My Second Marriage

I suddenly woke up and saw that I was lying at home and Wen chuyang was not around. Then I realized that I had just had a dream.

How can you have such a dream all of a sudden?

I shook my head, went to the kitchen, opened the door of the refrigerator, took a bottle of water and took a few gulps.

The cold feeling invaded my body and made me shiver slightly.

In fact, this weather is not suitable for drinking ice water, but now I need something to calm me down.

Now that things have come to this point, it's no use for me to avoid them any more, so I have to face them.

After drinking water, I felt much better, so I came to the living room, ready to call Wen chuyang and ask him where he had gone.

"Ding Ding ~"

As soon as I picked up my mobile phone, Wen chuyang called.

"Well, where are you?"

"You come here first. I'm in the people's hospital." Wen chuyang's voice sounded anxious.

I should be a, did not ask what, directly took the clothes and hurried out.

Just go out, just saw a Yi driving the car stopped downstairs, he hurriedly help me open the door, waved to me.

"What's the matter? Why is it so urgent? Is something wrong with your boss? " I always call Wen chuyang boss in front of a Yi.

A Yi Yao head, didn't say anything, just said a sentence, you will know when you arrive.

After I got on the bus in a hurry, a Yi drove the car so fast that he ran several red lights.

When I got to the hospital, a Yi gave me the address of the ward, and then took my hand and ran away.

My heart suddenly a cool, a bad premonition hit my heart.

Ah Yi's performance today is too abnormal. Something must have happened to Wen chuyang, and he will be so worried.

When I got to the door of the ward, without waiting for ah Yi to push the door, I rushed in directly and called, "chuyang, you're OK!"

However, what appeared in front of me, lying on the bed, was not Wen chuyang, but Lu Yuanzhi.

At the same time, Wen chuyang and Lu Yuanzhi looked at me in surprise, and the air was silent.

"You come, he..." Wen chuyang light mouth, but did not continue to say, just eyes toward Lu Yuan there aimed.

I followed his eyes and my heart sank.

Like this, Lu Yuanzhi, did you do something stupid?

"Brother Lu, what are you doing?" I rushed to the bedside, because Wen chuyang was here, I was a little embarrassed to pull Lu Yuanzhi's hand.

"What? Owen doesn't know. I want to go to that world. Maybe there is my qiner waiting for me Lu Yuanzhi's eyes were staring at the outside of the window. His whole face was pale, without a trace of blood.

And his arm, wrapped in a circle of gauze, hand is still hanging drops.

"Come out with me Wen chuyang came up to me and pulled my sleeve.

I nodded, followed him out and closed the door.

"What's going on? Why is he here all of a sudden? And what's more? "

"He committed suicide. Maybe he couldn't think of it for a moment. That's why he wanted to commit suicide. I'm sorry, qin'er. I didn't expect him to be so extreme. I wanted to negotiate with him, but when I arrived, he was already like this! " Wen chuyang tried to come over and pull my hand, which I subconsciously avoided.

Now I, who do not want to contact, just want to shrink themselves into the shell, never come out.

What's going on? How did all this come to such a state?

"Qin'er, it's not what I want. I didn't think of it now, but you can rest assured that he's ok now. He can be discharged in a few days. I'll deal with the future. Just take good care of xing'er at home!" Wen chuyang broke my arm and pressed me in his arms.

In his arms, the faint smell of grass made me feel a little quieter in an instant.

"What am I going to do? I can't let you deal with it alone, face it, and watch Lu Yuanzhi suffer like this! " I wiped a tear, suddenly felt his heart inside the severe, like a knife inserted.

I can understand what Lu Yuanzhi and I have been doing for so many years.

If it's me, after lying for three years, I find that my son and wife have become other people. I'm sure I will be miserable and desperate.

What's more, there's no way to compare the conditions of Lu Yuanzhi and Wen chuyang. Brother Lu can't think of it for a moment, and it's normal.

But can't he go on like this all the time?

I gritted my teeth, pushed open the door, then looked at Lu Yuanzhi on the bed, walked up to him, pulled open a chair and sat in.

"Brother Lu, what are you thinking now? Are you thinking about our past? " I asked him tentatively.

What I fear most is that he suddenly loses his mind and makes some crazy things at that time. In that case, I can't accept it anyway.

Brother Lu didn't speak, as if he didn't hear me at all. He continued to look out of the window and said nothing.

I know. He's really angry.

From small to large, he is like this. Once he is angry, we will try our best to solve all the problems, and there is no way to make him change his mind.

He is a stubborn bull!

Once I pissed him off, he would not say a word until he figured it out.

But now, I clearly feel the disappointment and despair in his eyes. I have a bad premonition. If I let him think about it, I'm afraid I can't understand it all my life. He is just a person who can't let go.

I was the only one in brother Lu's old world. No matter what I did, I always had my share.

It was the same when I was a child. As long as there was something delicious, he would never forget me.

Now that he's like this, I don't know what I'm going to say.

"Brother Lu, if you have anything to say, just tell me, OK? You've grown up now, not that kid! Don't feel sad every time, but also take out the previous set, OK? I... "

I'm really impatient. I didn't think it would be like this when I said it. But before I finished speaking, I reflected it.

"Brother Lu, I, I didn't mean to, I just..."

What can I say? Just now, I really have no patience. I have no patience to see him abandon himself here!

I admit that I'm a bad man, but I'm still angry with him at this point.

But what should I do?

I'm in a dilemma now. No matter what decision I make, it's the cruelest massacre for me.

Just when I didn't know what to do, Wen chuyang came in. He came up to me, patted me on the shoulder, and whispered in my ear, "come out with me, I have something to tell you."

I nodded and followed him out the door.

Outside the ward, the people who come and go are all sad. No one here is happy, no one is happy.

"He's not very well now, but I've got the best psychiatrist. He may have some psychological diseases, so he will be so fragile after encountering such things. When he is cured, he will not. He is only temporary now. " Wen chuyang took out a business card, pointed to the name above and said to me.

I shook my head and sighed.

Things may not be as simple as Wen chuyang imagined. I am familiar with everything about brother Lu.

It's not a disease, it's just that he has too persistent paranoia about a thing, so when he encounters something, he often gets stuck in it and can't get out.

"Forget it, let me deal with this matter. I will know the propriety. Now that I have chosen you, I won't do anything sorry for you." I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

Wen chuyang did not speak. After smoking a few cigarettes in front of me, he said, "well, you should pay attention to your safety. If you have anything, just call me." He turned and left.

I stare at his back, like in the depths of the corridor, my heart suddenly empty.

Don't worry. I promised you. I'll do it.

I gently said a sentence, and then turned into the ward.

Brother Lu still looks out as he did just now. He seems to be a sculpture and does not move.

I went over and held his hand tightly in the palm of his hand. I felt the temperature coming from his palm, and tears could not help flowing down.

His suffering, I don't know, just

"Brother Lu, will you look at me? Don't you say you won't be sad as long as you see me? I am in front of you now, I am your qiner I suddenly think of the way we cuddle together, those pictures, one after another flash in my mind.

Who do I love? How can I now?

"You are not mine now, you go, I will not do stupid things again, I have died once, I thought, in this way, you can come back to me, but just when you appeared in the ward, I knew, I completely lost, you will never come back!"

Lu Yuanzhi slowly looked back, a pair of red eyes, looking at me, eyes full of despair.

He took his hand out of my hand and gave a sneer. Then he closed his eyes and sighed. When he opened his eyes again, there was a little tear under his eyes, but it was fleeting.

"Jiangqin, you go. I won't really die. I just want to know if you will change your mind if I die."

Lu Yuanzhi stopped for a moment, a tear slid down his cheek, and then said, "I'm just too confident, so I'll embarrass you. I'm sorry, I'll bless you silently in the future!"