My beautiful boss and I

She continued, "so I gave birth to a child in the Municipal People's Hospital, a girl, his daughter Before giving birth to the baby, he was sent by his parents to work in other places and was not with me At the same time, his powerful father found my husband through some channels. My husband rushed to the hospital. The man in the green hat came for the huge sum of money

"After the baby was born, I didn't even have a good hug, so I was carried away by him on a snowy night. Then, on that night, my husband got a huge sum of money, tricked me into saying that the baby had been given to his family, and then forced me to leave the Hospital

"After returning home, my husband cruelly told me that he would not be willing to be humiliated by the green hat. The child was thrown into the dustbin at the door of the hospital At that time, it was the cold winter on the ninth day. It was snowing heavily and the child was thrown into the dustbin. It was obvious that he could not survive When I heard about it, I immediately fainted. "

At this point, she choked and burst into tears.

My body shakes violently. No doubt, all the signs show that this woman Zhang Mei is Xiaoxue's mother, Xiaoxue's mother.

As it turned out, my premonition finally came true.

Snow's mother finally appeared!

I took a hard puff and looked at her: "then why do you come here again seven years later?"

She looked a little gloomy: "since then, my heart has completely died, and the dead usually lie at home for three months Later, I heard that he couldn't see me and my child when he came back. He was crazy and had a big fight with his parents. Then he stomped to Japan I haven't heard from him for several years since then

"Over the years, the man in the green hat has been monitoring me and forbidding me to leave my home. At the same time, with the money, he not only continued to eat, drink, whore and gamble, but also began to take drugs. He not only smoked by himself, but also lured me to smoke

"I was in a state of self abandonment and soon became addicted to drugs Skating can make me numb myself and forget the past love and hate for a while. However, most of the time, when I am in the illusion of drugs, I feel more pain and guilt. I feel sorry for him and innocent children

"I keep thinking of him, of him I don't know where, of me and his newly born but unlucky child For many years, I have been numbly living in pain and regret, like a walking corpse. "

Zhang Mei's voice is filled with great sadness and sadness, as well as deep pain

"Well What happened later? " I said.

"Later Last year, the man in the green hat lost all the valuable things at home in the gambling house and owed a large amount of gambling debt. In order to pay off the debt, he even pressed me up and wanted to use my body to pay for him He beat me to death when I didn't want to die After hitting me, he continued to skate. Unexpectedly, this time, he skated too big and went into shock. He was sent to the hospital and never woke up

"But those creditors refused to give up and continued to press me for debts, so I had to leave home and hide. Later, a year ago, I overheard someone from Xinghai saying that he had come back from Japan and worked in Xinghai. Although I had no face to see him, I couldn't help thinking about him again. That kind of missing and suffering is beyond people's imagination I can't contain it. After more than a year's delay, I still came. " With that, Zhang Mei took a cigarette.

"All these years, you and your husband have never had children?" I said.

"We all skate. Do you think we can?" She gave a miserable smile.

I was silent.

"My story is finished. Now, can you tell me where he is? Can you take me to him? " Zhang Mei looked at me with pleading eyes.

I watched Zhang Mei for a while, then slowly shook my head.

Zhang Mei's face turned white and looked at me: "you..."

I said: "sorry, Zhang Mei, I didn't tell you just now, you can't see him now And maybe you don't want to see him anymore. "

"Why?" Zhang Mei looks at me.

"I watched Zhang Mei quietly.

For a moment, Zhang Mei calmed down and looked at me: "I didn't come for his family. Their wealth and dignity had nothing to do with me. They didn't belong to me, and I never had any extravagant hopes. What I like is Li Shun. I'm here for Li Shun. No matter whether he has killed people or not, no matter what kind of villain he is in other people's eyes, no matter how far he has fallen, even if he asks for food, I will find him.

"In this life, I am willing to follow him, whether I live or die. Even if I can't enter his home, as long as I can see him, as long as I can be with him, my death is worth it I feel sorry for him too much. I owe him too much. I am willing to use my life to repay what I owe him. "

Zhang Mei's words let me feel a sense of moving, I don't know whether I should be moved.

I gently sighed a, can't help but think of autumn Tung. Zhang Mei appeared. If Li Shun knew, what would he do? Between Qiu Tong and Zhang Mei, what choice would he make?"You and Li Shun are friends, aren't you?" Zhang Mei asked me.

I nodded slowly.

"Then you must know where he is now, don't you?" Zhang Mei said quickly.

I looked at Zhang Mei for a moment, then shook my head.

Zhang Mei's eyes dimmed, and then muttered: "maybe I shouldn't ask this question. He is wanted now. You must be worried about his safety, so you won't tell me."

"That's not the reason." I said.

"Well You really don't know where he is? " Zhang Mei said.

I didn't answer her.

"Yes, you should not know Since he is wanted, how can he easily reveal his whereabouts? " Zhang Mei said.

I took a deep breath and said, "but maybe later, I'll find out where he is."

Zhang Mei's eyes lit up and looked at me: "really?"

I said, "I said maybe."

"Well..." Zhang Mei nodded: "although I have known you for a short time, I think you really seem to be a good person I hope I'm not wrong Maybe I should thank you. "

"What are you going to do next?" I said.

"I don't know." Zhang Mei took a bad breath of her cigarette.

"How long have you been skating?" I said.

"Four years." Zhang Mei said.

"If I mean if If you meet him and he knows you're taking drugs, do you think he'll like you like that? " I said.

When I said this, I sighed again. Not only Zhang Mei, but also Li Shun had been skating.

Zhang Mei certainly didn't know that Li Shun was skating too. Li Shun learned to take drugs after he went to Japan.

I think of Xiaoxue again, poor Xiaoxue. Her mother, who gave birth to her but didn't raise her, finally appears. However, her mother and her father are all addicts. Can such parents be recognized by Xiaoxue? What kind of impact will this have on Xiaoxue's future growth?

When I said this, Zhang Mei felt ashamed. She bowed her head and murmured, "I can't help it. It's just like this. It's like this whether he likes me or not I can't help myself. I've been addicted to it for too long. I'm too poisoned to get rid of it. "

I said: "you are still young, the flower of life is blooming, now it is not time to wither, why say such words of self abandonment? The sunshine in life will always shine on you. It depends on whether you are willing to go out of the darkness and let yourself accept the sunshine. "

Zhang Mei smiles bitterly for a while, shakes her head and doesn't speak.

I pondered for a moment and said to Zhang Mei, "are you relieved of me now?"

Zhang Mei said with a bitter smile: "how about rest assured? What if you don't feel at ease? "

I said with a straight face: "I'll tell you this. For a long time, Zhang Mei bit her lower lip tightly. It seemed that she finally made up her mind and made a decision. She nodded:" Damn, now that she has reached this point and told you so much, just bet Well, since you say so, I'll go with you - "

Zhang Mei seems to be quite gambling, which is similar to Li Shun.

I was relieved and said, "pack up, let's go now!"

Without hesitation, Zhang Mei began to pack her things. She quickly packed her travel bag and I helped her carry it. Then she went downstairs, checked out and left the family hotel.

Then, we took a taxi and soon disappeared into the city shrouded in night

Zhang Mei and I went directly to Bangchui Island Hotel and opened a room. Then I took her upstairs.

"You live here now." I put down Zhang Mei's luggage as I said.

Zhang Mei looked around the room and said to me, "it seems that you and he are really friends If I'm not wrong. "

I didn't speak.

"You did it to me in the face of his friends, didn't you?" She added.

I still didn't speak.

"I'm no stranger here. He used to bring me here Alas It's all old The past is so long that it's hard to look back on it.... " She sat on the sofa and sighed, as if with memories of the past.

My heart couldn't help but move and said, "have you eaten yet?"

"Have some of your own snacks!" She said.

"Would you like some more?" I said.

She shook her head: "ice skating is not hungry, a day do not eat is not hungry."

"Then rest." I said.

"I'm not sleepy after skating I'm not sleepy all day and all night. " She added.

Listen to her say so, my heart suddenly a little angry, went to her, took her hand bag.