My alternative life

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she's still talking to me, but her eyes become bright and empty for a while

I know that Wang pandi has begun to fall into some reverie, or fantasy, and gradually entered an indescribable mood.

I resisted the impulse to interrupt her because I had to learn more details!

"Team Jiang, you know, my sisters told me how much she and her husband loved each other and how brave her husband was in bed, which made her beg for mercy every time Wu Wu ~ ~ "

I didn't expect Wang pandi to cry.

"Team Jiang, I went to prison in my twenties. Before, I knew how to fight and kill in the street and do some bad things to bully the market. I regret that Wang pandi didn't even know what it was like to be a man In the twinkling of an eye, I am thirty-five years old

I listened quietly, occasionally reaching out and pressing the acupoints on her back and arms, inputting internal breathing to help her relax and stabilize her mood.

"I thought that if I were given a man, or if I could meet a man who loves me, loves me and doesn't dislike me, Wang pandi would be willing to wash and cook for her all her life, carry excrement and urine, and even be a cow and horse Sobbing ~ ~ "

she cried in a low voice, choking and speechless.

I'm speechless and in a bad mood.

Alas, what's so special is that I am trying to guide her mental state, or am I influenced by her instead?

Many of these female prisoners are in the prime of their life, but they are in prison. They have to stay in prison and undergo physical and mental transformation.

But isn't transformation a kind of suffering?

It's easy to deal with the physical consumption brought by hard work. If you have enough food and get enough rest, you can recover. But psychologically? What should I do?

There are also some special physiological needs, who will meet them?

Indeed, all the consequences now are caused by women criminals like Wang pandi. They can't blame others!

If you make a mistake or break the law, you will be punished by the law

However, deep in my heart, I still feel an indescribable sadness

Life, too hard!

For prisoners, serving a sentence is just a part of life. No, it's all of life!

"Later, later, I thought, I'm going to get out of prison in another two years. Can I have a child then? I'm wang pandi's own child? "

She looked at me with a look of expectation in her eyes.

"There will be, there will be!"

I gave her a very positive answer and even patted Wang pandi on the shoulder to encourage her.

"But they all say that it's time to have a baby. Like me, I'm almost thirty-eight years old after I get out of prison. Even if I marry any man, I can't be forty when I'm pregnant? Can I still have a baby? Besides, who would want me... "

She was so emotional and sad that I could hardly face her. I didn't know how to persuade her.

After thinking for a long time, I finally said, "Wang pandi, you may not understand some physiological characteristics of women, so your idea is wrong. What you said is not right!"

"Team Jiang, that Then you say, "can I still have children?"

She looked at me, eyes full of enthusiasm, expectation, begging and sadness, I have never seen such a variety of emotions can be intertwined, appear in a pair of such simple ordinary eyes

Wang pandi stares at me like Jiang Feng is a son sending Guanyin. My words have unparalleled power of life and death for her future life.

I couldn't help dodging my eyes, and then I was suddenly surprised!

What the hell!

My Jiang Feng is a psychological counseling teacher. Well, how can I take the lead to avoid my own eyes?

In psychology, looking directly into each other's eyes and facing each other's anger, desire, joy or cry are the most fundamental elements that can guide, influence and even control each other's emotions and thoughts!

I was defeated by a female prisoner's desire for happiness, for life, especially for having a child!

Inadvertently, completely without any warning to defeat.

I know, in fact, I was only infected by her words, and now we are more like a kind of friend talk, so in the state of mind without defense, I will not consciously be affected by each other

However, since there have been mistakes, I will never allow them to go on making mistakes again and again.

In a hurry, I lowered my head and raised my head to stabilize my mind.If I want Wang pandi to be convinced of me and become the God in her mind who can control her life, I should be the God myself first!

"Wang pandi, why do you ask me that? Because you don't know how old a woman is before she can have a baby, do you? "

"Well, yes!"

"Your so-called idea that you can't have children in your thirty-eight, nine or forty years old is actually just what your relatives or other prisoners in prison tell you, right?"

"This Team Jiang is right

I laughed, "in this case, if I tell you that you can not only have a baby now, but also after you get out of prison, or even in another 10 or 15 years, do you believe it?"

"Ah?"

Wang pandi was stunned!

Obviously, in her mind, she should have formed an impression that she didn't know from whom she heard that a woman can't have a child at the age of 40

And my words directly overturned her impression.

"Team Jiang, can..."

"There's nothing wrong with it!"

I directly interrupted Wang pandi's query that she was about to blurt out, and said in a deep voice, "if you listen to other people's words, don't you listen to me? And what's the identity of the people you're talking to? Is there a doctor among them? I'm afraid not! Wang pandi, although I am a psychological counseling teacher, my professional medical knowledge is at least much better than those outside the door. Why can't you believe me? "

She looked at me with a blank face.

Looking at each other's look, I know that I have not fully convinced her, or that although her heart is in a mess at the moment, the habitual thinking of these days still has the absolute advantage.

I understand that in order to persuade her, it is necessary to present facts and reason, or even give more effective and conclusive evidence.

Smiling, I said to Wang pandi, "do you know what women's physiological menopause is?"

She shook her head and looked at me, as if she really didn't know.

"Physiological menopause means that once a woman's physiological age comes to a specific stage, she will no longer ovulate! Accordingly, also won't have menstruation again! That is to say, you will never see your aunt again

"Ah?"

She was a little confused, obviously did not know that women still have menopause.

Ah, this poor woman, I really don't know how she lived to her thirties.

Although I feel uncomfortable talking about physiological period, ovulation and pregnancy with women, I still bite my teeth and patiently explain to her, and begin with a rhetorical question, "Wang pandi, why do you women come to my aunt every month? Do you know why?"