My beautiful boss and I

In the meantime, floating life as a dream and Yeke did not communicate online, floating life as a dream did not leave a message to Yeke, but saw such a passage in her space: "the world is painful, happiness is short. Sometimes believe in fate. Since can't put down, don't deliberately put it down, put it in the heart, can meet a person who can't put down, is also a kind of happiness. Some people, live a lifetime, have not met people who can make their heart. Time will cure everything, I believe that happiness will be in the near future, waiting for you and you

"There is no if in life, only face it. Some things, doomed to irreparable, can only silently warn themselves, do not sad, do the most real yourself. Now that all efforts have been made and all efforts have been made, we will not regret for not making efforts all our life. As long as you have a clear conscience, accept it calmly. It's wise and strong

"Some things, not care, but care about how. Mature, is to face all the small things with a smile. There is always a time in our life when we are full of anxiety, but we have no choice but to face it bravely. "

I thought about it for a long time

My emotional world has suffered a storm, but I will not bring my personal emotions to work, let alone infect others. During the day, I was as busy and calm as usual. In front of you, I should talk, laugh, do, eat and drink I left my true self for the night.

In the lonely and sad night, Haizhu fills my whole body and mind. In addition to endless repentance and sentimental attachment to Haizhu, I will sometimes feel faint pity and worry about Haizhu. I am worried about her safety and that she will be hurt.

I gave xiaoqinru a death order. Whenever there is any sign of danger on Haizhu's side, you should report it to me quickly.

In my heart, I never let go of my guard and vigilance against one person -- Bai Laosan.

Even if Haizhu has left me, I still have the obligation to protect her. I must not let her be hurt and infringed by Bai Laosan.

This afternoon, Lao Li and I sat quietly in the room of Tianfu tea, tasting tea quietly.

Lao Li has already known about Haizhu and I breaking up. He knew it by chance when Xia Yu was scolding Xia Yu behind his back. He was worried that he would hurt his body when he knew it. He didn't dare to tell him, but he heard it by chance. Lao Li didn't care about summer and summer rain. He always pretended not to know.

In front of me, Lao Li also kept quite silent, it seems that his mood was also affected by this matter, affected by my mood.

"Xiaoyi, why don't I take you out for a rest? We're going far. We're going to Madagascar. " Lao Li said.

Madagascar is far enough. It's a fascinating place.

I looked at Lao Li and said nothing.

"It's my treat!" Lao Li added.

It's not about money. I shook my head, knowing that Lao Li said it on purpose.

"I'm not going anywhere now!" I said. In fact, I know in my heart that I can't go anywhere in the current situation of Xinghai.

"Because of work? Or is it because... " Lao Li looked at me tentatively.

"Because of all the things that happened." I lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and turned to look out of the window. The warm sun in winter slants in and splashes on me, but I don't feel a bit warm.

"Time can take everything away. No matter how big things are, they will all pass. Life will always go on." Lao Li said.

I looked at Lao Li in silence.

"In the game of love, there is no one right or wrong. There are only gains and losses, only successes and failures, only predestination and miss. Everything is predestined, and nothing can be forced Especially for emotional things, you can't get them if you force them In this way, you don't have to worry about it. It's none of your business, and it's none of your business. " Lao Li said slowly.

I continued to look at Lao Li in silence.

"Xiaoyi, do you think I should apologize for Xiayu?" Lao Li said suddenly.

I gave a wry smile: "what do you mean by that? I don't need anyone to apologize. "

"If it is because of the summer rain and hurt you and your girlfriend, I must apologize to you, instead of my daughter to apologize to you." Lao Li sighed.

"Lao Li, no need In fact, Haizhu may not have left me because of the summer rain. " I said bitterly.

"That's because..." Lao Li looks at me.

"Because I don't know." I said, "so you don't have to apologize, and I don't want to blame Xia Yu for anything."

"I know the character of the two children, summer and summer rain. They will not affect their work because of personal matters. The cooperative business between Sanshui group and spring tourism company will not be affected by this incident." Lao Li said: "there is something wrong with this summer rain. I have spoiled the child Alas... "

I said: "in fact, I should be blamed most. Don't put the blame on Xia Yu. I am the main responsible person. I have an unshirkable responsibility There are some things that I can't avoid, and no one can replace me... "With that, I sighed heavily.

Lao Li was silent for a long time and said, "I still suggest you go out with me. If you think my treat hurts your self-esteem, then we'll make an AA system."

"It's not about money." I said half a word, then shook my head at Lao Li: "no, I'm not going anywhere!"

"Can't you go or don't you want to?" Lao Li said suddenly.

My heart a Deng, said: "no comment!"

"I don't think you can go!" Lao Li looked at me quietly.

"I said no comment. Why are you so upset? Why do you keep saying that?" I'm a little upset.

"I'm not bored. You're bored. You're bored because I'm right, aren't you?" Lao Li said.

"Lao Li, would you please don't provoke me? Why are you so annoying I said.

"Well, I won't annoy you, I won't bother you, I won't talk, OK?" Lao Li saw that I was in a bad mood. He no longer pressed me step by step and began to retreat.

I looked out of the window for a long time and suddenly said, "are you married in summer?"

"Single!"

"He's thirty-five-six. Why is he still single?"

"This child is too strong. He swore that he would never start a family if he didn't start a career. Now that he has started a career, he is even busier. Where can he have time to fall in love Of course, I think he didn't meet the right person. "

"Are you in a hurry to have a grandson?"

"It's false to say it's not urgent, but there's no way!"

"What kind of daughter-in-law do you want?"

"I want to find a daughter-in-law who loves my son and my son loves her too!"

"Nonsense."

"Sometimes, nonsense is necessary." Lao Li looked at me thoughtfully.

I turned and looked at Lao Li. I didn't speak for a long time. In my mind, summer flashed, Qiutong flashed, and Lishun flashed

"In life, there are always some people who come safely, wait quietly and never leave; others, who are as strong as wine and crazy as drunk, wake up and have nowhere to look, come and go like wind and dream without trace. The fate is deep, the fate is shallow, so and so; countless encounters, countless departures, a lot of sadness, maybe not give up, maybe look forward to, maybe helpless, finally realize, it's better to keep the heart Lao Li's floating voice echoed in his ears.

My heart trembles, I get up, and I turn around

Lao Li sat there motionless and watched me leave in silence.

Ten o'clock Sunday morning.

The lawn in front of Xinghai Park Square.

It's rare to have a good weather. The warm sun in winter shines on the earth.

I sat on the chair beside the square, wrapped in cotton padded clothes, my head shrank in the erect collar, lazily looking at the nearby playing snow.

Of course, Xiaoxue is not playing by herself. Beside her, there are her grandparents, Lao Li and Lao Li's wife. At the moment, they are happily playing games with Xiaoxue on the lawn. Lao Li looks at me from time to time.

Of course, it's not just grandparents and grandchildren who are playing here. On the chair beside me, Qiutong is sitting. She is smiling at the happy grandparents and grandchildren.

I didn't come specially to their family's weekend party. I met them when I was alone in the sun. Last night, I was drunk in the dormitory. In the morning, I felt my head heavy and headache. So I came here to breathe the fresh air and met them.

"Look, what happy grandparents and granddaughters they are." I said it feebly.

"Yes." Qiu Tong said, looking at me: "you didn't sleep well last night? Why do you look drowsy now? "

I didn't say a word.

"You drank too much yourself last night, didn't you?" Qiu Tong said.

I still did not speak, in front of the running and frolicking snow figure gradually blurred

"I know you are in a bad mood, so I didn't disturb you too much I know that you often get drunk by yourself and drown your worries in the dormitory. " Qiu Tong looked at me: "Yi Ke, I don't want you to be like this all the time. I don't want you to go on decadent. No matter how hard this matter hits you, I hope you can adjust your mood and get out of the haze."

I nodded: "well, don't worry about me, I'll adjust myself."

"I have been doubting the real reason why Haizhu left." Qiu Tong said a word.

I looked at Qiutong and said for a while, "Qiutong, no matter what the reason is, it's all about me, isn't it? Don't care about me and Haizhu any more. It's not good for you if you care too much Before that, you have been misunderstood and criticized a lot. I don't want you to continue to suffer more injustice and hardship for this matter. "

Qiu Tong lowered his eyelids: "as long as I can see you and Haizhu reunite, as long as I can see you and Haizhu happy, even if I suffer some difficulties and misunderstandings, it is worth it I didn't have any grievances and complaints about Haizhu's accusations against me before. I was really wrong. I made too many mistakes Now, my biggest wish is to let Haizhu come back to you, and to let Haizhu come back to you, we must know the real reason why Haizhu left you. ""Did you find it?" I said a little carelessly. I think Qiutong's thinking is too complicated. I haven't thought of any other reasons why Haizhu left me. Since there are no other reasons, Haizhu is still caused by Xiayu and me and my participation in the underworld.

"I haven't found it yet But, I believe, I will find it. " Qiu Tong locked his brow, and his tone sounded firm.

Looking at Qiu Tong's stubbornness at the corner of his mouth, I gave a bitter smile and shrunk my head in my collar: "Qiu Tong, Haizhu is stubborn, you are also stubborn She insists on leaving me, you insist on bringing her back You two, it's interesting. "

Qiu Tong said: "I'm stubborn because I don't want to see you and Haizhu become what they are today. I don't want to see everyone hurt. I don't want to see you look decadent."

I gently shook my head, said: "I understand your mood, I'm afraid it is..."

I didn't go on. There are some things I can't say.