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I turned around and found a half, but seraf. The red cloak is gathered with the grip of the hand gripping when it is caught. But it’s not pulling tight, but pulling it loosely will give you a little strength, but you can sow it … .

“I’m going to … ? ”

Sounds like the voice is too pathetic. I do not want you to look at me like that. It ‘s like a poor woman who sees a fool who does not stay overnight.

I stuck my hand in my pocket. I touched the zero code I had in my hand. Serraf opened his mouth when he was not even able to catch what he had to say.

“I want to talk to you more.”

-Talk.

“Do not you just say something and listen to them and go a little too far?”

“What, what?”

The angel spoke out without hesitation. But he stare down at Seraph, who calmly shines his eyes as if to calm down and crave something. …I think this is the last meeting with Seraf. You can also use zero codes when you next meet. Maybe the chance to talk about it is just now. Maybe that’s why I think it’s … . I will answer.

“…….”In fact, the feelings of seeing the seraph in the recent years are quite subtle. I do not even know if I like it or not. I must say that I can not give a definite standard.

When did you look back? Ever since Serap knew he borrowed Ansol’s body, and that he came back a few times along the way?

After all, one thing I’m sure of after that is that the hatred that I do not want to look like in the past is washed away. Yes, that’s it.

“Come to think of it.”

Slowly pulling out the cloak, he said, and Seraph stood up from the altar, shaking his eyes.

“I still want to ask.”

At that moment, “Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait … ! ” Seraph, who was late in his speech, looked at me as he sat on the altar, and his face was stunned.

What? It’s okay to have more. ”

He draws the tobacco out of his nose, draws his eyes, and sits nicely on the altar. It was obvious, however, that his eyes gazed at a completely different place and his lower lips bulged out. Seraf seems to have seen the Toraji for the first time. It’s pretty cute.

“Did you peep?”

“I did not.”

“Ah, beep … . All right. But what did you want me to tell you? ”

“…….”Seraph, speaking with a slightly angry voice, sighed for a while.

After silence for a while, Seraph, who was unfavorable to me, watched me horrifically. Then his mouth came up.

“Actually, I have been observing the recent trend of Suhyon.”

“What?”

“It seemed to be very enjoyable with many women.”

“…I saw.

Seraf nodded. Hum… The hottest aura is coming up. But I said ‘so?’ I managed to manage the expression so that the meaning can be passed.

“If I wanted to be embarrassed, it would be a mistake.”

“Will not you? I am not so attracted. ”

Yawning came out unexpectedly. Because it is night. It’s weird. I woke up late and I would not be short of sleep.

At that time, Seraf said.

Just…

danjie quindao

“I envied you.”

“Hey, I’m sorry to have you.”

I chewed the tobacco and laughed and laughed. Hmm. It’s been a long time since I talk with Seraf. It’s not worse than you think.

“So you say, Suhyun.”

Seraph, who had come into close contact with his body, swung into his ear.

“May I have a favor for you?”

“Listen.”

I muttered with a fire on the tobacco – chewing tobacco.

At that moment, suddenly the field of vision suddenly slipped. I closed my eyes once and tinted the grayish ceiling. Below it, Seraph is looking down at me with half a head. At the same time, I was able to feel the fluffy feeling that comfortably supports the nape.

A knee pillow. Probably, Seraf probably seems to want to see me embarrassment anyway.

“Do you want this?”

Serap asked, but she shook her head. And without saying anything, I move my hands and begin to sweep my hair slowly. Slowly, very slowly, without rest … . I have no reason to come and reject it, so I left my body quietly.

“Uh … ”

The gray altar was cold, but Seraf’s touch was warmer than that. I feel good. As the head loosens, the body grows colder, and eyes close by itself. It seems to lie down in the warm sunlight in the meadow which greeted the fresh spring.

In this state, how much time has passed.

Soo-hyun

Suddenly, Seraf spoke. I compromised and stared at Seraph as I half-closed my eyes to fully wind it. It seems to have become a little bit thinner than before because the view narrowed.

“Suhyun is … . How was your life on Hall Plane? ”

“……?”It was a nonsensical question. Suddenly I tried to talk about what I was talking about and swallowed the horse. Maybe this answer is Serap’s request.

Well

I was thoughtful like a self-talk.

I would have said it negatively without thinking. Of course I can still say that.

If you think seriously only once, there is no reason to say otherwise.

“I was unhappy, but … ”

I was unhappy when I saw your brother’s death. I had to suffer hardships, watch my colleagues ‘deaths, and remember when I remember the fallen woman’ s memory, I do not even want to recall it now. Apart from this, unhappy memories have come to be widespread and expansive.

But have you ever been disadvantaged throughout your life as a user?

“I have a good memory … ”

Strictly speaking, it was not. When I met my brother, when I was saved by Han So-young, when I met Gehenna, when Marwa and Sanna were born, when my colleagues came to rescue me … . The memory at that time is clearly not included in the category of unhappiness. This is also countless.

I felt a feeling of tickling my face while I was slowly calming down my thoughts. A silver ball with a gleaming gleam is flown out. Ceraf ‘s face seems to be gradually tilting.

But why … . Does not it look more detailed than before? The field of view has become quite unclear. I do not know eyelids, I seem to have become very heavy.

“You do not have to forget the past, but you do not need to be entangled.”

The moment I opened my eyes, I closed my eyes a little more. I do not know why, but the feeling of touching the whole body smoothly was not so bad. Rather, I want to fall asleep like this.

“So it is better for you to live happily now, too?”

There was a soft voice like a lullaby.

“That’s … ”

It is natural Who would not want to live happily.

Seraf connects the horse.

“So what is happiness for Mr. Suhyon, what kind of life?”

At that moment the chin and speech were blocked.

“…….”This was a problem.

People have different priorities depending on the individual. Therefore, what defines happiness is of course different. I am also the same.

“Happiness … ”

The happy life that ordinary people pursue and the life I feel happy are very different from each other. Can you say that life that can sense the meaning of constantly killing and slaughtering is happiness? Even if I am satisfied with my own hand, the gaze of people around me, such as my brother or Han So-young … ?

Was it from the temple of promise.

‘Is it the outcome of the unknown? I am afraid that I felt fear in the future when choices will come. Though I’ve been waiting for fifteen years for the moment I wanted … . ‘
‘Well, if the poison that keeps it hanging is lost, it may be worn out. If so, then you’re already breaking beautifully … . ‘

Zero code words were boldly sympathetic.

From a certain moment I began to deceive myself. Among them, the most important thing was to respond to sorrow and pain. I thought it was weak to cry because I could not overcome bitterness.

I wanted to be stronger than anyone for revenge. When I wanted to cry hard, I held my tears with this. If you can not stand it, I replaced it with anger. As a result of constantly cheating on the emotions themselves, the lacrimal glands completely disappeared. …After all, the only thing left is emptiness and vanity.

Maybe.

So it was.

So I wanted to cry. I wanted to shed tears rather than laugh.

When I am happy, I can laugh sincerely, but when I am unhappy I can not really smile.

But crying is not limited to simply being sad. It is also possible when you are happy. It is too much joy, or it does not cry much because it does not overcome impression.

okay . . . A life that can cry when you want to cry. Going further.

“I can live like a human … . Such a life … ? ”

“…”Now you have.”

After barely finishing the answer, I suddenly felt that something that disturbed my eyes suddenly. Perhaps Seraf has lifted his head … .

Yes, sir, I

strange.

“If Suhyon really wants to do that.”

I tried to raise my body, but there is no strength in my whole body.

“I will gladly respect Suhyon’s sincerity.”

It was a feeling that the body was rolling.

I was able to notice that it was the time to let go of the line. No, I can not. I still have something to ask.

“Now that’s what I come to say … ”

That was the moment.

“I vowed in front of the Zero Code ahead of my return five years ago.”

Suddenly, as the field of vision suddenly darkened, the shape of the seraph which seemed blurred completely disappeared.

“Now it seems that the time has come to fulfill that vow.”

Seraph.

‘Do not get me wrong. As I said before, user Kim Soo-hyun now has a significant amount of GP. It’s not a rational act to get rid of it. ”
“Please do not get me wrong. First of all, I understand that Suhyun wants to return to Earth as he wants. But I can assure you that going without any measures is not rational. ”

Seraph. What do you say now?

‘It’s unbelievable, but your willingness has caused a zero code response. the filtering element. As a helper, I will adjust the details arbitrarily. Of course, it will not be much of a nail to harm the user Kim Soo-hyun. So I’ll see you soon. ”
“Suhyun is … . With the help of a helper … . To request randomly … . Of course, the sun goes down to Suhyun … ”

Damn, I can not hear you. No matter how much you try to concentrate, the consciousness becomes blurred every moment.

“Then after the work … ”

The last thing I could hear. “Seeing you again … ”

It was Serap ‘s voice, which was said in a slightly wet voice.

“Probably tough … ? ”

At the same time, I missed the string of rituals that I had held for a while.

============================ Late Works ==================== ======== Kim Soo-hyun: Maybe you can cry … ?
Seraph: Then cry.
Kim Soo-hyun
Seraph: Cry and prove your innocence! This is sloppy!