My alternative life

However, as the two red clouds on her face flew by, her mood suddenly seemed to be down, "I don't think that kind of thing is good, I don't think there's any place that makes me linger, I never..."

She suddenly looked up at me, "I never know what it's like to be happy in other people's mouth!"

"This..." I'm speechless. I don't dare to see her. My heart is pounding.

"Jiang Feng, you like to do it, don't you? Do you think I'm beautiful? Do you want me? Can you let me know what both men and women like to do? "

Her question is completely in my expectation!

If at this time, I still pretend that I can't think what she will say and ask, then I'm just deceiving myself.

But even if I knew, I couldn't respond to her words.

Ma Yuming with that pair of beautiful eyes boldly staring at me, "Jiang Feng, do you want to?"

"I want to What do you think? "

"Do you want me? You said

I was deceived, she asked not too directly, I even refused to seem difficult to say.

"No?"

Ma Yuming's face showed a trace of tragic smile, and her expression was very lost.

"Jiang Feng, do you think Ma Yuming is the kind of person who has no shame Prostitutes? Do you think I'll go to bed with other men, get some shoes and give my husband a green hat? "

"I..." I don't know how to answer.

Although I don't want to see her like this, her performance tonight makes me feel like this.

Ma Yuming calmed down. She pulled back her chair and sat down, pointed to the bed and said to me, "Jiang Feng, aren't you the psychological counseling teacher of Shashan female prison? Aren't you a psychology major? Well, you can help me analyze. What kind of woman is Ma Yuming? Is it shameless for me to say that? "

Ma Yuming asked me to analyze what kind of person she is!

Confused, I calm down, simply decided to take a good look at its mentality change, to see if we can find the reason why she was so bold tonight.

"Ma Jian, the first impression you give me should be the way you usually show in front of people. Let me think about it Yes, it won't be deliberately made for me. "

"Why?"

"Because we didn't meet alone in the afternoon. At that time, there were political commissar Zhao and supervisor Huang. If you behave abnormally, people will look at you differently."

I pondered and began to analyze her temperament from the perspective of psychology.

"Well, you're right. I usually Don't you think I'm a bit of a hypocrite, not easy to talk and not easy to approach? "

"Yes

I nodded, "normally, a person with such a character as you will never let yourself become so crazy or ask to be with me You are always careful to protect yourself from being hurt. You are very tired... "

She didn't speak, but looked more and more gloomy.

Thinking of Ma Yuming from afternoon to evening, I try my best to analyze why he became so unusual.

I asked her, "what do you like when I call you? Ma Yuming, Ma Jian or Yu Ming? "

She lowered her head, voice is very light, tone is very firm, "Yuming, I like to hear you call me like this."

"Oh..."

I will have another in-depth analysis of her basis.

"First of all, you don't love me and have no feelings for me!"

"Go on."

"Secondly, before tonight, you even disliked me. You thought I was a sunny guy with dirty heart. In the scene in front of the bathroom in the afternoon, your bad feelings towards me have been fully revealed."

"What else?"

"But You helped me

I thought, "that's the question I want to ask you, but we can talk about it later."

When I lit a cigarette, I didn't worry about her slightly frowned eyebrows, and continued, "if things come to an end here, I think you will always hold a disdainful view of me, and it won't change for a long time! And all these changes, it is from the night these hours together Well, too much happened in one night

She was silent and in a bad mood.

"You and your family are not happy. You run out to hide by the chance of your cousin calling you. Unexpectedly, you are in my eyes!"

With a sigh, my voice became dignified, "Yuming, in that moment, your arrogant mentality collapsed and your disguise in front of people was torn, because brother Zhang and brother Lin did not have the intersection of work with you, you can show your weakness and sadness in front of them, but you can't face me!"

"Stop it, that's enough!" Ma Yuming was in a state of emotional excitement, and it was obvious that my words were to the heart.

"Yuming, listen to me, maybe it will help you!"

The soft voice interrupts her words, "Yuming, you could have vent your grievances wantonly in brother Zhang's anger, and then after the same pain as before, you can remain outstanding in your work environment again, but because of my appearance, you can't escape!""Wuwuwuwu ~ ~" Ma Yuming began to hide her face and cry.

I sighed and reached for her arm. "Relax, when you hear me out, maybe it's time to open your heart."

"Well, well..." She choked, grabbed my hand and held it to her chest, as if it was not a man's big hand, but a straw to save her from the sea of suffering.

"Ah, you refuse me to send you, because you can't keep your peace of mind under my eyes, and you don't want me to see you have nowhere to go And this trace of dignity that barely covers your face is also due to your husband's phone call, and the insults I accidentally heard are completely torn up... "

She couldn't help but shed tears.

Yes, maybe I said that too cruel, so heartless, let her inner world once again experience the pain of the night.

But I understand that extreme things will turn around, only nerve pain to numbness, in order to let her feelings no longer feel the pain of injury.

"So, you are like a lamb stripped clean, giving up your inner persistence and resistance, waiting for the butcher's knife of fate You let me take you away, you want to indulge yourself, let your soul completely degenerate! I don't even care who that man is! I thought, if it wasn't for me tonight, even if it was a street tramp, maybe you would... "

I didn't go on, but the meaning was very clear.

She did not speak. In fact, Ma Yuming could do nothing but cry.

"So, you choose me Ah, who let me, Jiang Feng, discover your privacy, and also your colleagues? There must be a fear in your heart - will I make your situation known to the public in some way? Or stab you in the back? "

"I don't, I don't think that..." She finally answered me in her crying, only begging for pity in her eyes