Lin Shilang Gu

"Do you say you are fashionable? Or are you old-fashioned?" Cheng Guiyuan pushed the water glass in front of her forward.

Running away from home is old-fashioned to others, but fashionable to Gu Yanqiu.

Yesterday, during the day, Gu Yanqiu and Lin Yuewei left the arena one after the other, but Cheng Guiyuan went to a night show, and the second generation did not come back until midnight. She was different from a good girl like Gu Yanqiu, she originally liked it. Play, in that kind of occasion like a duck in water.

It was already three in the morning after she went home to wash and went to bed, and she felt that she was woken up by the phone as soon as she touched the pillow.

Gu Yanqiu said that at the gate of her community, Cheng Guiyuan thought she was dreaming, so she fell back to sleep, and after a while she suddenly reacted and glanced at her phone. It was really Gu Yanqiu's call, and she immediately woke up, not even her clothes. Without changing, he put on a thick nightgown and drove out to pick up Gu Yanqiu.

Gu Yanqiu seemed to be in a hurry when he came out. He didn't need to drive, so he put on a thin autumn coat, and his lips were white from the cold at the gate of the community, like a homeless stray dog.

She took Gu Yanqiu home, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother had already woken up, Cheng's father had met Gu Yanqiu, at that dinner last time, but Cheng's mother did not, but she knew her daughter's sexual orientation and thought it was her girlfriend, Immediately, he looked at Gu Yanqiu from head to toe with the pair of 24K pure gold laser eyes, and nodded frequently.

This one looks more reliable than the ones she's handed in before.

Cheng's mother doesn't care that Cheng Guiyuan likes men and women, but she is very worried about her uneasy temperament. She still hopes that women can have a partner who can rely on each other. She has a very positive attitude towards Gu Yanqiu, and even gives her a big red envelope when she comes up. .

Cheng Guiyuan embarrassedly snatched Gu Yanqiu back from her mother's hand and hurriedly took it to her room.

Gu Yanqiu eased his stiff arms and legs in the heated room, took a sip of warm water, and said with a wry smile, "Don't make fun of me."

"Have a quarrel?" Cheng Guiyuan said.

Gu Yanqiu nodded.

"A little more serious than a quarrel?" Cheng Guiyuan felt that just quarreling would not be able to make trouble about running away from home. Gu Yanqiu was not that kind of person.

Gu Yanqiu hesitated, then nodded again.

Cheng Guiyuan glanced at her and stopped asking.

As I said before, Gu Yanqiu and her are not friends who talk about everything in the public sense, but they each have their own secrets and keep the boundaries between each other. She could see that although Gu Yanqiu came to find her, he actually had to struggle whether to tell her all about it.

Gu Yanqiu doesn't seem to have many friends in China. Cheng Guiyuan thought so.

She never forced others, whether it was a lover or a friend, she closed the tie of the nightgown, moved the notebook over to open it, put it on the coffee table, and played a small game - mine sweeping.

Today's luck is not very good, click to explode the thunder, and the game ends immediately.

Cheng Guiyuan suffered repeated defeats and battles, and persevered to "die", and finally waited for Gu Yanqiu to speak.

Gu Yanqiu twisted his hands together, his eyes couldn't hide the tiredness, and said slowly, "I don't know how to face her, I was sleepwalking again last night."

Gu Yanqiu knows her mental state very well. She had this intuition before going to bed last night. She might be sleepwalking, so she made some arrangements in advance. When she woke up, she went downstairs and saw the living room trash can full of tissues. She immediately confirmed it. .

"So you ran away?" Cheng Guiyuan pinched her eyebrows.

If she used to think that Gu Yanqiu was in love with a junior high school student, she admitted that she was wrong, Gu Yanqiu was probably talking about death mode, and she didn't know it. Sure enough, first love is trouble. Her years of experience have told her that it is best not to touch people who have no love experience. The last lesson was that high school student in country M.

"I didn't run." Gu Yanqiu denied.

"Did you tell anyone beforehand?"

"No."

"Isn't that just running away?" Cheng Guiyuan didn't give her face at all, and poked.

"..."

"You'd better send a message before she wakes up and tell her that you are here with me, or go out to relax." Cheng Guiyuan suggested to her.

Gu Yanqiu took out his mobile phone from his jacket pocket.

Cheng Guiyuan raised her chin: "Hurry up and send a message, don't you want me to do it for you this time?"

Gu Yanqiu suddenly remembered something: "Actually... the last time you sent me a message of reconciliation, I withdrew it after you left."

Cheng Guiyuan: "..."

She vomited blood.

Okay, don't take it.

Gu Yanqiu curled his lips and smiled.

Cheng Guiyuan was rarely angry, raised her eyebrows, and said, "Are you still laughing?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "I'm not laughing at you."

It was she who remembered something again. That time, because she withdrew the message Cheng Guiyuan sent her on behalf of her, she and Lin Yuewei had a cold war for several days, until after Lin Yuewei came back, the two were still arguing. In the end, they reconciled, and Lin Yuewei also took her to see Shao Yasi, showed her their marriage certificate, and generously announced their relationship.

Lin Yuewei likes her, she should not doubt it.

Cheng Guiyuan clasped the coffee table with her knuckles: "I'm back to my senses, I'm back to my senses."

The women who are in love are all gods and gods. Cheng Guiyuan asked her several times if she still needed herself. Gu Yanqiu gave her a negative answer, and she went to sleep on her own.

Heaven and earth are big, not as big as her sleep.

Cheng Guiyuan turned her back to her and closed her eyes.

Gu Yanqiu: "Last time we two..."

Cheng Guiyuan closed her eyes: "Huh?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "It's nothing."

She hesitated with her hand on the phone screen. It seemed that she cried out for the last reconciliation. Lin Yuewei was very afraid of her crying. Once she saw her crying, she would admit her mistake, regardless of whether she was right or wrong.

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***

Lin Yuewei found Gu Yanqiu's contact information from her mobile phone while giving herself comfort, and pressed it hard. If it weren't for the high quality of the mobile phone screen, this would have made her press it to pieces.

The phone is on, beep-beep-beep-

A long voice.

Lin Yuewei paced the room anxiously.

"Hey." Picked up over there.

"Gu Yanqiu!" Lin Yue roared slightly.

"Well." Gu Yanqiu's voice was indifferent, which formed a strong contrast with Lin Yuewei's anger. Gu Yanqiu thought pessimistically, why do I keep making her angry, but I can't do anything about it.

"Where did you go?!" Lin Yuewei continued to roar, and the whole house could hear the shock. Ran Qingqing raised her head from the downstairs and started to go up the stairs.

"I'm at Cheng Guiyuan's house."

"Why are you going to her house?!" If Lin Yuewei's anger was at 50 at the beginning, with Gu Yanqiu's increase, it has now soared to 80, and it continues to rise.

"I just wanted to come here." Gu Yanqiu was telling the truth, she didn't dare to face Lin Yuewei, and she had no other friends, so she could only come here to Cheng Guiyuan.

Lin Yuewei's anger is about to reach its peak, Gu Yanqiu will always know how to make her angry, and only she can do this, "So you just don't want to stay with me, do you?"

"No..." Gu Yanqiu opened his mouth slightly.

Lin Yuewei: "Where did I offend you? Or where did I feel sorry for you, you hate me so much?"

Gu Yanqiu closed his mouth and listened silently.

Lin Yuewei was trembling with anger, stretched out his hand and clasped the edge of the window sill tightly, so as not to let the harsher words come out: "Please ask yourself, is it my fault for what happened yesterday? You are not at all wrong? I am not. I didn't give you a chance to talk about it. You refused every time. I owe you in my last life? You will forgive me when I kneel in front of you and admit my mistake, right?"

"I'm not..." Gu Yanqiu was full of powerlessness, she was obviously not what Lin Yuewei said.

"Then you say, what do you want me to do before you come back?"

"I'll be back, just not now."

"You want to stay with Cheng Guiyuan all the time?"

"……Yes."

"Okay, do what you like." Lin Yuewei simply hung up the phone.

Ran Qingqing pushed open the door and entered, only to see her daughter smashing the phone on the bed.

Ran Qingqing frowned: "I heard you yelling downstairs, didn't you make a phone call, was it louder than someone else?"

Lin Yuewei glared at her.

Ran Qingqing: "Still staring, only you have two bull's eyes."

Lin Yuewei stared at her for a while, then suddenly closed her eyes, raised her hand and wiped her eyes, preventing her mother from looking at her.

Ran Qingqing sighed, and the words that had originally poured into her throat to criticize her temporarily poured back, and said comfortably: "Why are you crying, you still have a mother without a wife."

Lin Yuewei rolled himself up on the bed, hugged his knees with both hands, buried his face in the middle of the knees, and came from below with a crying voice: "Mom, can you avoid it for a while?"

Ran Qingqing: "I won't avoid it. If I avoid you, you don't know how long you will cry. I'm watching here, and you won't be able to cry anymore."

Lin Yuewei raised her face full of tears, angry and aggrieved: "Is it your own mother?"

Ran Qingqing: "It's your mother, can others know you so well?"

"Go out." Lin Yuewei pushed her mother out, Ran Qingqing stood at the door, counting seconds: one, two, three, four, five... At the 300th second, Lin Yuewei pulled away. door and invited her in.

"Can you talk properly?" Ran Qingqing glanced at her.

"Let's talk." Lin Yuewei said in frustration, "I know that I had a bad attitude just now, but I couldn't hold back, and I rushed to my lips without saying anything."

"Are you really happy?" Ran Qingqing asked.

"Can I do this if I'm really happy?" Lin Yuewei pressed the corner of his eye with the tissue in his hand, and couldn't help but swear in a low voice, saying, "I've cried more in love these few months than I did in the first 20 years. There are so many times, I am really convinced.”

"Who?"

"Serve Cupid, who do I serve." Lin Yuewei was annoyed.

Ran Qingqing laughed out loud: "I'm still in the mood to joke at this time, it doesn't seem to be a big deal."

Lin Yuewei sneered and said, "What's the big deal? Who can't live without who? It's a big deal. It's a contract. It was originally a contract.

Ran Qingqing didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

Lin Yuewei: "What do I do?"

Ran Qingqing: "You have the ability to tell her this?"

Lin Yuewei: "Hmph, I'm not capable."

Ran Qingqing: "..."

Lin Yuewei took a deep breath and looked at her mother: "Now it's a good time, you can start, auntie."

Ran Qingqing took on the role of the confidant aunt at the right time, beating her and saying, "Do you remember the incident where she sleepwalked last night, didn't you say you got up in the morning to have a good chat and take her to see a psychiatrist? People are so fragile. , can't you be gentle? Every time you talk, it's like a gun battle, and you can't wait to die with others."

Lin Yuewei just got angry and forgot about this, and when she heard Ran Qingqing's words, she began to feel annoyed, but she still said stubbornly: "What? Is she justified when she is weak? She is fragile, so I have to accommodate her? She is fragile. It's not that the nerves are wrong, what's wrong with running away from home? I have to get used to her?"

Before going to bed last night, Lin Yuewei really planned to get used to Gu Yanqiu for a while, to fix her problems first, openly and honestly, and move towards a harmonious and beautiful future together.

Ran Qingqing euphemistically said: "Others don't need to accommodate her, but you are her wife."

When Lin Yuewei heard "wife" now, she exploded, saying, "She didn't do what I did. How about the illegitimate child at home with Xiaosan and He Meimei's family? Did you take care of her? Who was there when she was sleepwalking? The one who takes care of her, who thinks delicious and fun is the first to think of her, my travel plan is planned to be 80 years old, I am a dignified young lady, in order to coax her to be humble, I am not enough to accommodate her? What about her? I just hide things, don't say anything, I ask her for fear of her crying, and if I don't ask her, I'm afraid of her crying, she's made of water, am I made of iron?"

Ran Qingqing slowly frowned, and finally realized where the heavy discomfort was.

"Are you posing too high?"

"What attitude?"

"Why do I think you have a high sense of charity, and you value your own compromise too much."

"Do I have it?"

"You have." Ran Qingqing said, "Last night you said that you let her go, and you are still talking about this this morning, as if this relationship is maintained by you all the time?"

"I really let her." Lin Yuewei said. Otherwise, the two of them can quarrel to the ground, and this is still the case under her restraint.

"No, you don't understand what I mean. Are you letting this happen out of an instinct of love or out of desperation that you don't want the situation to get worse?"

"Is there a difference?"

"Of course there is, the first one is a benign result of getting along naturally, the second one will cause conflicts to accumulate, and the relationship between the two will become precarious. Do you always think that you have given up so many times and have done it? Good enough, why isn't she satisfied?"

"I..." Lin Yuewei was speechless. She has both. If she has to say, the second is more. She is very afraid of trouble, and she also learned from the deeds of people around her, novels and movies that love is one of the most troublesome things in the world. The plan was not to fall in love for ten years. Later, when I met Gu Yanqiu, I couldn't resist a few times, so I could only put my life into it. She wants to be strong in everything, and cares more about this relationship. If she hadn't figured out that she could make the situation less serious by admitting her mistakes first, she would never have taken the initiative to apologize, and she would have paid special attention to every concession she made.

Ran Qingqing said worriedly: "You can't do this."

The most taboo in relationships is to care about who loves more and who loves less. I let more and you let less. No love in the world is completely equal. Thinking about everything can only pull this love into the abyss.

She began to wonder how the two of them got together, but after using her brain, she figured it out very well. From an outsider's point of view, the two of them are in the same family and are well-informed, especially Gu Yanqiu. Such two people were a natural pair when they were together, but who knew that there would be so many problems when they were really together.

Even Ran Qingqing looked away.

Lin Yuewei: "Why can't I do it?"

Ran Qingqing said with a headache: "Let me think about it." She glanced at Lin Yuewei, and hated that she was incompetent, "How could I have given birth to a daughter like you, she doesn't look like your father at all."

This Lin Yuewei admitted: "Yes, I am like you, you should say that Gu Yanqiu is not like my father."

Ran Qingqing was speechless.

***

Gu Yanqiu poured a handful of cold winter water on his face, the person in the mirror was full of steam on his cheeks, his lips were white, and his expression was full of laughter.

Cheng Guiyuan, who was full of sleep, leaned against the door, "Did you send a message?"

Gu Yanqiu looked at the face of the person in the mirror. If Lin Yuewei saw her like this, she would definitely say that she was trying to kill her again. Fortunately, she is not here now. Gu Yanqiu wiped off the water on his hands before calmly answering Cheng Guiyuan: "No, she called me."

Cheng Guiyuan said with great interest, "Then..."

Gu Yanqiu interrupted her lightly: "There was another quarrel."

Cheng Guiyuan: "..."

Gu Yanqiu passed by her and entered the room: "To be exact, she unilaterally fired at me."

"Because of running away from home?"

"Ok."

"You have a hot temper," Cheng Guiyuan said with a smile.

It's been a long time since I've seen such a fickle love, whether it's on herself or the people around her, fast food life is popular among young people nowadays In the end, nothing is left. It is really rare for Gu Yanqiu and Lin Yuewei to clearly hurt each other but still love each other.

Cheng Guiyuan licked her lips, and became more and more curious about whether they could succeed in their cultivation.

Watching two people with sharp edges and corners willingly smooth their edges and corners for each other and become the most suitable person for each other, once the most tormenting process of this level is over, it is more than the ones she has seen that seem to fit but are undercurrents. I don't know what When there will be problems in love, be more determined. If they can't make it through, it can only mean that the two of them are really not suitable, but at least they have tried their best to maintain this love.

The most important thing in a relationship is not love itself, but teaching us how to love someone.

"Yeah." Gu Yanqiu didn't notice her mental activity and said, "She's fine, I'm not good, making her angry."

Cheng Guiyuan said with emotion, "Is your filter too thick?" From her point of view, Miss Lin's problem is not small, and few people can stand her temper.

Gu Yanqiu pinned the long hair behind her ears, and smiled lightly with the corners of her lips raised slightly: "She also has thick filters, and when she's not arguing, she always says I'm cute every day, I don't think I'm cute at all, She's been saying this for so long that even I almost believe it."

Cheng Guiyuan covered her heart exaggeratedly: "Ah, my single dog's heart hurts so much."

Gu Yanqiu lowered his eyelashes and clenched his fists slightly: "So I need to get better quickly."

Cheng Guiyuan said in her heart that she was too naive, and said with a half-smile, "Do you think everything will be fine when you get better?"

Gu Yanqiu: "Huh?"

Some problems can only be realized by her own experience. Cheng Guiyuan chose not to break it, and said with a smile, "It's nothing, I wish you all the best of luck. I didn't even show up for the last wedding. When will you have another one?"

Gu Yanqiu: "She wants to be a star now, so I'm afraid she won't disclose our relationship in a short time, so it will take a long time."

"Star?" Cheng Guiyuan remembered and raised her eyebrows, unable to control her urgency to see the ending.

"Well, I went to the racecourse because I was afraid that she would be spotted by those second-generations and would play some underhanded tricks, and it would be hard to guard against her."

Cheng Guiyuan fluttered her long hair, lowered her head and braided herself: "It's justified to worry, but there is a problem with the method, you shouldn't be so impulsive, you can say hello to her in advance, and just observe silently after you go. , don't disturb her."

"I know." Gu Yanqiu sighed.

"But you can't control it." Cheng Guiyuan added the last sentence for her.

Gu Yanqiu nodded.

Cheng Guiyuan said, "It's almost lunch time, what time is the psychiatrist's appointment when you go downstairs to eat?"

Gu Yanqiu replied, "Three o'clock in the afternoon."

Cheng Guiyuan said, "Okay, you can take a nap after dinner."

Gu Yanqiu looked preoccupied.

"Thinking about someone again?"

"I'm afraid she hasn't waited for a reply, she will..." Gu Yanqiu didn't say anything.

Cheng Guiyuan opened the door, motioned her to go first, and comforted her: "In just one day, according to your description, your relationship is not so fragile, isn't it still in love, it's not so easy to mention those two words, rest assured."

Gu Yanqiu took back the sigh that poured into his mouth. It's always not good to feel sorry for yourself in front of others, especially when she came here in the morning to disturb people's sleep, and it shouldn't be like this.

"Gui Yuan." Gu Yanqiu turned around and called her.

Cheng Guiyuan was agitated: "What are you doing? Calling me so affectionately, I thought you liked me. I declare in advance that I like those who have experienced many battles, and I don't like troublesome newbies like you." Gu Yanqiu The only thing she could see as a friend other than her was that face. It's interesting to see other people's running-in in love, but if it's her turn, she doesn't want to, she still continues her way.

"..." Gu Yanqiu's original serious look was interrupted by her, and finally he showed a look of laughter and tears, "I just wanted to say thank you."

Cheng Guiyuan: "It should be." She suddenly set her eyes on Gu Yanqiu.

Gu Yanqiu looked himself up and down and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"Look at a golden Bodhisattva," Cheng Guiyuan recited the Buddha's name in a deep voice, "Namo Amitabha."

Gu Yanqiu: "Go."

Cheng Guiyuan showed great joy at this: "It's great like this, don't hold it all the time, you don't think others are too tired."

Gu Yanqiu: "Am I holding it?"

Cheng Guiyuan tutted, "I hold it, and I hold it very well. When I didn't know you before, I thought you were a particularly indifferent person, the kind that you should keep at a distance."

"now what?"

"A rookie in love trapped by love." After Cheng Guiyuan said this, she immediately smeared oil on the soles of her feet and walked away.

"you!"

Gu Yanqiu stood there for a while, shaking his head helplessly and chuckling.

Cheng Guiyuan looked at her from a distance, and after seeing her "you" did not respond, she sighed: "Gu Yanqiu, you are really boring."

The boring Gu Yanqiu smiled.

At 3 o'clock in the afternoon, at the entrance of the psychiatrist's office, the interesting Cheng Guiyuan waved to the bored Gu Yanqiu and looked at her encouragingly: "In order to fall in love, actively cooperate with the doctor."

Gu Yanqiu returned her a confident smile.

After Gu Yanqiu returned to China, he received psychological counseling several times because of too much psychological pressure. But she has also minored in psychology herself, and she almost took the exam. She knows what routines psychiatrists have, and she always cooperates on the surface and refuses to speak her heart out. The doctor prescribed medicine for her. Since the side effects of neurological drugs are relatively large, and there is no major problem with sleepwalking, she stopped the medicine and helped her to carry it. Although the effect was slow, it was gradually getting better. Later, Lin Yuewei appeared, and she quickly "healed" by shifting all her focus to the opponent. In fact, she did not solve the fundamental problem, so the rebound after the collapse of the defense line was particularly strong.

There was no other way, the doctor asked what she answered, and received an in-depth treatment.

It was already dark when we came out, and Cheng Guiyuan, who was waiting outside, got up and greeted him: "How's it going?"

Gu Yanqiu said with a smile: "How can it be so fast?"

Cheng Guiyuan: "If you laugh, it will work."

Gu Yanqiu looked at the sky outside the window and said, "I'm going home."

Cheng Guiyuan: "Go back and kneel on the durian?"

Gu Yanqiu laughed twice again: "Then I'm going to buy two durians now?"

Cheng Guiyuan laughed along.

The two separated at the entrance of the hospital and went back to their respective homes.

Of course, the durians were not bought. Gu Yanqiu thought it was not very elegant for both her and Lin Yuewei to kneel on the durians, so she gave up the plan, but she bought some of them.

After entering the door, Gu Yanqiu didn't dare to call anyone, so Gu Yanqiu left without saying goodbye, which was not good for Lin Yuewei and Ran Qingqing, but Ran Qingqing greeted her lovingly when she saw her: "It's good to come back."

Gu Yanqiu apologized to Ran Qingqing first, then looked around and asked, "Where's Yuewei?"

Ran Qingqing's eyes dodged.

Gu Yanqiu walked upstairs and asked, "What happened to her?"

Ran Qingqing: "She's not at home."

Gu Yanqiu: "What?"

Ran Qingqing: "At noon, she received a temporary notice from the company, saying that there was an event where a star couldn't go. She asked her to go to the rescue and left in a hurry."

Gu Yanqiu was quiet for a while, then hooked his lips and said, "That's it."

Ran Qingqing: "Don't be angry with her."

Gu Yanqiu smiled: "Auntie, you misunderstood, I'm not angry with her."

Ran Qingqing: "Then you are..."

Gu Yanqiu: "Have you cooked? I'll cook at night? Would you like to try my craft?"

Ran Qingqing: "???"

Then Gu Yanqiu went to the kitchen as if nothing was wrong, and served a table of delicious food. Ran Qingqing, the second monk, was confused. After eating, Gu Yanqiu pressed the corner of his mouth with a paper towel. After Ran Qingqing finished eating, he put the The dishes were cleaned up and went upstairs.

***

Lin Yuewei was temporarily replacing someone else. That star was higher than her. Because her personal affairs couldn't come, Chen Xuan couldn't put her in as a substitute. With an impeccable smile, she stood on "Hantian Gao". One night, the house leaked and it rained overnight. When I went back to the hotel, I accidentally stabbed my foot.

It's all Gu Yanqiu's fault, if it weren't for the fact that she wouldn't be left alone.

Lin Yuewei took out a cell phone from his pocket that had no news from Gu Yanqiu all day and night, clicked on the other party's dialog box, typed, and clicked send.

[Two woods: I will really ignore you if you don’t contact me after today! There are still two hours to twelve! 】

Video requests rang at the same time.

Lin Yuewei quickly clicked to connect, and then covered the camera.

There was also a black screen over there, rustling for a while, and then the screen came out. A naive doll rabbit sat on his knees and appeared in the center of the screen, holding a piece of A4 paper in his arms.

Several large characters were written on the cardboard with a black signature pen. It was too far away to be read clearly, but the neat handwriting seemed to be from Gu Yanqiu's handwriting.

Lin Yuewei: "Get closer, you can't see clearly."

The camera moved a little closer.

Lin Yuewei finally saw it clearly, the words were written: [My daughter-in-law, I was wrong, I shouldn't have run away from home] The doll rabbit was wrapped by Gu Yanqiu, and made a cooperative gesture of acknowledging the mistake.

Lin Yuewei: "..."

Where is this playing?

The A4 paper was quickly pulled out by one hand and replaced with another: [Do you see it clearly? 】

Lin Yuewei recalled the afterimage of the hands: "I see clearly."

Another one: [I think you should still be mad at me, so let's communicate like this first] At the end of the sentence, there is also a smiling face with Zhang Mengmeng.