M E M O R I Z E

“I didn't recognize you.... So you lost all your memories? ”

“No, I told you at first. It wasn't complete amnesia, it was partial amnesia. ”

An-hyun shakes his head to the left and to the right with an aggressive face. I clasped my hands together and thought about it.

If there is one thing I regret, it is that I heard about the past from Ahn Hyun's mouth. He told the story from his own point of view, and as such the story of what happened to Ansol was quite sketchy. I didn't really have anything to say when I said almost nothing at home.

I organized my thoughts and opened my mouth slowly.

“Then there are those who remember, and there are those who do not. ”

“Yes, according to the doctor... He said he'd forgotten most of his miserable memories. There are many possibilities, but it is most likely that they have developed an instinct for self-defense that they no longer want to remember…. ”

“ ……. ”

“When I heard that, my head went blank. because he forgot about me, and deep down, he blames his brother for his existence. ”

I nodded calmly. The situation was empathetic enough, although he had not heard it from Ansol's perspective.

Disagreement between a dishonorable family and the family resulting therefrom. Mother's suicide, prolonged domestic violence with abuse. School bully. And finally, my father's suicide.

Moreover, the father was severely schizophrenic.

I was in a situation where I couldn't take it without being mentally impaired, even though I was genetically challenged. It was curious that he did not pray for himself in a world where there was nothing for him.

'No, maybe I did.'

Either An-hyun doesn't know or she didn't tell me at all.

I laid out the beginning of the year once, and Najjik said.

“So what's happened to Ansol since then? ”

“… I was very confused and anxious. I was so reluctant to meet people, and when I got really depressed, I'd hold my head in and cry. And hypothetically, as the symptoms got worse, so did the aging phenomenon. ”

“So that's what's been going on? ”

“At the hospital... It was caused by an overlap of trauma and stress. I often recover abruptly, so I asked you to watch the progress slowly... I didn't feel much of a recovery over time. ”

An-hyun sighed deeply. His gaze was embedded in the lotus tree that was sandwiched between my fingers one day. I think he wants to smoke one. Give him a hint and shake his head.

I put my hands in my arms and tasted them again. An-hyun opened his mouth with his hands on the ground, slightly lying down.

“How could you bring him home like that...? At first, I tried to figure it out. It was no joke when I realized it was just the two of us. So I think I'll protect Sol somehow.... They showed me pictures, they took me to hospitals, they took me to places I used to hang out with. ”

“Why didn't you do that earlier? ”

“Haha…. Regrets are always late. Anyway, except for working hours, I think they were pretty much always together. Then one day. And I just had an idea. ”

“ ……? ”

An-hyun paused. Suddenly, he straightened me out and opened his mouth in a clear tone.

“Maybe it's not a bad idea to just forget your memories like this. ”

“… Hmm. ”

“Isn't that right? If I don't get better at this... I thought, maybe we could start over. ”

“Well…. ”

I personally disagree with the opinion. However, I did not take my heart out of my mouth. Perhaps An-hyun wouldn't have brought this up to me if she had kept her original thoughts. And I didn't want to brag about it because I hadn't been there.

Soon, Ahn Hyun's words continued.

“But, brother, Maybe he's just not meant to be. I was going to start over, and I opened my eyes and I walked into the hall plane with my sister. You know how I feel, right? ”

“… I know. ”

“If only my brother had been summoned the day he got back from the army. I wonder if there's anyone who isn't unfair... Well, it's sort of like this. Haha.”

An-hyun tied up all the stories with words that could not tell whether she was laughing or crying.

A calm night with clear moonlight. The son-in-law was quiet. An-hyun and I kept our mouths shut as if we had promised.

It was a bit long, and I decided to open my mouth first.

“Hyun, I'm listening everywhere, so I can't imagine the pain you must have felt in your life. Because I've never done it myself. ”

“… Yes. ”

“That's why, if you had told me earlier... You have no idea. Then we could have figured it out a little earlier. ”

“That's …. ”

An-hyun showed hesitation for a moment. However, I replied with a small tone.

“I was afraid I'd be abandoned.... ”

“Huh?"

When An-hyun raised her eyebrows in what she meant, she spoke again in a slightly louder voice.

“Well, to be honest, Even in modern times, when people say they have mental disabilities, it's true that they all wear colored glasses... And actually when I first entered the rites of passage. Remember that time...? ”

“Ah. At that time... ”

I certainly did. I kept my mouth shut. At that time, Ansol showed an unprecedented amount of anxiety, and she asked me to leave the beating hook and Lee Sin-woo quickly. Perhaps An-hyun heard it.

Wait, so you're saying the symptoms are a little better now? '

A lot of questions come to mind at the same time. But if I think about it now, I can't find the answer. It was a matter that I decided to settle in the first place.

I straightened my head for a moment and slowly got up. Then he approached Ahn Hyun, who was still sitting, and opened his mouth on his shoulder.

“Okay, I get it. I'm sorry to hear you say that. ”

“Bro…. ”

“And thank you for believing me and for telling me. ”

“No, I'm too busy to talk about it. I should have told you earlier. He's not anyone else but my brother... ”

An-hyun replied with an awkward smile. Looking at him like that, I suddenly reached out my hand. An-hyun glanced at my hand with a puzzled eye and then shook my hand with a meaningless smile.

As I try to raise my hand, I hear the voice of reason from a distance.

“An-hyun! Where are they? Where are you going? ”

An-hyun and I turned our heads at the same time. And I caught his eye again. I breathed thin and spoke as I pulled up An-hyun.

“... The atmosphere has subsided a lot, but shall we go? ”

“Yes, brother. The festival is still here. Knng! Knng! ”

Soon, Ahn Hyun woke up and lifted his hand and stretched his base firmly. Then he bows his head and opens his mouth.

“Sir, our brush will take good care of you in the future. I'll do my best to help. Just give me something. ”

“Yes. Of course I can't guarantee it.... I promise you this one thing. ”

I was able to answer because I had already said something.

“As far as I can, I'll do my best. ”

After saying that, I head to the place where the clans gather.

On the contrary, I grabbed Ahn Hyun's arm.

*

The consensual assembly could be finished in the Holy Tribulation. Personally, I think the meeting was pretty good. After only a few days of the festival, the atmosphere inside the clan seemed to have changed considerably.

Not long ago, the clans faced each other quite nicely, but this opportunity allowed the outsiders to draw them all in. Of course, the persistent Cold War between the children and Kim Han-suh has yet to be fixed.

After the union meeting ended, I called Ansol right after I had a few days to think.

And Ansol was right in front of me. Since he was angry at that time, he seemed to have been waiting for a call in the main window, or he rushed one step as soon as he called the attendance.

I thought quietly as I looked down at Ansool, who was just playing with his hands.

Honestly, I'm not sure. The best weapon I have now was knowing the future and powerlessness.

If you were using your power, you wouldn't even be thinking about this. I was not an expert in the field of spirituality in the first place, but it was inevitable for potions like the White Seo-yeon. It's easy to break, but it's hard to recover a broken mind once.

'But I can't just suck my fingers like this...'

Even if we don't have a solution right now, we try until we do. This was the idea I had. "Knock, and it will open. There is also the word '.

I decided to clear my head and open my mouth.

“Sola.”

“Yes, yes? ”

Whether she was surprised at what I called her name, Ansol replied angrily.

“I've been thinking... I don't think Solly is the most suitable clan for the current money market. ”

“! ”

And as I continued, the exclamation mark flashed over Ansol's head. Then I could imagine how she took it, seeing her eyes widening.

“Oh, my brother... ”

“Look at this. Come on. I'm not done talking to you yet, so why are you crying already? ”

“I'm sorry... ”

“Of course. I'm sorry. Maybe the well asked him about his own problems rather than crying. And he said he'd fix it. You know she's been mad at me for a long time, right? ”

Ansol swallows his throat like he's swallowing his tears, barely nodding his head. I saw it and said it right away.

“Of course, admit you have a gift unlike any other. But you see, that ability is only worthwhile when you know how to use it yourself and you can protect it. It's the perfect ability to get used to it if it doesn't work. Am I wrong? ”

Dory.

Ansol shakes his head, clenching his lips. I couldn't help but feel the sadness of my eyes, but I was already resolved.

So, I opened my mouth as if to cut it off.

“You're the slowest, slowest clan member. I'm not talking about abilities. I'm talking about the whole Hole Plane thing. You know what I'm saying? ”

“Yes. Yes... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm sorry... I won't do it again... Forgive me..."

It was the first time I pushed Ansol like this. Whether she had been accustomed to coming or not all this time, it was her face that was startled as if I couldn't adapt to this look.

Looking at the spraying anvil, I said in a slightly sluggish voice.

“Huyu. You. You do know that the attendant's seat is empty, right? ”

I was formally informed at the meeting that I was releasing the reason from the number of performers. It's not that she couldn't cut it. I don't know if it was because of the 'chastity headband', but the reason was that it showed a very stable attitude.

We also had enough discussions before the meeting, and we were able to come up with a few reasons to agree on the reasons. although I thought I was quite disappointed.

Soon after I saw Ansol nod in a hurry, I was the one who said,

“I intend to appoint you successor. ”

“Me, me? Sue, are you an attendant? ”

“Yes, but don't get me wrong. You need to know more about Hall Plain, and you need to learn more. There's no right to object.You 'd better be prepared. ”

“Well, then... ”

Ansol's expression, which seemed to be pouring out tears immediately, began to change subtly. She lifts her throat a few times and blinks three or four times.

“You're not leaving me? Aren't you going to kick me out...? ”

That was the moment I heard Ansol's cautious voice.

We're almost there! Hiccup!

“Mercenary Road! ”

Someone opens the door of the office with a long, raw head. I was annoyed that I was suddenly interrupted because I was in the middle of an important conversation, but when I saw the user coming in, I was curious.

The identity of the user who opened the visit to the office was different.

I had to think even more strange because I was familiar with the neat nature or refined body. But on my challenge to say something, she opened her mouth first.

“Breaking news. I just went out on the street, and I heard the news. ”

“Hiring a user. Calm down. Calm down. What news did you hear? ”

Im Hannah put one hand on her chest, following my words, and immediately showed me how to breathe. It's been five seconds. She slowly tears her lips apart, slightly soothing.

“Halo, I've confirmed the fall of Halo. ”

“Well…. I heard you lost communication... Anyway, yeah. ”

I dared to answer because it was already planned.

However, his words were not yet finished.

“And there's been a request for reinforcement from the Golden Lion. It's not just one or two. Rumor has it that people from the West started marching on Barbaro…. ”

Soon after my words continued, I knocked the table in a reflexive manner.

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There were so many stories that I wanted to do a little bit more, and I wanted to get it out. But I felt it was better to reveal one thread at a time than to reveal it all here.

I'm glad it's not too late today. Haha.

It's the beginning of a resolution. Before the war, I'm going to try to pull it as fast as I can. Best regards_(__)_

Rifle

1. Usain Bolt: Congratulations on winning first place. Kuh, you're cool. 11!

2. Vladimir: Vladimir! When are you going to win first place! I'll try and make it to midnight soon! T

3. Ayasaki: You must be a soldier. Thank you for protecting your country. Cheer up!

4. [Pirate] Zoro: No. I hardly watch TV. Heh heh. Let me see your skills three or four times a month.:)

5. Sunset: Modified. Best regards,_(__)_

6. Piero's Tears: I was distraught by the comment. He just called me by my nickname, and all of a sudden he was about to cry. Thank you. * Sobbing *

7. AshleKay: Honestly, Ansol is too fraudulent. When you mix it with persimmon, it's the best combination in the minor family. You can't just give it away. Hehe.

8. guzzi: Oops. I see. I fixed it right away. Best regards,

9. Cousin Mueang: There is often a relationship between kinship and mental impairment. That's almost 70 percent. which means that sometimes it's not 30 percent. I didn't rush it.:)

10. LEA: Yes. I want to reveal the stories of other characters as well as the characters from time to time. My mission is to write as much fun as possible so that your readers can enjoy reading it (? Haha.

11. Quill: Thank you so much for always reading.: D

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