My alternative life

These jobs always need someone to do, and since I have chosen, I will have no regrets, and will stick to it!

Suddenly, it sounds that the words of Mo Zhi dance are empty, just like shouting slogans.

But my heart was suddenly shocked, because, compared with ordinary people, I know more about and closer to the long-term "living state" of Mo Zhi dance!

Yes, it's the word "state of life". I must be satisfied with the words I created by my inspiration, because Zhiwu's life is beyond the scope of most people. Even in this country, there are not more than 20 or 30 people who know the nature of her work.

I'm not one of them, of course, but I'm close at last!

At least, like Zhiwu, I encounter and often encounter all kinds of dangers, but she may be on the battlefield or abroad, while I am in the prison of China and on the street.

Therefore, just because I have experienced similar dangerous moments, I can understand the deep meaning of Mo Zhi dance's slogan answer.

She is not exaggerating to state her position, saying that some vows are just like a mirror, but she really thinks and does so!

I can't fully understand why she has such a will and why the power of her belief is so strong.

In fact, although Mo Zhi dance is already my woman, I still don't know about her in many aspects, and what she can't tell me may be the crux of Mo Zhi dance's wish to be with me and really be a woman, but she doesn't want to talk about marriage with me.

Zhi dance gently hugged me, the plump chest close to my body, some emotional, "Maple ah, you say, what is the meaning of living in this world? Is it to spend decades and then sleep underground? "

I shook my head to show that I didn't know and couldn't answer her.

Zhiwu said, "in fact, there are 10000 different answers to this question for 10000 people. For example, businessmen want to make money, wear gold and silver, and live a very rich material life. Is that wrong? No, Scientists, for example, hope to explore the secrets of the universe, human beings, society and nature. It would be better if they had the chance to be as famous as Newton and Einstein. But it's just a state of life. Although it's great, it's not something everyone has to follow. Therefore, in my opinion, a person exists in the world, nothing is better than to do what he thinks is right and meaningful, and then stick to it, so that his ideal can be realized and his mood can be happy Feng, you really don't have to think too much. In a few decades, we, our parents and relatives, including ourselves, will all leave the world. The difference is just earlier, later, happier or sadder. The ending doesn't make much difference... "

I lowered my head and began to kiss Mo Zhi's hair. I thought what she said seemed reasonable.

"Brother Feng, maybe I can't completely convince you, or completely dispel your confusion, but I hope you don't think so much, OK, because no matter how much you think, you can't influence or change anything! For example, if you don't work as a prison guard, can you avoid being involved in Qiantong water treatment? Your brother-in-law Xiang Ming won't be framed by villains? Or, you are just an ordinary people, you sit in an office, you are a civil servant, or you teach in a school, you will be able to avoid all the unexpected disasters? If this is true, the casualties caused by fires, floods, earthquakes, traffic accidents and diseases will not exist? If people just choose a safe and stable life, these accidents will not happen. Well, I suggest you immediately resign from Shashan female prison, and then never touch such dangerous work! However, can we avoid being cautious? No, brother Feng, the chance is smaller at most, but it's impossible to avoid it completely So, my dear, you really don't have to worry so much, not to mention the matter has come to this, now is not the time to think about this Hold me, let's be happy and let it be, OK? "

Mo Zhi dance this words completely moved me, suddenly, I think Mo Zhi dance said too right, too good, about my heart.

Indeed, no matter how much I think, what's the use of being upset? Some people can't get away from the cold wind when they are sitting at home. Some people walk in front of the mall and will be killed by a billboard blown down by a gust of wind. Are these things they can get away from if they want to?

All of a sudden, my confusion, the confusion caused by the dismemberment of Jiang Shushan's two secret service subordinates, slowly dissipated in my heart, and I felt like the clouds had cleared away.

Reach out to hold Zhi dance that a pair of plump, affectionately kiss her, I whispered, "Zhi dance, you this goblin, really don't see your eloquence so good, so will persuade others!"

Her body began to twist, like a beautiful snake around me, "brother Feng, oh ~ ~ ~ Feng, I I miss you... "

After some warmth, Mo Zhi dance faltered to the bathroom to wash. I put on my pajamas and stood in front of the window to call Jiang Shushan.

After smoking two puffs, my mood has become relatively calm, "Mr. Jiang, it's me, Jiang Feng.""Well, I know it's you."

"That Mr. Jiang, I'm sorry that I didn't do what you asked me to do When the people were found, they had been dismembered. The scene was very miserable, and I didn't see it with my own eyes. However, Zhang Li, captain of the Criminal Investigation Brigade of Xijing Public Security Bureau, personally said that from the situation at the scene, the dead should be your two subordinates Oh, I'm sorry, I have a heavy burden! "

The other end of the phone began to be silent. After a long time, I heard some voices. Maybe it was Jiang Shushan who was wiping his eyes with a tissue.

"Jiang Feng, I already know. Tian boguang and I talked about it on the phone before Oh, well, it's not your fault. It's my fault. I'm careless. I didn't prepare enough to put them in danger. I'm guilty... "

My mood suddenly became very uncomfortable. It seemed that Jiang Shushan had never felt so sad and guilty at this moment.

Two people suddenly have no words, I smoke, listen to Jiang Shushan gasp, suppress not let the sad burst out on the phone.

After a while, Jiang Shushan's mood seemed to be a little stable, sighed and finally said, "well, that's it, Jiang Feng, you should pay attention to your body and have a good rest. The final decisive battle will start soon, and soon you will be tired!"

"Well."

Hang up the phone, my mood relaxed, but not the slightest relaxed mood.

When will the final battle with Qiantong water treatment begin?