My Life As Daughter-in-law

I know the doctors gave me a sedative. Although I know that this kind of sedative is very harmful to my body, I can't control my mood

I'm really desperate. Xiao Yao is dead! I don't believe he's dead! Why did Chen Lu lie to me? Xiao Yao is dead! Why? He is still alive. He must be waiting for me at home now!

Then, in my messy imagination, I lost consciousness again... I felt that I fell into the deep darkness again. In this darkness, only myself was left to slowly sit in a corner. No one tore the light again, and then gave me the help of love

I don't know when the darkness faded slowly, and I opened my eyes.

I saw the ceiling of the hospital, just like I woke up once. But I feel more pain in my body and special pain in my brain.

I don't know what medicine the doctor gave me. I was a little frightened. At this time, I thought of Xiao Yao. My heart began to ache again. I felt the lack of oxygen. I turned my head. Chen Lu looked at me worried. It turned out that she hadn't slept and was waiting for me.

"I... how long have I slept..." I tried to open my eyes. I felt that my whole eye was swollen. I didn't know how long I slept, so I asked Chen Lu.

Chen Lu looked at me and was very worried. Her eyes slowly showed a deep sense of insecurity.

"You have slept for two days and nights..." Chen Lu said to me.

I thought in my heart, it has been two days and two nights. Why do I feel like closing my eyes and opening my eyes, after a short moment.

I move my head slowly. I want to move. But Chen Lu immediately pressed my hand. He may be afraid of my mental breakdown again and want to run around.

I looked at Chen Lu. I didn't want to express my emotions.

I looked at her for a while and then asked her, "really..." I didn't finish this sentence, but I can know that Chen Lu must know what I'm talking about

Chen Lu shook her head and looked at me with a very sad look. I think my whole body is numb. I don't move. I don't want to open my eyes. I close my eyes. I feel my eyes rotate gently under my eyelids, but I'm really tired.

"Where is he now... I'll take a look at him... Can I take a look at him, please! Chen Lu... "I tried to open my eyes, use my only consciousness and strength, and then wanted to ask her to take me out of the hospital

Chen Lu looked at me piteously and shook her head reluctantly. "No, the doctor said, your body has not recovered well. Now if you go out, your body will be greatly hurt. You should think so. Although you have lost your leisure, you still have your children... Ruoyue... You are the strongest girl I have ever seen, You must hold on... "

After she finished, she reached out for an orange, peeled it, and broke it half for me to eat.

I watched his movements and didn't want to move for a long time. I didn't want to move.

Now for me, every time I do an activity, I feel particularly tired, not only in my heart, but also physically.

Although I slept for two days and two nights, I still don't think I have enough sleep. I think if I sleep again and get up, will things change? Xiao Yao is not dead... Wen Liuguang is still by my side

I slowly shook my head, "Chen Lu... Please, did you really lie to me? Did Xiao Yuan really die?" I looked at her with desperate eyes. Chen Lu's eyes were red and swollen, but there were still tears flowing out of it.

I closed my eyes in despair.

Why does God always go to my important things? I close my eyes gently, but there are tears across the corners of my eyes. It turns out that I still have tears to flow! I smiled.

"Ruoyue... You have to be strong. You let your children live well..." Chen Lu touched my forehead, tried my temperature, then put my hair behind my ears, looked at me, looked at me for a while, he suddenly remembered something, touched my face, and then asked me, "do you want to drink water?"

I looked at her and felt a little moved, "Chen Lu... I've been watching me here for several days. Go back quickly. I'll be fine soon. Don't you worry about your family if you don't go home? Go back quickly. I think you're more tired than me now..."

After a long speech, I suddenly choked. I coughed heavily. I felt that my lungs were going to be coughed out by me.

Chen Lu alliance stood up to help me clean up, then tucked in my quilt and looked at me. We just looked at each other. I thought Chen Lu seemed to have something to say to me.

"What do you want to say to me..." I asked her. I think it's really hard for me to let her stay with me so day and night!

"Ruoyue... Your child, do you know what's going on? You wake up and only care about Xiao Yao, your child..." Chen Lu looked at me, then shook my hand and said to me seriously.

I did it for a while, suddenly remembered my child... And gently asked her, "how's it going, my child..."

I hope what she said makes me happy, because I know how much effort and price I paid to give birth to this child.

From the moment I conceived him to the moment I was born, I had suffered too much mental and physical torture. I hope my child and Wen Liuguang can come to the world quietly and peacefully, and then I will take her away!

If I can find Wen Liuguang, I will try my best to raise him with Wen Liuguang. If I can't find him, I'm willing to take the child forever, and then wait quietly until Wen Liuguang comes to me.

I looked at Chen Lu quietly, hoping that he could tell me a good news.

Chen Lu opened her mouth and said excitedly to me, "if you don't worry, your child is very healthy and a son... We are taking care of her when you sleep these days. Do you want to see him..."

Hearing Chen Lu's words, I was relieved that the child was still there. At this time, my heart was filled with Xiao Yao's death again. The child was all right, but Xiaoyao died. I was still very uncomfortable thinking about Xiao Yao's various.

I said to Chen Lu lightly, "it's all right. The child is still there. Can I see Xiao Yao for the last time..." I really want to see him for the last time. Even if he dies, I have to make sure he is really lying in front of me before I believe it. I always think someone is lying to me

Chen Lu looked at me and shook her head

"Ruoyue... He's really dead. I heard what others said. Don't you believe it? You're here to take care of yourself now. Don't let Xiao Yao worry about you. Although he's dead, he will quietly look at you in heaven, watch you live strong and live an ordinary life with your children..." Chen Lu looked at me and said to me seriously.

But I smiled bitterly and didn't want to. I thought to myself, what's the meaning of my life

Although I have my children, I live alone in this world. The people I love are gone. Although Wen Liuguang is not dead, the pain he left me now can never be made up. I feel that my heart is dead and my heart is gray and cold.

I looked at the ceiling with dull eyes. Chen Lu was worried about me, so she called the doctor.

Many doctors hurried over and saw that I was awake, and then began to talk about my various vital signs. I just lay in bed and let them fiddle with my body. There was no wave in my heart, because it was numb with pain

I really want to see Xiao Yao for the last time.

So when the morning dew was gone, I struggled to get out of bed, endured the pain and wanted to get out of the ward, but as soon as I came to the door of the hospital, a group of people stopped me back.

I was almost desperate. I screamed and burst out the pain I had repressed in my heart these days. At this time, Chen Lu hurried to the hospital. She was stunned when she saw me like this, and she also cried with me.

Although I don't want to show weakness in front of people, I can't control my mood.

That kind of desperate, no longer have any nostalgia for the world.

I was placed in a special care ward.

There are people around me. They always take care of me and don't let me walk around.

Chen qiaolu looked at me out of the window and smiled at me.

"Ruoyue, look! This is your child! " After I heard her voice, I turned to look at her.

I saw that the child slept peacefully in his arms. He looked very cute. His round face and meat looked so want to be pinched. His small nose and mouth looked particularly cute in swaddling clothes.

I suddenly felt cured.

Is such a lovely child mine? Is it the child of Wen Liuguang and me

I took my child in a complicated mood and held her in my arms. Because when I was a mother for the first time, I didn't know how to treat her. I gently held her in my arms and stroked his face with my hand.

She is really cute. I suddenly feel that he may become my dependence for the rest of my life... I only have him left

"Ruoyue... Don't be sad. You still have your child. You should live well with him..." Chen Lu looked at me and said to me seriously.

I heard what she said, looked up at her, then, without expression, continued to look at my child and planned to go to bed.

Now only sleep can let me get rid of the pain in reality.

The next few days, I just held my child and stared out of the window. I didn't know what to think. I just felt that my heart suddenly became calm. I had no expectations for the world.

I pay attention to the official account number. I receive free money every day.