My alternative life

I sigh and know that if Chen Qian is not allowed to speak out, maybe this knot in her heart will never be solved. That person in her heart is like a zombie jumping out from time to time, disturbing her life and her mood.

So nodded, "Qian Jie, then you say, slowly say, I listen."

"After three years, I don't want to look for him anymore In the fifth year of my work, I went to the office alone to register the missing persons and death. I found that his registered residence had no idea what time he wrote off, or even everything was left behind. There was no school record, no birth certificate, no marriage registration. Nothing! It's like it never existed in this world! "

Why do you think Chen qianer is such a joke to me!

"Xiao Feng, do you understand that everything, everything about him, is gone! Even his parents have moved and changed their phones. No one in the neighborhood knows where they have moved... "

I listen, feel too strange, can't imagine!

But I dare not ask Chen Qian, for fear that she will recall some sad memories, which will make the poor woman fall into deep pain again and unable to extricate herself!

"I'm dead at heart. I'm living in a muddle. I don't meet anyone who introduces me. I only know how to work every day In those days, the sky was gray. I didn't know what it was like when the sun was shining on me. I didn't know what delicious food was in my mouth. I just lived like a walking corpse. "

With a long breath, I got up and took a bottle of mineral water for Chen Qian, and handed it to her, "sister Qian, have a drink. I think you are too excited today. Why don't you go back and find a new time to talk about it?"

"No..."

As a result, Chen Qian unscrewed the lid of the mineral water bottle, drank half of it in a gulp, and met my eyes stubbornly, "Xiao Feng, you let me finish, but I can't sleep without it!"

"Well, then You say it

I have no choice but to light a cigarette.

"I miss him very much, but I can't hold his hand, I can't feel his breath any more Sometimes I will go back to the school where we study together, go to the teaching building, go to the classroom, but I dare not look for students, dare not go to see the teacher, I quit from the classmate group, changed the mobile phone number, pulled everyone black Alas, I don't want to have any intersection with my previous life, and I don't want to face those endless enthusiastic but superfluous concerns again... "

As if to see Chen Qian alone on the deciduous campus, as if to see her standing in front of the classroom where she used to study with that person, and as if to see her sitting alone on the school lawn in a daze

I, heartache such as cut!

Chen Qian spoke again, but her tone began to calm down.

"In this way, I work and live in a trance in Shashan female prison. I seldom go back to my parents' home, because I dare not face them Later, I used all my savings to pay the down payment and bought a house in Donghe county But all about him, all the love letters I wrote to him and the photos we took together, I locked them up and didn't show any of them

She looked at me and said, "I thought I would live alone all my life like this. I thought the biggest tragedy in my life was nothing more than this. I, Chen Qian, have already experienced it, and nothing can move me any more..."

I bowed my head and didn't dare to look at her. I knew that I would talk about the most important thing next.

"That's it I live until you show up in my life

When she said that, she fell into silence. After a long time, I finally couldn't help asking, "sister Qian, is that right Do I look like that big brother? "

I really don't want to ask this sentence. The reason why Chenhui and I got together is that I look so much like her dead boyfriend. When Chenhui saw me for the first time, she spilled the drink on me. It was like she put down all the reserve of girls, asked me for the phone number, and even wrote her mobile phone number in my hand!

I can't figure out why she can help me at all costs, even without asking for anything in return, except that she looks like Chen Qian's predecessor? Help a big boy who has never met and never met?

There's no reason

Asked this sentence, my heart will hang in my throat, waiting for Chen Qian to give me the answer.

She stared at me and asked, "Xiao Feng, why do you think so? Why do you think I help you and I treat you because you look like him? "

"Sister Qian, I guess at random too Because I can't think of any other reason! "

Chen Qian nodded and shook her head again. "Indeed, you and he are similar to each other to some extent. They are all sunny, bold, tough and persistent! However, your looks are quite different. He looks more manly than you, but you look more handsome and better looking than him

I wry smile, alas, my good Qian elder sister, up to now, can you still make such a comparison?

But I'm even more surprised. If we look different, why would she do this to me?

Seeing that I asked her with my eyes, Chen Qian said with a smile, "so at the beginning, I asked you if there is reincarnation, if there is soul attachment Ah, Xiao Feng, do you remember our first contact? ""The first time?" I asked, some not sure, "sister Qian, do you mean to meet or not?"

"The first time!" She insisted on asking, but didn't know what to say.

After thinking about it, I finally answered, "sister Qian, if you only hear the voice but don't see the person, I remember calling you for the first time?"

Say this sentence, but I immediately denied, "no, wrong, call me to report should be the deputy chief of prison administration department Wang Li, not Qian Jie you? That is Is Cheng Yaoxin and I going to report that day

From Chen Qian's point of view, it was the first time we met! But Xiao Feng, don't you have any doubt or guess in your heart? Why is it that Mingming has made an appointment with Wang Li, and she didn't say that she would go out for training for a few days in advance, but she wasn't present on the day you reported, so it's up to me to receive you and Yaoxin? Besides, you've been here for a while. Now you should know that there are many things to be managed by the Political Department of Shashan women's prison. New reports don't need to be directly received by my chief, right? "

If you think about it, it's true!

At that time, Cheng Yaoxin and I went to see Wang Li, but we didn't expect her to be away. Chen Qian came to receive us.

"Well When is it? " I asked, feeling a little nervous suddenly.

"Do you remember calling the office of Political Department of Shashan women's prison when you submitted your resume?"

"Yes

I remember, it was before the written examination. I sent my resume to ask if I was qualified for the written examination. I did call Shashan once