My CEO is as beautiful as a fairy

I made a silent gesture to signal her to keep quiet.

Little pineapple looked up at me with a pair of cute big eyes. His little head tilted to one side, "Daddy, what's the matter with you?"

Black rose looked at me anxiously. When she looked at the little pineapple again, she squeezed out a smile on her face. She picked up the little pineapple and clicked it on her nose. "Your father is playing with you. He's going to buy you a doll. Does the little pineapple want it?"

As soon as the child heard what he liked, he immediately forgot all the unhappy things. He saw the little pineapple patting the meat's little hand and said happily, "yes, yes, dad is better than Mommy. Buy me a doll."

"Let daddy take you. Your sister Ji is still waiting for me." black rose put the little pineapple on the ground, "but you can't let daddy carry you anymore. You're a big girl now. You should be independent, okay?"

Little pineapple's mind was on the doll. He didn't listen to black rose seriously. He just took my hand and shouted, "Daddy, go, buy me a doll."

I looked back at the black rose and gave her a praying look, hoping she wouldn't tell Ji MuQing about it.

Fortunately, the symptoms of headache appeared for a while, and then it didn't appear again.

But I was always afraid of that kind of situation suddenly. I accompanied them for a while, and I left under the pretext of going back and having something to do.

On the way back to the hotel, I called Mr. Wei and told him my situation, "Mr. Wei, my headache symptoms have appeared again in less than a month since I took the pill last time. Does this mean that my headache frequency will be higher and higher?"

Mr. Wei sighed on the phone, "in order to develop your intelligence, your father ate a lot of Golden Snake grass for you, but I don't know that it has great side effects. The drug has been hidden in your body for so many years, and the side effects will become more and more obvious with age. I'm afraid it will hurt more than once a month in the future, and the frequency may be higher and higher."

In other words, I can't even hold on for half a year.

This sudden news hit me hard. My hands were soft and I didn't even have the strength to hold the phone.

"Qingxuan, you must find the medicine king as soon as possible. Maybe your illness will be saved." Mr. Wei reminded me.

I didn't want to find the medicine King earlier. After talking to Mr. Wei that day, I contacted Han Yanxue and melanin and asked them to help me pay attention to the whereabouts of the medicine king as much as possible, but so far, there is no news at all.

If you can't find the king of medicine even cold smoke, snow and melanin, no one can find the king of medicine in this world.

I think this is the disaster of Zhao Qingxuan's life. I can't hide it.

I'm not afraid of death. My life should have left with my comrades in arms three years ago, but now I have concerns and thoughts. If I want to leave without distractions, I'm afraid it's difficult to do it.

"Qing Xuan, how many pills are left of the pills I gave you?" Mr. Wei gave me four pills that day. I have taken one and now there are three left.

According to the budget at that time, taking one pill a month could barely support four months. These four months will be enough for Mr. Wei to practice making two more.

But at present, four pills are not enough to support four months.

Mr. Wei reminded me, "Qingxuan, although that pill can relieve your headache, it is actually a symptom rather than a root cause. You can't take it too often, because if it's too frequent, the more you go to the back, the smaller the effect will be, which will only greatly shorten the time of the effect. Therefore, if you don't have unbearable pain, you'd better not take the pill to make yourself resist."

I understand what Mr. Wei means. That pill has the same effect as painkillers. The more frequently you use it, the greater your dependence on it. Then you will be more unbearable when the next pain attack occurs.

I nodded, "I see."

"Hold on there and let me help you find the whereabouts of the medicine king. I will also send my four disciples to find it. Qingxuan, I still say that if you really can't stick to it, come back to the mountain with me, and I can at least help you adjust so that you won't be so painful." Mr. Wei has always been very calm. It's rare to see him lose control of his emotions.

I know he has me in his heart, but also for my consideration. I remember that kindness.

I didn't want Mr. Wei to worry about me, so I said, "I see."

In fact, I don't know what to do at all?

It has been less than a month since Ji MuQing and I got married. How can I leave her? And what reason should I leave her?

I can't find a reason or convince myself, and I don't know what to do if I really leave her and leave her alone in this materialistic society?

The night outside the window was beautiful, neon lights flickered, and cries came from time to time.

I sat in the empty house, in sharp contrast to the glittering world outside.

Death, loneliness... I've been used to these years in the army, but I've never learned how to separate from others?

I hold my head and feel very depressed.

I don't know how long I sat like this. The voices of black rose, little pineapple and Ji MuQing sounded outside the door.

"Xiaoqing, please take care of the little pineapple for a while." it was the voice of black rose.

Then there was Ji MuQing's voice, "Why are we so polite?"

The door next door opened and Ji MuQing entered the next room with a small pineapple.

Then the Black Rose came into our room.

I knew she would come to me, so I wasn't much surprised.

My pulse is so chaotic that it is obviously impossible to deceive her.

After the Black Rose came in, she locked the door from the inside and came to me. She didn't speak. It seemed that she didn't know what to say. It seemed that it was too unexpected. She didn't prepare at all.

She squatted in front of me and looked up at me. "Tell me the truth, what's the matter with you?"

I know, if I don't say it, she won't give up.

Moreover, black rose has a wide range of contacts. Maybe it can help me find the medicine King together.

So I told her the truth. I pointed to my brain, "My brain is stimulated by a drug, and I have a headache every once in a while. Before, I took the pill Mr. Wei gave me to suppress my headache. We all thought that I had cured my headache, but in fact, the pill just made me feel no headache, but the stimulation of the drug to my brain continued. During this period, the headache problem increased every day Drama will appear from time to time, and even the effect of that pill is getting smaller and smaller. "

The more black rose listened, the more pale her face became. "Why didn't you say it earlier, why didn't you go to see a doctor?"

I shook my head. "It's useless. I took a plant called Golden Snake grass when I was a child. That plant can develop people's brain, but it will also have side effects. For more than 20 years, drugs have been integrated into my blood and brain, and modern medicine can't solve it at all."

Black Rose didn't give up. "It's impossible. There must be a way. You know so many people. They must have someone who can cure your disease."

I said, "if the medicine king is there, there may be a way, but now no one can find the whereabouts of the medicine king. I have contacted many people to help find it. Up to now, there is no news."

Black rose quickly took out her mobile phone and dialed a phone number, "Sirius, let my brothers help me find someone, medicine king, the sooner the better."

She looked at me worried.

I stared at her and looked at her with praying eyes. "It's naturally the best to find the medicine king, but if I can't find it... I ask you to do me a favor and don't tell Xiaoqing about me."

The black rose smiled bitterly. "Do you think you can hide it from her all your life? What will you do when your headaches become more and more frequent? Are you sure she won't find out?"

I nodded. "I'm sure she won't find out, because I'll leave her before she finds out."

Black Rose's body froze, and she sighed deeply, "Have you ever thought about how you would leave her? You've been so kind to her all the time, so she's used to the days when you're around. Suddenly you're leaving. How do you want her to accept it? Don't tell me, you have to learn those bloody passages on TV and make any misunderstandings to make her sad to you... I'm afraid you should understand without me. She doesn't know at all I'll believe it. "

Black Rose's words woke me up. Indeed, I haven't figured out what reason to leave her.

Ji MuQing and I have more trust than the trust between our relatives, as if we were all integrated into each other's blood.

No matter how she leaves, she is bound to be difficult to accept.

I can't imagine what it would be like for her alone after I left?

I covered my head with my hands in pain. "I don't know."

I've never been so powerless, and I've never been so overwhelmed. I've never been a person afraid of difficulties, but now, I really feel powerless and at a loss.

Black Rose squatted down again and said to me sincerely, "I think you should tell her the truth of the matter. Don't think hiding her is good to her. If you leave inexplicably, it will make her more sad. Since you will make her sad no matter what you do, why don't you keep cheating between you? Maybe Xiaoqing is not as fragile as you think, or maybe she wants to carry through the difficulties with you?"

I didn't speak because my mind is in a mess and I don't know what to say.