Love you, never separate

If it wasn't for Zhou Li, he Qing couldn't have been like this. He Qing was unhappy every day, and he would not have been like this. In front of the public, he carried the name of disgusting homosexuality to seduce Zhou's president for money.

Zhou Li is very good now. Xi Bai has become an affectionate male president. Some people say that he is bisexual, and some people will select a few men for him to be secretaries. It's more a tool to seduce him than a secretary.

This should be the difference between having money and not having money. If you have money, you'll be bohemian. If you have men, you'll call it all men and women. If you don't have money, you'll seduce others. If you're with men, you'll be a queer.

Ha ha, it's really ironic, but isn't it? Society is such a society. If you want to survive in this society, you can only follow their rules and fight all the way. As long as there is something contrary to the mainstream thought, you will be attacked by everyone.

Li Yang admits that he is selfish, selfish to his own people, so Zhou Li is engaged now, he is very angry.

According to common sense, it is perfectly reasonable for Zhou Li and he Qing to break up and find another person to get engaged.

But now he Qing is so sad because of Zhou Li's engagement, he will inevitably have some difficulties. He is aggrieved for he Qing. Why does he Qing feel so sad here, and Zhou Li is going to be happily engaged?

Maybe, he wants to have a good chat with Zhou Li. Does Zhou Li know the news of He Qing's serious illness?

I don't know. According to He Qing's character, he will never tell Zhou Li. Because of this, he Qing wants to escape from Zhou Li.

Although he didn't understand what he Qing was doing, he could roughly guess why he Qing left Zhou Li in this way. He just didn't want Zhou Li to be sad about his death. Long pain is better than short pain.

After happiness, he Qing died, leaving the person with permanent pain, and leaving now, the person will only have pain for this period of time, and finally slowly forget him. He Qing chose the latter.

If he wants to choose, he should choose the former. He thinks about it, substituting himself for he Qing, and substituting Chen Feng for Zhou Li.

He didn't even think about it, so he chose the former. Anyway, he was happy and died without any regret. It's good to say that he was selfish. Anyway, this is the real idea in his heart.

As for Chen Feng, he thought that if he died, Chen Feng would be very sad, but one day, Chen Feng would forget him and start a new life.

He selfishly wants Chen Feng to remember him forever, and it's best to remember him until he dies. If he can, he will label Chen Feng and write "Li Yang's man" to let the world know that Chen Feng is his.

Even if they break up at last, he wants Chen Feng to always remember him and his ex boyfriend. When he goes to bed with others, he will also think of him!

That's right. That's how he is.

Although he and he Qing are quite similar in some places, they are totally different in character. He Qing is gentle and introverted, he is open and generous, he always thinks of others first, and he only thinks about himself.

"Go and see him, brother. Even if he's engaged, as long as you want him, go and see him. I'll take you, OK?" Li Yang sighed, patted He Qing's back gently and said slowly.

He Qing kept shaking his head in tears. His heart was very confused. It seemed that two voices kept talking in his ears. One was the same as Li Yang. Let him go to see Zhou Li. On the contrary, he said that since he and Zhou Li had completely broken up, don't disturb Zhou Li's life any more.

Yes, Zhou Li is engaged. After that, there will be a new life for him, a happy new life without He Qing. If he goes directly to Zhou Li now, it will only make both of them unhappy. Why?

He would be sad to see Zhou Li engaged to others. Zhou Li would not be happy to see him

But

"I'm going crazy... What am I going to do?" He Qing held his head and said with some difficulty, "Zhou Li... He... He's going to... Get engaged to... Someone else..."

"Speak slowly, speak slowly." Li Yang patted He Qing's back and said, "come on, take a deep breath with me. Take your time. Don't choke."

Li Yang at this time with coax children like, slowly, word by word to He Qing said, advised.

He Qing took a few deep breaths according to Li Yang's suggestion, and the breathing was not smooth. He took the paper Li Yang handed over, wiped his nose, sobbed and took a few deep breaths, and then felt better.

"I think he's going crazy... Today... I... Received a call from him... He said... He said he was going to get engaged... I... I..." he Qing said, tears fell down again.

Li Yang was stunned. No wonder he Qing suddenly cried like this today. It turned out that Zhou Li called, but why did Zhou Li call?

Is to be engaged, call to show off to He Qing? Or is he Qing still in his heart, so with a fluke mentality, he calls and wants to hear if he Qing will say things like compound with him?

Li Yang thinks about it and thinks that the possibility of the second one is especially great. As for Zhou Li's feelings towards He Qing, it is absolutely impossible for him to change his love and find a new one in such a short time. Therefore, he can only listen to what he Qing will say to him with a fluke mind.

Li Yang didn't ask what he Qing said to Zhou Li, because he can probably guess. He knows he Qing. According to his character, what he says to Zhou Li is absolutely blessing. He Qing likes to deceive himself most.

"I... I blessed him... But in my heart... I didn't want to bless him at all... I didn't want him to be engaged to others... I didn't want him to be with others... But... But I didn't have the right to say that..." he Qing was so sad that she wiped her nose and said, just like the girl crying with her girlfriend after she lost love.

"..." Li Yang patted He Qing's back gently, took out a package of paper from the head of the bed, put it in He Qing's hand, and put away the paper towel bag that he Qing had used up.

"What's on your mind? Why don't you talk to him? Maybe he's just waiting for your words? Maybe if you tell him what you think in your heart, things will develop differently? " Li Yang said.

He Qing shook his head, "no, I can't..."