Lin Shilang Gu

Lin Yuewei saw the words on it clearly, and could not help but adjust his posture, becoming a more relaxed sitting cross-legged: "If you write fast enough, I don't mind."

It takes time to see the words clearly, and time just gave her a chance to buffer her mouth.

This method was inspired by Gu Yanqiu from a psychiatrist. Regarding the impulsive words, the psychiatrist suggested a different way of communication. At that time, he suggested writing letters, painting, etc. Gu Yanqiu thought about it by himself and went to I bought a rabbit doll that Lin Yuewei liked, and after eating and taking a bath, he wrote on the table with his head down.

After writing, I will throw away the ones that I think are not good, and leave only the ones with clearer meanings, and the rest will be played on the spot.

Coincidentally, after she arranged it, she planned to send a message to Lin Yuewei and asked her if the event was over. As soon as she turned on her mobile phone, Lin Yuewei's message was sent, and she didn't bother to type, so she sent a video request.

Listening to Lin Yuewei's current tone, he should be in a good mood.

Gu Yanqiu put on a new A4 piece of paper in order: [I went to see a psychiatrist today]

Lin Yuewei: "Did you go with Cheng Guiyuan?"

For such a simple question, Gu Yanqiu pressed the rabbit's head and nodded, saying yes.

Before Lin Yuewei could get angry, Gu Yanqiu folded a new A4 paper on top: [Don't be angry]

Lin Yuewei snorted: "If you don't make me angry, I won't be angry? Don't you know how much you have done yourself? I planned to take you to see a psychiatrist last night, and you and your best friend went there first. What's going on?"

There are a lot of questions, Gu Yanqiu couldn't answer it right away, so he hurriedly wrote a [Wait]

Lin Yuewei restrained himself from laughing.

Gu Yanqiu could see her, so he curved the corners of his lips.

Come one by one.

[It's okay to be angry, I'm apologizing now]

【I know too much】

[I don't know what happened last night, but I made an appointment to see a psychiatrist before]

Lin Yuewei asked, "When was it before?"

The paper was shaken: [Saturday, yesterday during the day]

Lin Yuewei: "Oh." She didn't get in touch with the connection between the two.

Gu Yanqiu took out the one prepared in advance, which was densely packed. She brought the camera very close, and Lin Yuewei looked at it with difficulty.

[I did a lot of wrong things yesterday, I shouldn't have gone to the racecourse without your consent, and I shouldn't have been so frivolous in the public eye, which would have damaged your image]

Gu Yanqiu: "Have you read it yet?"

Lin Yuewei: "After reading it, the next one, can't you speak?"

Gu Yanqiu changed to the next one: "I'm afraid I'll start arguing again when I'm talking, so I'll make things clear first."

[You shouldn't be on the field without taking your own safety in mind, making you fearful]

Lin Yuewei said, "The last thing you should do is not believe me."

Gu Yanqiu wrote a [Yes], and then put it up: [I'm trying to control it now]

Lin Yuewei: "What do you mean by control?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "I can't tell for a while, but I'm sorry for doing such a thing on impulse."

Her voice showed a layer of diaphragm when she could not see her face. The sparse and cold tone made Lin Yuewei panic. Lin Yuewei said, "Can you let me take a look at you."

Gu Yanqiu: "Ah? Are you not angry?"

Lin Yuewei said eagerly, "I'm angry, but I want to see you."

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

After a few seconds, it was Gu Yanqiu who replaced the external camera with a selfie camera. When the screen went black, Gu Yanqiu's face appeared. He was cramped and nervous, but he tried his best to show her a slight smile.

Gu Yanqiu and her looked at each other, not knowing what to say, and gave a soft, meaningless "um".

Lin Yuewei's eyes were a little sour, and he said reluctantly, "I've grown my skills, and I've learned to write."

Gu Yanqiu can still understand both joking and being really angry. He raised his hand to tuck the black hair that fell beside his ear, and said softly, "I'm afraid that I won't be able to speak, and I will make you angry again."

"That..." Lin Yue blushed slightly, cleared his throat, and said, "I didn't mean to lose my temper with you this morning, I didn't find you when I woke up in the morning, I was confused and lost my head, and I... I'm sorry anyway."

"I didn't pay attention to what happened in the morning. It was my fault."

"That's good." Lin Yuewei also wanted to take a piece of paper to write, but it was difficult for her to say these words to someone close to her, she turned her face away and turned her ears to the camera, "Next time, don't just run away from home. , no matter what, send me a message."

"it is good."

"You..." Lin Yuewei turned his face, and Gu Yanqiu on the screen changed back to a rabbit again.

Lin Yuewei: "..."

Gu Yanqiu: "I haven't finished speaking yet, let's continue writing."

Lin Yuewei: "You can do whatever you want, I can do it." She thought that the two of them were reconciled, but since Gu Yanqiu still has something to say, let's see what else she has to say.

[I went to Cheng's house today because I knew I was sleepwalking last night, I felt sick and didn't want to face you]

Lin Yuewei began to roll up his sleeves.

[I think you should really want to hit me right now [laughs]]

Lin Yuewei: "Are you embarrassed to laugh? If you are in front of me, see if I don't blow your dog's head."

"You can't hit." Gu Yanqiu switched the camera back and forth for a second, letting his "dog head" flash by in the camera, very sloppy.

Lin Yuewei said, "I didn't expect you to be this kind of Gu Yanqiu?"

Gu Yanqiu smiled and said, "What kind of? Am I not your cutie?"

Lin Yuewei snorted.

Gu Yanqiu was dissatisfied with her answer and asked, "Isn't it?"

Lin Yuewei: "Yes, yes, okay, you are the cutest, the most cutest in the universe."

Gu Yanqiu said "um" contentedly, and continued to stuff the prepared paper into the rabbit's arms: [Of course, I now realize that this is wrong, and I am actively cooperating with the doctor for treatment]

[The doctor said, because I am under too much mental pressure, I have put all my feelings on you, and I will overreact when I encounter things, and it will not be like this when I am cured]

She looked down at the few pieces of paper left in her hand, and felt that she had almost said what she had to say, only one was left, and the others were invalid.

Lin Yuewei read all the words, and because she had psychological preparations in advance, she was not surprised. Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, she asked, "Is it over?"

Gu Yanqiu: "There is the last one."

This time, the replacement was very simple, with only three words, and a small red solid peach heart was drawn on the upper left corner of the paper.

Lin Yuewei smiled slightly.

Gu Yanqiu asked, "Did you say these three words when you sent me to work at the door of your house last time?"

Lin Yuewei was a little shy and pretended to be stupid: "What are you talking about, I don't know."

After listening to Gu Yanqiu's voice, she became anxious: "Then say it again." She quickly realized that she had fallen into the misunderstanding of doubt again, but she couldn't help complaining that Lin Yuewei refused to do what she wanted, if she really loved her , Why do you repeatedly shirk the blame.

Lin Yuewei didn't hear her emotions, thought it was flirting, and said proudly: "I don't, you didn't say it, I can write even if anyone can't write a word."

Gu Yanqiu was choked back.

After a few seconds, Lin Yuewei heard a slightly hoarse voice over there: "I love you."

Lin Yuewei didn't expect that she could really say it, unlike Gu Yanqiu's boring gourd's character, but the boring gourd took the initiative to speak. Lin Yuewei twisted and said, "Okay, so do I."

Unexpectedly, Gu Yanqiu was not satisfied with her attitude: "You should say the same as me."

Lin Yuewei finally remembered that she was still half a patient because of her fragile nerves, and said accommodatingly, "I love you too."

Gu Yanqiu stared at Lin Yuewei's cheek in the video, swallowed and said boldly, "I want to kiss you."

Lin Yuewei laughed and said, "Wait for me to go back tomorrow, I can't help it now."

Gu Yanqiu asked, "Where are you? Is it in J City? I can fly over there."

Lin Yuewei hurriedly said, "No, I'll be going back tomorrow. Don't you want to go to work? We don't need to sleep when you come here."

Gu Yanqiu had to give up.

Only then did Lin Yuewei remember: "When I just returned to the hotel, my foot was swollen."

"Does it matter?" Gu Yanqiu asked nervously.

Lin Yuewei moved his ankle, surprised for a moment, and said with a smile, "It's already healed."

She looked at the time and found that it had been almost an hour, and the two of them didn't seem to say anything, just explained the misunderstanding between them. It doesn't seem to be a misunderstanding, but the truth that has been deliberately misunderstood from one's own standpoint.

"By the way, there is one more thing." Gu Yanqiu said suddenly.

Lin Yuewei's face was terrified: "You won't have to write again, will you?"

Gu Yanqiu said with a smile: "Isn't it reconciled now? You can talk properly. Last night, I didn't deliberately use bitterness, that is, I would feel sad if you didn't talk to me, and then I did such a thing subconsciously."

Lin Yuewei regretted and said, "It's because I have a bad temper."

Gu Yanqiu said, "I am also at fault."

Lin Yuewei said, "I made a lot of mistakes. I shouldn't have gotten angry with you when I was in a hurry yesterday at the racecourse."

Gu Yanqiu said, "No, no, no, I was the one who made the mistake first. If I didn't go, there would be nothing to do."

The two went back to the source, seeing that this topic was about to go to hell, Lin Yuewei had to stop early, Gu Yanqiu raised an index finger and said, "I have one last little request."

"you say."

"Don't quarrel. If you have to quarrel, then quarrel is fine. Can you not have a cold war?"

"It's not that I don't agree." Lin Yuewei said embarrassedly, "Do you think it's possible?" If you quarrel, it means that the person is angry, and asking a person who is angry to keep a cool head is too strong, few people can Control it, at least Lin Yuewei can't help it, especially when facing Gu Yanqiu, her anger has always exploded.

Gu Yanqiu was silent for a second, then said, "Then the Cold War can't last more than twenty-four hours a day?"

Lin Yuewei pondered for a while: "This is about the same."

Gu Yanqiu smiled in relief: "That's the decision, you have to remember."

Lin Yuewei said, "You just remember."

"I'll remember."

A mutually agreed agreement was reached. Gu Yanqiu looked at the time, then looked at Lin Yuewei, who was neatly dressed, and began to urge her to take a shower. Lin Yuewei leaned on her a few times, and dawdled out of bed, watching in the camera. No one was seen, only voices were heard.

"I really went to take a shower."

"Go."

Lin Yuewei pulled his slippers and walked into the bathroom. Gu Yanqiu set up his mobile phone, took out the book on the bedside table by himself, and turned it over by the bedside. Accompanied by the faint sound of water in the shower room, he glanced at the mobile phone screen of the video call interface from time to time.

Lin Yuewei was still immersed in the happiness of reconciliation, humming "Today is a good day", humming and silencing, frowning, remembering what her mother said during the day.

——Why do I feel that you have a high sense of charity and value your own compromise too much.

——No, you don’t understand what I mean, is your letting go out of your love instinct, or out of desperation that you don’t want the situation to get worse?

- You can't do that.

If you want to compromise, this time, it is obvious that Gu Yanqiu let her, find a new way, and take the initiative to ask for peace.

Lin Yuewei didn't really understand the difference between the two at first. Even if her mother explained her, she didn't know much, and she stubbornly believed that she was maintaining the relationship. She paid a lot for this relationship. .

Think about it now, if Gu Yanqiu reconciled with her not out of liking her, but because of a helpless compromise, for the sake of reconciliation... Lin Yuewei thought, then he might blow up again.

Thinking of this, she couldn't hum her song anymore, so she hurriedly rinsed off the foam, wrapped in a bath towel and ran out.

The video didn't even close, she rushed directly to the camera, tucked a bath towel in one hand, rested the other on the bed, and looked down at Gu Yanqiu inside.

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

Although the two of them have been frankly facing each other, facing such a picture late at night, they still can't help but make one's blood flow. Gu Yanqiu looked away with difficulty and said, "You, you, sit down."

"I ask you a question."

Gu Yanqiu heard her serious tone, turned around, tried not to let her eyes fall beyond her cheeks, and said, "You ask."

Lin Yuewei looked strange: "Why did you make peace with me?"

Gu Yanqiu was dumbfounded by her question: "Huh?"

"That's it..." Lin Yuewei couldn't think of specific words to describe for a while, and said, "That's it, that, do you think you are much wrong or I am much wrong?"

Gu Yanqiu said in his heart that he could tell the difference, and said moderately: "...the same amount."

Lin Yuewei: "Why did you come to apologize first?"

Gu Yanqiu was even more confused: "Shouldn't I apologize?" Someone must apologize to break the deadlock, otherwise the situation will continue to deteriorate? What's more, after thinking about it clearly, this is a trivial matter that is too small, and this quarrel is not worth it.

Lin Yuewei: "No, it shouldn't, then why are you... Forget it, you first understand the meaning of my question, and I'll change my pajamas."

Gu Yanqiu understood Lin Yuewei's problem in a messy mind, and when she returned from changing into her pajamas, she couldn't figure it out.

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

Lin Yuewei: "Don't understand?"

Gu Yanqiu replied, "I don't know."

Lin Yuewei changed the way of asking a simple question, giving an example: "This time it's you who apologized, if next time, would you still apologize?"

According to Lin Zhi, women often give their subjects a survival test. Gu Yanqiu only felt that this was a proposition, and answered cautiously, "If I am wrong, I will apologize."

"If you're not wrong at all, then I'm going to do it? I'm just going to quarrel, I'm going to make trouble, do you still apologize?" Lin Yuewei said while rubbing his chin.

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

Auntie Ran help! Cheng Guiyuan, help!

"Forget it." Lin Yuewei couldn't figure out this question himself, and it was boring to torment Gu Yanqiu. If Gu Yanqiu understood these questions, why would they quarrel like this.

Gu Yanqiu suddenly said nervously, "Are you angry?"

Lin Yuewei was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "No, isn't it reconciled?"

Her smile made Gu Yanqiu unable to be completely relieved, and said, "If you really have something, tell me, and we can talk about it."

Lin Yuewei felt a little uncomfortable when she saw her words and deeds being so cautious, and said firmly: "I really don't have anything. I was just thinking about a problem.

She lay down on the pillow in frustration: "Forget this sentence, video chat is too inconvenient, we'll talk about it when we meet tomorrow."

"Okay." Gu Yanqiu gave her another look.

"Don't be so nervous." Lin Yuewei said, "It made me nervous too. It's really nothing, I swear."

"Okay, then, I'm going to bed?" Gu Yanqiu first proposed this sentence, in order to avoid the conversation between the two of them turning into a strange direction.

"OK, good night."

"Good night." Gu Yanqiu said, "What?"

Lin Yuewei: "Well, da da, two more kisses than you." The kiss was even louder than Gu Yanqiu.

Gu Yanqiu left a smile on the screen and cut off the video.

Lin Yuewei tossed and turned on the bed thinking about the difference between "love itself" and "compromise", whether Gu Yanqiu loved or compromised, and how could he avoid the mentality of "compromise".

Tossing and turning, sleepless nights.

If you can't sleep well, you need to find someone who can't sleep too well, the night owl Jiang Congbi.

Jiang Congbi received a call late at night, and said with a faint resentment: "Your Majesty, since you fell in love, you may not be able to remember your concubine in 30,000 years."

The emperor Lin Yuewei laughed awkwardly and said, "Isn't this busy?"

Jiang Congbi pierced her: "Busy in love."

Lin Yuewei was embarrassed: "Hey, what, busy arguing."

Jiang Congbi said in surprise, "No, just like Mr. Gu, can you still quarrel? Is it because she quarrels with Amitabha Buddha every day that you can't stand it, so you quarrel?"

Lin Yuewei said in her heart that you misunderstood Gu Yanqiu deeply enough, but she didn't want to tell Jiang Congbi what the real Gu Yanqiu was like.

Jiang Congbi unceremoniously gloated.

Lin Yuewei slapped sideways and said, "Is your little girlfriend still talking?"

"We're talking." Jiang Congbi said in a coaxing tone, "Come on, give Sister Lin a squeak."

A sound as thin as a mosquito: "Squeak." It came from the receiver.

Hearing that Lin Yuewei, who was alone in the empty room, was in a complicated mood.

Jiang Congbi said, "What are you doing? Are you trying to beat my girlfriend?"

Lin Yuewei sneered: "I'm determined to be unswerving. Who likes little kids, I like big sister." Although Gu Yanqiu is not a mature and stable big sister, she is still cute, but like Gu Yanqiu is both big sister I am afraid that people with cute characteristics are rare in the world.

"Yes, you like to quarrel with big sister." Jiang Congbi remembered what she said before.

"Are you free tomorrow?" Lin Yuewei went straight in, not wanting to eat dog food.

"I'm not free one day, hey, my girlfriend pinch me, no time, no time, she only came to me today, and she has to accompany her tomorrow."

There were rustling mutterings over there.

Jiang Congbi: "When you're free again, it's good for your girlfriend to be gentle and considerate. Don't pinch me."

Lin Yuewei: "...I'm going to bed first, tell me when you're free."

Jiang Congbi: "Okay, okay, I'll give you a reply later, when I finish serving my partner."

Lin Yuewei put his hands behind his head, finally had a more reliable hope, and gradually fell asleep.

The next morning, Lin Yuewei was catching a flight, and after washing up, he came back to check his mobile phone, and sure enough he received a message from Jiang Congbi at 3:00 in the middle of the night: "Let's have lunch tomorrow at noon, I have to bring my family, she will eat next to her. , we chat about our]

Lin Yuewei didn't like to have outsiders around, but after thinking about it, he agreed and replied: [Okay]

Just after replying to Jiang Congbi's news, Gu Yanqiu's Good Morning popped up. Lin Yuewei was excited and dialed a video request directly. Gu Yanqiu probably didn't see it clearly, so he was connected easily.

She had just woken up, her eyes were sleepy, her long hair was fluffy, her normally cold brows were lined by this shape, and she only looked cute, staring directly at Lin Yuewei, who was opposite the video.

Lin Yuewei couldn't help laughing and waved: "Hi, good morning wife."

Gu Yanqiu widened his eyes, as if he had seen a ghost, and immediately hung up the video.

Usually hugging each other to sleep, getting up early to say hello to each other, and starting a video early in the morning, clearly seeing your messy face is different. Gu Yanqiu was not frightened by Lin Yuewei, but frightened by himself.

Lin Yuewei: "..."

Gu Yanqiu sat up, briefly combed it, turned it back, slightly raised the corners of his lips, and said, "Good morning, Wei Wei."

Lin Yuewei, who had already seen her just now, just wanted to laugh, and she did laugh, and she laughed out loud, leaning back and forth.

Gu Yanqiu couldn't hold back his face, and his face turned crimson: "Don't laugh, I thought it was a phone call, so I answered."

Lin Yuewei: "Hahahahaha."

Gu Yanqiu became angry: "No more videos."

Lin Yuewei hurriedly smiled, and returned to his seriousness in a second: "I'm not smiling anymore, it's still early, do you want to continue to sleep for a while?"

"Don't sleep, get up for morning exercise."

"Do you lift iron?"

"Raise."

Lin Yuewei looked at her arm meaningfully.

Gu Yanqiu said, "Do you want to try?"

Lin Yuewei said: "Go home and try, don't let me go to the ground for an hour if you have the ability."

Gu Yanqiu said, "I'm fine, don't shout to go down to the ground yourself."

Lin Yue was silent for a while, made a begging gesture, and then stopped the short video with a sentence: "I'm going to have breakfast, then go to the airport, you can go to the morning exercise, and send me a message at the company."

"Bye-Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

As soon as Wang Yuanyuan saw Lin Yuewei come out of the room with a red face, she knew that she and her partner should be reconciled again. She is heterosexual. In the past, she said lesbians on the Internet. Women understand women best, and occasionally see a lot of dog food, which is really envious. Now, looking at Lin Yuewei's appearance, no matter what kind of love, it's the quarrel when it comes to love. There will be quarrels, and sometimes women quarrel are more terrible.

Taking advantage of her height, Lin Yuewei patted Wang Yuanyuan's head and smiled at her: "Sister Yuan, you look so good today."

Wang Yuanyuan rolled her eyes and smiled, "You look good too, thank you."

Lin Yuewei: "You're welcome, by the way, wouldn't it look very dirty to send roses?"

Wang Yuanyuan: "No, except for those who are allergic to pollen, most girls like it. Even if they don't like it, they definitely don't hate it."

Lin Yuewei left a sentence without end: "Then I can rest assured." Shi Shiran walked towards the elevator entrance, there was no one left or right, she stood on tiptoe and vacated, and turned around in a circle. Then he quickly stood up straight and waited quietly for the elevator.

***

Usually, companies don't have a holiday until New Year's Eve, so this Monday morning, Gu Yanqiu went to work as usual. The Spring Festival holiday is two days away, and the company is full of impetuous atmosphere. Gu Yanqiu walked through the office corridor, nodding expressionlessly amid the greetings from everyone, and finally met Lin Zhi who was sitting on a chair for breakfast. After saying hello, he entered his office.

Everything is a repetition of the past, but today there is a little different episode.

There was a knock on the door of the office, and Lin Zhi was full of gossip and said, "Mr. Gu? President Gu?"

Gu Yanqiu: "Huh?"

Lin Zhi pushed the door open a little, and the florist in uniform held a large bouquet of roses in one hand, while the other hand pointed to the name on the order, and politely said, "Miss Gu Yanqiu?"

Gu Yanqiu raised his head and was stunned for a moment: "...I am."

The little brother didn't go in, he put his hands forward and said, "Your flower."

Lin Zhi volunteered to help her carry them in, and put them on the desk. There was a huge handful of pink roses. They were freshly picked, and each one looked very pink. Lin Zhi roughly counted them and found that there were ninety-nine flowers, tsk tsk tsk, it looked very expensive.

Lin Zhi looked up and down: "There are cards in here, do you want to take a look?"

Gu Yanqiu frowned: "How did he get in?"

Lin Zhi: "Maybe I saw the flower giver downstairs, so I put it in. Do you really not look at the card?" He rubbed his hands together, looking even more excited than Gu Yanqiu. .

She didn't like roses, especially the meaningless act of sending flowers, and she didn't know which self-righteous person sent it. The office likes to spread gossip, and the gossip about her is spread even more, and the whole company will know about it later, which will only add to her troubles.

Lin Zhi urged: "Mr. Gu, card."

Gu Yanqiu took out the card and said casually, "Tear apart this bunch of flowers, give one to the outside employees, and more to yourself."

Lin Zhi showed regret, so he had to go out with the flowers.

"Wait a minute." Gu Yanqiu suddenly stopped him, her brows couldn't hide the ecstasy, she cleared her throat, pressed down the corners of her mouth, and carried the card behind her back, "Go and find me a vase."

Lin Zhi turned around and said, "Ah? Okay." He continued to hold the flower and walked out, for a moment he didn't understand the meaning of Gu Yanqiu's words, thinking he just wanted a vase.

Gu Yanqiu stepped forward in three steps and took two steps, took back the rose bouquet in his arms, and waved solemnly: "Okay, let's go."

Lin Zhi: "..."

Lin Yuewei's card:

Don't doubt my love for you, and don't despise the flowers I gave you. Thousands of words are combined into one sentence - when you come home, face me directly!

The author has something to say: President Gu: I don't like flowers, and there are faults in those who send flowers

After reading the card, Mr. Gu: Really fragrant, jpg