My beautiful boss and I

Haizhu took a deep look at me, with incomparable desolation and attachment in her eyes. Then she looked at everyone and said calmly, "this third glass of wine is for you to make a proof. I declare that from today on, my relationship with Yike is officially and completely over --"

as soon as the words come out, it seems that a thunder rings in my ear, and I almost fainted.

Everyone's face suddenly changed, and the cloud couldn't help exclaiming: "sister Haizhu --"

Qiutong's face turned white instantly, and her body shook for a moment. Looking at Haizhu, her voice trembled: "sister Haizhu, you --"

Xia Yu stared at Haizhu, and her face could not see whether it was shock or joy.

Xiaoqinru is stupid.

Donger's eyes are still very calm, looking directly at Haizhu.

Summer face serious down, looking at the table silent.

Haifeng was stunned, looking at Haizhu: "Zhu, why, why?"

I sat there as if I were numb, and I didn't respond for a moment.

"Don't ask me why. I don't want to say that you should not be smart enough to guess the reasons I don't want to listen to any explanation and persuasion from anyone, and I don't want anyone to disturb me again. Please save it. Please respect my decision. "

Haizhu showed unusual calmness and continued to say slowly: "after hearing this decision, no matter what you think, I don't comment or argue. I'm tired, I'm very tired I don't want to say that I'm shrinking back, or that I'm accomplishing. I just want to tell you my decision What's more, my decision can't be changed Well, I'm finished. I'll have this drink first After drinking this glass of wine, I'll go first. Xiaoqinru will check out when she leaves. "

With that, Haizhu killed the glass of wine, then stood up and went out.

"Zhu --" I cried, and then I stood up abruptly.

"Don't follow me, no one is allowed to follow me!" Haizhu snapped and shook her body.

I stayed where I was, my mind was blank, and I was numb.

"Yike, thank you for everything you have given me, thank you for the happiness and joy you have brought me, thank you." Haizhu said again, her body trembling slightly, her voice full of sorrow and desolation, then she turned and left.

I stood there, forgetting where it was, forgetting who else was around me, and my heart suddenly burst with cold tears

"Dong'Er, this time you should be satisfied. You should be satisfied. Your goal has finally been achieved." Haifeng suddenly roars at Donger.

Xiayu and Xiaxia look at Donger in surprise. Obviously, they don't know that Donger interferes in the affairs between Haizhu and me.

Dong'Er stands up in silence, sneers and goes away.

"Xia Yu, if you hadn't made trouble, you wouldn't have come to this stage I'll get back to you. " Summer glares at the summer rain.

Xia Yu did not dare to watch the summer, suddenly stood up and ran.

Summer stood up and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, everyone Anyway, summer rain has played a very bad role. I'm sorry. I apologize deeply. "

Summer leaves with a heavy look.

In the room still remains me and Haifeng autumn Tong cloud small pro Ru.

"That day, didn't you say that Haizhu's attitude had eased or loosened? Why? How could this happen again Why, why. " Qiu Tong's voice trembled, tears were looking at me.

The clouds cried, too, and sobbed silently.

Xiaoqinru looked at us stupidly, with a look of fear on her face. After a while, she said, "this These days, sister Haizhu often shut herself in her room and cried. Several times I heard sister Haizhu crying in her room. "

"Certainly There must be other reasons It must not be just those two things Haizhu, Haizhu is about to forgive Yike, and her attitude has begun to loosen. " Qiu Tong murmured.

"No matter what the reason is, once a Zhu makes a decision, she will never change it again. I know her character. She looks docile on the outside, but in fact she is stubborn in the heart. Once she says something, it's hard for her to take it back." Haifeng sighed: "now, it doesn't matter for any reason, Zhu A Zhu has made a decision It's irreparable. It's completely irreparable. "

"No, no - it's OK, it's ok Haizhu loves Yike. She loves Yike from the inside Qiu Tong said, and her eyes began to turn red again.

"There is more than a Zhu who loves him, but have you got all of them?" Haifeng said coldly.

Autumn Tong immediately speechless, staring at the table.

The clouds stopped crying and bowed their heads.

Haifeng came up to me, looked at me for a long time, and said: "Yike, I don't want to say that you are a self inflicted, but I want to tell you that you are a real jerk -"

after that, Haifeng punched me in the face——I did not dodge, Haifeng's fist hit me in the cheek, a sharp pain.

"I'm not your big brother, and you can't be my brother-in-law." Haifeng's voice was a little hoarse and his eyes were red. Then he bowed his head and turned to leave.

Cloud stood up, looked at me, and looked at Qiutong, and then turned to chase out.

Qiutong and I were silent. Xiaoqinru looked at Qiutong and me blankly and said timidly, "brother Yi, sister Qiu, I We're not going to do that

Qiutong stood up, looked at me, and then looked at xiaoqinru: "let's go, too."

We left the hotel together, standing at the door of the hotel, I looked at Qiutong and xiaoqinru: "you go first, I want to walk by myself."

Qiutong looked at me for a long time, sighed heavily, and turned away with xiaoqinru.

Walking in the cold street of Xinghai, the cold wind around me blows on my face and into my heart. Although I am wearing cotton padded clothes, I feel cold all over.

I walk on my own, staggering, with scenes of the past in my mind

I realized that I really lost Haizhu, really!

I don't know what prompted Haizhu to make up her mind to leave me. It's because Xia Yu and I joined the underworld, which made her unable to accept and forgive me, or because of other reasons. However, I believe that Haizhu would not leave me without my faults and my actions.

I believe that the final outcome of Haizhu and I are all caused by my fault, I personally buried my love with Haizhu.

Looking up at the deep and cold night sky, the night is overcast and there is no starlight.

Snowflakes began to fall from the sky, falling on my face, falling on my heart

I stagger along the snowy street in the Starry Sea at night. I feel sad and sad, and I feel deeply sorry

After walking for a long time, my tears came out with the snowflakes

So lost Haizhu, in this season of flying snow, because of my fault, I lost my share of concern, my share of care, so deeply hurt her, broken is her heart, my heart is as cold in this winter, I know, from now on in her memory, I will fade all the colors, become a floating in the sky White paper in the corner

So lost Haizhu, in the bottom of my heart I said again and again: Zhu, I'm sorry, I'm really wrong But I'm not qualified to ask for her forgiveness. I know that in the days to come, my mobile phone screen will no longer display those familiar numbers; nor will I hear those words that have been heard countless times: drink less, smoke less, take good care of yourself, and don't be too tired Now, all this is far away from me. It's my carelessness to her and my own behavior that has completely frozen her heart

So lost Haizhu, at the moment, in my heart is constantly entangled with her last words to me: Thank you for everything you have given me I know, I have no reason for her to forgive me, no reason for her to thank me, I should thank her, is she has given me everything It was I who exchanged this cold ending with a lost and misguided heart. I want to say sorry to her, but I know she won't answer my phone again, because she really left me

So lost Haizhu, although she and I live in a city, but from now on it has to become a stranger. I know that love has come to an end. How far is the distance between people? I asked myself this question. Once our distance was zero, but now it is across the mountains and the sea. Our distance has really become the distance between hearts

In the lonely and cold snow night, I walk lonely and desolately. It seems that the night is full of endless darkness, and I can never see the light. It seems that the road can never be finished, and I can never see the end

Haizhu's decision to leave, give me a heavy physical and mental blow, in sadness I with desolation, in pain I with confusion, in loneliness I with loss, just a year and a half, from the disappearance of Donger to appear to leave again, from the appearance of Haizhu to come into my this time to leave, I have experienced at least N times to get and lose, every time left, let me go My spiritual world was hit hard.

My world begins to snow, my world falls into a long night, I sink in confusion, I taste in pain, I repent in pain

I deeply remorse myself. After a little calmness, some confusion flashed in my mind from time to time. Yes, as Qiu Tong said that day, didn't Haizhu show signs of relaxation in front of me before? Why did Haizhu suddenly become so abnormal and decided to break up? Is there any new change in Haizhu's thought What about the volatility of the market? If so, what would it be? I can't think of a solution. I can't think of anything at the moment.

Haizhu's departure, let me fall into extreme depression, a lot of times, I don't want to talk to anyone, a lot of times, I prefer to let myself alone, a lot of times, I choose more silence, during the day, I use hard work to fill their empty heart, at night, I use alcohol and cigarettes to intoxicate themselves, do not give themselves space to think and indulge Let yourself sleep in numbness and intoxication.It seems to know that I will not have good fruit to eat when provoking me at such a time. Xiayu and Donger have not appeared in front of me for the time being. It seems that they are quietly waiting for me, waiting for the best time to attack and see who can occupy the vacancy left by Haizhu in the best and fastest way.

Haizhu's sudden departure has also brought a huge psychological shock to Qiutong. She knows that I am in a bad mood and usually doesn't disturb me. Occasionally, she will say a few words to me and comfort me. When she talks with me about Haizhu, I see that her eyes are filled with great puzzles and confusion from time to time. It seems that she has been thinking about the truth of letting Haizhu leave me That's why

"Some things, the result is not important, but the important thing is the reason There is no reason why there is fruit; fruit is sown. " Qiu Tong murmured, with a look of disappointment and loss in his eyes.

Qiu Tong's words made me think hard.