Loving You Is Hurtful

That night, Fu Haochen took He Xia Nuan back to the mental hospital where she once lived.

When He Xia Nuan walked in, he was obviously a little scared, clutching Fu Haochen's sleeve tightly.

"Don't be afraid." Fu Haochen patted He Xia Nuan's hand.

"Hao Chen, I... did I live in such a place before?" He Xia Nuan's voice trembled a little.

Fu Haochen's heart ached, yes, how much suffering He Xia Nuan has suffered in this hospital in the past four years.

And all this was caused by him and Luo Enxi together.

Fu Haochen sighed and said softly to He Xia Nuan, "No, not anymore."

"Really?" He Xia Nuan looked at Fu Haochen, eyes full of worry and fear.

"Yeah. So you must cooperate with the inspection well, get better early, and we will never come again." Fu Haochen said firmly.

"Well, good!" He Xia Nuan nodded vigorously, and then He Xia Nuan thought for a while and said, "Hao Chen, don't be sad anymore. When I get better, I will marry Hao Chen and have a lot of other lives. Many babies, come to make up for the pain of Xiaoli's absence."

Listening to He Xia Nuan's words, Fu Haochen was slightly stunned.

Why does he Xia Nuan's kindness sigh slightly.

He killed her child by herself, not only did He Xia Nuan not resent him, but even willing to give him another child.

I really like him.

Fu Haochen sighed again and deeply blamed himself for bearing He Xia Nuan's true feelings.

He Xia Nuan's temporary admission procedures were quickly completed.

That night, He Xia Nuan hoped that Fu Haochen could stay with her. Looking at He Xia Nuan's expectant eyes, Fu Haochen was not willing to refuse.

So Fu Haochen sat beside He Xia Nuan's bed and slowly coaxed her to sleep.

Accompanied by Fu Haochen, He Xia Nuan soon fell asleep.

Fu Haochen looked at the bright moonlight outside the window, but Luo Enxi couldn't be relieved in the end.

Finally, Fu Haochen decided to go back to the central hospital to see Luo Enxi.

He Xia Nuan opened his eyes when Fu Haochen got up and went out and closed the door of the ward.

She looked at the closed door and sneered slightly.

It seems that Fu Haochen has really slowly changed a lot during her hospitalization.

But what's the use? Fu Haochen will definitely belong to her in the end.

Because she is a "patient".

Taking ten thousand steps back, even if Fu Haochen could really put her down, he would definitely not be able to put down Xiaoli's death.

I made it myself back then, it was perfect and impeccable.

Fu Haochen, it must be hers, Luo Enxi can't beat her, what can the other party fight with him?

He Xia Nuan thought, the sneer at the corners of her lips widened, and she closed her eyes again to recharge her energy.

Luo Enxi, I am looking forward to seeing you again.

He Xia Nuan couldn't wait to see Luo Enxi's embarrassed look.

...

Fu Haochen walked quietly outside Luo Enxi's ward, but when he opened the door, Fu Haochen's movements were extremely gentle and gentle, for fear that it would spare Luo Enxi's rest.

Fu Haochen slowly opened the door, then walked gently into the ward.

Moonlight passed through the curtain and fell on Luo Enxi's body.

Luo Enxi was lying quietly asleep on the hospital bed.

Fu Haochen gently moved a stool, sat next to Luo Enxi, and watched Luo Enxi's peaceful sleeping face quietly.

This look is in the middle of the night.

Luo Enxi, what do you think I should do.

Fu Haochen asked softly in his heart.

He Xia Nuan actually forgot all the things she had gone crazy all these years, only remembering that they were getting married.

How can I explain it to her so as not to hurt her?

Fu Haochen admitted that even if Luo Enxi forced him to marry back then, he really liked Luo Enxi in his heart.

But now, this forced marriage has become He Xia Nuan.

But Fu Haochen had no way to treat He Xia Nuan like he used to treat Luo Enxi.

At the beginning, he and He Xia Nuan were really going to get married, if it weren’t for He Xia Nuan to go crazy—

He Xia Nuan's current mental state is fundamentally unstable, and Fu Haochen also saw it just now, only because Lin Yu's words stimulated He Xia Nuan, and He Xia Nuan almost became ill on the spot.

Because of Xiaoli.

Xiaoli is definitely the rift in Fu Haochen's heart. Because of Xiaoli, Fu Haochen couldn't even say a word to He Xia Nuan.

Fu Haochen knew very well that he might hurt Luo Enxi in this way, but he couldn't do it.

Now I can only calm down He Xia Nuan's emotions, Fu Haochen finally thought, and hoped Luo Enxi could understand.

After all, Luo Enxi was going to be a mother soon, and I believe Luo Enxi could also imagine the pain of losing a child.

I just hope Luo Enxi will not blame him.

Fu Haochen gently put his head on Luo Enxi's quilt-covered belly, and then said softly, "Baby, you can understand Dad, right?"

Thinking of his own flesh and blood in his heart, Fu Haochen's eyes softened.

Finally, Fu Haochen sighed slightly, left a note for Luo Enxi, and walked out of the ward.

——En Xi, I will take Xia Nuan for an examination. I hope Xia Nuan will get better as soon as possible, and let me explain everything clearly. Fu Haochen.

After leaving the note, Fu Haochen left the ward with long legs.

At this time, the sky was already bright.

...

He Xia Nuan woke up the next morning and saw Fu Haochen sitting next to the bed at first sight.

"Wake up, Xia Nuan? Did you sleep well?" Fu Haochen asked softly when He Xia Nuan woke up.

"Well, because I have Haochen with you, I slept well." He Xia Nuan smiled happily.

He Xia Nuan wanted to see if he could see Fu Haochen when he woke up the next morning.

The fact is, she won the bet.

He Xia Nuan wrapped Fu Haochen around Fu Haochen's neck and gave Fu Haochen an intimate good morning hug.

Then, where Fu Haochen could not see, a smile of a winner was revealed.

see it? Luo Enxi.

Winning is me again.

"Okay, get up and eat something." Fu Haochen picked up He Xia Nuan's favorite mousse cake from the table.

"Wow! The mousse cake, Hao Chen, when did you buy it!" He Xia Nuan looked at the cake with great surprise.

When Fu Haochen came back from the Central Hospital, he passed by the cake shop for 24 hours. Thinking of He Xia Nuan's preferences, he went in and bought her a piece.

"I went out to buy it in the morning. I'll try it soon. Has the taste changed?" Fu Haochen said, opening the box for He Xia Nuan.

Of course He Xia Nuan knows that Fu Haochen is lying, but as shrewd as her, how can he break Fu Haochen in such a warm and romantic time?

"Yeah! It's delicious!" He Xia Nuan dug a large piece of cake and filled it into his mouth, and his eyes lit up. "The taste hasn't changed at all, it's still so delicious!"

Fu Haochen smiled and stroked her hair, "eat slowly."

"Haochen, you have one piece too!" He Xia Nuan said, digging up a large piece of cake and handing it to Fu Haochen.

Fu Haochen didn't like to eat sweets, so he just took a symbolic bite.

He Xia Nuan smiled and filled her mouth with the cake Fu Haochen had bitten.

When Fu Haochen reacted, He Xia Nuan had already swallowed the cake.

Fu Haochen was a little embarrassed and had to use pouring water to cover it up.

He Xia Nuan ate the cake, drank the water Fu Haochen handed over, touched her belly, and said, "I'm full."

"Just eat that little bit." Fu Haochen frowned slightly.

"Well... I have not eaten much." He Xia Nuan said, and then carefully re-covered the cake box, "I will eat these between the inspections."

Seeing He Xia Nuan holding the cake box smiling happily like a child holding candy, Fu Haochen couldn't help laughing.

He Xia Nuan is really kind and simple. This is what Fu Haochen often thinks when he gets along with He Xia Nuan, who is in a normal state of mind.

Such a kind girl shouldn't be treated like this and suffer from this disease.

Fu Haochen felt even more guilty when he thought about it, and he wanted to make up for He Xia Nuan.

"Haochen," Fu Haochen was thinking about what was on his mind, He Xia Nuan suddenly interrupted his thoughts.

"Huh? What's the matter," Fu Haochen said, while turning his attention to He Xia Nuan.

"Is there any changes outside of the years since I have been sick? I don't know." He Xia Nuan said, her face was reddened, "I think this is not good, can you tell me?"

"Well, nothing happened." Since He Xia Nuan asked, Fu Haochen had no way to escape this topic. He could only bite the bullet and avoid the important things. "I'm pretty good, and the company is developing well. I just won it a while ago. A big project."

Fu Haochen was talking about the cooperation with Smith Company, but he would naturally not talk about Luo Enxi's injury.

"This is great." He Xia Nuan smiled sincerely, "I know Hao Chen, you are the best."

"Well, it is the result of the hard work of the whole company." Fu Haochen replied simply.

"What else? Tell me more." He Xia Nuan asked.

"Um...what else." Fu Haochen searched and said, all about picking things that had nothing to do with Luo Enxi.

To be honest, it is difficult.

Fu Haochen suddenly discovered that Luo Enxi had already integrated into all aspects of his life. There was Luo Enxi's shadow everywhere in his life.

In the end, Fu Haochen could only say, "And me... my'big brother', he came back from the United States a while ago."

"Big brother? I have never heard you say it before, can you introduce me to it in the future?" He Xia Nuan was surprised.

"Well, of course." Fu Haochen said.

"Haochen, you are so kind." He Xia Nuan looked at Fu Haochen's face seriously, and said sincerely.

Fu Haochen smiled and rubbed He Xia Nuan's hair again.

Unexpectedly, to Fu Haochen's surprise, He Xia Nuan suddenly leaned forward, "Haochen, can I kiss you?"

Fu Haochen's first reaction was of course to refuse, but it suddenly occurred to him that he was playing He Xia Nuan's lover, how could he refuse He Xia Nuan's kiss?

Fu Haochen was stunned, and He Xia Nuan was already swiftly bullying him.

Fu Haochen was a little stiff, but the refusal was on his lips, but he couldn't say it.

How did this make him refuse?