My beautiful boss and I

"But I'm not confident. I don't have enough courage, because I don't know how to manage Well, I'm humbly learning from you. When I learn my real skills from Hakka, I may go to sea to do my own work and live a free life. " If I want to grow up in this dream, I have to work hard now

I appreciate her attitude very much, saying: "it's up to heaven and people to make things happen. As long as you are willing to learn, you can use your brain and bear hardships, there is nothing you can't learn!"

"Well, now I think officialdom and shopping malls have something in common, such as the psychology of people, the psychology of leaders in officialdom, and the psychology of customers in shopping malls."

"Yes, it's necessary to understand some psychological tactics when dealing with customers," I said. "It's often very effective to observe each other's mentality, grasp each other's psychological characteristics, and implement some effective measures."

"For example -"

"for example: playing hard to get - things that are difficult to get tend to be 'better'; seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages - making customers interested in benefits and driving them to pay money; mutual benefit - small favors bring big profits; value for money - making customers' cost-effective ', customers will make you more cost-effective; static brake - moving customers by quality, good east." "The west is better than a thousand words; avoid the real and the virtual - if the customer's defensive psychology is very heavy, then try to avoid this" wall. " I said.

"Ha ha, Keke is really a cunning guy with so many ideas:" floating life is like a dream, smiling happily: "ah, I've benefited a lot from talking with Keke God tonight. I've learned a lot of useful things, God. In the future, you should teach me more about this Thank you, little girl Hee hee... "

I teased her: "thank you? Just say thank you? Do something about it! "

"Well What practical do you want? " Floating life is like a dream.

"Like a kiss or a hug." I joked mischievously.

"You -- you --" was a dream.

I knew her face must be red now. I couldn't help laughing: "what's wrong with me - me - me?"

"You are a bad guest Bad guest I hit you, hit you... " Floating like a dream, a small hammer hit the head expression, followed by a shy expression.

A strange feeling suddenly surged up in my heart. I really had the idea of kissing her and embracing her. Once I had this idea, my body even had a feeling of being ready to move. I couldn't help thinking of several abnormal physical contacts with Qiutong before.

"If dream, I want to ask you a question, you can not answer, but don't be angry, OK?" After a while, I spoke.

"Well You ask. I won't be angry with you if you ask anything! " Answer like a dream.

"Besides your current boyfriend, have you ever had a boyfriend before?" I typed it carefully.

After a moment's silence, he answered, "I said no, do you believe it?"

"Letter -" I answered without hesitation.

"Thank you - I'm telling the truth. I haven't!" Answer like a dream.

I was a little surprised and curious.

"I know you must be very curious and surprised:" floating life is like a dream. Without waiting for me to speak, I continued: "in fact, at the beginning of my freshman year, there were many pursuers around me. Those senior classmates and alumni of the same grade, even the seniors of the Department who graduated early and stayed in school, often expressed their pure or unknown love to me in various ways Behind the scenes, I was also recognized as the school flower, but I never fell in love with any man

"Why?" I said.

"Why. This question has been asked by many close friends who care about me. I always smile and say that I am still young and should focus on my career. I don't want to fall in love too early to delay my career However, I know that I am no longer small. I can't convince myself with this reason. " Floating life is like a dream, sighing: "in fact, I know my heart best Because of my life experience and growth experience, I always have a deep inferiority complex in my heart. The sufferings and humiliations I experienced from childhood to adulthood have been deeply branded in my heart and can never disappear. These brands have created my complex character, which is different from that of ordinary people

"I have a deep fear and fear of outsiders and the outside world in reality. I am afraid to contact strangers. Although my appearance has always been so strong, confident, modest and approachable, only I know what is in my heart

"Years have sharpened me, suffering has made me, shame has alerted me, life experience has followed me, and character has bound me. Unconsciously, I have fallen into a thick cocoon of my own making, surrounded myself and lived in my own world Until my benefactor appeared and asked me, I had no choice but to promise. "

I looked at the floating life like a dream, and felt very painful in my heart. I replied, "if you dream, thank you for telling me what you really think in your heart. In reality, you lack a sense of security. I'm afraid that's why you will contact me on the Internet, right?"Floating like a dream, he said: "well, this illusory world makes me feel more secure. I know that if we go on like this, there will be no result, but But But I can't stop myself and you from walking step by step in this world

"Sometimes I think I'm really crazy, I think I'm really incredible, but I feel like I'm possessed, and I can't convince myself not to come here to find you Hakka, do you think I'm abnormal and ridiculous? Even like a child, I indulge in this illusory world and seek spiritual satisfaction and comfort here. "

"No, no, you are normal, you are not ridiculous:" I said hastily: "the network is virtual, but the hand tapping the keyboard is real, the person in front of the computer is real, maybe you in life, it is difficult to express your real feelings to outsiders, but in the network, you can do it, maybe you and I in front of the screen are just abstract code to each other, but It's those feelings that really exist. No one can erase these inner truths because of the illusion of the Internet. Even if it becomes a fruitless past, the memory it gives people will still be hidden in the bottom of their heart. "

"Well Hidden in the bottom of my heart, it will be a long time, maybe forever. " Floating life like a dream said: "Hakka, in fact, I'm very glad to know you in this world. You bring me a lot of help and comfort. Unconsciously, this place has become my spiritual home that I can't give up. It has become my spiritual home and sustenance. Although it's unreal, sometimes I feel it's real

"In the world you have with you, there is no cheating, no conspiracy, no intrigue, no discrimination, no humiliation, no loneliness, no suffering, no sorrow, there is only joy, happiness and joy. There is no such joy in reality

"Sometimes, I think, how much I want to turn into a wisp of smoke, float freely in the air, fly in this unrestrained world, forget all the troubles and worries, frustrations and tribulations in the world Hakka, how do you feel with me? "

My heart a burst of pain, said: "good, good, and you here, I am very happy."

"Happy is good, you happy, I will be more happy."

In the daytime, the noisy city is now quiet, and occasionally there is the sound of a train whistle coming into the station in the distance.

I am tirelessly communicating with each other's inner world in this silent space

The next day, while I was sleeping, Li Shun called me on his mobile phone: "Yike, you grew up in Tengchong, Yunnan, didn't you?"

"Yes I answered vaguely. I don't know what Li Shun meant.

"Is there an airport in Tengchong? Civil airport Li Shun said.

"Yes, hump airport, civil!" I said.

"Now you check the Internet for me. Is there any direct flight from ningzhou to Tengchong?" Li Shun said, "call me back later!"

With that, Li Shun hung up.

I don't know where Li Shun is, but he should not be in the hotel room. Otherwise, he can call me from the hotel's internal phone.

I don't know what Li Shun asked me to check the flight. Does he want to take me to Tengchong for a tour and go back to my second hometown?

Tengchong County is subordinate to Baoshan City. Baoshan also has an airport, a prefecture level city, and two airports at the same time, which is rare in the country.

The reason why Tengchong has an airport is probably due to historical reasons. During the Anti Japanese War, the Yunnan Burma Road, an international thoroughfare to support the Anti Japanese war in the mainland, was occupied by the Japanese. In order to open up the international rescue thoroughfare, the Chinese expeditionary army went to Myanmar, but later failed. In order to open up a new channel of support for China, the Americans funded the construction of Tengchong airport and opened a world-famous hump route flying over the roof of the world. A continuous stream of aid materials from India will be delivered to China, and most of them will land at this hump airport.

After liberation, the airport was basically useless and abandoned. A few years ago, to meet the needs of economic development, it rebuilt the hump airport and opened several flights. Most of them flew to Kunming. I really don't know if there were any to ningzhou.

I couldn't think much, so I got up quickly, turned on the computer and searched Baidu. I didn't find the flight from ningzhou to Tengchong. But there are flights to Kunming in ningzhou every day.

So I called Li Shun: "boss, there is no direct flight from ningzhou to Tengchong. You need to fly to Kunming first and then transfer from Kunming."

"Oh I see! " Li Shun said, "I have something to do outside. Today you continue to be free."

"We are going to Tengchong, aren't we? Do you want me to make a reservation in advance? " I said one more word.

"I asked if you had a flight. Did I say I'm going to Tengchong?" Li Shun asked me a question, and then said: "don't ask what you shouldn't ask, don't worry about what you shouldn't worry about. I'll tell you what you need to do. OK, you play. I'll call you if you have something to do!"

With that, Li Shun hung up again.

Although Li Shun didn't answer me, my intuition is that Li Shun is going to Tengchong. Tengchong is a border county, adjacent to Myanmar, not far away. I don't know what Li Shun is going to do there?

The thought that I would follow Li Shun back to my second hometown, where I was born and raised, made me feel excited.