"I hope I'm a tumbler, and I hope I'll never fall, but I'm not." I hung my head and felt like a stone in my heart.

Like a wronged child, I try to talk to adults about my grievances. It seems that only in this way can I feel better.

I said, "You don't know what kind of existence the word father is in my heart. It is not only the representative of my relatives, but also my spiritual pillar. It is the light on my life from childhood to childhood. I grew up in the army and grew up in a harsh environment. They instilled positive energy into me from childhood. I want to be a good person, contribute to the society and be a good person People with useful values. This idea is deep-rooted and rooted in my heart. It makes me clearly know what I want and where to go. "

"In particular, when I knew that my father was a great hero and his brilliant deeds, the positive energy hidden in the depths of my heart was like a small tree that had dried up for a long time and absorbed water, growing and growing up crazily. Before I left the army, that belief never wavered, in every difficulty In the huge task, as long as I can't stick to it, I think about my father. He is so great that I can't lose him. "

"It was him who made me survive at the critical moments of life and death. It was also him who inspired me to always stand straight. He was more deeply rooted than those thoughts and deeply engraved in my heart. The accident three years ago had a great impact on me. For a time, I couldn't hold on and wanted to leave with my comrades in arms. Every time I had a dream When those negative thoughts, the word father will appear in my mind. "

"Suck, how can I say it? It's like that he is a life-saving straw in my life. Every time I am about to drown, he will appear and save me in danger. When I first came to Chengdu, I was very, very negative. I often live in confusion and illusion, and can't distinguish reality from dreams. He often inspired me and let me go from illusion step by step Come out. "

"Although he has never taken care of me or been around me, he always lives in my heart. In this materialistic metropolis, I have not been assimilated and have not been affected by those external things. I always know what I want and what I want to do. All this is because there is a bright lamp in my heart that lights up the way forward for me on the dark road Road. "

"So can you understand how important his position in my heart is? But suddenly one day, he appeared in front of me and told me that everything I had imagined before was false! Justice and light were all my own fantasies, and he had already stood in the shadow and became the opposite side of me."

I smiled bitterly. My throat seemed to be stabbed by something. It hurt.

I heard Zhao Xiaoru's sigh. She still didn't speak, and I didn't speak.

We both kept silent. After a moment, Zhao Xiaoru said, "so there's another reason why you're doing this. Are you fighting him?"

I nodded and did not deny this statement, "yes, fighting against him is also fighting against myself. Which one of justice and evil can always be invincible."

"I can understand what you said. Maybe I haven't experienced it, so I can't feel how tangled you are now. But I understand why you want to do this. Zhao Suo, I have nothing else to help you. Then I'll help you talk to our director again and see if he can reduce the asking price."

This is a real help. I thank Zhao Xiaoru very much.

"Thank you," I said from my heart.

Zhao Xiaoru didn't leave in a hurry. It seems that she still has something to ask me.

Sure enough, she said, "does sister Xiaoqing know these things?"

I shook my head, "I didn't tell her because I didn't want her to worry about me and don't want these messy things to bother her. As you said, I can't give her anything. If I can't give her more trouble, it's the best protection I can do."

Zhao Xiaoru doesn't agree with me, "I'm sure sister Xiaoqing doesn't think so. You always say you know her. Do you know what she wants? I'm not a roundworm in sister Xiaoqing's stomach, so I can't guess what she thinks, but I know one thing, I'm also a woman. Sometimes what we women want is very simple, that is, we can always be together with the people we love, not just two people When we are together, we are two hearts together. "

These words touched me. I remembered what Ji MuQing had said to me. She hoped that she was Huang Rong and could always accompany Guo Jing and be the woman behind him.

Ji MuQing has expressed such ideas to me countless times, but I just think about her from my own point of view every time. I never thought whether the good I gave her was what she wanted.

Zhao Xiaoru reminded me, "I think you should tell sister Xiaoqing about this. Although she may be worried that she can't eat well and sleep well, her heart is steady. You can't guarantee that you can't show your feet in front of her. Sister Xiaoqing is so smart that she will find out sooner or later. Don't you think it's too late to tell her at that time?"

"If it were me, although I knew you were good for me, I would feel uncomfortable. I would think that you might not believe me and treat me as an outsider, so that's why. Sister Xiaoqing may not be as delicate as me, but I believe she must have a grudge in her heart."

Zhao Xiaoru's words left a deep impression in my heart and made me think a lot.

I said, "I'll take her opinion seriously."

Zhao Xiaoru nodded with satisfaction. "I shouldn't have said so much about you, but who told you and sister Xiaoqing to help me. Well, I have something else to do, so I'll go first and wait for my call."

I nodded and watched her leave.

Although Zhao Xiaoru left, her words made me aftertaste for a long time.

Maybe she's right. I should tell Ji MuQing about these things.

The two martial arts novels that Ji MuQing likes to read are the legend of Shooting Heroes and the eight heavenly dragons. She likes the heroine in reading.

Huang Rong in shooting carving and ah Zhu in Tianlong are all very smart women. They have a lot of help around the male Lord.

Ji MuQing has never been an ordinary woman. She is independent, strong, kind and brave. She is very much like Huang Rong and ah Zhu. Therefore, she also wants to be a woman like Huang Rong and ah Zhu.

That is her dream, her ideal and her belief.

I have faith to adhere to. Why can't she adhere to her faith.

Having figured this out, I suddenly became enlightened. I called Ji MuQing and told her, "I'll be right back."

After leaving the martial arts school, I was afraid she was too tired, so I sent her back.

Ji MuQing will certainly care about the negotiation between Zhao Xiaoru and me. I will tell her everything that has happened here.

When I got home, I stewed the spare ribs soup I bought first. This spare ribs soup needs to be boiled slowly over a low fire in order to taste.

"Xiaoqing, come here. I have something to tell you." Ji MuQing read in bed. I reminded her many times. Now it's a special time. Let her not worry about the company, but she just doesn't listen.

I put the book aside and took her to the living room. We sat down on the sofa one after another.

"How's it going? Is everything going well with Xiaoru?" Ji MuQing snuggled up in my arms and asked me.

I told her the whole thing, "the director asked for $8 million to help us talk about advertising."

"Expected." Ji MuQing was very calm. She smiled and said, "When the cutting-edge was just founded, it was inevitable to cooperate with TV stations and attract traffic by advertising. At that time, I didn't know much about these, but I was cheated by those advertisers. At best, eight million can only receive some advertisements from TV stations with general traffic. If you want to get advertisements from traffic and satellite stations, you can't get tens of millions. It seems that the director's channel is not It's very wide. Otherwise, he wouldn't speak. It's only eight million. "

I almost forgot that Ji MuQing is an old hand in this field. Why is it valuable? I forgot to consult her first.

"But eight million is not a small amount. Do you think I'm stupid to spend so much money on advertising x?"

Ji MuQing looked at me seriously, "silly? I don't think you're stupid at all. At first glance, eight million seems to be a lot, but when you think about it carefully, eight million may buy a lot of people's lives and peace. It seems that there isn't so much."

I looked at her puzzled. "Do you really care about the money? It's all your hard work. Besides, other people have nothing to do with you. Why do you care about them?"

Ji MuQing straightened up and faced me, "those people have nothing to do with me, but they all have something to do with Xinrui. I told you that Xinrui is like my child. I love him, take care of her, and am willing to protect him with everything. It is his parents who let him grow up healthily, and I just let her eat and wear warm like a nanny."

"Without the recognition and support of those people, there would be no cutting-edge now. You asked me why I should care about the safety of those people. That's why."

I know that the cutting-edge occupies a very important position in Ji MuQing's heart, but I didn't expect that this position and weight should be so important.

She is the only one in the world who can have such an idea.

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