JUST 3 WORDS

SHAYLA

I missed my best friend Macy. She left our school due to her grandmother who was in some illness that I do not know what. It was just unexpected decision she made few months ago I left here all alone without her. 

However, we still keep in touch by texting or video chatting and we made a promise that no matter where she and I go we are still best of friends.

I do have other friends but not as best as her like it seems we are soulmate. However, I did not tell her about my secret during my birthday about Zander and me.  

About the sex or I got hurt thinking about that night. Even when Macy told me about leaving only her but her family was staying, blah, blah, blah. I never got the guts to open single of my problems of heart.

Those few weeks I did a good job pretending nothing is going on with my life act as what it is and perfect. I am good in hiding my feelings and acted like it was nothing but whenever I am in my room lying in bed I could be me.

I cried silently thinking about that night of my birthday of what happen. The look of his eyes as if he was regret about the sex I do not regrets the thing we did. 

Honestly, I feel something more to him not just a simple crush. I am falling in love to my brother's best friend. That is why I am hurting avoiding him was more painful because I missed him too.

Another Friday night alone in my room lying in my bed was just another lonely me. I just finished talking with Macy about her days and I the same. Another Friday that I was stuck in my room, even there is a party outside but here I am again with my book at hand.

I sighed then I grabbed my book and continued reading where the last page I was. 

I heard a doorbell rang downstairs. I looked up my clock and it was 11. Who could that be at this time of the night? I climbed out from my bed and walked downstairs to open the door.

I peeked at the pinhole and my heart was pounding. It was Zander on the door and I was nervous. 'What is he doing here?'

I took a deep breath before I opened the door.

"Hi" he said and I saw just stood there staring at me in confusion.

"What are you in here at this hour?" I said pouting my lips and frown.

"I came here for you. To talk to you I Miss you. I am sorry." He said without pause.

I was in shock my mouth slightly open and I do not know what to say. As if my mind was not in, the right track that travel to the outer space.