My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-06-16

  Chapter 478 The grain depot has a day of exhaustion after all.

Natsume Kaede pinched herself sour The corner of my eye, after pulling away from the world of the book, I only felt exhausted in my spirit.

Tucked the footer of the pages of the book "Biography of Xiulu" in his hand, he closed the book and put it on his hand, exhaling the breath in his mouth slightly.

This book came from Shinichiro Taisho. At that time, he also only saw the Oriental ancient book seeing others do what one loves to do, one is inspired to try it again. Bring it back, but actually Just holding the mentality of flipping over.

The self-cultivation that I planned a while ago is not nothing serious.

A person's temperament does not match his strength. This is a terrifying thing.

Natsume Kaede does not intend to restrain herself with self-cultivation, but to be able to master this kind of temperament of strength.

There are poems and books in the belly, which is a sign of nurturing.

So it is necessary.

Whether it is the poor or the rich's first idea of ​​self-cultivation, there is no better choice than reading.

Of course, books must be divided into books, not the kind that the old man pushes.

The books that have been regarded as classics by the world are undoubtedly more suitable for reading-Teacher Bai Jie's classics are not included in this list.

After all, it was settled down through time and the world's testing. Since it is regarded as a classic by countless people, it is naturally extraordinary.

Natsume Kaede didn't go to the bookstore and buy a book again, but repeatedly watched the "Tian Xi Lu" from Taisho Old Master.

The main reason is that the culture of my hometown is already unattainable in the world. I don't need to take a big step to read books from other countries. Moreover, Wang Yangming's thoughts are also in line with Natsume Kaede's life.

Be mindful and not follow the mind, control the mind without binding the mind.

The ego takes the scale in my heart and acts within the scale from the heart.

This is just his self-understanding that's all.

I have read this book nearly three times back and forth. It can be said that I have been reading this book for more than half a month, but it still feels obscure in many places.

It’s just that the classical Chinese text between the lines is enough to make people look dizzy. Don’t mention there are more philosophical aphorisms. Those sentences really have different meanings every time you read them, which is thought-provoking. There are too many places.

As for why Natsume Kaede didn't read the annotated version-if you want to really think about it, you have to read the original version.

Otherwise, what's the difference between you having to go to the ground and work, and the machine is finished, you just need to lift it into the car?   Thinking is always what human beings should do.

For example: "I deliberately seek tranquility, so that the ears are less quiet."

If you understand it according to the meaning of an ordinary person, it means seeking tranquility deliberately. Quietness, if everything is forced, it is often not good.

But if you don't read the notes and read it yourself, Natsume Kaede will involuntarily think of other things.

So if you force them, will you end up with evil results? It's   like being knifed off in the game the night before crossing over.

In a daze, he seemed to see Cheng Cheng beckoning to himself in the sky, smiling and wanting to take him to the sky to be happy.

This is fake.

But Natsume Kaede was still shocked, and at the same time he started to think about ways.

The only way is to solve it after confession. I have tried this last time, but it does not seem to be successful.

No, it succeeded, but not completely.

After so many days of repeated thinking, he can basically conclude that he succeeded that day, but he was not completely successful.

Because the game panel will not be faked, what I said is not swallowed.

At the time, Tsuzuki Hua’s expression was obviously very abnormal. He was still listening carefully a second before, but when he said it, he immediately called in and ran out. Deliberately makes people think more and more wrong.

Is this normal?

Absolutely abnormal.

Natsume Kaede is not a sentimental idiot, nor is he too stupid to guess people's minds. At that time, the girl's abnormal behavior had already made him understand that something was wrong.

It is even possible that Tsuzuki Hua already knows.

But another question came out, why did she know?

I just didn't return for one night and didn't have any contact, and then she found it out with her fingers?

Natsume Kaede is pretty sure Tsuzuki Hua is not proficient in the arithmetic.

Could it be that the smell of perfume and long hair are left on my body?   impossible.

He also went home deliberately, changed his clothes and took a shower.

What is the reason?   Natsume Kaede is puzzled.

But what is certain is that the girl definitely noticed something, otherwise there would be no such obvious deliberate action.

It’s like I don’t want to hear, and then I escape.

Just escape.

This half a month came because of the beginning of school, Natsume Kaede has only seen each other twice, just eat outside and take a walk, and girls also have a faintly discernable escape, sometimes secretly He looked towards his gaze also had a complicated meaning, hesitating and struggling with inexplicable words.

This kind of gaze is naturally observed by Natsume Kaede secretly.

So I am more convinced of the guess in my heart.

After so many days, he has finally made a decision in his heart, no matter what the result is, he must speak frankly in person. Although there are some suspicions and results that hurt her, there is no better way than this. Up.

No matter how bad the result is, it's just that I follow in the footsteps of Brother Cheng that's all.

After making this decision, Natsume Kaede felt a little more relaxed.

People are always full of fear for unknown results, but when they think of the worst, they feel relaxed.

This half a month can be said to be his most free time, of course, it is not completely idle-at least every day he is reading.

Since Mt. Fuji’s parting, even Asaka Fukai, who haunted her from time to time in the past, has rarely asked him to do anything willful anymore.

This can't help but give Natsume Kaede a sense of peace of mind when he has taken away the stored grain.

But Asaka Fukai is naturally impossible to forget him.

I just called and said that she will be busy lately, so maybe I can't meet with myself during this time, but it's better to keep my food in stock and wait for her to take it away at any time.

Such words can't help but make Natsume Kaede a little bit dark.

Is this co-authoring yourself as a granary?   Only in but not out?

Shocked and cold!    However, Natsume Kaede didn't say much. Although the other party said it was vague, it also showed that it had something to do with Tsuzuki Yosuke.

Although last time I visited Tsuzuki’s house and took a bath with my prospective father-in-law, I mentioned what Asaka Fukai said at the beginning, but now it seems that there is really something to discuss , And the tone seems to be not simple.

Think about it, both of them are not simple figures. They sit so high under their buttocks. It is probably not a simple chattering. Maybe something is going to happen again—but they should follow It doesn't matter to yourself.

A Helmsman of a consortium, a minister of the Ministry of Internal Affairs and Communications, what bad thoughts can they have when they unite?

Natsume Kaede remembered the incredible ambition of Asaka Fukai at the beginning and the thankless wretch that he cultivated was abolished, and then remembered the trouble Tsuzuki Ryusuke had encountered a while ago. A rough guess.

It’s just that this kind of thing basically has nothing to do with him, and he has no intention of putting it on it, let alone the capital Kazuto.

It is important for a person to know himself.

Natsume Kaede looked at the slightly yellowed front page of the book and gradually became fascinated, until the familiar reminder sounded in his ear, and then he recovered from the trance state.

"Mr. Natsume, your coffee."

Tomoko Irimoto cautiously picked up the coffee on the tray in his hand, gently placed it in front of Natsume Kaede and reminded him softly Tao.

Natsume Kaede leaned to the side, fearing that her actions would be affected, and at the same time said, "Many thanks."

"You're welcome."

Tomoko Irimoto smiled and said, looking at him with a smile.

Because of Natsume Kaede's frequent visits, coupled with the fact that he always has a different kind of human touch from ordinary people, Tomoko Irimoto unconsciously depends on service every time.

If it is an ordinary customer, it is probably slightly nodded, or the most thank you, there will be absolutely no extra actions, and it will not be like the man in front of him who knows the polite Kazuto.

And in this age of looking at faces, who is not willing to serve handsome guys?   On the first day since Natsume Kaede came, Tomoko Imoto found this quiet and polite man.

This man came with a book, and he often sits all afternoon.

This is incredible.

If there are customers who come to the coffee shop to watch the computer or watch the mobile phone, let alone an afternoon, even a day is nothing surprising.

It’s really rare that someone can read a physical book and sit for an afternoon.

Unless those people are for exams or study, it is difficult to calm down and read a book based on interest.

This is the reason why Tomoko Irimoto admires this guest very much.

Being handsome is just one aspect of it, not the main reason. After all, there are many handsome boys and girls in Tokyo, and you can carry a basket if you just go out and stroll around.

"Why is this Young Lady staring at me all the time? Is there something on my face?"

Natsume Kaede felt the gaze from the side staring at her and turned her head Seeing that the other party was standing still, he couldn't help but touched his face and asked with a smile.

"Ah, no, you are so handsome, so I can't help but look at it more." Tomoko Irmoto was restored by his voice, but was not exposed. Lose one's head out of fear, but also smiled and complimented.

Although it is a compliment, it is also sincere.

Natsume Kaede hearing this gradually reduced the smile on her face, and looked down at her said in deadly earnest, "If you say this, then I will also look at this Young Lady. I have two eyes."

"Mr. Natsume is so good at talking."

Irimoto Tomoko was slightly stunned, so even if he reacted, he could not help but cover his mouth and steal. with a smile.

"This is the charm of language, isn't it?" Natsume Kaede hehe smiled, but he was willing to joke with him.

In a boring life, it is inevitable that there will be some debugging agents. Since it exists in the society, it is natural to communicate with people. He did not look down on the other party because he is a waiter in a cafe. Instead, he enjoys occasionally with others. Just kidding.

"Well, the charm of language."

Irimoto Tomoko nodded with a smile.

Sometimes it only takes a little joke to keep people happy for the day.

Just when Tomoko Imoto was slightly in a trance, Natsume Kaede glanced at the mobile phone screen with the splash screen at hand.

Looking at the message sent by the other party on the screen, I silently plot against for a while, and pondered for a while.

"Enter this Young Lady, please have another cup of Blue Mountain Coffee."

Irimoto Tomoko recovered from her distraction, listening to what he said, I thought I would refill the cup again, look Looking at the coffee he had just filled, he couldn't help but ask astonished: "Are you going to finish it in one sip?"

If this sentence is a pure guest-waiter relationship, it is definitely a bit too much. Yes, but they can also make this kind of joke.

Natsume Kaede shook the head and thought about replied: "No, a friend is coming over, so I plan to order another glass. If there are desserts, can I recommend two?"

Seeing him saying this, Tomoko Irimoto realized that it was not a joke, and immediately resumed his job, took out the order machine in his pocket, and softly reminded: "Of course, the tiramisu and lava cake in the store Yes, you can try it if you don’t have to."

"Let’s do these two."

Natsume Kaede didn’t think much either. This is just a formality, at least. Something needs to be ordered.

But he really likes these two desserts.

"Okay, I will open the order for you now."

Irimoto Tomoko clicked a few fingers on the ordering machine, and at the same time naturally asked: " By the way, is Mr. Natsume waiting for his girlfriend?"

Natsume Kaede hearing this was speechless for a moment, feeling a little bit that this person can talk, but still smiled and replied: "It's just a friend, not a girlfriend "

Irimoto Tomoko tore off the receipt printed by the bill opener in his hand, and while presenting it with both hands, he asked astonished: "You don't have a girlfriend, do you?"

After receiving the bill handed by the other party, he took out his wallet from his pocket, took out a paper currency and handed it over.

Put the change in the wallet after the change.

Natsume Kaede was asked by her a little bit didn't know whether to cry or laugh. It was not clear why the other party was so obsessed with this question, but he did not feel annoying in his heart, but truthfully replied: "I have Girlfriend."

"Let’s just say, how could a handsome man like Mr. Natsume have no girlfriend and be so well-educated." Tomoko Irimoto

"Am I very educated?"

Natsume Kaede always felt that it was not appropriate to apply this term to her.

It's like saying that killing pigs has a scholarly flavor.

Although you can’t tell from the outside when you don’t kill pigs.

"Of course, to be honest, you are already handsome, but you look more handsome when you read." Irimoto Tomoko's compliment can't show any traces, but it's exactly the same as what I thought.

"Enter this Young Lady to compliment me for not writing a draft. Do you want me to become a regular customer and spend a lot of money."

Natsume Kaede couldn't help but joked.

"This is certainly one of the reasons, but it's definitely not the main reason. It's because your personal charm is too big."

The waitress, Tomoko Irimoto, couldn't help but not object , But continued to say a serious sentence.

"Okay, okay, please stop talking, I promise you will come here often."

"If you just come here, it won't work. You might have something more."

"You are too blunt, but I decided to accept your suggestion."

"Then I will prepare for you first."

"Trouble."

"You're welcome."

Irimoto Tomoko showed a sincere smile on his face, tied the dinner plate with both hands and stepped back to say goodbye.

Watching the waitress walk to the front desk calmly, Natsume Kaede also glanced at the time of the phone, frowned slightly.

"It has been five minutes past the agreed time. Does she care about time so much now?"

(End of this chapter)