If love has a destiny

Gu Yuwei felt that her nose was sour in an instant! There were tears in my eyes--

She thought of the days when she was with King Zhao last year, the days when they got along day and night, the days when King Zhao accompanied her to dinner... Every time he would bring her soup and say the same sentence: "girl, drink slowly --"

This warm feeling, like the current of happiness, spread all over her body in an instant, and her heart was softened in an instant!

However, she dared not let him find out. She could not let him find out!

She lowered her head, her long hair covered her cheeks and her eyes. Zhao Muchen sat on her side and couldn't see the change of her expression. What's more, she began to cry at the moment!

Gu Yuwei's hand holding the spoon was still a little trembling. Her hand betrayed her!

Zhao Muchen looked at her slightly shaking hand and knew that the girl's heart began to tremble again. She is a delicate but fragile woman. She is a very sensitive but pretending to be strong woman. He knows her too well!

"Girl -" Zhao Muchen gently pressed her long hair on her ears with his hand. He found that there were crystal tears on her long eyelashes!

"Girl --" Zhao Muchen put his hand around her shoulder and rubbed her shoulder with his warm and thick palm, "do you know how much I miss you?! Girl -- "

She pursed her mouth and tears came out uncontrollably. She wanted to tell him: I know, I know! I miss you,too!

But she can't say it! She only felt that there was a huge resistance in her throat, blocking her inner words in her chest, which made her heart very depressed!

"Girl, look at me --" Zhao Muchen put his hands around her shoulders and asked her to face him, "tell King Zhao, do you want me?!"

She lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid that she would completely melt herself as long as she looked at him!

However, her tears flowed down and filled her cheeks.

"Girl, why do you embarrass yourself so much?! Why do you deliberately hide from me when you think of me in your heart?! Why?! " Zhao Muchen looked at her and said painfully, "it's torture for you and me. It's a great torture --"

She tried not to cry, but there was a choking sound in her throat. The depression in her heart almost swallowed her!

"Girl -- I'm sorry, it's me! I know that King Zhao is bad. King Zhao hurt you and tortured you. I can't blame you, but myself -- you know, girl, because of this, although I miss you very much, I dare not contact you. I dare not give you information and tell you when I miss you as before, I hope you can immediately appear in front of me -- "Zhao Muchen hugged her and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Gu Yuwei feels like a puppet. In front of him and in his arms, she is completely controlled by him. She can't control herself!

The smell of the familiar man on him made her intoxicated at once! She is so eager for his warm and strong chest, she is so attached to him, which brings her this sense of security, but -- but this sense of security is actually not safe at all, not at all!

She once thought that after him, she could have the world and become the safest and happiest woman.

However, she was wrong. Not only did she not get this safety and happiness, but she became the saddest and most painful woman in the world!

She lost everything she wanted, lost everything in an instant!

No, she can't be intoxicated in his arms anymore. This is the gentle trap!

She closed her eyes and told herself firmly in her heart, let's go, Gu Yuwei! You can't look back!

So, when Zhao Muchen was also intoxicated with her taste, she pushed him away so resolutely and broke free from his arms!

Zhao Muchen was originally feeling the long lost warmth with his eyes closed. As soon as she pushed him away, he woke up in an instant! Open your eyes and look at her!

Gu Yuwei looked at him in tears. Her face was full of tears, with endless pain and entanglement. Her eyes were full of sadness and helplessness--

"Girl --" Zhao Muchen looked at her, "just say what you want. Don't hold it in your heart! If you want to scold King Zhao, you can scold happily. I understand your mood. I can feel your pain -- because your pain is also my pain! Girl -- "

Gu Yuwei shook her head. In the hazy tears, the appearance of King Zhao blurred. His short hair seemed to be mixed with silver hair, so obvious and dazzling--

Zhao Wang is old. Zhao Wang is thin. She hasn't seen him for a few months. This tall man in her eyes is a lot older. He looks so tired and haggard!

She remembered that she had said that he was not allowed to grow old. He could not grow old and would not grow old. He would always be young.

This is all a dream. How ridiculous! Years urge people to grow old, everyone will grow old, and no one can escape the laws of nature. However, the aging of King Zhao is so fast. The king Zhao in front of him seems to be many years old all at once.

Before, she never thought he was old. She thought he was so young, full of strength and charm. He is the male god in her heart.

However, why is the king of Zhao suddenly old?! Is there really something wrong with your body?! Or is it because their feelings have come to such a half dead state today?!

Gu Yuwei is not sure whether it is because of their feelings. However, she remembers that Ma Lili told her that men are easy to forget about feelings, and only women can indulge in a relationship.

However, no matter what kind, in the face of the suddenly aging King Zhao, her heart is still so painful--

She couldn't help reaching out and stroking his cheek, but she couldn't say a word--

Zhao Muchen knew that the girl's heart could not forget him, let alone abandon him.

He gently covered the back of her hand and held her hand tightly in his heart--

"Girl -- I love you, very much --" he looked at her and said, with a damp mist in his eyes.

"King Zhao --"

Gu Yuwei finally sent out these two words from her throat. They were extremely difficult and sour. These two words brought her more tears--

"Girl --" Zhao Muchen held out her hand and gently wiped the tears off her face. "King Zhao wants to tell you, give King Zhao some time and let me deal with my own affairs. I will explain our feelings, okay?!"

Gu Yuwei listened to his words with deep consternation in her heart! This is the first time that King Zhao said such a thing to her! He never said before, never said to give an account of their feelings! What is he suggesting?! Divorce his wife?! Really free and come with her?! Is it possible?! How is that possible?!

However, King Zhao is not a person who promises easily! Why did he say that?! Have you really started doing this?!

"What did you say?" Gu Yuwei looked at him and asked in amazement. She didn't believe what she heard was true.

"Give King Zhao some time and let me deal with my own affairs. I'll explain our feelings, okay?!" Zhao Muchen looked at her again and said that his eyes were so determined.

Gu Yuwei closed her eyes and shook her head again. She couldn't believe it. She really couldn't believe it!

"King Zhao -- I know, you love me and I love you! I know, neither of us can let anyone go, but -- King Zhao, do you know? I love you. How deep I miss you, how painful my heart is -- "

Gu Yuwei felt that her heart was tightly pulled together again, and she was in severe pain!

In her mind, in her heart, she is constantly echoing the most familiar and sad poem, the poem of Tagore--

The furthest distance in the world

Not the distance between life and death

But I stand in front of you

You don't know I love you

The furthest distance in the world

I'm not standing in front of you

You don't know I love you

But love to obsession

But I can't say I love you

The furthest distance in the world

No, I can't say I love you

But I miss you

But can only be buried in the bottom of my heart

The furthest distance in the world

No, I can't say I miss you

But love each other

But can't be together

The furthest distance in the world

Not love each other

But can't be together

But knowing that true love is invincible

But pretend not to care

The furthest distance in the world

Not the distance between trees

But branches of the same root

But can't depend on each other in the wind

The furthest distance in the world

It's not that the branches can't depend on each other

But stars looking at each other

But there is no track of intersection

The furthest distance in the world

Not tracks between stars

But even though the tracks meet

But in the twinkling of an eye, there was nowhere to find

The furthest distance in the world

Not in an instant, there is nowhere to find

But not yet met

It's destined not to be together

The furthest distance in the world

Is the distance between fish and birds

One in the sky

One is deep under the sea

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She felt that she and King Zhao were so sad. They loved each other, but they couldn't be together! Obviously, acacia is deep-rooted, but it can only be buried in the bottom of my heart! They are not the tracks of stars. Even if they meet occasionally, they have nowhere to find in an instant! Between them, one is in the sky, the other is deep under the sea!

Between them, is the furthest distance in the world!

"I know, girl, I know! How could I not know? " Zhao Muchen made another effort and hugged her tightly in his arms. "I feel your heartache. I miss you and can't see you all the time. I often miss you in the dark in the long night. When I miss you, I have sweet and deep-seated pain in my heart! Girl, I'm sorry -- "

Gu Yuwei's face is deeply buried in his chest. Her warm and generous shoulders make her unable to extricate herself! She wanted to break free again, but she was firmly held by him!

She only cried on his chest, all the grievances and pain, suppressed the thoughts for so long, surged out again! She couldn't help putting her arms around his neck and began to cry loudly--

"I'm sorry, girl --" Zhao Muchen stroked her hair and kept comforting her. He held her tightly in his arms and never let her leave his arms again. He cherished it like a lost baby and didn't dare to relax at all.

She cried in his arms and shook her head desperately. She didn't want him to say sorry! Love is never sorry! She is willing to fall in love with him. It is her own will that determines her step by step to the present. In this relationship, she gave all her love and gained a true love from King Zhao. She didn't blame him and never blamed him!

However, she blames god's trick. Why should she meet him and let her fall in love with him?! Since they were given the opportunity, why did they take their most beloved child so cruelly and let her experience the darkest and most painful pain in life that can never be erased?!