Love you, never separate

"Why?" Li Yang didn't understand. What's the difficulty in telling the truth with Zhou Li?

Is it good to pretend to be strong in front of Zhou Li and then cry secretly in the corner?

"His marriage... Is the best, i... I can't hinder him..." he Qing said intermittently, this sentence seems to be extremely difficult, for him, every word is equivalent to execution.

"Obstacles? Why the hindrance? You are obviously in love. What are you talking about? " Li Yang is also annoyed by He Qing's attitude. It's very simple. Why do you have to make it so complicated?

It's clear that two people who love each other very much have to break up and go their own way. They care about each other, but they always keep in their hearts. Even if they face each other, they don't say it. What's the meaning of holding on like this? Don't you hold back?

He has already convinced these two people. They are the only ones who can have such a hard time in a relationship.

He wanted to sigh. When did love become mutual torture between two people?

No, maybe it's not mutual torture, but also self torture.

Take a look at He Qing. Now he's a living trembler. Do you have to torture yourself like this? Can't you just follow your heart once in a while? It's boring to have to do this.

"He... Will get married sooner or later, and I will die sooner or later... So, now... Separation is... The best..." he Qing said with his head down, wiping his nose quietly and intermittently.

His mood has calmed down a lot, and his heart is not so uncomfortable. Maybe the pain has passed, so he can't feel the pain.

"Brother, you really don't talk about these complicated things. If you want to see him, you can go to see him and say anything to him. It's really not so difficult. What do you want to do with such complicated things? It's no use but to make yourself more miserable. " Li Yang looked at He Qing, both distressed and helpless.

He Qing's temper is notoriously stubborn, which is a fact known by people around him. Therefore, Li Yang didn't hope he Qing would listen to him, but it's really hard for him to keep some words in his heart. So he said it to He Qing. He Qing heard it better. If he didn't listen, he didn't suffer.

He is the kind of character who has to say something. If he keeps holding it in his heart all the time, he will feel uncomfortable and panic.

"I know... I know all these things, but... I can't... I can't do this..." he Qing's love object from the beginning to the end is only Zhou Li, so his love experience is very scarce.

But I haven't eaten pork. Haven't I seen a pig run? He has read many novels and TV dramas before, and at least he has accumulated a lot of truth in his heart. He really knows all the truth, but he really can't do it.

He and Zhou Li have gone through so many times, three or four times, so it is reasonable to say that they should achieve the right result. Zhou Li is really good to him, and he really cherishes him on the tip of his heart. However, they are still predestined in the end.

If he didn't get this disease, he would probably go down with Zhou Li, because Zhou Li is the first one who has been so kind to him and the only one who has been with him for nearly 30 years.

But now that he got this disease, he couldn't live long and had to wait to die. How could he be so selfish to drag Zhou down?

Zhou Li can live better without him. Without his burden, Zhou Li should be very relaxed.

Maybe he should come to this world alone and die alone. How nice it would be for him to come to this world and walk clean?

But it happened that he met a Zhou Li. Zhou Li was probably a variable in his life. No matter what, he was very grateful to Zhou Li for bringing him countless joys and the purest love and sincerity.

Before, he always lived in a muddle, and felt that living was just to muddle through.

He was scolded for a long time when he was a child. He was used to it. He also thought he was a lonely star and a sweeper. After all, he killed his parents not long after he was born.

At that time, he was a bit prone to depression and was about to collapse, especially before he met Zhou Li. When the nightmare of junior high school hit his classmates in senior high school again, he was all strong.

At that time, he was very afraid, because there was still a long time left in high school. He might have to finish the three years of high school in other people's strange eyes. He was very unhappy.

He used to, and forbearance passed. When he was in junior high school, he always worked hard, hoping to get into a good senior high school. It's better to stay away from his former junior high school classmates as far as possible.

He can't wait to leave. He doesn't want to hear other people talk about him any more. However, in high school, things are still shaken out. Almost overnight, his "deeds" are spread.

At that time, he was very flustered. During that period, his mood was always at the lowest point. Even for a long time, he wanted to commit suicide. At that time, he thought, how good is it to die? It's no sense to live. What's the meaning? There's nothing to worry about.

care? By the way, he still has his grandmother to take care of him. He can't die... His grandmother brought him up from childhood. Now if he just abandons his grandmother, it's too unfilial.

He just held on to this thought. Later, he met Zhou Li. Zhou Li was the first one who didn't have to look at his classmates in a strange way. It's not so much that Zhou Li didn't care that he was gay as it was that Zhou Li didn't really care about his affairs and didn't care about it.

At that time, in Zhou Li's eyes, there was probably nothing that could make him pay attention.

He likes the feeling of getting along with Zhou Li very much. It's like finding a confidant. Although Zhou Li and he are not the same people in the world, and their personalities are also very poor, it's amazing that Zhou Li and he can always find common topics, and even be alone together, they won't be embarrassed.

It's really easy to talk with Zhou Li. Zhou Li seems to be able to read his mind. He knows which sentence to say and which sentence not to say.

Zhou Li is a light to light up his gloomy life. To be more specific, Zhou Li is probably like his life mentor. When he is at his lowest, he always takes the trouble to enlighten him and play with him.

So later, his character was almost changed by Zhou Li.