It's Not Easy To Love

I am a Vampire!!

I sat in front of the ŀȧptop for a long time without moving, my thoughts running wild, I was scared and confused...

How can it be possible?? How can I be a predetator ?? A Vampire!! No No must be a mistaken, but I did just killed someone and satted my blood thirst and it felt good,, so how can I deny that..

but one thing keep coming back to my mind that why now?? why after all this time??

I have been living in this house for past month and it never happened than why now??

my mind became more confused...

I sat there still not moving an inch as the night fall..

It is true that I haven't slept in this past month not even for a second, but I thought that was due to injuries and my tensed up mind as I can't remember my identity.. but now this..

What am I suppose to do now??

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door and I heard Andy's voice she asked me to wake up as their is school today.. I blinked my eyes few times and came back to my senses and looked out the window it was light, I saw the the time and it was 6:30 am..

I sat their whole night in a daze not understanding my situation.. then suddenly I heard a bang on my door and came back to my senses again and called back yes getting ready give me some time..

I got ready for school..

I combed my hairs and saw myself in the mirror, I can feel the strange aura around me as the image in the mirror was dazzling..

I picked my comb again and tied my hair in a tight bun and picked up my round geek glasses which I purchased other day for fun..

I looked up and saw a geeky girl with a dull personality and decided to follow this look for school as I wanted to keep low profile until I found the truth about myself..

I picked up my bag and left my room.. I didn't want sis to nag on my look so I head straight for the exit shouting I am leaving will buy something for lunch..

I heard Andy behind me saying be safe.. take care..