Sitting in an Zheng's car, I said nothing and leaned against the window like a piece of wood. My tears had dried up and my heart was numb with pain.

Anzheng didn't talk to me either, and the atmosphere was dignified.

I don't know how long later, the car stopped at the gate of a cemetery. Anzheng said to me, "brother Xiang, here we are."

I opened the door numbly and jumped out of the car, but my legs were soft. The whole person almost fell to the ground again. I quickly helped the rearview mirror next to me to see and stabilize it.

Seeing this, Ann quickly came to me and took me to the cemetery

I bought a bunch of flowers at the gate of the cemetery. When Ann was helping me walk along the lonely paths in the cemetery, my heart was filled with sadness.

The slower I walk, the more I dare not face it. I stop, and anzheng accompanies me to stop.

After walking and stopping all the way, I finally came to the tombstone where song Qingyi was. An Zheng whispered to me, "brother Xiang, here we are."

I still don't have any words. I dare not look at the names and photos on the tombstone. I just look at the other side and tears come out again.

After a long time, I turned my head hard to the tombstone. When I saw the black-and-white photo, my body instantly petrified!

I stare at the black-and-white photo, the throat knot is violently wriggling up and down, the mouth moves, and then moves, but I can't get it. Since I was born, I feel that my throat is blocked by a wadding, and I'm about to suffocate.

Ann was afraid that I would run away. He immediately grabbed my shoulder and stood with me speechless.

At that moment, it seemed that the whole world did not exist. I saw anything and could not hear any sound.

I'm dizzy. I'm spinning. My body is shaking.

I really broke down. I pushed him away and knelt heavily in front of the tombstone and cried loudly

The flowers in my hands fell on the ground, and I cried for the tombstone. My voice was hoarse, as if all my tears had been drained.

I hit myself hard in the chest with one punch. I could not feel any pain except heartache.

Ann was holding my hand so hard that I wouldn't hurt myself. She yelled at me: "calm down! Calm down, brother I know it's hard for you to accept this fact, but it will happen. We can only accept I can only accept it! "

"Go away, you get out of my way!" Once again, I tried my best to push an Zheng away, and the whole person fell in front of the tombstone.

I sobbed bitterly and gasped, only to feel that breathing was an impossible thing.

I can only repent again and again, in this lingering shadow, pondering a right and wrong.

Once upon a time, I always thought that death was far away from us, but now I find that it is so easy to die.

Tears kept turning in the eyes, constantly dripping on the clothes, my face cold ice, full of haggard.

"An Zheng, give me a cigarette..." Finally, I took the initiative to shout to an Zheng.

Without saying a word, anzheng took out the cigarette and put it directly into my mouth and lit it for me.

I took a deep breath of smoke, but dead in the mouth, reluctant to spit out, feeling the taste of cigarette inflation in the lung.

After a long time, I finally looked up, trapped in the mouth of the smoke into the blue sky, white clouds long spit out, at that moment I saw the sky cloud smile.

Is that her? It must be.

She must be able to see me. She certainly doesn't want me to be so sad. She doesn't want to tell me that she has a terminal illness. Isn't she afraid that I will be sad?

Suddenly a breeze blows in my ears, and a group of white pigeons flit over their heads. They will find a place to rest before dusk, and fly to an unknown place again the next day.

I finally saw the most beautiful sunset, it is now in front of me, the burning clouds in front of me.

Those pigeons who haven't found their destination, just like the poems burned by the poet, go back with the blood flame of the sunset

At that moment, as if all the troubles and fatigue were ignored, every nervous tension in the body was gradually relieved.

The wind is blowing quietly, blowing

What can't be forgiven in the face of death?

However, I still don't believe it is true. I wish all this was a dream.

When I woke up, I was still in the company of Simei. During working hours, I fell asleep on my desk and was called into the office by song Qingyi. She threw a report in front of me and scolded me.

"Xiang Nan, take a good look at your performance this month. You're still in the mood to sleep. You're still sleeping at work. You don't want to do it, do you?"

How I wish I could hear her voice like this. I will not fight with her. I will be obedient and will not make her angry again

However, can not go back, can not go back once again.Cell phone ring ring ring, has been ringing, ring again and again, I did not pay attention to, I numb.

"Brother Xiang, your mobile phone is ringing."

I still do not have any language, close my eyes and lean my head on the tombstone. I just hope I can accompany her on the last journey.

When the mobile phone ring for the third time, an was feeling the phone out of my pocket, and then said to me, "it's Zhao Qingqing calling, can't you pick it up?"

I still do not have any words, everything is pale to me.

Then, I heard an Zheng connect the phone. He seemed to tell Zhao Qingqing the news of song Qingyi's death and tell Zhao Qingqing where we are.

After he put the mobile phone back in my pants pocket, he sat with me beside the tombstone and began to mutter: "in fact, after we learned that song Qingyi had breast cancer, Shanshan and I had been looking for her, but there was no news of her Until a week ago, a man found Shanshan and said that song Qingyi had passed away. He brought her ashes back... "

"Shanshan, like you at that time, couldn't accept this fact. In fact, she didn't go to the hospital until she was pregnant, because she was so sad that she had to live in the hospital..."

He sighed heavily: "I've always wanted to tell you, but the person who brought back song Qingyi's ashes said that song Qingyi had repeatedly told him not to tell you, absolutely not to tell you, she wanted you to gradually forget her."

"Shut up! Don't say any more! " I opened my eyes and yelled at him.

Anzheng didn't go on talking any more. It was quiet again. I felt that I was in a dead wasteland, surrounded by desolation.

Until a long time later, a woman's cry rang out beside her

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