My beautiful boss and I

"I've been thinking about you, I want to let myself forget you, but I can't overcome my heart after all, I'll find you after all." I said.

"I I... " She stopped and said, "can we not talk about it? I don't want to talk about this topic any more. Let him go of the past, OK? "

I didn't want to force her any more, so I said, "OK!"

"Thank you!" She said, "you Did you find your ex girlfriend? Did she come back to you? "

I said, "why do you care so much about this?"

She said: "we are friends. Since we are friends, we should care for each other. Isn't that normal?"

I said, "no comment!"

She sent a tolerant expression: "well, since you don't want to say it, it's up to you."

I said: "I don't say you know, why ask me!"

She stopped and said, "if you're so fierce again, I'll do it."

I said: "don't go, you dare, you go I see?"

She said, "why don't you look at me again? No matter how fierce you are, I'll never come again! "

I quickly subdued: "well, I'm not fierce!"

"Well..." She said, "Why are you such a hot tempered, domineering man now?"

I said: "do not feel ah, you become submissive, just set off my domineering?"

She said, "have I become submissive?"

"Yes, you don't think so?" I said.

"No! I feel like I haven't changed. I'm still the same as I was! " She said.

"Then I really changed?" I said.

"Well, I think so! It seems that your career is going well recently. Once a man's career is going well, his mood will naturally be higher, his speech will be more confident, and he will be more or less domineering. " She said.

"Career I can't talk about my career. I can only talk about my work. My recent work is not bad. I'm doing my best and the leaders are satisfied. " I said: "my leaders are pretty good to me, they care about me! It's a blessing for subordinates to have a good leader! "

"Well That's good. I'm so happy for you. Come on, keep working hard She said: "in fact, I have a deep understanding that it is the leader's luck to have a good subordinate."

I said, "so, have you met a good subordinate?"

"Well..."

"Which one?"

"I told you before, it's Ike!"

"Oh The one with a different homonym from my stage name, "I said," is he very capable? "

"Yes, the real person doesn't show his face, the real person doesn't show his face. He is now in a period of showing and rising his ability. He has done a good job in our company and won the praise of the group leaders and colleagues around him." She said: "this Yi Ke, not only work ability began to show initially, but also, he is very loyal to me, can be said to be loyal."

"Oh It's really nice to have such a subordinate! " I said.

"This man The more I know about him, the more I find out. " She stopped.

"What do you find more and more?"

"The more I found out that he had a lot of unreasonable things about ordinary people!" She said.

"How unreasonable?" I said.

"Well I don't know. Anyway, it's strange It's getting harder and harder to see through! " She said: "moreover, I also found that he has some places with you It's similar to you. "

My heart beat and said, "where is it similar? The name sounds the same

"It's not only the homonym of his name, but also his mode of thinking when he does his work. It seems that he has your shadow. Sometimes when I see him, I even feel that he is you! But when I wake up, I feel too naive and ridiculous. " She said: "one of you is from Tengchong, Yunnan, one is from ningzhou, Zhejiang, one is from Xinghai, one is from Qingdao, and the other is from all over the world How can they coincide

I said, "Oh That's a coincidence. Do you think we are alone? "

"You're kidding, of course not!" She said.

"Why?" I said.

"Because Although you are similar to him in some aspects, many people can have the same way of thinking about marketing work, which does not explain the essence of the problem. Moreover, you are still very different. If you don't say anything else, just talk about this attitude. I always feel that this person's speech is evasive all day, and seems to have been hiding something from the people around him.

"Sometimes, when you ask him a question, the content of his answer is far fetched and unconvincing. Therefore, I always feel that this person likes to lie. There is an essential difference between you and him on this point."

"Oh People who like to lie are not good children I said with a bitter smile, but I didn't feel sweating.

I always think that I am very smart and can hide things from the world. In fact, sometimes I can't escape Qiu Tong's keen eyes.I answered her in her office today. I don't think she really believes it. She must have doubts about my motivation to work in the distribution company.

"However, the nature of this man is good, and his character is good. Moreover, I always feel that he seems to have some difficulties in lying, as if he is unwilling to lie and is forced to do nothing." She said: "the vast world is complicated. Living in this world, everyone has his own privacy that he doesn't want others to know and has his own difficulties. It's normal to think so."

"Well, that's true!" I said.

"Although I can't tolerate lies and deception, I don't want to expose them on the spot. It's not easy for people to live, so I have to forgive them. Maybe he is really helpless." She said.

"Do you believe me to be honest?" I said.

"Of course!" She said: "I am sure that you are a sincere person, no matter what kind of relationship we have before or what kind of relationship we have now as ordinary friends. I have no doubt of my own judgment about that!" She said.

I feel lonely and frustrated, but I have to admire her reason, determination and intelligence. She doesn't want to attack me. She specifically points out the relationship with me now. She said it in other words, passing it on to me, and let me have a number in my heart.

"Well If What would you think if you found out that I was dishonest and cheated you? " I said.

"I would never believe that my most sincere friend would cheat me, absolutely not," she said! You say, don't you? "

"Well..." I answered in a confused way, and then said, "I mean if, if."

"If If that's true That will completely overturn my little faith and confidence in the world, and I'm really desperate. " She said while sending over a smile.

As soon as I listen, my heart shrinks. It's cool!

"Why do you believe me so much in this virtual world?" I said.

"Feel! My intuition She then added: "of course, there is fate, the feeling is also a kind of fate! I believe in my feelings, and I believe in fate

"Fate Fate let us know, but let us have today's results Is that fate? " I said.

"Yes, it's all predestined by fate. Some fictions can come to reality, that's fate. Some fictions can't come to reality after all, that's fate. Everything is predestined. I believe in fate. Destiny can't be changed!" She said with a sad expression.

I said, "how do you feel when you see me today? Are you happy? Are you happy

She was silent for a moment and said, "I don't know I don't know how I should feel. "

I said, "will we have another one?"

She said, "do you want to?"

I said, "yes! And you? "

She pauses and says, "I don't know."

I'm dizzy. She doesn't know.

I said, "this, you can know!"

She said, "well, I don't know!"

I said, "well Otherwise, let it be. "

"Well..."

I said, "will we go back to the past?"

She said, "what do you think?"

I said, "yes!"

She said, "no way!"

I said: "you -"

she was silent for a long time, and said: "today is our second handshake. When we meet again, our mentality is different. We are not children. We should be rational people, face the bloody reality, and learn to control ourselves with our own reason So, I think we'd better be good friends in the virtual world, ordinary friends. "

I said, "I don't want to!"

She immediately sent a resolute expression: "if you don't want to, well, don't even make friends. Today is the last time we meet!"

I see, urgent, this wench came to the real, busy say: "I am willing to!"

"Well..."

I don't know how determined she can be in today's determined attitude. I don't know whether she is showing me her attitude or embodying herself. I don't know how long she will persist in this kind of wisdom.

After all, emotion is not something that can be cut off in a few words. No matter how hard or resolute what she says, the entanglement in her heart can not be wiped out at once. It is the so-called continuous cutting and disordered management.

I know, floating life like a dream, there is still me in her heart, even, in her heart, the real man is me.

However, she is very rational. She clearly sees the reality that can't be changed, understands that all this can only be a mirage of self deception, and understands that if she indulges in this virtual world again, it will be me who will finally destroy it.

For her, she can only be destroyed in reality, not virtual.She did it for me after all, so that I could return to reality and find happiness and true love in the real world. I understand what she thinks. The more I understand, the more I feel heartache.

Meet again, things are not people, I feel familiar and kind, but also feel a strange and distance.

The next day, in the issuing company, I saw Qiutong. From Qiutong's eyes, I saw the liveliness and brilliance that I had not seen for a long time.

I know the reason, I feel a great relief, and a touch of bitterness.