If love has a destiny

Why?

She really wants to shout at the sky!

However, she never vented her anger and grievances like this. She always hid the pain in her heart, laughing in front of people during the day and desolate after people at night.

Zhao Muchen saw Gu Yuwei so sad and wanted to say a few words to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say?! What can he say?! It seems that he can't say anything else except sorry! He feels he owes a girl. He hasn't been clear in his life! The passion and love brought to him by the girl made him feel so young and full of hope for life and the future when he was halfway through his life.

If there is a paradise, if he can give up everything on earth, he is willing to elope with her, seclude to the paradise, and live the simplest and happiest life in the world, like Cowherd and weaver girl, like Dong Yonghe and the seven fairies, men work and women weave, work at sunrise and rest at sunset... However, these are dreams. These are myths. Cowherd and weaver girl are finally separated from each other, We can only meet at magpie bridge once a year. Dong Yong and the seven fairies are also tragedies... The pain of mortals also exists in the fairies.

The vast universe always seems to bring endless suffering to people!

Zhao Muchen only held her tightly, put his jaw against her hair, closed his eyes, felt her breath, felt her entanglement and pain, and his heart was also full of pain!

The last scene of his quarrel with Ou Xiaoli appeared in his mind. Ou Xiaoli looked at him in despair. He resolutely walked out of the house and never looked back! They have completely disintegrated!

Zhao Muchen, since you can't go back and can't get back together, give up! Completely give up Ou Xiaoli, make yourself a free person, and then stay with the girl, give her a fair love, and give her a safe and stable home -- the only pity is that they will never have children again, because the girl has lost her fertility.

Zhao Muchen hopes to have more children. He can watch the child grow up slowly, give her (him) the best life, and do his best to cultivate the child. He believes that his child will be very excellent. Like Nini, he is a very excellent and promising child!

But -- it's no longer possible!

Thinking of this, Zhao Muchen couldn't help her tears and slid down the corners of her eyes--

Life is always difficult to complete, Zhao Muchen, don't expect too much! With a girl with you, you are already very happy! Zhao Muchen comforted himself in his heart.

Gu Yuwei in her arms began to cry, and gradually became a whimper. For a long time, she finally calmed down and lay soft in his arms.

He felt that her body was sweating, there were tiny beads of sweat on her forehead and tears on her cheeks.

He picked up her face and painfully wiped the tears from her face--

"Girl --" he looked at her with love and pity in his eyes, "have a drink --"

With that, he stood up and poured her a cup of chrysanthemum tea. At the same time, he also poured himself a cup of chrysanthemum tea.

Gu Yuwei cried for a long time. She really felt a little thirsty and vented. She felt much more comfortable in her heart.

When she is alone, her sadness can only stay in the bottom of her heart and can never be vented. However, as long as she sees King Zhao, she can't control her emotions. That kind of entanglement and pain will make her want to cry, every time.

She took a few sips of chrysanthemum tea and finally looked up at the king of Zhao in front of her.

Zhao Muchen smiled. How he wished to see the girl smile! She was so miserable when he saw her these times, which made him feel very uncomfortable.

"Girl -- what Zhao Wang said just now is true. Give me a little time to deal with my own affairs, and I will explain our love --" Zhao Muchen said again.

Gu Yuwei pursed her mouth at him and didn't speak.

Let her really listen! Whether true or false, he now has this plan, which shows that he thinks so. Just a little time. How long does it take?! half a year?! a year?! for three or five years?! Or is it a long way off?! She didn't know, so she didn't dare to hope.

She looked at the king Zhao in front of her and couldn't help asking, "are you too tired recently?"

He smiled again. When he heard that the girl cared about him, his heart felt extra warm. It was a kind of happiness to be loved; At the same time, falling in love with the person who loves you is a kind of happiness!

He felt that the girl had returned to her original appearance and was his favorite and tenderest little girl.

"It's OK --" he said, holding her slender hand. He felt very comfortable every time he held it in his palm.

"Why have you lost so much weight?! White hair came out -- "she said, and her eyes were red again.

"Oh, silly girl, when King Zhao is old, people will be old. This is the law of nature!" He said, pretending to be relaxed.

In fact, his heart is very sour. Why has he lost so much weight during this period?! So much white hair?! Not because the work is tired, but because the heart is tired. The heart is very tired. It is always indecisive. I don't know what to do?!

Ou Xiaoli and Gu Yuwei, what should he do?!

Emotionally, he should have given up Ou Xiaoli for a long time. However, there are too many connections between them. After more than 20 years of relationship, it is not so easy to solve it! Moreover, once he and Ou Xiaoli divorce, will his official career be affected?! He is really worried! I have great worries! A man's career is a day. Without this day, he would be nothing!

In his heart, he has already given love to Yuwei girl. However, there are too many obstacles between them. If they want to really come together, it is not just his personal efforts that can decide. Can Yuwei girl stay with him forever?! He has no bottom in his heart. After all, she is still young, and there is too much age difference between them. When he is old, she is still the summer of her life. It is the season of youth. Can she be willing to guard him, a retired bad old man?!

If the second marriage faces disintegration, it will be a disaster and a fatal blow in his life!

This is also the problem he has been thinking about recently!

In short, it's hard to advance and retreat!

The road of life is long, but the key is only a few steps. He felt that this was also a key step in his life.

Sometimes Zhao Muchen also feels that he is not a man enough. Why is he so hesitant?! So indecisive?! Why can't you love it recklessly?! Love him, love him! As a song sings: love when you die, not incisively and vividly, not happy, how deep your feelings are. Only in this way can you express yourself enough; Love when you die. Don't cry until you smile. The heart of the destruction of the universe is still there. Love each other every day as the last day; Every minute is so beautiful that tears fall down, regardless of whether others are optimistic or bad. As long as you come with me bravely, love doesn't need to be arranged deliberately. It will be very happy to kiss and hug each other by feeling; Enjoy now. Don't be afraid of being hurt as soon as you are happy. Many miracles exist only when we believe

How well the song is sung! This kind of love is the bravest and most erosive... The most unstoppable love!

However, Zhao Muchen did not dare to do so!

That's the madness and enthusiasm of young people! Because they are young, they can love regardless of everything. Even if they love wrong, they can start again! Even if you are hurt, you can still recover and love again! But he can't! Because he is not young anymore! He has gone through half of his life. He has no chance to experience failure again. Failure is destruction and an abyss of eternal doom for him! He can't!

He is a grassroots, step by step to today, is also very hard won!

It can be said that if the appearance of Yuwei girl had not touched his heart, he would not have come to this step with Ou Xiaoli! He also sighed in his heart that this love came too late and missed the most brilliant age in his life--

This is the trace that years bring to an old man, the deep trace in his heart! In a word, he can't afford to lose!

At his age and position, he can't afford to lose any more! Therefore, every step he took, he had to think before and after, and he had to be careful, like walking on thin ice!

"No, you can't be old. You promised me! You can't keep your word -- "she said with tears, but she cherished him so much in her heart.

"Ha ha --" he smiled again. This time he smiled from his heart. He was really happy! He felt that the girl really came back. This is his girl, silly, so cute.

"Well, I promise you, you can't be old --" he said with a smile, "but this is not an old elixir. You have to give it to me --"

Gu Yuwei looked at him and understood what he meant. But she dared not answer, because she had no bottom in her heart.

The so-called once bitten by a snake for ten years, she is now in such a state of mind! Her heart shuddered at the thought of his wife Ou Xiaoli and her sister Ou Xiaomei's ferocious face!

She lowered her head again and hesitated in silence!

He gently lifted her chin, looked at her melancholy eyes, and the tears in his eyes -- for a moment, he couldn't restrain his inner impulse!

He kissed her lips without hesitation!

Oh--

She didn't seem to have time to respond, so he held her small mouth in his mouth--

She originally told herself that she must resist, she must resist! However, at the moment he held her lips, she felt that her consciousness was blurred and her brain was out of control!

She couldn't help catering to his kiss!

oh King Zhao! Zhao Wang--

She cried in her heart.

I haven't felt so intoxicated for too long! I haven't felt so intoxicated for too long! This erosive... Bone like storm like fanatical kiss ignited the feelings deposited in her heart in an instant!

She felt like a tree suffering from drought and finally ushered in rain. She sucked greedily, sucking heartily, sucking the rain, dew and thunder he brought her--

Oh, that's wonderful! The beauty of a kiss, the excitement of an accelerated heartbeat, the unspeakable love that intoxicates both body and mind! No one can resist it!

The reason why love is beautiful is that it brings people such deep-rooted intoxication! Dopamine produced in the brain can instantly bring people into the wonderful realm of lust... Immortality and death, let you forget all the pain and suffering, and only remember the wonderful existence of this moment.

Gu Yuwei and Zhao Muchen are like this at the moment.

After a long goodbye, this kiss made them realize the beauty brought by love again. This feeling, they don't want to give up again! Can't give up!