My 26-year-old female boss

When the word "breast cancer" appeared in front of my eyes, my heart trembled violently, my scalp became numb, I kept swallowing my saliva, and my hand holding this medical record began to shake.

Until the medical record slips gently from my hand, I am still shivering, breathing more and more quickly, as if the air around me suddenly becomes thin.

Song Nanshan's voice is not from me She won't let us tell you that she and he are afraid that you will be sad... "

I'm still in a daze. I can't hear any sound clearly. I just feel the "buzz" in my ears.

Then Ann came to me and patted me on the shoulder without speaking.

I pushed him away, roared at him and asked, "what do you mean What's the meaning of this? Answer me! What does that mean... "

An Zheng was embarrassed. I rushed to him and grabbed his collar with both hands. Red eyes and spittle, I roared at him: "speak! What does that mean? "

An Zheng still did not speak, he let me hold his collar, the whole person is like a frost hit eggplant.

"She died, my sister died..."

Song Qingshan suddenly burst out a sentence like a sharp knife straight heart, I feel a heart ache, hands powerless to release anzheng, the whole person seems to be pulled out of the muscles and bones, soft fell on the floor.

"Brother Xiang, brother Xiang are you all right? You get up, you need to cheer up... " Ann was immediately reaching for me.

I couldn't hear any sound at all. The sentence "she's dead" was like a thunderbolt, and tears burst out immediately

Ann was holding me tightly. He was afraid that I would lose my temper and do something stupid.

But he worried too much, because I'm totally out of my mind now, and I can't have the extra strength to do stupid things.

I don't believe it. I can't believe

One of my favorite people, a beautiful woman in her prime, just like this Death sentence for cancer?

It seemed that after a long time, I could hear some voices from the outside world in my ears. I heard Ann calling to me, and song Qingshan's crying voice came from the hospital bed.

Once again, I grabbed an Zheng's shoulders and asked him, "you tell me, it's not true. You are joking with me. You want to cheat me, don't you?"

An Zheng shook his head in despair and said, "brother Xiang, no, we didn't cheat you She's really dead. In fact I didn't know before long... "

"Liars, you two liars, big liars! Ah... " I gripped anzheng's shoulders with both hands and shook him vigorously.

At the same time, anzheng said to me, "do you remember the last time we went to song Qingyi's house to look for clues left by her? Shanshan and I found the medical record in her study We asked you to come, but we didn't want to tell you... "

"Liar! Big liar... " I still couldn't hear anything, still howling at him.

At last I was hoarse, and the whole person fell on the floor again, sleeping on the floor like a dead fish.

I really can't believe it's true. Why? How could she die?

She's dead! It means she's gone forever in this world. How can it be?

I tugged at my hair, as if my scalp was tearing off. I couldn't believe it, I couldn't imagine

I began to recall all the things between me and her again and again. In those fragmented memories, I found some fragments.

At the beginning, I met song Qingyi several times in the hospital. The most impressive one was that I paid Miaomiao for gynecological examination. I met her in obstetrics and gynecology. I also joked with her at that time. She said she had a cold. I was still wondering how a cold could come to the obstetrics and gynecology department?

Why didn't I ask her more at that time? Why didn't you think she started to cheat me from then on?

I picked up the medical record again. The diagnosis date on it was half a year ago. That is to say, she had the disease a long time ago.

There was a reason why she didn't promise to be my girlfriend, but later in Paris, she promised me. Maybe she didn't want to make me sad again.

I still remember what she said to me at that time. She said that I would regret it. She also said that if she left me one day, she told me not to be sad or sad.

Originally, all of this she is lying to me, she has not told me the truth of the matter!

At this moment, I'm really about to collapse. My tears burst out like a breakwater, blurring my sight

I've never felt so heartrending, even on the day my mother died, I didn't feel so embarrassed, because I was still young at that time, even if I was sad, it was just that moment.

I always think I am an optimistic person, but I think from now on, I will not be optimistic again.

I don't know how long it took me to accept the cold reality. I stood up with my feet trembling in the chair next to me. I stared at Song Qingshan on the hospital bed with empty eyes, and asked in a trembling voice, "when will she Dead... "Song Qingshan shakes her head, but her eyes are dim. Her lower lip has been bitten white by herself.

"Brother Xiang, we don't know when she died, but I didn't know a week ago Shanshan didn't know that she did come back, but she didn't come back, but But her ashes were sent back. "

Once again, I felt the pain of the earth shattering, the feeling of parting in life and death. It was like another pair of forceps, which actually clamped my heart, and my chest was so painful that I couldn't breathe like a fishbone getting stuck in the throat -- necessary to give vent to one 's pent-up feelings.

My whole body was shaking, tears spilled out of my eyes to the flood of the levee. I burst into tears, tears and snot flowed down together.

All this came so fast that I couldn't accept the reality. I covered my face with both hands, and I couldn't help myself.

In this sad mood, anzheng and song Qingshan did not comfort me any more. In fact, the one who really needs to be comforted is song Qingshan, who is song Qingyi's sister. Now the baby in her belly is about to be born. Her sister who loves her so much leaves her.

After a long time, I finally lifted my hand to wipe away the tears and asked helplessly, "do you know where she was buried?"

Ann was looking at me, nodding and telling me about the graveyard. Without a moment's hesitation, I pushed him away and dashed out.

Just listen to the back of an Zheng called to me: "brother Xiang, you wait for me, I'll drive you."

I can't remember how I ran down the hospital building. I can only feel my world and turn to gray at that moment. Everything in my sight is black and white and gray.

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