My Second Marriage

"What are you doing in Beijing?" Jiang Yichen looks at me with burning eyes.

"I came here to treat my mother. What a coincidence. I didn't expect to see you here." I lowered my head in embarrassment.

The last time I said so in front of him, I didn't plan to meet in the future.

I didn't expect that we would meet here so soon.

"Yes, what a coincidence. Did you come with your family?" Jiang Yichen's tone is light, as if there is always a trace of sadness in it.

I am a Leng, this just suddenly understand he said that is to point to Wen chuyang.

"Well."

"Oh, in that case, can we still be friends? Ordinary friends, I will never disturb you, just, just occasionally invite you out to talk and eat, OK

I didn't expect that Jiang Yichen would say that, because I think he is also a proud man. He should not talk to me again after I refuse him. But now he even asks me to be an ordinary friend, which makes me a little embarrassed.

If you don't agree, it seems inhuman. If you agree, I'm afraid that something else will happen between us. I'm never a firm person. I'm afraid that I will be moved.

"Don't worry, my family has arranged for me. I won't mention that again. We are just like ordinary friends. If you don't want to, we can only contact you on the phone. I just don't want to lose your contact information, and I don't want to completely lose sight of you in the vast crowd. There's no other meaning." Jiang Yichen put a business card into my hand and said in a very sad tone, "this is my new contact information. My previous contact information has changed since I left there. Would you consider it and return my information in the evening?"

After Jiang Yichen finished, he left, leaving me alone in the street, dazed.

Later, I didn't know how I went back. I only knew that it was midnight when I went back. All the neighbors around me had fallen asleep and it was quiet everywhere.

I looked at the empty room and couldn't sleep.

Right? Can you really have a friend? Just like what Jiang Yichen said, can you chat when you are bored?

I know that it's impossible for me and Wen chuyang, and I don't want Jiang Yichen to get into trouble for me.

Come on, that's it. Being lonely doesn't kill people.

I smoked a few cigarettes, I was really exhausted, so I lay in bed and fell asleep.

However, I was woken up by the phone before it was bright the next day.

Vaguely pick up, "Hello, who?"

"Miss Jiang? Will you come to the hospital right now? Your mother's condition is not very good, I'm afraid we can't wait to operate on her! "

"What? OK, I'll be right there! "

I didn't have time to wear my clothes, so I rushed out in a hurry.

When I got to the hospital, it was still dark. When I rushed to the ward, the doctor was in front of my mother's bed.

"You finally came, we have tried our best, but your mother's body is no longer good, and we can do nothing. If you have anything else to say to your mother, just say it quickly!" Doctor Chen wiped his eyes sadly, turned around and didn't look at me again.

"Qinqin, you come. Mom has something to tell you."

"Ma!"

I fell into my mother's arms, tears have been unable to stop the flow down.

"Mom, I'm not good, I'm useless, I'm useless!"

"Qinqin, you don't want to be like this, my mother has only one wish, that is, you can have, have your own happy family, last time that man, yes, is sincere to you, you are good, cherish well..." after my mother finished this sentence, her hands were powerless to hang down.

"Ma ~"

I just feel a black eyes, and then the whole head is like to explode, suddenly no strength, collapsed on the ground.

How come? My mother has just come here, the inspection has not been finished, how can she go like this? The money I borrowed is just beginning to be used. I still think my mother can get better. Then I can bring her and xing'er here to play

My mom, how can she just leave?

"Ma ~"

"Jiangqin ~"

Someone called me, I looked up, but saw Jiang Yichen's face enlarged in front of me.

"Jiang Qin, don't do that. If Mom sees you like this, she will be sad. Cheer up!"

"Doctor, doctor, she's in a coma!"

Then what happened, I don't know. I just feel that my body is wavering in the sea, and there is no landing all the time.

My head is so dizzy that it seems that if I move a little, my body will burst.

I don't know how long after that, I seem to hear my mother calling my name. I go in that direction, and then I see my mother.

But at this time, I suddenly felt that my hand was caught in my hand. As soon as I opened my eyes, what I saw was Jiang Yichen's worried face.

"You wake up at last. If you don't wake up again, I'll be worried to death!"

"Where's my mother?" Two tears came out of my eyes.

Jiang Yichen didn't speak. He looked out of the window, and the whole person sent out a kind of sad breath.

"I'm going to find my mother!" I gritted my teeth, struggling to sit up, single foot ground, the whole person fainted as if about to fall down.

"Jiang Qin, mother has gone now. Do you want to make her go uneasy? If she saw you like this, she would not dare to go even to the kingdom of heaven, because she was afraid of doing something stupid. Don't you know? " Jiang Yichen stood up and roared, then grabbed my shoulder and dragged me back to bed.

His voice reverberated in my ears, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, my body, my heart, and my head, as if to explode.

"But what do you want me to do? My mother, my mother did not enjoy a day's happiness with me. She is still young and she can live for many years. I always thought that when my mother is older, I can let her retire. Now I earn more. When she is old, I will take her to travel to those beautiful places and buy her beautiful clothes. "

"But how could she leave now? I want to give her all this, I haven't had time to give her, she just left? I'm not reconciled. I feel bad. I feel bad! " I hammered my chest, but the dull pain was less than one ten thousandth pain in my heart.

"Jiangqin, jiangqin!" Jiang Yichen put me in his arms and kept stroking my back.

I only care to cry, only care to sad, Jiang Yichen's embrace, this time let me feel unusually warm, I did not push away.

"Listen to me, if my mother is alive, I hope you can be happy..."

Jiang Yichen constantly enlightens me, but I can't listen to anything now. I feel like I'm going to die. It's like life is more than death.

The feeling that my close relatives left, but I couldn't help it, made me want to jump down from the high building of the hospital and follow my mother,

However, I can not, because I have a son, I have a paralyzed husband in bed, I am not qualified to seek death.

How painful I am! This kind of pain is like ten thousand ants gnawing on me, but I can't help it. I have no way to drive it away. I can only watch them eat my skin a little bit.

I only care about sad, the next thing, is Jiang Yichen help me do, he helped me to my mother's ashes, made a pink artificial diamond ring, made a ring to me, he said, "this ring is my mother, later if you miss her, you can see."

"Besides, I also know about you. I checked you. You don't have a husband, do you? The man that day is not your husband at all. Your husband is still in the hospital, isn't he?"

Jiang Yichen's eyes were burning at me. There was a flicker of excitement in his eyes.

"And then?" I look at the window out of my heart.

After my mother died, I lost another family member, and no one else could let me rely on.

Xinger is still young, brother Lu is still in the hospital, what should I do?

To tell you the truth, at that moment, I really wanted to die and leave the world with them.

But when I look back, xing'er is so young that I don't have the right to decide his life and death. Brother Lu doesn't have any hope, and I can't decide his life and death.

Therefore, my life is not my own, so I am not qualified to have love, not qualified to have other men's love for me.

"Jiang Yichen!"

I look back at him coldly, and my heart is still.

"Jiang Qin, listen to me, I can give you happiness, I can give you children, even the man a home, I am willing to take care of him, I am willing to take care of your family, as long as you nod, I will be your backer in the future!" Jiang Yichen drags my arm, and his nails have been deeply pinched into my flesh.

"What you said is like a beautiful and distant dream. It's like I promised that I could get rid of the bitter sea forever. But have you ever thought about what you and I would do if brother Lu woke up one day? Who quit? Who will stay? "

"Hehe, Jiang Yichen, I'm a disaster star. You'd better stay away from me."

"Jiangqin!"

"Well, don't say it. I have so much to say. If you are a friend, I can accept it. If you want something else, I'm sorry, I can't give it to you."

I shook my dizzy head, then stood up, hugged Jiang Yichen and whispered in his ear, "thank you for your care. I'm sorry, I can't give you anything!"

After that, I left like a martyr to the battlefield.

Until I couldn't see the hospital or Jiang Yichen, I squatted down, leaned against a tree on the side of the road and began to cry