My Second Marriage

But I cried, but still did not change anything, my mother is still dead, I am still a person, or never see her again.

When the eastern sun comes out, I get up, wipe the tears on my face, and walk towards the station hesitantly.

It's only two hours from here to the station by bus.

But it took me a whole day to drive for two hours.

In fact, I don't have this little money, and it's not too late to save it. Just like this, my legs are aching, my body is suffering, my head is basking in the sun, and there's no better place in my whole body. Then I feel that I still live in this world.

Maybe only the torment on my body can sober me up and make me feel that I am still a living life!

When I got to the station, I bought the cheapest ticket, which is the kind of train that always gives way to other express trains on the road.

The ring made of my mother's ashes is my last miss. I must not lose it like that ring.

I used to think that as long as the ring was there, I could think of the little brother. But later I found that even if the ring was not there, I would often think of the boy who appeared in my life when I was young.

After two days and one night on the road, I finally returned to the city I left.

It's just that when I went out, I took my mother with me. Now, when I come back, I'm the only one.

I lay at home like a dead man for several days. I didn't get up until my hungry head was starring. I walked out like a zombie.

I don't know how long I have been sleeping. When I go out, it's already late at night. Even the street vendors have closed down.

I had no choice but to go to the bar.

At this time, it is estimated that there is only something there that can make me sick.

Whether it's food or drink, I can save my life and make me live.

Inside the bar, I randomly found a place, ordered a dozen beers, and a little snacks.

I didn't take the cup that the waiter gave me, so I bit open a bottle of beer with my teeth and drank it clean.

Cold beer, my whole body can't help shaking up, because I haven't eaten for a long time, now my temperature has reached the critical value, this cold beer, will take away my last point of temperature.

"Good, if only I could get drunk like this all the time!"

I murmured a, no reason to want to cry out.

But I can't, can't go on decadent like this all the time, even if it's indulgence, I can only for a while, because I still have my brother and Xinger, I don't belong to myself.

I took the wine bottle and looked around casually. The smoke curled up between my fingers and blurred my eyes.

Wait, am I wrong? Why do I seem to see Wen chuyang?

I rubbed my eyes and looked across again.

Wen chuyang's face in the white smoke, appears a little fuzzy, but his appearance, is turned into ash, I can recognize it.

Why is he here?

I just want to get up and leave, but found that Wen chuyang seems to drink too much, he stood up, holding the bottle in his hand, like a tumbler bumping around, several times hit others.

His previous temperament, all gone, in his body now only decadent, sad, and degenerate.

He is even worse than me, like a child no one wants, wandering around in the crowd lonely.

Pudong!

Suddenly, he fell down and fell at the foot of a man.

I seemed to hear the violent crash, as if I saw his body hit the floor and changed shape.

One foot, unexpectedly, stepped on him. The man didn't seem to find it and stepped on him directly.

Wen chuyang is like a corpse lying on the ground, others stepped on his body, he did not have any resistance.

"No!" My heart seems to be broken. When that person stepped on him, my body also seemed to be stepped on. It was too painful to breathe.

However, when I went out to pull Wen chuyang up from the ground, ah Yi appeared. He pulled Wen chuyang up from the ground and carried him on his back, just like carrying a handful of firewood. He pushed him out of the crowd.

I watched them leave, my heart seems to be empty.

Just a scene has been constantly flashing in my mind, will occupy all my thoughts.

Wen chuyang, how did he become like this now? I remember that he would not be like this before!

Before, he was so high spirited, but now?

It looks like he's a tramp on the street. He's not what he used to be.

A bad idea rises in my heart. Is he for me?

When I think about it like this, I can't drink any more. I have a bad stomachache, just like there are many insects stirring in my stomach.

Uncomfortable?

It seems so!

But I seem to like it

Later, I can't remember how I went back. I only remember when I was on the road, I squatted down countless times, covered my stomach, and couldn't go on.

When I got home, I fainted on the bed.

……

When I woke up the next day, it was more than three o'clock in the afternoon.

The sun came in through the window, so bright that I couldn't open my eyes.

Yesterday's scene, suddenly appeared in my mind, Wen chuyang fell on the ground, was trampled on the picture, in my mind lingering.

As soon as I close my eyes, all I see is what he looks like.

He looked at me affectionately and asked me why I didn't give him a chance.

Have I really changed my mind?

Brother Lu, you tell me? If so, I will be punished by heaven. After all, I have vowed that I will be by your side for a lifetime.

Now, my heart, how seems to have someone else?

Forget it, it's still important to live. Wake up and wait for me to pick it up?

I think, before the sad, as if so disappeared, the rest is wake up.

Ding Ding Ding~

Suddenly, my phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it belonged to my neighbor's aunt.

"Jiangqin, it's not good. It's not good. Come back quickly! I'm really sorry for you

"Auntie, what's the matter, you say!"

"I, I..."