth century. There is no difference between the animals infected by bacteria Z."

"Maybe the compound eye is just a hornet in a certain Earth-like planet that was infected by bacteria Z and reproduced as a single body? It's just that. They were born early, and the universe gave them enough time."

He has a very relaxed tone.

Tang Tianxin was bored and nodded, "I just read the analysis report of the Science Executive Committee, and the probability you said is more than 50%."

Chen Feng Leaning her head, her eyes passed through the transparent cover of the two-layer treatment cabin, and fell on her side face, with a squeak in her heart.

Just now, she kept moving towards herself without letting herself see the front face. Now when she saw the profile face, she found something was wrong.

One hour ago, she was full of vibes, her brows and eyes were shining, her eyes were firm, and she was full of the powerful confidence of high-level decision-makers.

In just one hour, she has some protruding cheekbones and sunken eye sockets.

Most importantly, the spirit of the past disappeared from her eyes.

"How about Ou Qinglan? Just now I saw that the space station of the research center is very close and it has entered the range of the enemy ship."

Tang Tianxin shook his head, "She It’s okay. Good luck. The space station retreated in time after collecting the data."

But she immediately said: "But there were still some accidental casualties. Dongshan Academician was analyzing the fragments of the knife arm of the blade beetle. An accidental explosion occurred and sacrificed."

Chen Feng was taken aback, and the old and disrespectful appearance of Old Guy appeared subconsciously in his mind, and he remembered the impassioned old man at the last moment in the last timeline." "The memory of the universe".

I clearly won this time, but I never thought that the old man would not even have a chance to say his last words.

If you don't ask yourself, the old man will probably leave quietly.

I don’t know how many people have been sacrificed.

Chen Feng finally remembered to look through the death situation, and then he stopped breathing.

The Eight Regular Army War Zones are not one at this time.

The casualties of the reserve army also exceeded 70%.

The total number of people killed in the battle was 29.6 billion.

Not one, not ten thousand, hundred million.

41 billion people who participated in the battle, only 11.4 billion are left after this battle.

Chen Feng previously speculated that the death situation would be serious, but when the statistics really appeared before his eyes, he still let him horrible to see.

He woke up in horror, and suddenly understood Tang Tianxin's mood.

I kept losing my comrades in the timeline again and again, and my feelings gradually became numb.

Because I never expect victory, I am determined to self-anaesthetize myself. I always believe that I can meet these comrades in the future. So when I see these people sacrifice, I instantly pull away from my grief and devote myself non-stop. For the next battle, forget to be sad.

When he firmly believed that he could meet again in the future, he had already lost the instinct to look back at those who were pushing him forward hard behind him.

I... I have become so cold-blooded.

"oh!"

Chen Feng was also sighed, both for the dead and for himself.

He knows this is not good, but easier said than done, it is difficult to change.

Tang Tianxin raised her hand with difficulty, rubbed her eyes, and apologized: "Sorry, I should have been happy."

Chen Feng is speechless, she has formed a self-blame personality?

He smiled bitterly and shook his head. "You don't have to apologize."

After thinking about it, he said again: "You don't have to apologize to others. You have done nothing wrong. Perfectly fulfilled the responsibility of a commander-in-chief."

Tang Tianxin knew that he had seen through, "but I should do better. It was only two hours, just a war... alas... …"

"It’s not us who started the war. We are too far behind in science and technology. It’s not bad to win. There is no need to demand perfection."

"But the one who gave orders The person is me." Tang Tianxin laughed reluctantly, "In fact, I have learned all these psychological enlightenment aspects. I am not a sentimental person at first, but there are too many people killed in the battle, too many."

Chen Feng was silent for a long time.

He thought of a traumatic disease called post-war psychological syndrome, which is a type of PTSD.

Many combat heroes who were fighting without blinking an eye in the battlefield were unable to escape, and they were still tortured many years after being discharged from the army.

High level Commander level has a higher prevalence rate.

Tang Tianxin’s stress response came very fast, which was a little faster than Chen Feng's imagination. It may be related to her overuse of her brain, and more to the terrifying number of deaths.

If humans set foot in the universe and become a huge race across the galaxy in the future, when they participate in a larger-scale civilized war, perhaps humans can slowly adapt to this scale of sacrifice that can cost hundreds of millions of dollars.

But it's too early.

Although the footprints of human beings have spread all over the solar system, if they do not go out for a day, they will never leave the category of the Earth people, and they cannot be regarded as cosmic civilization.

This is the first time that mankind has participated in a space war. Tang Tianxin is the first real space war-level commander.

She can hardly find senior's experience to learn and learn from, and she has never experienced the cosmic civilization-level world view that has gradually formed after hundreds of thousands of years of influence.

She has actually achieved the ultimate strength that an Earth person can do.

Chen Feng is a different kind. His life experience that escapes the mental dilemma does not come from the expansion of space, but the deepening of time.

He has, others don't.

This is not a feeling that you can get by simply flipping through his memory videos. No matter how immersive you are, it is not deep enough.

For the child mom in this timeline, the sacrifice is impossible again.

Tang Tianxin asked again: "You said, am I very embarrassed?"

Chen Feng shook his head, "Actually, it's okay. You didn't show it in front of others. On this side. I bet that even if you are now allowed to return to your post to command the next war, there will be no problem at all."

"Well, of course." Tang Tianxin nodded.

"It’s not time to relax, the sun dome is still there, pull yourself together."

"Okay, when we wake up, let’s play a game of chess ."

"No problem."

The two fell asleep each.

In the state of sleep, the body and brain recover the fastest, which has been the case since ancient times.

About eight hours later, Chen Feng was awakened by "people" in a daze.

He barely opened his eyes, his eyelids were heavy, like two shots.

This is the result of his previous quick-recovery medicine and forced overdraft without cure.

The medical staff did not joking with him. According to conventional wisdom, he now wants to get over completely. At least he has to go through a period of rest for several months.

It's useless to change to a new body, the brain can't be changed, and intracranial hemorrhage is just as fatal.

However, Chen Feng has a resuscitation factor in his body. The recovery speed is much faster than that of an ordinary person, and his tolerance ability is much stronger. At present, it seems that he will take another nap, and he will almost recover by noon tomorrow. 70%.

It was Fanxing who woke him up.

"Don't sleep, I have something to tell you."

Chen Feng still wants to sleep, motionless, and too lazy to speak, he just said in the heart: "What's the matter Huh?"

Fanxing's next words scared his sleepiness on the spot.

"The quantum intelligence center of the compound eye is in that prismatic area, and engineers cannot open it, nor can it close it. The confrontation between the quantum intelligence of the compound eye and I has actually not stopped for a moment. Now. It’s time to make a decision."

Chen Feng asked quickly: "How is the situation?"

"Very unsatisfactory. Although I am not convinced, I must admit the reality. . In terms of the stability of the logical framework, data throughput and self-expansion ability, I am inferior to the completely impersonal compound eye person with quantum intelligence."

Chen Feng thought for a while and asked: "I am a compound eye person. Are there programmers who are very difficult to deal with?"

"No, the architecture of my opponent and mine is completely different. I am a product of human programming, and the other party is like simplifying biological intelligence first, and then The product of digitization."

Chen Feng thought for a while, ""Song of the Outside World"?"

"Yes."

"oh!" Chen Feng sighed then said.

I was very angry. It seems that not only humans are absorbing compound eyes, but compound eyes are also absorbing humans.

This hand relies on the melody extracted from the human golden record to launch "Song of the World", and then in turn creates the operation of quantum intelligence, the level of coquettish is about to catch up with him.

It’s no wonder that the main material of the spherical battleship is so old and the half-life is monitored for up to 500,000 years, but the things in the prismatic area look quite new.

The ball battleship must have undergone an upgrade before the start.

Chen Feng asked again: "So what should I do now?"

"My only advantage is higher power, but high power only supports my DDoS attacks. If I don’t want single force subduing for ten sessions and continue to struggle with it, I can’t beat the opponent. When I am completely deciphered, I will definitely lose. Then I will be penetrated and merged by the opponent’s quantum intelligence. At that time..."

Chen Feng: "Will you become a part of the other party? Will humans lose control of all smart devices?"

Fanxing: "Yes, no choice. All our weapons will change. To become someone else’s thing. So I have to work hard. Before I do it, I just notify you. I'm not here to ask for your consent."

Chen Feng was bored and nodded, "I... I understand. Go ahead."

"Ok, goodbye."