My alternative life

"Later Alas

Chen Qian sighed heavily, "for a while, he told me that he had passed the political trial and was officially employed. Now he has to accept a two-year special training."

I can't understand. What kind of job is NIMA? Special training will take two years?

My God!

"During this period, he came back to see me and stayed with me for more than two months I proposed to marry him, but he didn't give me a positive response. Finally, I asked him, and he said that the company already knew we were going to marry. This time, he came back to marry me. "

I said, isn't that good? He wants to live with you, too.

"Yes, I said at that time, since the leaders of your unit all know about us, let's get married. Why refuse me again and again?"

I looked up at Chen Qian and wanted to know how the elder brother answered.

Qianjie gently stroked my face and gazed at me as if she were looking at her most beloved treasure.

"He was driven by me, and finally said, Xiaoqian, I love you very much, so I hesitated Well, you don't know how dangerous my job is. I can't see the light, and I may always have to go out to carry out the task Even if we get married, we may get together less and leave more. We may not see one or two sides all year round. "

Chen Qian's words remind me of Mo Zhi dance and the fifth elder brother. Yes, they are all such invisible people.

I can't help feeling in my heart. It seems that it has been more than a month or two since the last time Mo Zhi dance contacted me? During this period of time, she just disappeared from the world. There was no more news from her, and she could not hear a word about her.

I don't know how I feel. Maybe they are all heroes, the nation and the country, but for their families, they are cruel

I can't help it. This is a trade-off. I don't know if I, Jiang Feng, would make the same choice.

"I said, what should you do? I don't care. It's OK to see one or two sides a year. I love you, so I'm willing to accept all this."

Listening to Chen Qian's words, I suddenly felt a little distressed for her. I reached out and hugged her waist. My head was close to her towering place, listening to her heartbeat.

"He couldn't beat me and finally got my marriage certificate That day, I wanted to give myself to him, because I was very afraid, worried that once he went, I would never hear from him again I can't tell why I feel that way. I just don't want to leave regrets in my life. "

Said here, Chen Qian and tears, crystal tears drop by drop in my hair, face and mouth, cool, salty.

"But he didn't agree. He just said that when he settled down for a while, maybe he would have a chance to stay with me all the year round, and then we would really get each other. He also said that there might be a conclusion at the Spring Festival. If there was no accident, he would ask for leave to come back and hold a wedding with me..."

I How to say that, I was terrified when I heard it. To be exact, although I felt a little uncomfortable, it was not because Chen Qian was jealous of her beloved man. More importantly, it was because I was afraid of hearing the following words and knowing the already clear answer.

"But I didn't wait for him. I didn't hear from him any more! "

Qianjie let go of me, just like a puppet, no expression on her face, I know, this is the result of heart like death.

I dare not urge her, can only wait for Chen Qian himself to continue.

After a long time, Qian said, "really, Xiao Feng, I've been anxious, strange and crazy. I've been looking for him all over the world. I even went to his home and asked my uncle and aunt At that time, his father said, girl, it's my son. I'm sorry, you, just think he's dead. We don't know where he is now, whether he's dead or alive Alas, my daughter, we are willing to prove to you that you can find an ordinary person to live in peace. I'm sorry for you, Uncle... "

I heard it heartbroken, even tearful.

I can imagine that it was Chen Qian's mood when she heard these words, but I can't feel Chen Qian's heartbreaking mood.

I can't imagine that a living person, who can't see people and dead bodies, just disappeared out of thin air?

At least, Mo Zhi dance will tell me every time I go out to perform a task, or I really miss her. I can also call Mo Zhanyu, the elder brother of Zhi dance, and I can hear from him what Zhi dance is good. Don't worry about her. I will contact you later

But what about Chen Qian? What about sister Qian? Her lover just disappeared!

He didn't even leave a word. Even his family didn't know whether he was alive or dead.

I couldn't help it. I choked and asked, "well Then, sister Qian, after all these years, there is no news from elder brother any more? "

Qian elder sister slowly shakes her head, the movement is so sad and helpless.

"Yes, I've been looking for him for another three years. In the first year, I almost didn't go to work. I've looked for all the places I can think of. Once, I didn't go to the second time or the third time! The next year, I couldn't stand it. I began to go back to work in prison, but I still went out to look for him as long as I had a chance. I looked for him all over the world, spent all my savings and borrowed money to look for him At most six or seven months in a year In the third year, I can't find it, you know, I really can't find it Xiao Feng, I'm tired, I have no strength, and my heart is dead. It's just like trying my best to find him. I told myself that if my fate with him is not enough, he will appear in front of me in the third year, at least give me a good news about him But, I didn't wait, never again! "Finally, Chen Qian finished her words in one breath and fell into my arms, just like all the energy in her body!

I hold her, feel this moment of Chen Qian, like a walking corpse, completely collapsed.

In the heart is extremely uncomfortable, starts to hate oneself, I specially have no disease, why must know this so-called answer?!

Now it's good, the final answer didn't wait, but it destroyed Qianjie's spirit, let her once again experience that kind of miserable mental journey

I'm Jiang Feng, really special? Damn me!

I patted her cheek, kissed her forehead and face, and even breathed energy into her body

"Qian elder sister, elder sister, don't scare me. I'm afraid of Jiang Feng. Don't be like this, OK?"

Although I knew that Chen Qian fainted just because of her grief, I was afraid for the first time and doubted her use of internal breathing.

After a long time, Chen Qian finally woke up and looked at me with dull eyes.

I said, "sister Qian, let's stop talking, OK? I won't ask, I won't ask anything, I don't want to know..."

Finally, Mingming's eyes turned to me. Chen Qian looked at me and grinned at me reluctantly. "Xiaofeng, you've come to this point. Let me finish my speech. I'll tell you why I'm so good to you..."