I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior

"Chen Feng?"

Zhong Lei shouted downstairs, but no one answered.

The lobby of the huge villa is empty and empty, and you can even hear the echo.

"Where's the person?"

Zhong Lei muttered upstairs, just to see a big suitcase at the door of the master bedroom.

She knew this was Chen Feng’s suitcase.

Chen Feng only returned to Los Angeles today, and in name he brought Fatty Ou to familiarize himself with the business of the North American branch.

But Zhong Lei knows that today is the day of crossing, so she feels that, in fact, this guy wants to get closer to herself every time he passes by, but he always refuses to admit it.

Duplicity, the standard for successful men.

Zhong Lei smiled sweetly.

She can feel that, among all people, Chen Feng cares most about herself.

It may be because of feelings, or it may be because of "Morning Wind."

What is the reason why he cares about himself, does it matter?

It doesn’t really matter.

The important thing is this fact.

Zhong Lei walked over and put his head in the master bedroom first, "What are you doing? What are you in a daze?"

Chen Feng, who was thinking about the problem, was startled. "Cough cough cough. No, it’s nothing. I wondered how to give fatty guarantee and protect so that he can enjoy his combat talent."

Zhong Lei gave him a hygienic eye, "Believe you. Ghost. You must not figure this out. You must be thinking about something bigger. Why? is it possible that you are down again? Do you want me to beat you up?"

Chen Feng shook his head quickly, "no no no, there is no major event. The chicken blood is gone, I am full."

"Then what are you thinking?"

Zhong Lei stood in front of Chen Feng with his arms akimbo, looking unwilling to give up.

Chen Feng raised his head and looked at her nervously, careful that peng peng jumped straight.

Damn it, forgot that Zhong Lei will send his head over tonight, and his mind is too open, that she was caught by her.

How embarrassed Master Chen admits that the question I'm considering is so terrible.

Go to Dali, it’s called "On the necessity of improving race genes for the survival of civilization by fair means or foul—as a savior, should you be more responsible? As long as there is a one-in-a-million possibility Go full sprint."

Speaking to Xiaoli, it is, "Should we two hehehe in the end."

Well, it is so concise, straightforward and shameless.

But Master Chen still has a face after all, "Aiya, it's nothing. You know, every time I have to pass, I have to consider a lot of issues, especially meticulous."

This reason is very good. Zhong Lei tentatively believed, "Okay, but I don't think it is necessary."

"Huh?"

Zhong Lei spread his hand, "In In your memory that goes back and forth, perhaps you are past. But in the memory of you and our eyes, you have not left, you are still you. What you think about today will remain the same after you wake up tomorrow I can think about it."

Chen Feng nodded, "That’s right. It’s just that I successfully destroyed the opponent’s vanguard battleship last time and I also saw a large force. I can’t help but think about how to do better. Can’t restrain it."

"You just calculated the possible situation after the past, right?"

Chen Feng laughed again, "Yes, Zhong Lei. I understand."

Zhong Lei laughed sweetly, drew her long hair and shook her head, "Of course, I am not stupid. And I also know that when you fall asleep into a dream, including me, And everyone in this world, perhaps the entire solar system, the Milky Way, and even the entire universe have become mirror images. We live in a false timeline that is destined to disappear. This timeline will continue to spread after the millennium, and then Until you die in the disaster after a thousand years and come to an end."

Chen Feng: "According to your statement, from a philosophical point of view, whether it is the remaining'I' or you, it will become A false person who seems to exist but does not exist?"

Zhong Lei blinked, "en. Is it sad to think about it?"

"Huh?"

"But also very happy."

"Huh?"

"I didn't say anything in my last life's last words? So that we can be together Many lifetimes have passed. The ancients said that by looking back thousands of times in the previous life, you can pass by in this life. They also said that one hundred years of cultivation can be carried on the same boat, and thousands of years of cultivation can sleep together. I can have a relationship with you, and it will last several lifetimes. I am completely satisfied. Whether it is true or false, whether it is a dream or a reality, I don’t bother to care about it. After tens of thousands of years, if human beings still exist, if human beings can still remember our name and remember our struggle for this civilization, Later generations wrote down all our deeds. After that, how much should people envy us the luck of knowing each other forever?"

"Now my ideal is taken very high by you, but In the timeline that I didn’t know before, I was able to complete "Morning Wind" because I loved you so much and didn’t want you to be disappointed. I thought about it myself and I was a little touched. Woolen cloth. And I also understand that although my motivation for creating Morrowind is no longer purely for you, but also for humans, I know very well that my starting point has never changed. Because seeing you happy, I will feel happy, I will try, and then I did it. This kind of love will surely circulate for hundreds of millions of years, right? "She laughed again, "Like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai?" "

Chen Feng stared, his face was shocked.

Zhong Lei...this is...too foul.

Today's situation is a bit wrong, what's weird.

She is not like her at all, very abnormal.

Is she thinking about something?

Chen Feng cautiously asked: "Zhong Lei, you...you What's wrong? "

Zhong Lei extend the hand, and his fingertips lightly swiped across his face, "I'm actually only thinking about one thing most of these days." "

"What? "

Zhong Lei: "Love. You want me to write a love song, then I want to figure out what true love is like. If I want to write a love song that transcends the times, then I must understand the love that transcends the times. I vaguely understand now. In fact, I got this kind of love from the very beginning, but I was not good enough, not good enough, and I didn't see my heart thoroughly enough, so I didn't write anything. Now I want to do better. "

Listening to these words, Chen Feng looked at Zhong Lei's white and delicate face again, her long hair lingering in her ears, her nose was tall, her red lips were like cherry blossoms, and her eyes were full of autumn waves. , His cheeks shine.

His heartbeat began to speed up inexplicably, pounding wildly.

Chen Feng swallowed his saliva and took a step back a little, "en."

Thousands of words, but in the end they can only converge into a single "um".

He is confused again in his mind.

What to do, what to do now

I...I can't stand it anymore!

But I haven't figured it out yet!

"Then...what about the hair? "

Chen Feng gnashing teeth's changing topic.

Heaven knows how many brain cells he dignified in order to change the topic.

When Zhong Lei came here today, he did make some kind of decision, but he didn't force him, so I won’t force him to retreat for the time being.

If Chen Feng is really swayed like this, baring fangs and brandishing claws pounced on him. , She would find it strange.

Zhong Lei knows very well that this is him, but what he likes is exactly this kind of him.

Zhong Lei raised the plastic bag in his hand , "Here, I will put it in the luggage compartment for you, remember to keep it. "

After finishing speaking, Zhong Lei turned around and walked to the door, squatted down, and opened Chen Feng’s suitcase.

Chen Feng watched her squatting down and busy, heartbeat It was still very fast, and I was thinking in my mind. I don't know what news she has received recently. Anyway, the situation is not so good tonight. I will send her back to Mason Academy if we don't find a tougher reason later.

Zhong Lei just opened the mezzanine bag, and suddenly noticed the bottom.

She grabbed something from the box and asked, "Huh? what are these? "

Chen Feng: "Uh...mao trousers. Woolen trousers. "

"Huh? Isn't it summer? Why are there so many woolen pants in your box? Huh...good soiled woolen pants, what age are these? "

Chen Feng, who was finally distracted, flushed a little on his face: "This...this is the wool pants my grandma knitted for me before she was alive. I only found it a few days ago. "

"Ah!" Zhong Lei slammed her mouth.

She knew about Chen Feng's family, and suddenly became nervous, flushed her face and waved her hand straight, "Yes... …sorry Sorry! I don't know this, I didn't mean it. No soil, no soil, no soil at all. I'm so sorry! I... I didn't mean that. "

She was so nervous that she was a little incoherent.

Chen Feng looked at her frightened appearance, which is the best in the world and the image of Gai Qianqiu described in the history books. It doesn’t matter.

But the two kinds of her are so subtle and appropriate to condense to one person, Master Chen finds it particularly fun.

Although he is also famous in history, the same is true. What happened to him and Zhong Lei always gave him different feelings. There was a very strange and dark feeling.

He forgot the warning signs in his heart, "It's okay. Even if my grandmother knows well, it shouldn't be your unintentional mistake. After all, you... are different. "

Zhong Lei is just a little relieved.

She understands Chen Feng's subtext.

Grandma does not account for the inadvertent slip of the grandson daughter-in-law.

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Perhaps he was concerned about the marriage contract that Lu Wei concluded a few days ago, and worried that he was unhappy.

Zhong Lei was a little happy, but a little helpless.

Because she subconsciously feels that Chen Feng, who is able to support both heaven and earth, should have aspirations for the future, and she shouldn’t care about it at all.

But she doesn’t plan to talk directly with Chen Feng. I don’t have any complaints even if you want everything.

Zhong Lei feels that even if he says so, Chen Feng won’t believe it.

With Chen Feng’s character, he probably will Give your brain a lot of mental activities, such as sacrificing personal sections for the sake of Human Race.

Then... he will probably feel guilty again.

"Talk to me about these wool pants, okay? "

Zhong Lei changed the subject again.

This is in Chen Feng's arms.

Chen Feng took out the sixteen pairs of woolen trousers, and again neat and Tidy's is on the bed.

The two sit on the edge of the bed.

"This is the first one. It should be worn when you are two or three years old. There are a total of 16 articles here, enough for me to wear to 18 years old..."

About twenty minutes later, he put Old Hu’s head and grandfather Chen Mo’s friendship and so on, the whole sequence of events Speak clearly.

The chair is a little bit tall, and Zhong Lei wearing cropped trousers has two slender legs dangling.

Chen Feng only glanced a little longer, for fear The soul is gone, so don't turn your face away.

Zhong Lei sighed, "It turns out that it is. Ugh. The old man should be very sad when he died, right? "

Chen Feng looked up at the sky, "Yes, that is inevitable." "

"Fortunately, you met at least one side of your grandfather. Thanks to Lu Wei for this. "

"en. But I still have regrets. "

"What regrets?" "

Chen Feng shook the head and refused to talk about it.

"Wait, you just said that when you participated in the family banquet at Hu grandfather's house, it was fun to see others at home, four generations In the same class, share family relationships. There is a smell of envy in your tone. "

Chen Feng: "..."

Miscalculation.

Forget that Zhong Lei is also a freak.

Just telling the story Shi was too involved, and she inadvertently exposed some of her thoughts, which she saw through.

"Right, right? "

Zhong Lei pushed Chen Feng's shoulder down.

Chen Feng is obediently nodded, "Yes, this is indeed grandfather's regret." He asked if I had a wife. I said yes. He was very happy, and he asked me if I had a baby. I said no, although he was covering up, I could feel his loss. Alas..."

Zhong Lei also sighed.

"Although I know that I can’t be too harsh to see the previous side, but sometimes I think if I can see it sooner , How good is it to spend more time together? "

Zhong Lei: "But even if it's just such a short meeting, you have worked hard for thousands of years." If it were not for you to gradually become better, others would not have thought of mobilizing such a huge social resource for your affairs. It's really difficult to trace your life experience. There is a kidnapped kidnapped in my hometown. The family is quite rich and I haven't been able to find it for many years. "

Chen Feng nodded, "Maybe this is fate, I admit it." People, you have to know how to get enough. "

Zhong Lei: "But if we can do better, we still have to try. ”

"en. ”

The conversation was almost the same, and the atmosphere in the room gradually became a little weird.

Chen Feng pretended to look nervously at his watch, then turned his head to look He said to Zhong Lei, "I need to go to bed early tonight. "

Very obvious hint, full marks.

Zhong Lei turned his face away, expressionless, "Oh. Then what? "

"It will be a bit too late. You will have classes tomorrow morning. It is not convenient to live here. I will send you back. "

Zhong Lei: "Lesna and I are on leave. There will be no class tomorrow morning." "

Chen Feng: "..."

Zhong Lei: "I saw something on your computer the other day. "

"Huh? What? Sheet music? "

"No. "

"What's that? "

Zhong Lei: "Let's not talk about this yet." I ask you another thing. When it comes to fighting for mankind, do you feel that you have really achieved perfection? "

Chen Feng wanted to lie, but he remembered another thing in his mind. He obviously had better genes, but in the matter of leaving offspring, he was really overwhelmed by the fatty, unable to refute it. .

He shook the head, "Not perfect. "

"Where are you so bad?" "

"A lot, in short, I still have a lot of energy left. "

Zhong Lei no longer asked what it was, and said: "Why stay? "

"Because...because of my morality. "

"In addition, you obviously envy others' children and grandchildren, but you always let yourself and me die alone. Are you worthy of yourself, worthy of me? "

Speaking of this step, I have already talked about it.

Chen Feng didn't expect Zhong Lei's offensive today is so fierce, he only smiled bitterly and shook his head: "I didn't Have you said it? It's impossible, my genes..."

"How can I know if I don't try? I tried it, and I don't regret it if I didn't succeed. But giving up without trying is another concept. Fatty Ou everyone knows striving to the utmost. Your genes can change the times, but don't try. Are you not ashamed? Are you worthy of your dead comrades? You are our leader, you have to be more responsible. "

In this debate, Chen Feng was completely defeated.

For a long time, he was nodded, "Then let's go back and try the baby." "

Zhong Lei almost fainted on the spot, "Pretend, are you still pretending?" What I saw on your computer were those'documentaries' you watched in college, um, biology, which is about reproduction. "

Chen Feng: "Hiss..."

Insane.

He silently moved his chair to the side, "Would you like this?" "

Zhong Lei raised his eyes to look at him, "I've been waiting for you to take the initiative." After all, you used to be very active, you even peeped at me from my collar. But now I find that it won't work anymore. I want to write a love song, so I try to think about it. But no matter how thorough I think it is, I always feel that it's just a matter of time. I know why. We missed one very important thing. Of course, it may not be useful to do it, but I want to try it. Why, I’m not pretty enough to be attractive to you? "

Chen Feng was stunned.

He remembered the evaluation of Zhong Lei in the history books. He likes and hates clearly, swift and decisive.

Chen Feng still I remember the embarrassment when I was blocked by her fiercely when I tried to strike up a conversation with Zhong Lei for the first time.

At that time, he only thought that this person was sick and had a gun.

Later, she understood that when she dealt with strangers she didn’t like, she was just like that. Saying that she bored you bored you, without covering up.

Now Chen Feng understands better, she and the person she likes This is also the case when dealing with, once you make up your mind, you will step on the accelerator to death, without brakes.

There may be many factors that contributed to Zhong Lei's current decision.

Lu Wei’s marriage contract, a small video on Chen Feng’s computer, Chen Feng’s envy that he accidentally expressed when talking about other people’s families, Ou Junlang’s struggle to be a good stallion, and most of all, Zhong Lei's personal thoughts about what love is.

Chen Feng gradually became dry.

Zhong Lei, who knows his personality very well, has now become a man. Guide, she squeezed Chen Feng's hand, "Do you know the biggest difference between a man and a woman? "

"Know, rational and emotional. "

"Yes. "

"If I want to write the best song, I need to push my sensibility to the extreme. Nor can we consider this matter solely for the purpose of reproducing offspring. I want to try without thinking about anything, and simply act according to my own desires. I want to fight it once. In fact, there is one thing I have always wanted to tell you. You are always worried that this will affect my creation of Morrowind, but that is actually an extra persona you imposed on me. I can tell you clearly, no. I don’t know how logic and ethics should be judged when you go to the future. But at least I can still be sure that you are you now, so..."

Chen Feng looked at her quietly, "I understand. "

The long night in Los Angeles will be long after all.

It's hard to say that it's hard to restrain yourself when the love is so strong, or where water flows, a canal is formed, the two have gone through a lot. After all the twists and turns, I finally came to this step.

Everything was plain and vigorous.

In this brief moment, the two did not consider the future or the past.

This combination seems to have countless reasons and concerns, but in fact it is simple and simple, and it also happened in countless ordinary people's homes.

It is this period of symphony construction. It has become the ladder of human civilization since several millions years ago, step by step to today.

Reproduction.

I don’t know when it started, obviously it is a very simple and noble reproduction. There are countless additional meanings added to the world, either praise or derogation.

However, no matter where the impulse originates, and for any reason, the ultimate foundation is the most primordial instinct of living things.

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Although Zhong Lei and Chen Feng have done countless psychological constructions, both of them are very clear about what it means to civilization if they can produce offspring.

Can’t restrain the fantasies.

Chen Feng thought that this was unfair to Zhong Lei, and he would feel guilty.

But Zhong Lei first opened up the words and felt guilty. Naturally disappeared.

Actually, the nature of returning to the reproductive instinct is not lowly. Love is the psychological pursuit that comes out after material life is fully satisfied.

It is commonly known as eating too much, so I can think too much in my mind.

In primordial society, every day just coping with life and death crisis is exhausted. There is no time to think about love, wondering about beauty or ugliness, or handsomeness. It is life that can give birth to a baby. The greatest achievement.

But no one will laugh at primordial people’s view of marriage, because without the indulgence of primordial humans, where can the sweet love of modern people come from?