My beautiful boss and I

"A lot of times, your personality, such as water!" Haizhu said.

"Oh..." I laughed: "this is what you summed up for me?"

"No!" Haizhu shook her head and looked at me: "where do I have this level to sum up this This is one day I had dinner with Qiutong and talked about you. Qiutong's evaluation of you

"What did Qiutong say?" I focused on Haizhu: "what did she say?"

Haizhu looked at me: "Qiutong's evaluation of you is that you have the spirit of water. The specific explanation is: water contains all things and nurtures green, which is the origin of life; no matter when and where, it always changes its shape and keeps looking for a way out; it does not refuse any sand and stones and obstacles, but instead it envelops and advances, strengthens its own strength and goes forward bravely; it meets obstacles at any time Block, always slowly accumulate strength, and finally break through; after thousands of miles of difficulties, never change their nature

"Oh..." I thought and nodded, "that's what she said."

"Well..." Haizhu nodded: "she also said that you are a person who achieves great things and does great things. Now in her place, it's just a temporary transition, a small episode. One day you will start your own business, saying that you are a sleeping lion, but you are gradually waking up."

There are waves in my heart.

"By the way, when I talked about you with her, on the one hand, I felt her appreciation for you. On the other hand, I also felt vaguely that she seemed a little confused from her words. It seemed that she was confused about why you were willing to be a small wage earner with her She feels that it doesn't seem to be in line with your temperament and style, "Haizhu continued." in fact, it's not just her confusion, I've always been confused. "

My eyelids drooped: "this topic, do not talk about it?"

"Why?" Haizhu looked at me: "what have you been avoiding? Do you want to talk about this topic for the time being or all the time? Never talk about it? "

"Forever!" I say, in the heart gush a burst of worry, still have light feeling worry.

"Why? I am your woman, you are my man, in the future, I will be your wife, you are my husband, why can't you tell me? Why never tell? " Haizhu put down his chopsticks, feeling a little excited.

"Not so much. Why? You are so curious I can't lift my eyelids. I eat and talk.

"Even if I am not qualified to know now, I will be qualified to know later!" Haizhu said.

I looked at Haizhu: "Zhu, what are you thinking? Tell me... "

Haizhu hesitated for a moment, then seemed to summon up courage and looked at me: "I'm thinking about what a woman should think."

"That's very general." I said, "don't you always behave rationally? Why are you suddenly excited today?"

"My reason has a bottom line and a degree. Within the scope of my control, I can naturally be rational. However, when I can't stand the torture of some things on my brain, I really can't control myself.

"I've thought of many reasons to explain your strange behavior to you, but I always can't convince myself. In the past, you didn't have other jobs and worked in the distribution company. I can understand that. But now that we have our own business, you still can't leave there, or you don't want to leave there. I've thought about why countless times and many reasons But I can't explain

"I don't understand. I ask you, but you never say I just don't understand why you can't say, why you can't leave that distribution company, and what you can't give up. "

Haizhu gets excited.

"Calm down!" I calmly looked at Haizhu: "in this world, there are many things you don't understand There are so many things you don't know about me I can understand your mood, I can understand your thoughts, even I know what's actually on your mind.

"I just want to tell you that since I'm not going to tell you, then you don't have to ask any more. It's no use asking Everyone has his own character and temper, which is what I am. Maybe you just found out

"I also want to tell you that I don't want you to know that it's good for you, for us In addition, I will tell you that I will love you well.... "

With that, I stood up, went to the sofa and sat down, lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.

Haizhu was stunned for a while, then turned to look at me in a daze: "I'm sorry, I can't help you In fact, I know that even for a couple, there must be personal space for each other. Everyone's private space must be respected. I know this very well in my heart. I always let myself try my best to do it and do it well. However, I can't control my brain from thinking Just now, I can't help it I'm sorry

"You don't have to say sorry. You're not wrong. It's certainly right to care about the man you love and your own vital interests," I said. "I should say sorry. In fact, it's me Although I can't tell you why I said that, I'm sorry. It's me I just hope you don't push me. "When I said this, there was a huge uneasiness and a faint pain in my heart.

Haizhu looked at me with bewilderment and loss. She seemed to understand something, and seemed to understand nothing.

Haizhu stood up wobbly, came up to me and looked at me: "brother, did I force you? What did I force you to do? "

I breathed out a breath, looking at Haizhu: "Zhu, this problem, do not talk about it?"

Zhu shook his head: "no, I just want to know what I forced you to do? How can I force you? "

My heart a little crazy, depressed to crazy, I gritted my teeth: "Zhu, OK, just now I said wrong, OK? You didn't force me, no one forced me, I forced myself, OK? I'm wrong. I'm sorry Don't mention this topic any more, OK? " My voice is hysterical and my mood is a little out of control.

Haizhu did not speak. She looked at me with gloomy, worried and uneasy eyes, and then sighed deeply.

After dinner, Haizhu went into the study and was busy with several management plans of the company. I sat on the sofa and watched TV while smoking.

Looking at the TV screen, I was thinking about the conversation with Haizhu tonight. I was not happy with each other. I was thinking about Haizhu's delicate and timid eyes just now, and I suddenly felt great uneasiness and guilt.

I got up, made a cup of green tea, and then went into the study, put the water cup gently in front of Haizhu.

Haizhu, who was typing, looked up at me with deep feeling and comfort in her eyes and gave me a smile: "thank you, brother."

I laughed, lowered my head, pinched Haizhu's chin, gently kissed her lips, and then patted her head: "baby, you keep busy, I won't disturb you."

"Well..." Haizhu agreed and continued to type happily.

A little unpleasantness seems to have passed, at least on the surface.

I left my study and went to the living room. I felt better and continued to watch TV.

After watching TV for a while, I feel uneasy again. I always feel that there is something I can't put down, which makes me uneasy.

After thinking, I got up and went to the balcony. Then I took out my cell phone and dialed Lao Qin.

Lao Qin is staying in ningzhou to deal with the aftermath. I want to know the current situation in ningzhou.

I don't know whether I care about Li Shun's business in ningzhou or his gang, including Erzi, Xiaowu and Duan Xianglong, or because Donger is still in ningzhou

"Lao Qin, what's the weather like in ningzhou now?" I said.

"Sunny to cloudy." Lao Qin's voice was full of worries: "although there is no rain at present, it seems that dark clouds have begun to spread."

"It's all settled?" I said.

"When it's going on," Lao Qin said, "everything is going on according to boss Li's arrangement Starting tomorrow, all baccarat tables will be closed. The nightclub will announce its interior decoration and close down. Pawnshops will also suspend all business. "

"What about the people?"

"In accordance with the principle of first urgency and then delay, we have to evacuate in batches and by stages." Lao Qin said, "all the young ladies have been demobilized, and all the special service activities have been stopped Only, er Zi and Xiao Wu. "

"What happened to them?" I said.

"According to boss Li's arrangement, the two of them need to evacuate and hide first. However, they said that they would wait until everything was arranged and then evacuate. They would stand at the last post. Originally, I wanted to arrange for them to go to Guangzhou tonight, but they just didn't listen and decided not to leave." Lao Qin said.

"Oh..." I thought, "maybe they're doing the right thing."

"What do you mean?"

"Er Zi and Xiao Wu don't think the same as boss Li. Boss Li wants to keep everyone safe and perfect. However, in the current situation, things are so big. I think it's hard to be perfect. Someone has to come out to solve the problem.

"Er Zi and Xiao Wu are the parties. They understand what boss Li is thinking. However, they are also very clear that this matter will not be given up. Or, at that time, someone must come out to take charge of it

"If they don't leave, maybe they have some considerations. Moreover, they also know that even if they leave ningzhou, if the ningzhou police want to do something, they will still be hard to get away If they get away completely, boss Li will drag them in completely, so it's better than that. "

"You and I think about the same thing, and so do I Lao Qin said: "although Erzi and Xiaowu didn't tell me clearly, I can guess their thoughts So far, that's the only way to go

"What about Duan Xianglong? Where is he and what is he doing? " I said.

"He won't go. He has a big family and a big career here. He said that he won't leave ningzhou. Of course, he can't leave either." Lao Qin said.

"Oh...""However, he didn't participate in boss Li's business and porn's business. He only participated in the casino. Moreover, he has been participating in very covertly, just helping others." "He doesn't seem to think it has much to do with him. He has no evidence of direct involvement, which is probably one of the reasons why he doesn't go," Qin said