My beautiful boss and I

"Because..." I took a look at Qiu Tong and said, "because Qiu is always my guide to work in the group, my first boss and my bole. I have deep feelings for Qiu Tong. I don't want to leave the work of general manager Qiu. I want to work under the leadership of general manager Qiu

"Working in a distribution company, Mr. Qiu has always taken good care of me and helped me a lot in my progress and growth. As a man, I have to have a conscience. I can't look at the mountains and turn my back on the old owners for personal gain."

Qiutong looked at me silently, with a touch of moving expression on her face. She still didn't speak.

"Good --" President Ping patted his thigh again: "brother, you can say this, let me treat you differently. Brother can not only do things, but also be a person I admire you for this, for doing things and being a man. I always advocate being a man first. A person who can't be a man can't do good either. "

Damn, it turns out that pingzong is half true and half false, trying to dig people and testing me at the same time.

After leaving general manager Ping's office, Qiu Tong called me to her office and asked me to sit on the chair opposite her desk. He picked up his arm and leaned on the back of the boss's chair, holding his chin in one hand. He still looked at me with thoughtful eyes.

I was a little hairy and uneasy when I was seen by Qiutong. I don't know what Qiutong was thinking.

The office is very quiet. Qiu Tong and I are silent

For a while, I saw a little confusion and trance in Qiutong's thinking eyes, as well as a little loss

"Who are you?" All of a sudden, Qiu Tong murmured a sentence.

I was startled and replied: "Mr. Qiu, I'm Yike!"

"You are ike? Yike. " Qiu Tong looked at me, his expression seemed to be more and more confused, and then he murmured: "are you really Yi Ke?"

"If it's fake, it's guaranteed!" I said.

"Which Ike are you?" Qiu Tong's eyes seem to be a little psychedelic, still mumbling.

"There's only one Yi Ke. I'm Yi Ke sitting in front of you!" I'm a little louder.

Qiu Tong's eyes were suddenly excited. It seemed that she suddenly regained her mind. Then she sat up straight, looked at me, and shook her head: "Oh, you are really Yi Ke You're the Ike. "

"Mr. Qiu, what's the matter with you?" I said.

Qiu Tong stroked his hair and laughed like a cover up: "Oh, nothing, nothing. Just now I was in a trance."

"Oh..."

"Ike As a person, no matter how I behave or how I do things, the most intolerable thing is cheating. " Qiu Tong calmed down and seemed to come out of his trance. He looked at me with a straight face: "now, I'll ask you a question. You must answer me truthfully!"

My heart a burst of crazy jump, forced calm, looking at Qiutong, voice some hoarse: "qiuzong, you ask!"

"Why do you want to work for a distribution company? Why do you refuse to leave the issuing company Qiutong looked at me with keen and sharp eyes.

"Because of you!" I answered without hesitation.

"Because of me?"

"Yes

"Why?"

"Because you're kind to me!"

"Know what you're doing?"

"Yes I said: "of course, it's also because you are a good person and a good leader. I don't want to leave you. I'm willing to work under your leadership. As long as I follow you, I don't care where I am and what I do!"

At this moment, my mood is a little excited. I want to tell Qiutong that I am a guest in the illusory world.

However, I firmly remember Qiu Tong's words. What she can't tolerate most is deception. If she knows that I am a guest, if she knows that I have been directing this deception, then I know very well what the consequences will be.

I will not only lose my dream forever, but also leave Qiutong in reality forever. I will be disillusioned in reality and illusory dream.

I tried to suppress my inner impulse and excitement, and looked at Qiutong calmly.

Qiu Tong looked at me silently and didn't respond to my words.

After a long time, Qiu Tong sighed and held his forehead with his hand. He was a little tired. He gently waved his other hand: "OK, you go out."

I stood up and turned away in silence.

When I got to the door, I glanced back. Qiutong was staring at me with a trance and confused look in his eyes. There was a trace of sadness in his eyes

I turned back and left.

For a whole day, my heart reverberated in the ups and downs.

At night, in the dead of night, I sit alone in front of the computer, light a cigarette, and once again look at me and the past, thinking about the past laughter and gossips, I can't help feeling warm and happy

However, after the psychedelic happiness, thinking about Qiu Tong and Li Shun in reality, I felt a great sting and deep loneliness

This kind of loneliness, with incomparable helplessness and bitterness, with blurred illusion and confusion, with confused hope and blessing, with inexplicable loneliness and melancholy, with a little bit of inferiority and depressionI look out the window at the twinkling stars in the lonely night sky, and my heart is filled with infinite yearning and loneliness

Turning around to look at the image of floating life like a dream and invisible online, I feel ups and downs. Although I can see Qiutong in the real world every day, at this moment, I miss floating life like a dream and miss her very much.

Think of her, can be careful, can be silent, can be suffering, can be helpless, can be asking for trouble, can be incurable, can be unequal, however, I can't control myself not to think of her!

Thinking of her, in the night when the moon is full and the person is not round, who loves who has no fault, what's wrong is only the person, who just can't live forever, who just can't change the reality, who just can't break through the virtual world. Between the sparks of love in a moment, there will be the idea of extravagance for eternity. When you are sober, you will know that you will be far away.

I know that the heart will wither, but also worried about in the dark night. Although I know that this concern is fruitless, it is self deception. I know that if I cheat myself like this, I will destroy myself and let myself fall into the abyss of endless love

However, I can't convince myself that although I have tried countless times to let myself forget her, let my missing for Dong'Er forget her, let me get close to the reality of Haizhu and forget her, I can't get rid of it

Looking at invisible online silent floating life like a dream, I wonder, at this moment, she is also like I think of her, in this lonely night, think of me?

Thinking of this, I could no longer control my shaking hands and began to tap on the keyboard: "you come out for me -"

there was no response. I don't know whether she would be shocked or stimulated when she saw me suddenly utter this sentence.

Now that I've opened my mouth, I'm not going to stop and continue typing: "I know you're here. You come out. Do you hear me?"

My words are unreasonable and aggressive.

She was still there, not talking, not knowing what she was thinking, maybe hesitating, maybe still in shock.

"I know you're here, I know you're in my air, I know you're looking at me in the air, you come out for me." I hit the keyboard crazily and made a long string.

After a while, she finally replied: "you You are out of your mind

God, floating life like a dream finally spoke, she finally came out under my call.

I feel a burst of excitement, quickly hit the keyboard: "yes, I am crazy!"

"You Where did you come from After a moment's silence, she called again.

"I've always been in your air, I've always been around you, surrounded by you..." I replied.

"You We We have You Why do you have to come out again You Why are you forcing me out again? " She said, sending a sad and helpless expression.

"I'm not forcing you, you're forcing me, you're not forcing me, you're forcing yourself." I said bitterly and incoherently.

"You - you're still pushing me..." She sent a sigh.

"I didn't force you, you didn't force me, I don't want to force you, I know you don't want to force me, in fact, we are all forcing ourselves." I said, "I want to forget you, but I can't I can't do it. "

"Well I hurt you I hurt you You should have your real life, your real love and your real happiness. You should completely forget me, this game and this dream. " She said.

"But I can't I can't help it! " I said, "and you, did you do it? Dare you tell me you did it? "

"You Don't push me, will you? " She sent a sad expression, as if to tears.

I softened my heart and said, "well, I won't force you!"

"Thank you..." She said.

Then she and I seemed speechless. We met again after a long time. We all choked. We didn't know what to say.

"You How are you now? " After a long silence, she said.

I said, "OK, and you?"

"Me too!" She said, "are you still in Qingdao?"

"Yes! And you? " I said.

"I'm still in the original unit of Xinghai!" She said.

Then we were speechless again.

After a while, she said, "Why are you looking for me? Why break my peaceful life? "

I said, "why do you say I'm looking for you? If you think I've ruined your peaceful life, then, OK, now you're blacking me? Since you don't want me to disturb you, why don't you blackmail me all the time? Why are you sitting here alone looking at me? Why can I see your lonely and melancholy eyes? "

"You Why are you so fierce? Why are you so strong with me? You How do you see my eyes? " She said.

"Just because I am your air, I surround you, and I can see your eyes naturally." I said, "I don't want to be tough on you, I don't want to be strong on you, but You are not obedient. "With these last words, I couldn't help laughing.

"I You Why am I not obedient? Why should I listen to you? " She wheezed out a sentence.

"I..." I can't say it for a moment.

"Say it, you say it!" She seems to have started a counterattack.

"I If I ask you to come out and you don't come out, aren't you disobedient? " I choked out a sentence.

"You are overbearing, I I'm not coming out You... " She said.

"Well, I was not obedient just now, but now I am obedient. Obedience is a good child!" I said.

"You You are the child. " She said.

"Well, I'm a kid, and we're all good kids." I said.

She did not speak.

I don't know if she's laughing or if she's happy.