My beautiful boss and I

I said, "I can't do it, I can't guarantee it!"

"You have to do it for me, you have to promise me." Li Shun's voice was a little harsh.

"It's hard for me to say that." I said.

Li Shun's tone eased: "I believe in your strength so much, don't you believe in yourself so much? I believe that as long as you do your best to test and do your best, you will not let me down. I don't want to see Yin Fengyang violation. Don't play games with me. Otherwise, don't blame me for turning my face. This is a political task that I have given you and there is no room for bargaining. You must complete it to the letter. "

Listen to what Li Shun said tonight, I really have no other choice. I can't guarantee whether I can be the first in the exam, but it's necessary to sign up.

Of course, in fact, in my lonely heart, in my character of never admitting defeat, I know that it's ok if I don't take the exam, but if I really take the exam, I don't want to let myself down, and I don't want to leave a way for myself. Even if there is only one quota, I have to grab it.

"I've made myself clear tonight. Is there anything else you don't understand? I don't understand. I'll explain it to you. " Li Shun said.

I sighed helplessly: "don't explain, OK, I'll try."

"Ah, that's right. Obedience is a good comrade." Li Shun's voice sounded a little relaxed, and then said: "you can't say to try. You should say to win the first place. You should regard this exam as a battle. If you don't succeed, you will be benevolent. If you don't, you will be the first. This is your responsibility to me, our team and your glorious mission

"Of course, it doesn't do you any harm to study for a lifetime. Being a national cadre sounds better than being an enterprise or a gangster You may not understand my good intentions now, but in the end, you will. " Li Shun's last sentence is somewhat emotional.

At this time, I didn't think of more Li Shun's so-called good intentions. I only know that he ordered me to sign up for the exam and be the first in the exam. I only know that he did so in order that I could have a better identity, contribute to his so-called career and better develop his underworld career.

"Tomorrow is the last day to sign up, sign up online Don't delay Li Shun said.

"Well..." I reluctantly agreed.

"Emotional? Dissatisfied with my arrangement? " Li Shun said.

"Yes."

"Even if there is emotion, even if there is discontent, we still have to do our best, right?" Li Shun added.

"Well..."

"That's right We always talk about organization and discipline. As for orders, we should carry out those we understand and those we don't understand. It's your bounden duty to obey orders. " Li Shun said: "orders should not only be carried out to the letter, but also be carried out perfectly What is perfect? If you pass the exam, it is perfect. If you fail, you will be severely punished. I don't want to say that I have any means of sanction. You are a smart man. Smart people don't have to say much. "

I sighed.

"Well, don't sigh. Have confidence in yourself and look at your strength as I have confidence in you." "Of course, I'll give you a hand when necessary," Li said

"How can you help me?" I said.

"You don't have to worry about this. You just review well and prepare for the exam." Li Shun gave a strange smile.

Li Shun's smile made me feel confused and even panicked. I knew why I was confused, but I didn't know why I was panicked.

After calling Li Shun, I didn't feel sleepy.

When I get out of the bathroom, I look at Su Dingguo, who is sleeping soundly. I take out my laptop, surf the Internet, log in to the examination website of the Personnel Bureau, and start to fill in the online application form

There is no other choice, I honestly filled in the school and degree I graduated from: Zhejiang University, bachelor's degree, bachelor's degree

After filling out the application form, I turned off the computer and lay in bed, tossing and turning.

I know that as long as I take part in the examination registration, I can't cover my foundation. I can't cover up that I am a high school graduate in front of Qiutong. My fox tail is finally coming out.

The consequences of exposure of academic qualifications will be like the downfall of dominoes, which will cause a series of reactions. As for the extent of this reaction, I dare not think about it.

Because I know that in front of Qiu Tong, who is extremely intelligent, once she shows her academic credentials, she will certainly extend her thinking. She will certainly think of more, and even think of the most confusing things

My mind began a fierce struggle, is to continue to squeeze toothpaste type of defense, is to continue to cheat, or - honestly confess all this?

As soon as I think of confessing everything, my heart suddenly panics. Once Qiutong knows the whole truth of the matter, and once Qiutong knows that I am the unforgettable guest in the virtual world, I don't know how she will be shocked and shocked. I don't know how she will see me. I don't know whether she can accept this realityShe hated cheating the most, and I was cheating her all the time, cheating her from the beginning to the end.

I know that in her pure heart, Yike is the only man she has ever really loved. Although this person is in the air, she always knows that she can only put her true feelings into her dreams, but after all, she has paid for it.

Although I have been deeply worried about Haizhu, I still can't forget the feelings in my heart The depression of reality is deeply buried in my heart, although I know that this emotion can only be a dream like nothingness, but it does exist.

I can try my best not to think, but I can't cheat my heart.

Think of these, my heart began to feel shameless for themselves, if I love Qiutong from the heart, then, what about Haizhu? Why do you still have deep concern? So, why do I still remember my first love for Dong'Er?

Is it true that the sea beads I have with my friends in need are like clouds, more like family? Can't I forget my first love, because it is the first love that makes my life for the first time to produce the first ever sprouting feelings? And when I get rid of the family and the first feelings, the cruel reality, really face my true heart, really ask myself, who is the woman I really love in my heart, the woman I really love?

The more I think about it, the more I feel fear and remorse. Although Haizhu and Donger have left me, I still feel deep fear and uneasiness, as well as shameless and despicable from the bottom of my brain.

I still can't get rid of the entanglement of family love and friendship, still can't get rid of the reality. I know that whether Haizhu Yunduo Donger is with me or not, I have had a relationship with them and I am responsible for them.

Haizhu, in particular, is my friend in need. She came to me when I was in the most difficult time and gave me the most precious love and true meaning in my life. I must speak about my conscience and fulfill my responsibility to her. Responsibility is something that a man can't avoid. No matter Haizhu comes back to me or not, I will be responsible for her. I will be responsible for her selfless devotion to me.

Also think of Qiu Tong, although this life is doomed that I can't be with her, but I can't deny my true feelings to her heart, is it because I can't be together, I will cheat forever? In the world of love, what is the most intolerable? The answer is simple: cheat! On the one hand, I can't deny my true feelings, on the other hand, I continue to cheat her. How can I live up to my conscience if I go on like this? How to be worthy of Qiutong's true love and deep love for Yike in the air?

My confused brain is reincarnated in the painful tangle and helpless contradiction. My soul wanders in the misty space between the autumn tonghaizhu clouds and the winter children. I can't sleep for a long time when I think that I will face the fox tail of the autumn tonghaizhu clouds

The next day, get up and have breakfast.

Sitting at the dining table, Qiutong seemed calm and ate unhappily.

Cao Li's complexion looks very bad. Her eyes are deep and sunken. Although she has painted makeup, she still can't hide her black eyes and her face is a little pale. I think she suffered a lot last night.

Sun dongkai, on the other hand, was still reserved. He did not glance at Qiutong while eating breakfast.

At this time, Qiu Tong spoke and looked at Cao Li: "Hey, director Cao, didn't you have a good rest last night? You don't look very well... "

Cao Li looked up at Qiu Tong, and then laughed in disguise: "it's OK, I don't look well?"

"I don't think so." Autumn Tung looks like a smile but not a smile.

"Ha ha Maybe I was happy last night, I drank a lot I can't afford to drink any more. I drank too much Baijiu and red wine last night. I drank too much, and I had more strength and more pain. Cao Li said.

"That's true. I drank less last night. I put it down when I went back. I got up this morning and felt very sick in my stomach." Su Dingguo interjected, looking at Cao Li and sun dongkai.

"Come on, director Cao, have some millet porridge to fill your stomach." Qiu Tong said, gave Cao Lisheng a bowl of porridge, put in front of Cao Li.

"Ha ha Thank you, Mr. Qiu. " Cao Li said and looked at sun dongkai.

"Last night we all drank a lot Me too... " Sun dongkai said with a smile: "I was so confused that I went to the wrong room and went to Qiutong's room. Ah, it's lucky that Yi Ke is also here. It's lucky that Qiu Tong hasn't had a rest. Otherwise, there will be a misunderstanding. "

"Ha ha..." Su Dingguo laughed.

Qiutong looked at me, I looked at Qiutong, did not speak.

"What? Mr. Yi went to Mr. Qiu's room last night? " Cao Li looked at me and Qiutong with an unexpected tone.